「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xllO4BPny
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8mIk756T5
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E5IBL6Uda
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqngg3LBcG0
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZqpueKsjE
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAQFX0IzVv
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh91hpl5Sx
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMDztHcwIz
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoie77iCnV
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w3jJp241N
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiNS0wuYff
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZEuYVHbZw
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqdGRZKXdm
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3pElvSNzA
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeH9hpfnjj
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglu6TBkHYs
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Do8QVrdkd
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yzePI3y7Z
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvEUoch46b
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEACznWBVY7
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKX0LUXLjy
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmIo98V2xO
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k62SNmPp4
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoQGbXuSQS
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tVQhRFiQ0
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgvgMLCyQ8
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERGGmGXJue
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wNIXZY8kG
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlclzv5HA8F
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LQfNkWpYd
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw2q3tfgBC
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCguLlXaMIo
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxqUtmHryP
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXVpWdL9rP
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8c2Ej6cjD
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMrzJeuRAl
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyzAWAjPjG
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21TbX6hYwC
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR8DvJQp6h
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsrYOSEkUB
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOCOFAKB6m
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeysw6jzcXF
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysVHCz3wov
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv67gdVjLz3
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldbNtHW8WN
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1jYCxrjfo
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe4DgFrXLN
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GpiZSSzu4
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lyvkmped6
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSumaIcbszg
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovS5PW613s
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q5E59biaN
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrsKje4oaN
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mqlmJTI6w
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8gsL700mo
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqDWw07o7u
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX0ZHn73M9
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtsmFzwERi
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrenKE8WD0j
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCck6WjHoE7
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV9yWrxG9a
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFyRbOC1K7
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Js86nfFN
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ3LINX9jh
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12rzGkMJvI
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarrAl6IPrA
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnuZhBhGKY
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我的衣服嗎？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8uQToVy7x
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgHavWwLz2
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWFul4HSwc
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOedLhmxIuB
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJAK6PEnMW
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMVsbB5cdE
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvURg6x6FXB
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQFvNRD7WU
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75i1l0xrh9
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM692EF5411
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSMvZ8RyEW
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu8nVFFfKv
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6NQq47x92
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXML6mgEHMM
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO54deoaRx
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