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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW5ywkuCQP
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbwcB2guu9
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw22hnXxfGE
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07pBWYsohd
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包裝妳的異樣，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOnOPsxVtp
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妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLes34wHzqN
「這樣的我。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguKeE8Kg6S
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iyE4ElaVe
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLJedh39Cg
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM7mbyRyeW
「將異樣的感受消除。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWr3Thmq3o
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPTtBfxTZo
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQgHf3hN6j
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妳渴望：906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU0RRDB5Ro
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64sJCMeqnU
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA1S1FNsND
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqsVfvSXj1
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcsAJXCJ0M
「暴露出來。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HPm9c2Aqs
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWq7VjRP2X
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmBlnIgCMO
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzuZpRXATG
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CnZE9r6uk
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFRTKzWyPB
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDJbiHh7Xg
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzMb5v43Cq
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牽起一絲又一絲，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWJxjcUZA1
有粗大、有細小的，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWXRpkEyCW
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FyThL6JT5
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uyoUrpFeu
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDEGpQpqpv
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaowlBzNXJZ
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV431YIMcs
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwjOPgfuey
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgupxlVjfP
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四溢出……906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcLeYALsy6
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbgoAqrPgN
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoSFlsw3hq
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAg9pn7win
「答案是肯定的對吧？」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpneWkd227r
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLXAkD3SMs
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S66igsr5G
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W6LzdT89A
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqHCf7U4MB
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNssF1vIVk
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kbic3EM0P
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwPn0B2GN9
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTgOb5Jxx0
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3conF65jw
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKBMdTrQWX
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy9EjIrqoy
好像也不怎麼在意了……906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqcLCy9TfS
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU02wzDtmU
而且從內到外的冰冷。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoP0dsFjZA
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ8sXu0aXh
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uUhj5HeKx
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAJpOzV5nr
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2NKSqhKcR
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8STJIMOKsc
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9HXuw5kCW
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt41vv3MOXb
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。906Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42Q16pT8B2
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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