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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcZHqHTvqA
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSllZgFrHic
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRknX5ZcHHt
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzMqzVjq3o
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包裝妳的異樣，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjZ9FdgLhw
編織出一道厚繭囚住，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouxwOcSL9R
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7Oyzs4Lbs
「這樣的我。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5joCz8GQ38
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelAS1Y5Lna
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WL2h9TQRM
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77qKj7DAnk
「將異樣的感受消除。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCBQQEaSKn
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRbSrD4Y1R
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLBQLK1fpU
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妳渴望：1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDbNTV1m84
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhwR7EZYHN
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uEzO02Pfe
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPYZxXgItB
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUK63LpzzZ
「暴露出來。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXlVboofdI
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGz2XTpbznf
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuNKFbhdTf
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg1pCm5iXM
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb90UNk4Ao6
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF21F5Thvf
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BdP923tBi
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDU2J3hRA5
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牽起一絲又一絲，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRIUW02KJt
有粗大、有細小的，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgUcNWDaRU
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPlHiAQDIu
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLeLH5O1qX
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUskgEL1O8V
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO4oLiCEhd
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIOC5jkKsS
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq4Lai40NF
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6iyRHpBeA
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四溢出……1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22KYSJM7DC
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1uUOCeeMG
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnIke1NBpB
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo54WP3nqm
「答案是肯定的對吧？」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BQsPneCxP
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8V78H4UZQ
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc52nsn7gX
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCWVo8dGCF
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz1FG8a3kI
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrML6jjGd10
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDiiLkiIjl
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyobQvPKhXN
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdzxFhwGvQ
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fEJ1JT4UA
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDxoU2i1YX
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJfC444Clf
好像也不怎麼在意了……1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLnQ83BUQ9
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1oY81ksQs
而且從內到外的冰冷。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABhcX7lpMs
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgTEpIDwfY
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXSFsfovZR
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCfAs1odPa
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPda4yDQUt
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudQ9Pp7kyi
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtmmSXeuwq
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuplGxSChF
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。1181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPbsfhVIzZ
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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