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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZDjew5YP3
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCFUNwPTmg
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGLz8RC5f9
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV5iJmdNIv
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包裝妳的異樣，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDiQQMQho3
編織出一道厚繭囚住，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY433ITnKzn
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNzL4WVneo
「這樣的我。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1nO8qPvjU
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSbC82dJ8G
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrm7PToEYx
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2fiF7zXkA
「將異樣的感受消除。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqiyzT571Y
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9sa7VsWdp
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJlxO0dkcy
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妳渴望：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KiQtcUYXm
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnJNsgPlEq
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmu8yN7nyW
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTHoXPotd7
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrBsM7nX1Q
「暴露出來。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJhOo67eHI
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5GybX4hme
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HR2swLNgE
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgwj87OduS
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyZ1G3tR0J
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGvojOl3ku
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtP10QvmB7
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz1l4RQ9Rv
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牽起一絲又一絲，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd9Dfdhr07
有粗大、有細小的，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE8uJR2pu9
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEqeKjGqlZ
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURiC26IQWO
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCL3FcYBVQ
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn86Qarp2wz
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUXhRctLxP
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8JAJm0xsG
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47VLjdSWBH
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四溢出……798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VHps7mECr
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNV6QPOXB0
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz599izyS9
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo59BRtYY95
「答案是肯定的對吧？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9o6bt3Q7E
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ296O8bDKBn
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4FWGZ9W4u
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjZakCt76O
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8GDLugMmD
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhMSSDiVmC
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl23DQAAEpV
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWncz6DCzaG
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJVDnKP5Sa
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHSGFRYtwZ
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbauX3UbVQ
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBlTYftQcB
好像也不怎麼在意了……798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaADYNERnK
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2LOKG4jBP
而且從內到外的冰冷。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAihfC1MfX
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotVNLoVlz8
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9viGifwTPa
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW9JjYlvZQ
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9ZrwCr6jU
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhQ7cHJoQn
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExgWvi9v5B
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ382CRzlMDy
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FAAUruE8t
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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