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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcpH2kqEC3
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4YkKhJ2eF
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJoy8afbRD
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN2S5ZsmhY
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包裝妳的異樣，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMSEICUMvb
編織出一道厚繭囚住，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHlswNg8AE
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHR3WELQgB
「這樣的我。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDBzrkagmz
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy1DRBmYIT
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXKdOVahIL
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYotpsnr2W
「將異樣的感受消除。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR4xX4Pghh
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyuyp6TGlR
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzab66Vmzdy
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妳渴望：1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy41Albpggd
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9813mVmCv
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy74wJ1sII
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YWG3p4QBD
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxWPN35bOK
「暴露出來。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqApZvNywu
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMKqvw70N1
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lbqN9rO5i
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KX0cyZc33
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u0Dh6GWYI
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipjXopu46W
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4MP9HjXNR
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTogzlTUGa
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牽起一絲又一絲，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkENfTtgIX
有粗大、有細小的，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJp0MhXRtH
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPrvZnuprX
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEizjqTzsa
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA95Z4okxV
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayI8ZG7Arq
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcQlksZRNI
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdMcrKXQxT
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfqXhYaGtw
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四溢出……1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQb0kMNad6
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7DzYLwUdA
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiIWrhD7nD
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e4uXRYXVp
「答案是肯定的對吧？」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmvXJU7gpo
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WnQrTAMJk
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwEWEmhmmh
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1wTzPXn4a
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeFWgq7PbO
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGEBD9qJYW
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsji4vkTH2
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0RHu7EbvU
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfjm211Loy
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UeyPQziZ6
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLimT1NpzNF
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtmuJi0USX
好像也不怎麼在意了……1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbmWT22soF
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOgBWo0WQl
而且從內到外的冰冷。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EcyrqacPF
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF3iwW4bJh
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosSdvTAuzy
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8WJtCID1H
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaEsT1aJee
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok5XxUfmsK
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p7sRhBoXM
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflxKvOXcFZ
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。1193Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG8EUs8tvU
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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