惦記著我那句傷害小蝶的話,一夜沒睡好,身旁的小蝶卻恰恰94Please respect copyright.PENANAmj6GQKsIsy
與我相反,幸福地一夜好眠,甚至趕在陽光照到我臉上之前,先做94Please respect copyright.PENANANkaVGDb2Xo
好了早餐放在桌上,一臉沒事的翻看著我房裡的理財工具書。94Please respect copyright.PENANAVFK4zpdMlS
「你什麼時候對理財有興趣了?」我慵懶地踢開被子,雙腳掛94Please respect copyright.PENANAECDOQ8bLLW
在床邊晃動,不願立刻起身準備。94Please respect copyright.PENANADbJQXDpYSc
早晨時光溫暖而美好,即使昨晚那句刻薄話仍在空氣中迴轉,94Please respect copyright.PENANAqfHDr88Rck
也在晨光的照耀下變得明亮美好。94Please respect copyright.PENANAdwugW631Kt
睡衣上的蝴蝶花紋隨衣擺搖晃,像真的蝴蝶那樣隨時會翩翩飛94Please respect copyright.PENANAyfCs9va5FV
起,也像小蝶的心,隨時可能飛向她屬意的花叢,而我,只不過是94Please respect copyright.PENANAVTCOl0ZPc6
蝴蝶避雨的屋簷。94Please respect copyright.PENANAwmsYMC51UA
「志珊!」小蝶闔上那本理財工具書,雙目低垂,視線落在書94Please respect copyright.PENANAPkPx2hzHQo
的封面上。「......你養我......,我嫁你好不好?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAvga4FMeLwH
我愣了兩秒,不曉得她這次又在思考著什麼。94Please respect copyright.PENANAhaCpF9GmLO
「哈!你可以到我家公司上班,不用為了找工作煩惱成這樣,94Please respect copyright.PENANALNLaCx5BGg
如果你只是想氣死你家劉大少爺,說真的......,我不認為你跟女94Please respect copyright.PENANAQ01KW7Sl7o
人在一起,他就會在意你多一點。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAkEU5TzwlAP
我的兩個猜測似乎沒能命中小蝶的思慮,她低著頭,仍然死盯94Please respect copyright.PENANA3c4uv3Dbu1
著我那本理財工具書,我第一次覺得書可能會被燒穿兩個洞。94Please respect copyright.PENANAZwC82pdEtB
「好吧,小蝶,我可以養你。」小蝶出現這種不明狀況,是我94Please respect copyright.PENANAAenuZ3eYC7
認識她以來的首次,所以現下心裡莫名慌張。「以姊妹的交情有什94Please respect copyright.PENANAaj0RsFcwNt
麼不可以,但是我希望能知道你現在在想什麼。」94Please respect copyright.PENANA6NT0LB14AU
「我才想知道你在想什麼!」小蝶抬起臉,不滿清楚的寫在她94Please respect copyright.PENANA1p74Vue1J6
臉上。「我這樣一次次來攪亂你,你一點都不生氣嗎?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAFTaDGKsrga
「啊?」不解和不祥的感覺同時漫延。94Please respect copyright.PENANAgCw9dOw3Ya
「我這樣依賴著你的感情,任性的來去,你其實也很想叫我滾94Please respect copyright.PENANAm32Qw5CiwF
遠一點吧?其實也想叫我別再出現,不是嗎?」小蝶咄咄逼人的模94Please respect copyright.PENANAlTASPSx0UG
樣說明她的不對勁。94Please respect copyright.PENANAaqRSC57Ev5
我輕輕搖晃著頭,淡淡地否定了小蝶的說法。再怎麼受不了小94Please respect copyright.PENANAad4HzeQzIW
蝶為愛撞得遍體鱗傷,我還是會敗在小蝶的淚眼之下。94Please respect copyright.PENANAqthI1nzNj0
「搖什麼頭!你才不當我是姊妹!」小蝶重重一拍茶几,是我94Please respect copyright.PENANAMjWyp3SVa5
以前未見過的忿怒,溫柔的小蝶從來不會這樣。94Please respect copyright.PENANAXA979MwX7Q
「你到底怎麼了?」一定有什麼事發生了,小蝶不是個會大聲94Please respect copyright.PENANA6QGcxpLOpV
吼叫的女生,今天的她太奇怪了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAi5hrlXRVIA
小蝶用力將手裡的書扔到地板上,書裡夾的一張照片跌了出來94Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1aXNKOys5
。照片裡的我,正側著頭以鼻尖輕碰睡夢中小蝶的臉頰,一隻手拿94Please respect copyright.PENANA6dUAzM7l5h
相機將這幕拍了下來。94Please respect copyright.PENANAZUsjhszeqG
那是高中即將畢業的前夕,我考上了理想中的大學,小蝶則預94Please respect copyright.PENANAZpfjFUMxn7
備跟當時的男朋友出國進修,離別在即,當年的我偷偷拍下來當悼94Please respect copyright.PENANAp3whqelK7K
念,怎麼也沒想到有一天偷拍的照片會被發現,而且還是在她最不94Please respect copyright.PENANAu44TrZ9e2W
愛的理財工具書裡。94Please respect copyright.PENANApQhCa7LPgc
「你在為這張照片生氣的話,我道歉。」偷拍的行為,或許真94Please respect copyright.PENANAGVr8NnbEtg
的惹她不開心了。「那時你準備出國,紀念友誼嘛。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAhofHBWpcdW
「只是紀念友誼嗎!」小蝶質問的聲音鏗鏘有力,雙目瞪得圓94Please respect copyright.PENANAdBMnMBCJ0q
大,兇悍的態度是我從未見過的......震撼。94Please respect copyright.PENANA8IB6lv4kcb
「那背面這寫的是什麼!」她抓起相片塞進我手中,再忿然的94Please respect copyright.PENANAISnViltblu
揪住我睡衣的前領,那股氣勢逼得我不得不迅速弄明白相片背面到94Please respect copyright.PENANAE1UKVNHvWU
底怎麼回事。94Please respect copyright.PENANAaTvsGfVhzr
天長地久何時盡?此情綿綿終有期,但願蝶戀成追憶。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjSUeONZyK8
這些句子我倒是忘了,當年為了告別這段不會有結果的戀情,94Please respect copyright.PENANAD2yAnKeEtV
能埋的感情當時都埋了,全心的投入工作和課業,這些年,全忘了94Please respect copyright.PENANAZkwKJAhPSv
有那張照片和那些句子存在。94Please respect copyright.PENANAaiNw4gvKwR
汙辱姊妹情誼,小蝶大概是氣這個吧,也可能知道了事實,正94Please respect copyright.PENANA9JpHW9ge0g
在表達強烈的厭惡,總之這樣的情感,小蝶不接受是理所當然的,94Please respect copyright.PENANAHQJbx5ENRh
可是我不希望因此毀了友誼。94Please respect copyright.PENANAsQaVmmoNPL
「小蝶,你誤會了!那些句子和照片沒什麼關係。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAQVbslnbdox
「你放屁!」小蝶氣得推了我一把,連粗話都罵出來了。「你94Please respect copyright.PENANAWCBo9YNzEu
以為我不知道你喜歡我嗎?我早就知道了!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAgjGg4FadUQ
小蝶的話太有衝擊性了,我一時語塞,不知此刻否認好還是承94Please respect copyright.PENANA96dLdoMK7k
認好,這段塵封的感情,我沒想過要挖掘出來。94Please respect copyright.PENANAt06MDXBkrI
「志珊,我不想成為你的回憶......。」小蝶像洩氣的皮球,94Please respect copyright.PENANApvkESZBq09
氣勢瞬間消失,整個人癱軟回椅子上,表情逐漸轉變得哀淒。94Please respect copyright.PENANADDPU4hJNEU
不知道時間過去多久,我的腦袋裡一片空白,小蝶沒有再開口94Please respect copyright.PENANA6sNgvEz16q
說話,語言能力暫時消失在我癱瘓的腦,靜默一直持續在房間裡。94Please respect copyright.PENANAFiBoQzmrR8
直到鬧鈴聲囂張地打破詭異的靜默,驚醒小蝶才熟睡不久的淚94Please respect copyright.PENANATxHvBjxwJm
腺,喚回我理應運轉的腦袋,停格的時間才又飛快動了起來。94Please respect copyright.PENANA19QhX4sfAj
「這個!你收好!」某個固體從小蝶手中拋物線跌入床舖,是94Please respect copyright.PENANAAXtwOtgrfo
昨晚她說要寄放在我這裡的手機。「收得好好的,別再讓我有機會94Please respect copyright.PENANAU9oQADWUQn
可以拿來看,好嗎?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAmPkLCAAPW5
我拾起床上的手機,待機畫面如同昨夜,沒有未接來電,也沒94Please respect copyright.PENANADKparTtaJt
有訊息,想是劉華軒根本沒找她,也或許還沒發現小蝶正在辛苦等94Please respect copyright.PENANA220vAeMLz3
待他的消息,而小蝶雖然不想去在意,卻無法做到完全不在意,早94Please respect copyright.PENANAbDLnDPWEet
上又偷偷拿來看有沒有未接來電了。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2IKCCgCkhT
「我再也不想去管他喜不喜歡我,再也不想去思考他為什麼可94Please respect copyright.PENANAeT59jvmqIF
以這樣完全沒消息,再也不想去計較他好不容易放假三天,卻只見94Please respect copyright.PENANAi6gheyh7hG
我一小時,其它時候到底在幹嘛,我不要再去想自己在他眼裡重不94Please respect copyright.PENANAWR8wM6MrjP
重要,為什麼可以忘掉有我這個人的存在,我不想再愛他了!」94Please respect copyright.PENANABOpWMHOgWM
小蝶哭喊著,再度像昨晚來時一樣崩潰,她的每一句話,我似94Please respect copyright.PENANA0GbgF6sp9F
乎可以理解,又覺得陌生。94Please respect copyright.PENANA5iXn3ALWYE
「志珊,我沒有辦法成為你,沒有辦法用這樣冷靜的態度去面94Please respect copyright.PENANAnLhn6rHYbp
對自己的感情,我承認自己無時無刻想接近他,想得到他的回應,94Please respect copyright.PENANA6sZt0IdWkf
可是這樣好痛苦......好痛苦!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAGm78IDo5rU
痛苦的感覺,不是我能夠理解的,或許一開始就是單戀,比這94Please respect copyright.PENANAn6bOJ2Lhzu
種患得患失的相戀來得輕鬆吧?94Please respect copyright.PENANAsyy1rLqLxr
在我沒能想透怎麼安慰小蝶時,小蝶的手機在我手裡振動鈴響94Please respect copyright.PENANAQCS8cr8yIU
,那音樂比我的任何一句話來得有效,馬上就止住了小蝶的淚水。94Please respect copyright.PENANAVj5GE2C8if
我瞄了一眼來電顯示,確定是導致小蝶歇斯底里的主兇,雖然94Please respect copyright.PENANAvTSX6pwR8L
不情願,但小蝶眼巴巴的盼望還是打動了我。94Please respect copyright.PENANArPqLH3rlGt
「唉!你的劉大少爺,拿去!」將手機拋向小蝶。94Please respect copyright.PENANAnEhczYoU73
小蝶猶豫了幾秒,接了起來:「喂?你消失到哪去了?」94Please respect copyright.PENANArUUpm6Pz3a
我走向浴室梳洗,準備待會兒出發去公司,一邊不小心聽著小94Please respect copyright.PENANAaugDLsiz8c
蝶講電話的聲音。94Please respect copyright.PENANA24sLKe1Amg
「又是睡著!你是睡死了嗎!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAkWyziXCVrf
「那你昨天醒來幹嘛不會傳個簡訊來!就算趕著出門,也還有94Please respect copyright.PENANAunIeeIXuoy
時間大個便吧你!上廁所的時候總可以隨便傳一下簡訊吧!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAoPjIOSkDbK
「這跟笨有什麼關係!你根本就不在意我會不會擔心!換成是94Please respect copyright.PENANAZE6yvZFUKp
你媽,你敢這樣不打回去報平安嗎!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8Ua2UbOnc
「我不要你的道歉,這已經不是一次兩次了,你兩天沒消息,94Please respect copyright.PENANAekbRpW9H2i
我找不到你,你也不會想找我,不是睡著了就是喝醉了,每次都講94Please respect copyright.PENANAw5KpWkBHss
這種莫名其妙的理由,換成是我失蹤,你就不會擔心嗎?」94Please respect copyright.PENANA1MqAm4feiR
「這已經不是什麼體不體諒的問題了,馬的!你去死啦!」啪94Please respect copyright.PENANAj2YiXTTeCW
的一聲,小蝶用力蓋上折疊機,卻因為用力過猛而瞬間解體。「吼94Please respect copyright.PENANAIIUlz47QVe
!爛貨!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAkfeEWpaPuN
這一句我希望小蝶罵的是劉華軒而不是折疊機,可惜折得壞的94Please respect copyright.PENANAettsYu5pEi
也只有手機,不是人。今天的小蝶不溫柔卻率真,我忍俊不住地嘴94Please respect copyright.PENANAl3A1qQWUuU
角抽動著。94Please respect copyright.PENANAk0vDLDJq15
「志珊!怎麼辦!我好想接他電話哦!他還在打,可是手機沒94Please respect copyright.PENANALPQjTDFMFL
辦法接起來......,被我弄壞了......。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAJyWyc6lRap
「......。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAKPyy1Q6R5L
我從抽屜拿出一個平常不太用的空機,扔給小蝶後就出門上班94Please respect copyright.PENANA1fNLc4yPO3
去了。接下來的發展,大概可以猜得出來。94Please respect copyright.PENANA36NVWf8psQ
我知道回來後不會看見小蝶,也知道小蝶這幾日暫時不會來找94Please respect copyright.PENANA4pO4Lrp3aw
我,我的生活將會回到沒有小蝶的寧靜,這樣很好,我喃喃重覆著94Please respect copyright.PENANAbisWbfzTW8
這句話,這樣,真的很好。94Please respect copyright.PENANAKRqDaCrFBn
可是我更希望小蝶可以不要再出現,不要再帶著滿臉的淚坐在94Please respect copyright.PENANAosgVYOjXoM
我家門前,在我平靜無波的心湖裡,激起一圈圈漣漪,我想我有點94Please respect copyright.PENANAk7HMeGPLqa
懂小蝶的那種痛苦了,如果劉華軒喜歡搞失蹤,那麼永遠也不要再94Please respect copyright.PENANA1lUk82b0Jx
出現,省得不斷激起小蝶心裡的浪花。94Please respect copyright.PENANAhaPVJPBvnR
苦澀的感覺陪伴了數日,漸漸平息,我又再度回到忙碌的每一94Please respect copyright.PENANAicwIBENxBu
天,將飛去戀愛的小蝶暫時拋向腦後,一如以往的工作著。94Please respect copyright.PENANAkDpyikwwHZ
一個多月後的某一天,那張熟悉的淚顏又出現在我面前了,只94Please respect copyright.PENANACfCzs7yXks
是這次並非在門前,是直接進到了客廳,似乎是上次帶走了鑰匙,94Please respect copyright.PENANAjXPwGSZKaz
這回自己開門進到屋裡來。94Please respect copyright.PENANAPjFasmAf1F
「志珊!」蝴蝶包包、蝴蝶衣服、蝴蝶裙子、蝴蝶髮梳和鏡子94Please respect copyright.PENANAZGbDNuXINw
一體成形,還有數不清的蝴蝶用品。「你收留我好不好?」94Please respect copyright.PENANArg1eLXuvK5
「這個是?」原以為上次那張照片會成為終點,看來不會。94Please respect copyright.PENANAHDd53dFqOr
「你上次都說會養我了!我不管,你說話要算話!」94Please respect copyright.PENANA3tdOaQ0tzA
「那是為了姊妹情誼才說的,後來你罵我放屁,我幹嘛還要遵94Please respect copyright.PENANAoAF4SfdD09
守諾言啊!」上次的事,我還搞不清楚是怎麼回事呢!94Please respect copyright.PENANAznb768rDB2
小蝶的無賴行俓也不是一次兩次了,我笑著放下手邊提的文件94Please respect copyright.PENANAC5q0igUP6E
和外套,為小蝶出現的事感到半喜半憂。94Please respect copyright.PENANATuMlmCSist
「吼!此情綿綿終有期,我看是期限到了,你才這麼絕情!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAPL4gfNge0j
「小蝶。」我的感情可以無奈,但不能被嘲笑。「你既然知道94Please respect copyright.PENANA2rA27Niwvn
我的事,就不要拿來開玩笑,好嗎?」94Please respect copyright.PENANA880R00dlHL
我難得一臉沉重的對著她說話,小蝶的模樣看起來有些慌張,94Please respect copyright.PENANAjlTP9kieLM
一會兒站起來,向我走了兩步又坐下,心神不寧的。94Please respect copyright.PENANAuhmgQ5VLMN
「我沒有開玩笑。」小蝶向我靠近,緩緩的,逐漸放大的淚痕94Please respect copyright.PENANAnTB5DEN4Ed
和腫脹的眼睛,我傻傻的看著,直到什麼軟軟的東西貼住我。是吻。94Please respect copyright.PENANAIDZANVDoR7
「呃?」我沒敢亂動,小蝶身體的重量都倚在我的手臂上,我94Please respect copyright.PENANA3aK8kfvQH6
只好一動也不動的呆愣著,繼續看她放大特寫的臉和輕顫的睫毛。94Please respect copyright.PENANA4PHtdCnhCl
許久許久,小蝶終於稍稍退了開來,馬上又張開手臂攀上我的94Please respect copyright.PENANAP8gOaMmOK5
肩,和以前學生時代一樣來個熱情的擁抱。94Please respect copyright.PENANAsTWFpXC3G3
「志珊,原諒我的任性。」輕輕的氣息在耳邊吐納。「改成此94Please respect copyright.PENANAtf5LQXK2oK
情綿綿無絕期好不好?對不起,我知道我很任性,可是被你愛著很94Please respect copyright.PENANAxe8bvNMZd0
幸福,因為我總是很痛苦的愛著別人,卻又得不到相同的回應,一94Please respect copyright.PENANAhkgv06hLfB
直很痛苦......。」94Please respect copyright.PENANACUuiR24ykJ
「我想就這樣被你愛著,雖然很抱歉,我無法回應你什麼,可94Please respect copyright.PENANA5upfph1lGY
是有很多男人愛著志珊,你可以愛我,也可以被愛,我們這樣下去94Please respect copyright.PENANAHLQnbGnLEr
好不好?」94Please respect copyright.PENANA7oSnB8m2Ei
「......。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAqsfr4ZfVg5
想徹底斷了這種時有時無的聯繫,患得患失的感覺,原來就是94Please respect copyright.PENANAGX5pWm56gQ
愛情的酸跟苦。94Please respect copyright.PENANAcjGDBAHZgL
單戀的我,也嚐到了相戀的苦澀。94Please respect copyright.PENANAiqpehBDHmF
那隻飛舞翩翩的蝶,如果只顧著停留在花朵上就好了,偏偏總94Please respect copyright.PENANAPZOKPZhA3g
愛在下雨天飛到我這屋簷來避雨,雖然飛來短暫停靠的蝴蝶不只一94Please respect copyright.PENANAxziUm15sof
隻,但屋簷卻沒本事選擇讓哪一隻留下啊!94Please respect copyright.PENANAwfZ95cotxn
.........完94Please respect copyright.PENANAT4ncBZvPB7
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蝴蝶狂熱_過去20多年默默寫的故事
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蝴蝶狂熱之五
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