「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvYXBBLezv
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAgRQFRH3n
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HGeNeMjjB
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7C2ZmSBxU
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvwrekj7UB
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j6eoJTJUW
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7lH5Dbjal
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z23PI6xPP
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhQz935Yx5
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33ZOelPfGg
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcKnjZH8I5
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZs85GWKH8
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVEJpKoCld
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8S4mQzwwJ
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvGL0Sq4qT
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsiUMsRBnT
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaB9d7KyVU
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNrKl6kk1H
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvqgAYB8jJ
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI6b7heiNb
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLgpA8XAt1
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ658K3v4F3a
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJL1oNlM06
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte7ZBGT8Jc
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHpuTqbV4P
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIgXdSZYEJ
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIWVuYu5td
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbOc93IFUX
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASJTGuh2li
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLfWnXTPbP
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgI6N9j26C
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8GBwWUV8J
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOybqrGI2Qz
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyogtjyqHIH
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZwRSlBPBk
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklpCEAnumO
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed1Os9Ec3e
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ai3ceJ5iH
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QXLI2wJE5
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq99m6EQSL
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49AwQlEOvA
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMViw7i2qJ
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTg0DyBQxR
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFCd0ll39C
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqomvEuGWvn
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmsLdf3B89
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVeygGvmve
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFBTouAD3N
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWiVYk4Ggc
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByAqFuB18s
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt2CrgThpk
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKXmafmIsT
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQAL5Sk2jl
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jqNvhVBoF
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6Q1rMBkS4
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjhIKOHJHb
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kb2rMQCKX
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HjZs1j3XE
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVv5JhPpn1
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCmc0tK1JG
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRBKXLSD0c
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmeJtPisse
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YbY1tiMa2
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQwQtVEqss
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI23lxdv9co
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrefJlJhDRb
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyndNNwD7LK
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq1WuUQy7V
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我的衣服嗎？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN4vCsZYRv
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZd4ygOnih6
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmoYde2mCg
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZreVDvGqz
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5GwL6HcM4
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6VnWZjUTS
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty0YgPISbX
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxQXUZTcjN
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf7BR94PVg
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN4jhVNfmQ
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAwlau8LxO
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm1pTYiNVy
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8opkDRTxdy
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrxDh3mG2G
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMICXRaBHJh
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