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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTYLnI5LSV
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcfqT2KFDK
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKZOLlgYUr
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpNHScbggs
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包裝妳的異樣，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsuIkH8fcQ
編織出一道厚繭囚住，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN0VenBSiy
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT83Quaxdw
「這樣的我。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx6QSCFx3p
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qqfywlsq1
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuKVGJW1PS
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjt7m54vjg
「將異樣的感受消除。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttLkg84N05
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgZC1cQwqT
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrOJhLSAs0
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妳渴望：1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFLz2EHY0W
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy4MLSuAyk
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAD8sFVTfN
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPgWJgrjs6
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzHZfvQEJy
「暴露出來。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4WlVb6Trt
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNXbL7748M
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOrqyWsJho
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpW1PfCtaN
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZySvLYII8
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmBuezlk5H
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrmOwJqPei
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUdcYRp4uo
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牽起一絲又一絲，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBstAYImQ6
有粗大、有細小的，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcMI6kio5C
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd29oNgXcIR
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6uKZeGtzC
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lwJXpyX3M
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C6o5T4KRq
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnRknMRTxZ
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ1OxPA2AZ
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg4Qq5P3wS
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四溢出……1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpulHAkDG8z
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdMhx3Xb0e
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDZX9fqnFK
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTTJPi7ODn
「答案是肯定的對吧？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLc2T933By
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4HGEjruNt
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFufLJHl2uT
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliFM5BjEjw
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlExXVCwHU
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbtzvOlyjW
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRj2snNCdl
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaEfyzMXIt
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigsb1cALjE
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjS1dENvkY
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH58MUBOb8
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAy0zukc3K
好像也不怎麼在意了……1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUEKbAc6TK
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYFbtMEgXc
而且從內到外的冰冷。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucCzeLxX5I
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kbOjLUpH8
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HVT9NV0El
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OOAA7UR4o
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRr0vurWVW
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd24RztiKAn
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb0E9qWngJ
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtj7CebOat
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZaTSTYKo0
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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