「小蝶,坦白講,我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」185Please respect copyright.PENANALVqciSiOzf
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題185Please respect copyright.PENANAcWRqcSXQEO
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肯定是悲觀的!或許......,他根本就不喜歡我!」185Please respect copyright.PENANA41nIR34YBU
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講出結論後,小蝶哭得更理所當然了,我的心隨著她一抽一抽185Please respect copyright.PENANAgcLXrrzlVW
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的肩膀而緊縮,不禁再一次自責。185Please respect copyright.PENANAKTmWXM7v30
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「也有可能......,他是那百分之一的機率啊,雖然很不想幫185Please respect copyright.PENANAZtTj7RZEPC
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他說話,可是或許,世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方,卻常185Please respect copyright.PENANAXyda1Dkcwf
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAuFpNOTWLms
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「真的嗎?」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲,抬起的臉蛋上佈滿185Please respect copyright.PENANARDLEjWaSx3
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淚痕,那一條條透明水線,柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。185Please respect copyright.PENANAQIHNvzRko0
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「明明喜歡,卻不在意,這不是很奇怪嗎?我實在不明白。就185Please respect copyright.PENANA13Xcl71Tlj
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算沒有事先跟他約好,也沒有要見面,但是下班後留下來開會時,185Please respect copyright.PENANAxazf1FTnZ6
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶!難道他都不怕我會擔心185Please respect copyright.PENANAyzQqFzsa7l
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嗎?還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心?」185Please respect copyright.PENANABfLwDBhy33
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「唉!小蝶,會不會是因為你們交往五年了,他太習慣你的存185Please respect copyright.PENANAoati5IEIHT
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在,覺得你的愛是理所當然,無論他去做什麼,你都會乖乖的等他185Please respect copyright.PENANAPB9wY3qamV
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回來,所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心,一點罪惡感都沒有啊?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAjx9zcCFv1E
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「你的意思是說,我寵壞他了?」對於這個說法,小蝶相當滿185Please respect copyright.PENANAO06m9tb2aD
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意。「志珊,你果然最懂男人。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAZfGGHJn241
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拜託!讓你擔心又讓你等,心裡一點罪惡感都沒有,這不就代185Please respect copyright.PENANAabKVNG2HH7
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表他根本不在乎你嗎?完全不管你的死活啊!只管去做自己想做的185Please respect copyright.PENANAAoXJLjrLpf
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事,從基礎忘記你的存在,這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎?185Please respect copyright.PENANAsbP1t138cU
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋,一點都不想接受現實的模185Please respect copyright.PENANAc51GxrTK2q
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樣,我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉!女人只聽自己想聽的話。185Please respect copyright.PENANArjhlvnFAba
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「小蝶,或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何,讓小蝶哭185Please respect copyright.PENANAoMoDPj5b2P
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶,他又不可能改變這個行為,185Please respect copyright.PENANARp0pkP5QwN
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAmKqJJ2XP3S
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「不想啊!可是如果就像你說的,他只是因為在一起太久了,185Please respect copyright.PENANAW5z74HOnjp
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情,那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAHVo3ETt2va
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「所以,你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎?」我想,185Please respect copyright.PENANAZcJTogfxII
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣,天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道,185Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q1qokT6Jh
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愛是不可能改變一個人的,你要想清楚,不分開,就代表你會有數185Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fv7nKfKOO
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不清的次數打電話沒人接,數不清的次數一個人等著他回電,數不185Please respect copyright.PENANA1R4xUic8BK
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿,數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外,185Please respect copyright.PENANAFPaISCBYn4
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數不清的次數等待再等待,而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待,當孩185Please respect copyright.PENANAbXLxnk5YjP
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來,你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語185Please respect copyright.PENANANYCgLKsaA8
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音信箱,就這樣直到小孩長大,你變老,一直等一直等......。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAtU60xhngv0
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「......志珊!」她閉上眼大吼,制止了我這些讓她無法承受185Please respect copyright.PENANAAP7B4k2LDA
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的殘酷話語,淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜,我家客廳的淺藍色185Please respect copyright.PENANAGRKcFAhTOm
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抱枕,被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。185Please respect copyright.PENANAaJIT9t3A5G
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「對不起,小蝶,我知道你會很難過,但是我不能不說,因為185Please respect copyright.PENANAEUmSxkmFxX
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子,我捨不得。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAJwDC7pLd9c
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關於這個問題,我們早就談論了五年,哭了五年的小蝶,難道185Please respect copyright.PENANAeNjjyIdU3q
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎?185Please respect copyright.PENANAFbyQqkGjj6
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然而最重要的原因,確實是因為我捨不得,小蝶是個多麼優雅185Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ5lkXmpgE
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的女孩,從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質,去除掉對蝴蝶185Please respect copyright.PENANAvarkWaRxQj
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的狂熱,小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡,她總是美麗耀眼的出現在185Please respect copyright.PENANAZCrNagq704
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大家面前,即使私底下,她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作,這樣的185Please respect copyright.PENANAqBl05pKs7v
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完美女孩,不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。185Please respect copyright.PENANAZzj3Uk8udP
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「為什麼?」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說:「身為好朋友的你都185Please respect copyright.PENANARuueG2JeiW
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會捨不得了,為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAa2pEZGDvi4
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以185Please respect copyright.PENANAcjTQQgvPV9
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的話,我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人,可惜我沒有資格。185Please respect copyright.PENANA7ucAq7NgOi
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「嗚......,借我肩膀啦!」185Please respect copyright.PENANAVLbkI2pojz
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坐在小蝶對面,本來就是刻意的保持距離,我知道自己根本招185Please respect copyright.PENANAEUnxw5Lwx1
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作,就像現在小蝶要求的安慰,身為好185Please respect copyright.PENANA5QSAXFwzdF
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姊妹的我,心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰,185Please respect copyright.PENANARZnkS6ToUx
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而是我的關心和擔心,以及濃烈的......心酸。185Please respect copyright.PENANAupX7Eidne2
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「志珊......,我不會弄髒你的衣服啦,你來我旁邊嘛!」185Please respect copyright.PENANATgqxxJRl1A
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端,我仍然沒移動半步,在小蝶對185Please respect copyright.PENANAy8c4mhrOLc
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面座位猶豫不決,臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。185Please respect copyright.PENANARnmWYIeQ4t
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「志珊,你借我靠一下嘛!我不要一個人失戀啦!」185Please respect copyright.PENANAdAJ6LCbask
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎?185Please respect copyright.PENANAWkuxbaTxNY
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚,這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上,只185Please respect copyright.PENANAdoXiwm5ouI
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是一秒,我就發現自己坐到了她身旁,下一秒,蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪185Please respect copyright.PENANA3FgKrexF6M
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了,衣服的主人任性的借走整個我,不單185Please respect copyright.PENANAoXI3gOLctm
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。185Please respect copyright.PENANA1a5l9l9UOg
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉!不是說不會弄髒185Please respect copyright.PENANAY1pslioeEP
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我的衣服嗎?」185Please respect copyright.PENANACWddj95mBr
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沒有回應我的話,她只顧自己發洩痛哭,哭了一會兒,伸手從185Please respect copyright.PENANAtbUROGiJSq
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衣服口袋拿出手機,輕輕放在我手心裡。185Please respect copyright.PENANAdMXP5gNYDK
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「唔,志珊,你幫我保管手機,我想,如果我自己帶著手機,185Please respect copyright.PENANAjyRe4HWpFg
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一定會忍不住想接他電話,或是忍不住想打給他,這樣,我會一輩185Please respect copyright.PENANAOaZX8NsVpn
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子不幸的,你可不可以幫我這個忙?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAeE6LCWqpHe
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看來是下了相當大的決心,這樣的小蝶,不知為何的忍人憐愛185Please respect copyright.PENANAkxu0wBP2vO
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,我無法拒絕她的求助。185Please respect copyright.PENANABTNdrSvua0
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「好是好,可是你不帶手機,我怎麼找你?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAksqenPseN5
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「不用找我,從今天開始,我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭,身185Please respect copyright.PENANAeezOLJwyPs
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好?」185Please respect copyright.PENANALuRvsA3pdJ
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「我家?!」幾乎大吼。185Please respect copyright.PENANAnj6nM96vVt
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這個消息也太突然了吧!我沒有一點心理準備。何況,我其實185Please respect copyright.PENANATpXZtjSc9a
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來,因為有不想讓她知道的秘密,一個我隱藏185Please respect copyright.PENANAcvVGUkSiC5
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了許多年的秘密,現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。185Please respect copyright.PENANAVxGFTYY0DM
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