What is the point of living?519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I239NvLaD
What is the use? Why do I keep dragging my existence? Ha! I could not help laugh at myself bitterly, the great General Shi first daughter, Milan the Empress of Lichen dynasty who appears to be mighty, untouchable and happy is actually been mistreated and unhappy, the irony.519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VwBymEkwl
"Your Highness, General Shi is here to see you" the palace maid announced519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ga8pDfDqo
I guess it is time to put up another show, thanks to my right-hand woman Hishi, putting on my heavy call of a cloth with over a million layer within it.  Waving my hand for them to let him in, the door opened with my father in his official uniform but without his sword because weapons are not allowed in the harem.519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTpfwOBZ19
"Greetings to her Majesty" My father bowed519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiIHBhuVst
Rising to his feet lowing himself as he sat on kneels on the pillow cushion, while a white sheet is placed in front separating us from properly seeing each other because I was not allowed to see any other man if the Emperor was not there.519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1DS2hSGHi
Raising my right hand out as a sign for the servants to leave us519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc15Jyh6qTI
"Father, how have you been?"519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKULFitl55
"You do not have to be so formal, we are alone" I could not see my expression, but he sound pained519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSC9lGsVq6
"As the Empress, it is my duty to represent the Emperor and the dynasty with utmost dignity both outdoor and indoor"519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIUSsn1HPv
"If I knew making you into an Empress will turn you into this lifeless, miserable, robotic-519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGihXhnSiD
" Father plea-519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w4W5qsCuR
"Let me speak" My father bellowed519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0sJ62cWMQ
"My cheerful daughter who was so full of life, joy, and radiant is nowhere to be found. I don't know what he is doing to you, but I promise I will do everything back to bring back my lit-519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWLCenGAXu
" SHE DEAD! SHE DIED THE MINUTE SHE BECAME THE EMPEROR'S PROPERTY" I screamed from the pent-up anger I have kept within me for years. But there is no use getting angry at my father, he only did what I asked of him even after his warning,, but I was a foolish teenager blinded to see the monster behind those smiles. 519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE7y5jcAMg
I tried to make out the outline of my father expression, but the white sheet was not letting me do so. 519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58oCUuGPP0
"We both know the only way to get out of this marriage is by death. If I leave, the reputation you fought so had to build will crumble, and I love you too much to do that. I chose this part for myself,, so please let me walk it and wear whatever consequences that follows. I am not your little girl anymore, but I still love you, no matter what" I could feel the tears about to fall and the crack in my voice, but I have to maintain myself, I cannot cause a war for myself and more deaths.519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqihWVQE3aU
Silence519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bDbxrlBJ0
The room is silent, my father sighed in defeat I guess he did not say anything after my speech but just bowed and walked out. 519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPdRRjFKwA
Taking a minute or what seems to be a minute to compose myself, I walked out of my room intending to take a walk to clear my head, I need privacy, but I spoke to soon for as the moment I step out into the garden the maids were behind me following and monitoring my movement in a not subtle way. I could not blame them, it is their duty519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKvKBbwMk6
Closing my eyes, breathing in and out519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj1jUj6uuV
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"Your highness"519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlllW9G1brE
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"Your Highness"519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2oLX6S1Nu
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"My Empress" 519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENou24ezfO
wincing as if I have been burnt I opened my eyes praying it was just my imagination, but it seems the universe hates me519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F4fiHLiJf
"Greetings your Majesty" my maids bowed 519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vmyqjxQAt
", Please rise" he ordered519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdWaVpVHLk
Beside him was consort sung who was clinging to him like a parasite giving me a glare519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKBSuRn6Pk
"My Empress, I did not know you were here. Good thing, join us for dinner" He did not wait for my response and moved ahead with consort sung holding her in a very loving manner while she giggled like a teenager. I trailed behind like the unwanted being I have always been in this Palace until we reached the garden.519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2PstBo545
The Emperor and consort sung sat together while I the empress was cast aside watching them feed each and play with each other519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rrwPci8Ih
"My Empress apart from just idling away, what exactly do you do in the palace"519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnZNrfao8z
Consort sung giggles like a fool that she is while her hands moves from his forearm to his chest519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmbq36sAiA
"Everything that is required of Empress" I replied curtly in no mood to talk, I came out to clear my mind, but it seems I will not be able to do that519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGQgbThxaA
"Nonsense! You do nothing. I see nothing, it seems like the work is too much for you, I might have to give the responsibility to Noble consort sung if I do not see improved" he smiled like the monster he is. I forgot she was now a noble consort, from a concubine to a noble consort she is sure talented.519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7BdTJ9FYj
But how nice will it be to be without any responsibility? No planning of banquet, selecting of consorts, organizing the foods, being in charge of finances, arranging the harem meeting, not having to meet with the Emperor frequently, making sure the consorts get their clothes and provision, selecting court ladies.519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkfjgLF90p
It sounds really nice, it sounds wonderful!519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3M89LKB54
Without thinking, I faced the Emperor unknowingly with a smile on my face519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2D6mvyyJb
"That sounds nice"8964 copyright protection515ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTd7qLI1KW 維尼

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