What is the point of living?381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiUAPHiWvA
What is the use? Why do I keep dragging my existence? Ha! I could not help laugh at myself bitterly, the great General Shi first daughter, Milan the Empress of Lichen dynasty who appears to be mighty, untouchable and happy is actually been mistreated and unhappy, the irony.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHL5Iym7h5
"Your Highness, General Shi is here to see you" the palace maid announced381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSjdp2RAme
I guess it is time to put up another show, thanks to my right-hand woman Hishi, putting on my heavy call of a cloth with over a million layer within it.  Waving my hand for them to let him in, the door opened with my father in his official uniform but without his sword because weapons are not allowed in the harem.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgowJBXDkT
"Greetings to her Majesty" My father bowed381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp5ww0am0m
Rising to his feet lowing himself as he sat on kneels on the pillow cushion, while a white sheet is placed in front separating us from properly seeing each other because I was not allowed to see any other man if the Emperor was not there.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MixKoXqDv
Raising my right hand out as a sign for the servants to leave us381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMZ7OlYOvQ
"Father, how have you been?"381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qi4cEY9gI
"You do not have to be so formal, we are alone" I could not see my expression, but he sound pained381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4DxeG9OiI
"As the Empress, it is my duty to represent the Emperor and the dynasty with utmost dignity both outdoor and indoor"381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPftrzg81wn
"If I knew making you into an Empress will turn you into this lifeless, miserable, robotic-381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtMQkhnokw
" Father plea-381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsftSKsK8kw
"Let me speak" My father bellowed381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDf90quqRq
"My cheerful daughter who was so full of life, joy, and radiant is nowhere to be found. I don't know what he is doing to you, but I promise I will do everything back to bring back my lit-381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjqJykLtSb
" SHE DEAD! SHE DIED THE MINUTE SHE BECAME THE EMPEROR'S PROPERTY" I screamed from the pent-up anger I have kept within me for years. But there is no use getting angry at my father, he only did what I asked of him even after his warning,, but I was a foolish teenager blinded to see the monster behind those smiles. 381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxKCClJyiP
I tried to make out the outline of my father expression, but the white sheet was not letting me do so. 381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLq4HoJsLl
"We both know the only way to get out of this marriage is by death. If I leave, the reputation you fought so had to build will crumble, and I love you too much to do that. I chose this part for myself,, so please let me walk it and wear whatever consequences that follows. I am not your little girl anymore, but I still love you, no matter what" I could feel the tears about to fall and the crack in my voice, but I have to maintain myself, I cannot cause a war for myself and more deaths.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lLXsZxQsD
Silence381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeoxA2m6SG
The room is silent, my father sighed in defeat I guess he did not say anything after my speech but just bowed and walked out. 381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrO6MEPmdj
Taking a minute or what seems to be a minute to compose myself, I walked out of my room intending to take a walk to clear my head, I need privacy, but I spoke to soon for as the moment I step out into the garden the maids were behind me following and monitoring my movement in a not subtle way. I could not blame them, it is their duty381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4ALGAGEmF
Closing my eyes, breathing in and out381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1OBm2C2Pk
Peace381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pRIE55VTr
Piece381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeBr7BIoDX
Please pea381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqDHDS7MN2
"Your highness"381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGYCc3BajE
Ignore381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcLp5Q0Fsr
"Your Highness"381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94qWMJ1LUl
Ignore381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilC2zfFgzt
"My Empress" 381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoqyIDDJVo
wincing as if I have been burnt I opened my eyes praying it was just my imagination, but it seems the universe hates me381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA1D4Tzb9p
"Greetings your Majesty" my maids bowed 381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1eW65EjEB
", Please rise" he ordered381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lPUbp9eI6
Beside him was consort sung who was clinging to him like a parasite giving me a glare381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzt2GBQG7Y
"My Empress, I did not know you were here. Good thing, join us for dinner" He did not wait for my response and moved ahead with consort sung holding her in a very loving manner while she giggled like a teenager. I trailed behind like the unwanted being I have always been in this Palace until we reached the garden.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0ngPN4yHH
The Emperor and consort sung sat together while I the empress was cast aside watching them feed each and play with each other381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYtl4EEWjK
"My Empress apart from just idling away, what exactly do you do in the palace"381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenYaCpidlo
Consort sung giggles like a fool that she is while her hands moves from his forearm to his chest381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVPxr9KBSy
"Everything that is required of Empress" I replied curtly in no mood to talk, I came out to clear my mind, but it seems I will not be able to do that381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCORdCeEgjx
"Nonsense! You do nothing. I see nothing, it seems like the work is too much for you, I might have to give the responsibility to Noble consort sung if I do not see improved" he smiled like the monster he is. I forgot she was now a noble consort, from a concubine to a noble consort she is sure talented.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9sGAiVBnn
But how nice will it be to be without any responsibility? No planning of banquet, selecting of consorts, organizing the foods, being in charge of finances, arranging the harem meeting, not having to meet with the Emperor frequently, making sure the consorts get their clothes and provision, selecting court ladies.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBnSbLwSex
It sounds really nice, it sounds wonderful!381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtJGiYtwPZ
Without thinking, I faced the Emperor unknowingly with a smile on my face381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFicH3ErCK
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