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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeavqbji80z
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckR1C8heAu
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt7ZKTBf9J
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZzh365ZQx
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包裝妳的異樣，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOomWzutqsf
編織出一道厚繭囚住，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6CFRRy3kf
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDeGSuFZgF
「這樣的我。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFplfTapj4D
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtRhOqtXNv
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuOOP0qBNu
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyGgWxrXp2
「將異樣的感受消除。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EKC1X4yXN
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLPRgShbel
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLPPGUn3xG
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妳渴望：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52zU5KmYxk
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0Gtk3s27E
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tfcZf4ZFw
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1jAt7eTPG
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8q4QK2Kh1
「暴露出來。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHRfFyvKqT
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzlXRZpc42
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhl01NvsOD
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt0LJfES8w
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgCWDB6PUj
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9izSBJh2pW
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoe3lhQx9Z
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AF8zziqUl
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牽起一絲又一絲，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGJSIg5IHh
有粗大、有細小的，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT8wnLYMJB
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1JsfDolOh
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHOaSogzUL
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqqCv1d2t3
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLYzNgyhp1
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2YBMQueR9
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU7nr9pfhL
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4Y6yRIJK7
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四溢出……892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPJJxTgwPm
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35N7u59wEO
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjRe7jQ89a
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47BxCYD6EG
「答案是肯定的對吧？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjqNqs1KZl
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInwR3DMvlT
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmEYjpA3kP
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v2Aytci6u
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd0BeBUOrp
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM2NceusxJ
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaVSky7D7R
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH3PM7KUWc
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBeUDP46WH
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQVar25Hrc
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTGCK54TkM
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeI2k02tif
好像也不怎麼在意了……892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVEL0KBtkD
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0xGYVq1wm
而且從內到外的冰冷。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc38RjFbVx
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uN3Cq8ynp
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Iqad7UAUd
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCXnIFEjPP
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsth672Pkl
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJLvcOpAl8
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlurFjtGkr0
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBwM8fILy2
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNcdlxrIIZ
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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