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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XEXUbozsa
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGv4zwYtK1
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7xcaYl6dq
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH3mQcNFAt
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包裝妳的異樣，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv4QL1CcZY
編織出一道厚繭囚住，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lLWj2C8Zu
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltWX0TZtIa
「這樣的我。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvLsIN6QRf
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWhYFQ2A0N
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mZN4QcNVC
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8mozdW2yc
「將異樣的感受消除。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQU0REe2Ar
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSCav84zaU
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtiX2oaXHr
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妳渴望：826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuKzMLFNH7
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2Jses7HTS
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNTOtnuTvG
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgU3mVFUiB
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqjIyzkAXs
「暴露出來。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHp4CFYzRL
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIPetM200A
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjooiLeSgau
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWraYEOHSx
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4G02kCjdY
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfP8yNkqJq
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSiBIyisht
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ664dqTEoqD
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牽起一絲又一絲，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VkHUglKCd
有粗大、有細小的，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXOX49k5aX
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZVdNna1co
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm40fk7xDR
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpMB5v2Efi
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3NhLM40Ze
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW3TOwpemc
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UjuQNp7Zx
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3NUQ5Mmrz
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四溢出……826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCuwq1aoMO
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAWERFvj1N
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDTfRY74Di
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq76KBTcCB
「答案是肯定的對吧？」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip6WvmRcep
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ1B1uajeA
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhtRVpULU5
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpY0hN0ucv
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD020uYDvt
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgGM91HGZQ
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg0jwccjGw
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xMyjT6r1P
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZiKfNd224
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pm0tf029t
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyekKd5PUq
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNgOvrriPp
好像也不怎麼在意了……826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZmypT5usw
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO6fLmIWPE
而且從內到外的冰冷。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWzOneN3AE
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcequ44nCQx
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt01OKsDfU
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDeyiwNrxp
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqI7VW4LIC
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpWl3QMlXY
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86ACzhC9Cf
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsowZTIiAw8
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3sCAiwizP
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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