https://youtu.be/sRxrwjOtIag All Too Well 10 minutes version by Taylor Swift
新書發佈會這天,天氣十分寒冷,空氣裡夾帶著厚厚的寒意,我下意識地想拿起我的黑色圍巾,卻猛然想起它已經不在我這裡了。287Please respect copyright.PENANA93zGYsq2WT
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我愣了一下,隨後拿起另一條白色圍巾,讓它包覆著脖子,便出了門。287Please respect copyright.PENANAoEwdTbYJ5o
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發佈會舉行在一家咖啡廳,濃郁的咖啡香氣圍繞著整個室內,暖黃色的燈光溫柔的灑下來,彷彿和外面白雪紛飛的街道與世隔絕。287Please respect copyright.PENANAsxNN1yMZYR
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發佈會開始時,我耐心地回答著主持人的問題,讀者們專心聆聽著我的回答。287Please respect copyright.PENANATRNuuHDAaO
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主持人問:「這本書名叫All Too Well,是否有甚麼含義呢?」287Please respect copyright.PENANAcgjJtrk6yw
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那一剎那,很多零碎的畫面,在我的腦袋裡被勾起來,重組成一個又一個片段,像電影般播放起來。287Please respect copyright.PENANAo4YI5x35p3
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我想起了10年前,我在他車上歡快地唱著歌,結果我們迷了路,天黑了也回不了家,在附近一間酒店落腳。287Please respect copyright.PENANA7vsOpGFqjj
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我想起了我們他曾因為只顧著看我,差點闖紅燈被開罰單,嚇得他心驚膽跳。287Please respect copyright.PENANAUjZ8sGjBz6
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我想起了他曾含情脈脈承諾過我,他會讓他的未來每個角落都會充斥著我的存在,把我們融入彼此的生活中。287Please respect copyright.PENANAACCLYBpNAv
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我想起了我們曾在廚房裡,藉着冰箱微弱的燈光,穿着睡衣跳華爾滋。287Please respect copyright.PENANAno2oeLI6Mo
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我想起了他第一次見我爸爸時,便以自嘲的方式逗得我爸開心不已,成功博取好感。287Please respect copyright.PENANAI55LOUyROi
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我想起了我第一次和他家人吃飯時,他看見自己小時候戴著眼鏡躺在床上的照片後害羞地臉紅,然後連忙奪走了那張照片不給我看。287Please respect copyright.PENANAyqiucsnDeD
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我想起了他曾把車鑰匙拋給我,頂著「無謂的父權」的名義,讓我開車載他。287Please respect copyright.PENANAaZQDMpFJl4
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我想起了他曾說:「如果你再大幾歲,或許一切也不會變成這樣了。」那句話像是把鋒利的刃,割開了我的心,我過了很久還是覺得很受傷。287Please respect copyright.PENANAg5f5k0aycc
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我想起了我21歲生日時他沒來,我在洗手間抱著我的閨蜜哭,睫毛液順著淚水滑過我的臉,弄花了我整個妝容。287Please respect copyright.PENANAcqgfo1YCeD
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我想起了他打電話來給我提分手,我在房間哭了一整晚,哭到眼睛變得紅腫,聲音變得沙啞,淚水依然控制不住地流下來。
他真是讓我又愛又恨啊!
多年後,我偶然會想,是甚麼導致我們分手的?287Please respect copyright.PENANA5od0xFHsZ9
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是我們不懂溝通?287Please respect copyright.PENANARIOrhrqWiH
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是我的要求對他而言太過份?287Please respect copyright.PENANAPxVZsVpxii
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還是他一早就這樣想了?287Please respect copyright.PENANA55LBWFF4r2
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那段時間的我彷彿被困住那段時光裡,停濟不前,只能默默承受一切。287Please respect copyright.PENANAyjxUNBx59p
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那個快樂的我呢?我找不到她了。287Please respect copyright.PENANAyBCtBG81qQ
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後來他把我所有留在他家的東西全都收拾好讓我來拿,我的衣服,我的書,全都在那個厚重的箱子裡。我抱著那一箱東西,獨自走在我們曾一起走過的路,樹上的秋葉緩緩落下,彷彿在為我掉淚。287Please respect copyright.PENANA9WPapGi1Gz
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不過有一樣東西,他到現在還是沒有還給我。287Please respect copyright.PENANAZl1Hymltu6
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我的黑色圍巾。287Please respect copyright.PENANAVANC5yqsMs
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是因為那條圍巾還殘留我身上的香水味,所以他留下來?287Please respect copyright.PENANAc8fcAlSJpa
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是因為這條圍巾,讓他想起他曾經青澀純真的一面?287Please respect copyright.PENANAGmsAGxNN12
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剛分手時,我想問他,其實這段感情有沒有在他心裡留下烙印,但最後還是把這問題留在心裡。287Please respect copyright.PENANAP4cWgRKiJ8
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過去,我沒勇氣問。287Please respect copyright.PENANAtOWuMSxjFJ
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現在,我沒必要問。287Please respect copyright.PENANAm3hlace3VA
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這一切很痛,卻又偏偏難以忘懷,於是我決定把這一切寫成書,命名為All Too Well。287Please respect copyright.PENANAVJVMNaqA8L
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他對我做過的事,我全都沒忘。
我依然記憶猶新。
我用英語回答了主持人:「I remember it all too well.」287Please respect copyright.PENANACRVWosTjLG