惦記著我那句傷害小蝶的話,一夜沒睡好,身旁的小蝶卻恰恰254Please respect copyright.PENANAb515mRdY7l
與我相反,幸福地一夜好眠,甚至趕在陽光照到我臉上之前,先做254Please respect copyright.PENANAyJpCjagRJn
好了早餐放在桌上,一臉沒事的翻看著我房裡的理財工具書。254Please respect copyright.PENANAguOsQiR131
「你什麼時候對理財有興趣了?」我慵懶地踢開被子,雙腳掛254Please respect copyright.PENANArxdarzYxoc
在床邊晃動,不願立刻起身準備。254Please respect copyright.PENANAaV52yegSVJ
早晨時光溫暖而美好,即使昨晚那句刻薄話仍在空氣中迴轉,254Please respect copyright.PENANAEpYi1rrnGQ
也在晨光的照耀下變得明亮美好。254Please respect copyright.PENANAlmPBSKNez7
睡衣上的蝴蝶花紋隨衣擺搖晃,像真的蝴蝶那樣隨時會翩翩飛254Please respect copyright.PENANA0GCe8q9GPD
起,也像小蝶的心,隨時可能飛向她屬意的花叢,而我,只不過是254Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ6L2oNjwC
蝴蝶避雨的屋簷。254Please respect copyright.PENANAuQOfDRaTUp
「志珊!」小蝶闔上那本理財工具書,雙目低垂,視線落在書254Please respect copyright.PENANAiS22jEmomI
的封面上。「......你養我......,我嫁你好不好?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAD5nhKlz7xD
我愣了兩秒,不曉得她這次又在思考著什麼。254Please respect copyright.PENANApp9212AlmG
「哈!你可以到我家公司上班,不用為了找工作煩惱成這樣,254Please respect copyright.PENANAFTOxOtpqtO
如果你只是想氣死你家劉大少爺,說真的......,我不認為你跟女254Please respect copyright.PENANAhKHFNDoKoi
人在一起,他就會在意你多一點。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0BOCsjKXY
我的兩個猜測似乎沒能命中小蝶的思慮,她低著頭,仍然死盯254Please respect copyright.PENANAg62PkELMgx
著我那本理財工具書,我第一次覺得書可能會被燒穿兩個洞。254Please respect copyright.PENANAX5it0yerB3
「好吧,小蝶,我可以養你。」小蝶出現這種不明狀況,是我254Please respect copyright.PENANAeFnQMIx3iU
認識她以來的首次,所以現下心裡莫名慌張。「以姊妹的交情有什254Please respect copyright.PENANAPyYjRjZAjW
麼不可以,但是我希望能知道你現在在想什麼。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAnexfODxtb9
「我才想知道你在想什麼!」小蝶抬起臉,不滿清楚的寫在她254Please respect copyright.PENANASvC5sHItLP
臉上。「我這樣一次次來攪亂你,你一點都不生氣嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA2cc9vJLmVU
「啊?」不解和不祥的感覺同時漫延。254Please respect copyright.PENANAJg56v8nyuU
「我這樣依賴著你的感情,任性的來去,你其實也很想叫我滾254Please respect copyright.PENANAMbSIlJSkhT
遠一點吧?其實也想叫我別再出現,不是嗎?」小蝶咄咄逼人的模254Please respect copyright.PENANAB831ibi9PQ
樣說明她的不對勁。254Please respect copyright.PENANAGbqujS8p5o
我輕輕搖晃著頭,淡淡地否定了小蝶的說法。再怎麼受不了小254Please respect copyright.PENANAUOzPKleOpq
蝶為愛撞得遍體鱗傷,我還是會敗在小蝶的淚眼之下。254Please respect copyright.PENANAx7bzWCsvK5
「搖什麼頭!你才不當我是姊妹!」小蝶重重一拍茶几,是我254Please respect copyright.PENANAqpJB9PrwmA
以前未見過的忿怒,溫柔的小蝶從來不會這樣。254Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y1H7vyLpC
「你到底怎麼了?」一定有什麼事發生了,小蝶不是個會大聲254Please respect copyright.PENANAyTqK89mQqL
吼叫的女生,今天的她太奇怪了。254Please respect copyright.PENANA1kkZIEOV8J
小蝶用力將手裡的書扔到地板上,書裡夾的一張照片跌了出來254Please respect copyright.PENANApRYbwNaIMs
。照片裡的我,正側著頭以鼻尖輕碰睡夢中小蝶的臉頰,一隻手拿254Please respect copyright.PENANAF4TkxJOwdP
相機將這幕拍了下來。254Please respect copyright.PENANAhQIEVbwaAq
那是高中即將畢業的前夕,我考上了理想中的大學,小蝶則預254Please respect copyright.PENANA6zHSrTfg1v
備跟當時的男朋友出國進修,離別在即,當年的我偷偷拍下來當悼254Please respect copyright.PENANAwzVxn7zTBj
念,怎麼也沒想到有一天偷拍的照片會被發現,而且還是在她最不254Please respect copyright.PENANAdrAZE8IWeY
愛的理財工具書裡。254Please respect copyright.PENANA8XDw0tIZyj
「你在為這張照片生氣的話,我道歉。」偷拍的行為,或許真254Please respect copyright.PENANAsx4Bx1HBm3
的惹她不開心了。「那時你準備出國,紀念友誼嘛。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAIfckxQZF0D
「只是紀念友誼嗎!」小蝶質問的聲音鏗鏘有力,雙目瞪得圓254Please respect copyright.PENANAFDicPcuYlD
大,兇悍的態度是我從未見過的......震撼。254Please respect copyright.PENANALlv5bHfQAt
「那背面這寫的是什麼!」她抓起相片塞進我手中,再忿然的254Please respect copyright.PENANAs3MEEE884G
揪住我睡衣的前領,那股氣勢逼得我不得不迅速弄明白相片背面到254Please respect copyright.PENANAOcBGShVrsy
底怎麼回事。254Please respect copyright.PENANA97XOS28kA2
天長地久何時盡?此情綿綿終有期,但願蝶戀成追憶。254Please respect copyright.PENANAivgmE7lqWa
這些句子我倒是忘了,當年為了告別這段不會有結果的戀情,254Please respect copyright.PENANANPkDFMroHu
能埋的感情當時都埋了,全心的投入工作和課業,這些年,全忘了254Please respect copyright.PENANAPQyBz1ygjc
有那張照片和那些句子存在。254Please respect copyright.PENANAaclz4YLDut
汙辱姊妹情誼,小蝶大概是氣這個吧,也可能知道了事實,正254Please respect copyright.PENANAuSljKX6TgS
在表達強烈的厭惡,總之這樣的情感,小蝶不接受是理所當然的,254Please respect copyright.PENANAny3weJqAn5
可是我不希望因此毀了友誼。254Please respect copyright.PENANAkkJqd9x5zs
「小蝶,你誤會了!那些句子和照片沒什麼關係。」254Please respect copyright.PENANA8QiQbAxndz
「你放屁!」小蝶氣得推了我一把,連粗話都罵出來了。「你254Please respect copyright.PENANA1qVVT6ZL0a
以為我不知道你喜歡我嗎?我早就知道了!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAwpEq4nAJHH
小蝶的話太有衝擊性了,我一時語塞,不知此刻否認好還是承254Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6fI76Ea9l
認好,這段塵封的感情,我沒想過要挖掘出來。254Please respect copyright.PENANAlDWlCcPEnP
「志珊,我不想成為你的回憶......。」小蝶像洩氣的皮球,254Please respect copyright.PENANAty1znCQjHR
氣勢瞬間消失,整個人癱軟回椅子上,表情逐漸轉變得哀淒。254Please respect copyright.PENANAcRq93YYqom
不知道時間過去多久,我的腦袋裡一片空白,小蝶沒有再開口254Please respect copyright.PENANAPu0dciRacK
說話,語言能力暫時消失在我癱瘓的腦,靜默一直持續在房間裡。254Please respect copyright.PENANAGwT5yTvSqT
直到鬧鈴聲囂張地打破詭異的靜默,驚醒小蝶才熟睡不久的淚254Please respect copyright.PENANAS5diyoPmPw
腺,喚回我理應運轉的腦袋,停格的時間才又飛快動了起來。254Please respect copyright.PENANA7DGP9ComiS
「這個!你收好!」某個固體從小蝶手中拋物線跌入床舖,是254Please respect copyright.PENANAvaRgsuMokt
昨晚她說要寄放在我這裡的手機。「收得好好的,別再讓我有機會254Please respect copyright.PENANAajpv78slww
可以拿來看,好嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA1485LabF8G
我拾起床上的手機,待機畫面如同昨夜,沒有未接來電,也沒254Please respect copyright.PENANASjLvrgP5e8
有訊息,想是劉華軒根本沒找她,也或許還沒發現小蝶正在辛苦等254Please respect copyright.PENANAYllFvWtrJr
待他的消息,而小蝶雖然不想去在意,卻無法做到完全不在意,早254Please respect copyright.PENANA1v4V5Ii4em
上又偷偷拿來看有沒有未接來電了。254Please respect copyright.PENANA3AYBwtBBPv
「我再也不想去管他喜不喜歡我,再也不想去思考他為什麼可254Please respect copyright.PENANABbGpf8tj9A
以這樣完全沒消息,再也不想去計較他好不容易放假三天,卻只見254Please respect copyright.PENANAF55wXCiepA
我一小時,其它時候到底在幹嘛,我不要再去想自己在他眼裡重不254Please respect copyright.PENANASpW0ZBQ3UI
重要,為什麼可以忘掉有我這個人的存在,我不想再愛他了!」254Please respect copyright.PENANA7y8v2LxP3r
小蝶哭喊著,再度像昨晚來時一樣崩潰,她的每一句話,我似254Please respect copyright.PENANA36RkJVmhua
乎可以理解,又覺得陌生。254Please respect copyright.PENANAQEnxCLxNIs
「志珊,我沒有辦法成為你,沒有辦法用這樣冷靜的態度去面254Please respect copyright.PENANAcLh9DWC05P
對自己的感情,我承認自己無時無刻想接近他,想得到他的回應,254Please respect copyright.PENANAGJ8OLKNTEq
可是這樣好痛苦......好痛苦!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAekGSEnXFFG
痛苦的感覺,不是我能夠理解的,或許一開始就是單戀,比這254Please respect copyright.PENANAxvpnqRnKdY
種患得患失的相戀來得輕鬆吧?254Please respect copyright.PENANAJZvcfQqyks
在我沒能想透怎麼安慰小蝶時,小蝶的手機在我手裡振動鈴響254Please respect copyright.PENANAnCq6xZefBv
,那音樂比我的任何一句話來得有效,馬上就止住了小蝶的淚水。254Please respect copyright.PENANARFAYnVesoy
我瞄了一眼來電顯示,確定是導致小蝶歇斯底里的主兇,雖然254Please respect copyright.PENANAUhUzwE3jGi
不情願,但小蝶眼巴巴的盼望還是打動了我。254Please respect copyright.PENANAS1N1WxI15p
「唉!你的劉大少爺,拿去!」將手機拋向小蝶。254Please respect copyright.PENANASKVm3tVGg4
小蝶猶豫了幾秒,接了起來:「喂?你消失到哪去了?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAyEi67ML2A8
我走向浴室梳洗,準備待會兒出發去公司,一邊不小心聽著小254Please respect copyright.PENANA2VRaSxxYTd
蝶講電話的聲音。254Please respect copyright.PENANA3GnoaVh0bR
「又是睡著!你是睡死了嗎!」254Please respect copyright.PENANA8Drg3zCJSS
「那你昨天醒來幹嘛不會傳個簡訊來!就算趕著出門,也還有254Please respect copyright.PENANAuCbi5SHHEu
時間大個便吧你!上廁所的時候總可以隨便傳一下簡訊吧!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAv7hwDJ58GR
「這跟笨有什麼關係!你根本就不在意我會不會擔心!換成是254Please respect copyright.PENANALFfGIPMmsB
你媽,你敢這樣不打回去報平安嗎!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAbCx830Gyw5
「我不要你的道歉,這已經不是一次兩次了,你兩天沒消息,254Please respect copyright.PENANAWVHRaTeFNy
我找不到你,你也不會想找我,不是睡著了就是喝醉了,每次都講254Please respect copyright.PENANA6xVqOaE7Af
這種莫名其妙的理由,換成是我失蹤,你就不會擔心嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAGZXqeGdz7v
「這已經不是什麼體不體諒的問題了,馬的!你去死啦!」啪254Please respect copyright.PENANA32YhMdmEJx
的一聲,小蝶用力蓋上折疊機,卻因為用力過猛而瞬間解體。「吼254Please respect copyright.PENANAtjm8uLMxj4
!爛貨!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAoxebD5SMJk
這一句我希望小蝶罵的是劉華軒而不是折疊機,可惜折得壞的254Please respect copyright.PENANAr0vF5bQY0M
也只有手機,不是人。今天的小蝶不溫柔卻率真,我忍俊不住地嘴254Please respect copyright.PENANA6j1oXntYKb
角抽動著。254Please respect copyright.PENANAbzgtfhbD0r
「志珊!怎麼辦!我好想接他電話哦!他還在打,可是手機沒254Please respect copyright.PENANAbpdQbStks4
辦法接起來......,被我弄壞了......。」254Please respect copyright.PENANArCUvfUXzIL
「......。」254Please respect copyright.PENANADCC7HzzSFP
我從抽屜拿出一個平常不太用的空機,扔給小蝶後就出門上班254Please respect copyright.PENANAMFPKENTWdf
去了。接下來的發展,大概可以猜得出來。254Please respect copyright.PENANA0Jtj9wGLTF
我知道回來後不會看見小蝶,也知道小蝶這幾日暫時不會來找254Please respect copyright.PENANAlkz4UqbQoZ
我,我的生活將會回到沒有小蝶的寧靜,這樣很好,我喃喃重覆著254Please respect copyright.PENANAEatsK5xv8a
這句話,這樣,真的很好。254Please respect copyright.PENANAeLDFjNhY6U
可是我更希望小蝶可以不要再出現,不要再帶著滿臉的淚坐在254Please respect copyright.PENANAkD8BwkBVaj
我家門前,在我平靜無波的心湖裡,激起一圈圈漣漪,我想我有點254Please respect copyright.PENANAAhMU5oWASf
懂小蝶的那種痛苦了,如果劉華軒喜歡搞失蹤,那麼永遠也不要再254Please respect copyright.PENANANPXioVvXo7
出現,省得不斷激起小蝶心裡的浪花。254Please respect copyright.PENANAi4dgKzz0pz
苦澀的感覺陪伴了數日,漸漸平息,我又再度回到忙碌的每一254Please respect copyright.PENANAnpf9tb3GYQ
天,將飛去戀愛的小蝶暫時拋向腦後,一如以往的工作著。254Please respect copyright.PENANAldTov10nA2
一個多月後的某一天,那張熟悉的淚顏又出現在我面前了,只254Please respect copyright.PENANA52OAJ63sxF
是這次並非在門前,是直接進到了客廳,似乎是上次帶走了鑰匙,254Please respect copyright.PENANAmrkLWm0CQf
這回自己開門進到屋裡來。254Please respect copyright.PENANATGqhplfmni
「志珊!」蝴蝶包包、蝴蝶衣服、蝴蝶裙子、蝴蝶髮梳和鏡子254Please respect copyright.PENANA4rhrzqL2dR
一體成形,還有數不清的蝴蝶用品。「你收留我好不好?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAp0SAOAhnpq
「這個是?」原以為上次那張照片會成為終點,看來不會。254Please respect copyright.PENANA8cq1hztDHp
「你上次都說會養我了!我不管,你說話要算話!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAWnTPXJ2lsD
「那是為了姊妹情誼才說的,後來你罵我放屁,我幹嘛還要遵254Please respect copyright.PENANAwdlFYlqS1g
守諾言啊!」上次的事,我還搞不清楚是怎麼回事呢!254Please respect copyright.PENANAGab7sbVIj8
小蝶的無賴行俓也不是一次兩次了,我笑著放下手邊提的文件254Please respect copyright.PENANARHxHTbEg1r
和外套,為小蝶出現的事感到半喜半憂。254Please respect copyright.PENANAUG2bduX1oE
「吼!此情綿綿終有期,我看是期限到了,你才這麼絕情!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAjdxO3QHqzS
「小蝶。」我的感情可以無奈,但不能被嘲笑。「你既然知道254Please respect copyright.PENANAwNKZyg4Uwm
我的事,就不要拿來開玩笑,好嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAQOroQ6pvwr
我難得一臉沉重的對著她說話,小蝶的模樣看起來有些慌張,254Please respect copyright.PENANAEprNL0kPPr
一會兒站起來,向我走了兩步又坐下,心神不寧的。254Please respect copyright.PENANAv7oHL9FAt7
「我沒有開玩笑。」小蝶向我靠近,緩緩的,逐漸放大的淚痕254Please respect copyright.PENANAHP4j4FND5P
和腫脹的眼睛,我傻傻的看著,直到什麼軟軟的東西貼住我。是吻。254Please respect copyright.PENANAhfvqyZuN6F
「呃?」我沒敢亂動,小蝶身體的重量都倚在我的手臂上,我254Please respect copyright.PENANAM7UeWtWKqB
只好一動也不動的呆愣著,繼續看她放大特寫的臉和輕顫的睫毛。254Please respect copyright.PENANAWquvADCZJQ
許久許久,小蝶終於稍稍退了開來,馬上又張開手臂攀上我的254Please respect copyright.PENANAQrdqV3BP9F
肩,和以前學生時代一樣來個熱情的擁抱。254Please respect copyright.PENANAd5v29g0Ja2
「志珊,原諒我的任性。」輕輕的氣息在耳邊吐納。「改成此254Please respect copyright.PENANAQR7lKCTJoJ
情綿綿無絕期好不好?對不起,我知道我很任性,可是被你愛著很254Please respect copyright.PENANAawhZgdmAR1
幸福,因為我總是很痛苦的愛著別人,卻又得不到相同的回應,一254Please respect copyright.PENANA3ss6PWfocU
直很痛苦......。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAV39Fynfu8N
「我想就這樣被你愛著,雖然很抱歉,我無法回應你什麼,可254Please respect copyright.PENANAdpSUxSKjGU
是有很多男人愛著志珊,你可以愛我,也可以被愛,我們這樣下去254Please respect copyright.PENANAKmEcPdBdYX
好不好?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAvJlnHN6hs1
「......。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAUUtYCfm0ue
想徹底斷了這種時有時無的聯繫,患得患失的感覺,原來就是254Please respect copyright.PENANAwaph9H3JKr
愛情的酸跟苦。254Please respect copyright.PENANAMZaV7Hr51v
單戀的我,也嚐到了相戀的苦澀。254Please respect copyright.PENANAelzY7aH83L
那隻飛舞翩翩的蝶,如果只顧著停留在花朵上就好了,偏偏總254Please respect copyright.PENANARZE9kHtQbE
愛在下雨天飛到我這屋簷來避雨,雖然飛來短暫停靠的蝴蝶不只一254Please respect copyright.PENANAwnRoonSu6a
隻,但屋簷卻沒本事選擇讓哪一隻留下啊!254Please respect copyright.PENANA0kjKFNLulg
.........完254Please respect copyright.PENANA79PJLkjKlh
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蝴蝶狂熱_過去20多年默默寫的故事
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ISSUE #5
蝴蝶狂熱之五
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