「小蝶,坦白講,我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」187Please respect copyright.PENANA9xllO4BPny
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題187Please respect copyright.PENANAI8mIk756T5
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肯定是悲觀的!或許......,他根本就不喜歡我!」187Please respect copyright.PENANA9E5IBL6Uda
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講出結論後,小蝶哭得更理所當然了,我的心隨著她一抽一抽187Please respect copyright.PENANAqngg3LBcG0
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的肩膀而緊縮,不禁再一次自責。187Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ76VFD4hG
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「也有可能......,他是那百分之一的機率啊,雖然很不想幫187Please respect copyright.PENANAuZqpueKsjE
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他說話,可是或許,世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方,卻常187Please respect copyright.PENANAAAQFX0IzVv
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」187Please respect copyright.PENANAxh91hpl5Sx
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「真的嗎?」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲,抬起的臉蛋上佈滿187Please respect copyright.PENANAGMDztHcwIz
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淚痕,那一條條透明水線,柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。187Please respect copyright.PENANANoie77iCnV
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「明明喜歡,卻不在意,這不是很奇怪嗎?我實在不明白。就187Please respect copyright.PENANA2w3jJp241N
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算沒有事先跟他約好,也沒有要見面,但是下班後留下來開會時,187Please respect copyright.PENANAQiNS0wuYff
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶!難道他都不怕我會擔心187Please respect copyright.PENANAvZEuYVHbZw
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嗎?還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心?」187Please respect copyright.PENANATqdGRZKXdm
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「唉!小蝶,會不會是因為你們交往五年了,他太習慣你的存187Please respect copyright.PENANAP3pElvSNzA
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在,覺得你的愛是理所當然,無論他去做什麼,你都會乖乖的等他187Please respect copyright.PENANAJeH9hpfnjj
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回來,所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心,一點罪惡感都沒有啊?」187Please respect copyright.PENANAglu6TBkHYs
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「你的意思是說,我寵壞他了?」對於這個說法,小蝶相當滿187Please respect copyright.PENANA3Do8QVrdkd
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意。「志珊,你果然最懂男人。」187Please respect copyright.PENANA6yzePI3y7Z
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拜託!讓你擔心又讓你等,心裡一點罪惡感都沒有,這不就代187Please respect copyright.PENANAyvEUoch46b
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表他根本不在乎你嗎?完全不管你的死活啊!只管去做自己想做的187Please respect copyright.PENANAEACznWBVY7
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事,從基礎忘記你的存在,這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎?187Please respect copyright.PENANAuKX0LUXLjy
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋,一點都不想接受現實的模187Please respect copyright.PENANAZmIo98V2xO
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樣,我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉!女人只聽自己想聽的話。187Please respect copyright.PENANA9k62SNmPp4
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「小蝶,或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何,讓小蝶哭187Please respect copyright.PENANAHoQGbXuSQS
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶,他又不可能改變這個行為,187Please respect copyright.PENANA4tVQhRFiQ0
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎?」187Please respect copyright.PENANAbgvgMLCyQ8
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「不想啊!可是如果就像你說的,他只是因為在一起太久了,187Please respect copyright.PENANAERGGmGXJue
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情,那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」187Please respect copyright.PENANA0wNIXZY8kG
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「所以,你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎?」我想,187Please respect copyright.PENANAlclzv5HA8F
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣,天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道,187Please respect copyright.PENANA4LQfNkWpYd
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愛是不可能改變一個人的,你要想清楚,不分開,就代表你會有數187Please respect copyright.PENANAIw2q3tfgBC
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不清的次數打電話沒人接,數不清的次數一個人等著他回電,數不187Please respect copyright.PENANACguLlXaMIo
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿,數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外,187Please respect copyright.PENANADxqUtmHryP
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數不清的次數等待再等待,而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待,當孩187Please respect copyright.PENANAcXVpWdL9rP
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來,你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語187Please respect copyright.PENANAV8c2Ej6cjD
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音信箱,就這樣直到小孩長大,你變老,一直等一直等......。」187Please respect copyright.PENANAzMrzJeuRAl
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「......志珊!」她閉上眼大吼,制止了我這些讓她無法承受187Please respect copyright.PENANAUyzAWAjPjG
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的殘酷話語,淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜,我家客廳的淺藍色187Please respect copyright.PENANA21TbX6hYwC
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抱枕,被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。187Please respect copyright.PENANAAR8DvJQp6h
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「對不起,小蝶,我知道你會很難過,但是我不能不說,因為187Please respect copyright.PENANAdsrYOSEkUB
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子,我捨不得。」187Please respect copyright.PENANAVOCOFAKB6m
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關於這個問題,我們早就談論了五年,哭了五年的小蝶,難道187Please respect copyright.PENANAeysw6jzcXF
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎?187Please respect copyright.PENANAysVHCz3wov
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然而最重要的原因,確實是因為我捨不得,小蝶是個多麼優雅187Please respect copyright.PENANAv67gdVjLz3
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的女孩,從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質,去除掉對蝴蝶187Please respect copyright.PENANAldbNtHW8WN
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的狂熱,小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡,她總是美麗耀眼的出現在187Please respect copyright.PENANAc1jYCxrjfo
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大家面前,即使私底下,她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作,這樣的187Please respect copyright.PENANAAe4DgFrXLN
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完美女孩,不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。187Please respect copyright.PENANA2GpiZSSzu4
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「為什麼?」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說:「身為好朋友的你都187Please respect copyright.PENANA6lyvkmped6
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會捨不得了,為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢?」187Please respect copyright.PENANASumaIcbszg
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以187Please respect copyright.PENANAovS5PW613s
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的話,我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人,可惜我沒有資格。187Please respect copyright.PENANA8q5E59biaN
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「嗚......,借我肩膀啦!」187Please respect copyright.PENANAxrsKje4oaN
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坐在小蝶對面,本來就是刻意的保持距離,我知道自己根本招187Please respect copyright.PENANA9mqlmJTI6w
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作,就像現在小蝶要求的安慰,身為好187Please respect copyright.PENANAh8gsL700mo
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姊妹的我,心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰,187Please respect copyright.PENANAmqDWw07o7u
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而是我的關心和擔心,以及濃烈的......心酸。187Please respect copyright.PENANALX0ZHn73M9
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「志珊......,我不會弄髒你的衣服啦,你來我旁邊嘛!」187Please respect copyright.PENANALtsmFzwERi
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端,我仍然沒移動半步,在小蝶對187Please respect copyright.PENANArenKE8WD0j
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面座位猶豫不決,臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。187Please respect copyright.PENANACck6WjHoE7
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「志珊,你借我靠一下嘛!我不要一個人失戀啦!」187Please respect copyright.PENANAKV9yWrxG9a
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎?187Please respect copyright.PENANAHFyRbOC1K7
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚,這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上,只187Please respect copyright.PENANAu0Js86nfFN
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是一秒,我就發現自己坐到了她身旁,下一秒,蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪187Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ3LINX9jh
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了,衣服的主人任性的借走整個我,不單187Please respect copyright.PENANA12rzGkMJvI
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。187Please respect copyright.PENANAarrAl6IPrA
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉!不是說不會弄髒187Please respect copyright.PENANAOnuZhBhGKY
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我的衣服嗎?」187Please respect copyright.PENANAB8uQToVy7x
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沒有回應我的話,她只顧自己發洩痛哭,哭了一會兒,伸手從187Please respect copyright.PENANAOgHavWwLz2
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衣服口袋拿出手機,輕輕放在我手心裡。187Please respect copyright.PENANAJWFul4HSwc
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「唔,志珊,你幫我保管手機,我想,如果我自己帶著手機,187Please respect copyright.PENANAOedLhmxIuB
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一定會忍不住想接他電話,或是忍不住想打給他,這樣,我會一輩187Please respect copyright.PENANAMJAK6PEnMW
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子不幸的,你可不可以幫我這個忙?」187Please respect copyright.PENANAYMVsbB5cdE
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看來是下了相當大的決心,這樣的小蝶,不知為何的忍人憐愛187Please respect copyright.PENANAvURg6x6FXB
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,我無法拒絕她的求助。187Please respect copyright.PENANAaQFvNRD7WU
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「好是好,可是你不帶手機,我怎麼找你?」187Please respect copyright.PENANA75i1l0xrh9
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「不用找我,從今天開始,我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭,身187Please respect copyright.PENANAM692EF5411
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好?」187Please respect copyright.PENANAbSMvZ8RyEW
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「我家?!」幾乎大吼。187Please respect copyright.PENANAQu8nVFFfKv
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這個消息也太突然了吧!我沒有一點心理準備。何況,我其實187Please respect copyright.PENANAl6NQq47x92
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來,因為有不想讓她知道的秘密,一個我隱藏187Please respect copyright.PENANAXML6mgEHMM
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了許多年的秘密,現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。187Please respect copyright.PENANAZO54deoaRx
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