“隻介指係我送俾佢,但唔係訂婚用嘅!”350Please respect copyright.PENANAncZz3bJkLt
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George再俾電話我嗰時,一開始就澄清最重要一點。350Please respect copyright.PENANACHaZxc2Tcl
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“C,你講過,要我同你做決定,我而加邀請你同我一齊去渡假,你唔可以拒絕,知道嘛!”350Please respect copyright.PENANACeow2EvIEj
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我擔心自己一對熊貓眼暴露喺佢面前,不過仍然撐得大大,眼淚不停咁流,但係開心到忍唔住笑,對住佢不停點頭,表示答應。350Please respect copyright.PENANAHAp7hLnE5P
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“點解會咁突然,你唔可以呃我!”350Please respect copyright.PENANAjfnmVtX0xM
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“C,我唔會呃你!”350Please respect copyright.PENANA8fYYXZIdkO
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“喺Julie face book上面,睇到你哋發展得好順利,我唔明點解會⋯⋯”350Please respect copyright.PENANAikMXoLS0y4
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“C,我同Julie發展得唔係好似你想咁順利,我希望再同你重新開始亦都唔係好突然。"350Please respect copyright.PENANAfB0uO9U1P8
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George同我講返同Julie一齊嘅經過。350Please respect copyright.PENANAqzgUaBofbZ
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"我重遇番Julie,我係有啲矛盾,高興見番一個好朋友,但對佢當年提出分手有啲耿耿於懷,同佢一直都只係工作伙伴嘅關係。
直至嗰個星期六,我哋攪個修訂,做完已經好夜,佢第一次叫我一齊去吧坐吓,聚吓舊,我哋講番以前嘅舊事,大家好開心。350Please respect copyright.PENANAAx4wutJ4J9
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我哋開始咗之後類似嘅飯聚,做完嘢,我哋會一齊食吓飯,然後散吓步,有時大家興之所至,就一齊再去吧飲杯嘢。350Please respect copyright.PENANAnkW671JGdO
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隨住相處漸多,挑番起對佢嘅感情,我哋開始約會,當時我好矛盾,因為我仲愛你。350Please respect copyright.PENANAYdxzRT14Np
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Julie要求我復合,我抗拒唔到,可能我唔甘心當年我哋無緣無故咁分開,不過我仲係好喜歡你,我唔知點處理,所以我逃避你,減少搵你,唔敢向你坦白,我心理壓力好大。350Please respect copyright.PENANAXcruhGtgBj
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直至你約我食飯,碰啱佢喺外地番嚟,佢一到香港,就喺機場俾電話我。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAprIPwVaFGH
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“我記得,當時我坐喺你旁邊,我估可能係佢。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAq5rmYymPRH
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我同George講當時我有直覺,知道係Julie。350Please respect copyright.PENANAUfHH7ez8kE
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“我本來只係覆電話俾佢,不過佢堅持一定要見我,明知你喺我度等我,但係我好似著咗魔,仍然掉低你,上咗佢屋企。
C,嗰晚佢比平日熱情,好主動,超乎我哋復合以來只係接吻同愛撫,佢推我入佢睡房,想留我喺度過夜,我知道佢目的係想我拋低你,但係我都順從佢。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAlyxDissybk
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我奇怪George同我講過,我哋分開前,佢同Julie未發生過性關係,不過我無質疑佢。350Please respect copyright.PENANAeJE8kEADZN
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“C,我好自私,當時我係想搵番以前同佢做嘅感受,但最後關頭,我就想起你,覺得我同Julie咁做,係對你唔住,最後一刻我無同佢做。350Please respect copyright.PENANAnrQYqHSZ1s
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我覺得對你哋兩個都有虧欠,我覺得自己唔知想點。350Please respect copyright.PENANAL4H6uzGQ8y
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你亦都喺嗰晚正式知道我同Julie嘅事。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAlC17jskosD
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“其實我已經feel到,加上Julie好早喺佢face book 度暗示咗,嗰晚睇到佢寄俾你啲明信片,只係進一步證實啫。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAyMzpYLI9Gj
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我打斷咗George。350Please respect copyright.PENANASXHXSxVZiE
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“我同佢第一次見面後,第二日佢喺face book就要求我add佢,可能佢要製造一個渠道俾消息我。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAImMCldW4ir
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我向佢補充。350Please respect copyright.PENANAUeOkgr5u6V
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“C,我明白Julie心理,佢佔有慾強,嗰晚佢知道你同埋我一齊,所以佢堅持要見我,佢同我上床,就係想留我喺佢度過夜,就係要測試,你同佢之間,我會點選擇,好可惜,我明知佢目的,仍然順從佢。350Please respect copyright.PENANAyGH7WDeM6j
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到我半夜堅持要走,佢覺得係失敗咗,所以佢第二朝一早六點幾叫我返公司,無需我多講,嗰朝我係一早就撲返去公司等佢。
但係唔係佢比你重要呢,我真係唔清楚,我思緒好混亂,想趁去總公司做嘢呢幾個月,避開晒你哋兩個,靜靜咁想清楚自己想要咩。350Please respect copyright.PENANAldWrG1qYJD
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頭嗰個幾月,我無搵過佢,反而我不時想起你,忍唔住都聯絡你,嗰時我好開心。”350Please respect copyright.PENANA7eQDtXNbcm
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我當然記得,佢話工作清閒咗,我仲替佢高興,點知好境不常啫。350Please respect copyright.PENANAm54tJ0aDjz
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“無幾耐,香港呢邊通知我,話有幾個重要嘅project,一定要我接番手。350Please respect copyright.PENANAbWIscp7kUd
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之後,Julie差唔多每兩個星期就過嚟一次同我工作會議,佢通常星期四、五到,跟住嚟緊嘅星期一走,佢話唔想住酒店,嚟咗我度住,我哋變相開始一齊生活。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAza2qg8wxVO
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“所以你無聯絡我。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAjUk1F0m2OM
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我諗番起,都仲有啲傷感。350Please respect copyright.PENANAYnzbuiYBnQ
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“C,好對唔住,喎陣我只係想,唔可以一腳踏兩船,否則,我、你、Julie,都會受到傷害。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAJAI3zM9ohA
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“你選擇放棄我!”350Please respect copyright.PENANA18cBIRoP76
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我雖然自己都覺得Julie每一方面都比我強,認為George應該選擇佢,但當事情發生,我唔單止呷醋,仲好悲愴。350Please respect copyright.PENANAhB37WbXXFx
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“Julie知道只要佢一齊,我就唔會聯絡你,不過點都好,我哋一齊生活咗半年,大家好努力營造到我哋分開之前咁,不過只係一個外殼。
喺床上面,佢好熱情開放,但係我總係無咗以前同佢靈慾相通嘅感覺,反為令我覺得佢係好勝,只係要得到佢想要嘅嘢,同時要你輸俾佢。350Please respect copyright.PENANAC5hMr1o3iO
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我懷念你嘅笑聲,懷念你無造作嘅嬌慵,懷念同你一齊嘅每一個細節。350Please respect copyright.PENANASuCIMKwfk0
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我想同Julie講清楚,但係佢比我想像中聰明,佢搶先我一步,以後佢過嚟都住酒店,只係間中約我去酒店。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAL61wlXw5xh
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“點解你會買隻介指俾佢嘅?”350Please respect copyright.PENANAAOPtAsyA9g
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“有一次我哋去玩,佢問可唔可以送一份禮物俾佢,我以為佢想要一啲旅遊紀念品,呢啲當然無問題啦,不過兩日旅程中,佢一直都無再提過。350Please respect copyright.PENANAuyF2seVv0w
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到旅程完結,返番去town,佢帶我去咗一間珠寶店,原來佢已經睇定咗一隻介指,我無得反口,就送咗隻介指俾佢囉。”350Please respect copyright.PENANAcOT5vtVXk2
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“哈哈,你可能誤導咗佢啦!”350Please respect copyright.PENANA13LtldA4zx
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我輕鬆同George講。350Please respect copyright.PENANA4OPQUsee5c
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而加佢同我表白咗,我無須再疑慮,心情同之前幾個月真係天壤之別。350Please respect copyright.PENANA13SnGehZbM
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“我無啦,我送俾佢之時,我仲同佢講,條頸鏈仲靚啦,只不過Julie話佢喜歡呢隻介指啫!350Please respect copyright.PENANAECHCWNEAde
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C,成件事係我自己定力唔夠,令到你受苦,我想同你重新開始,又怕你唔肯原諒我。350Please respect copyright.PENANA3fVt6YuFVJ
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我決定做番一啲嘢向你表示我對你嘅誠意。”350Please respect copyright.PENANANW7nfU0S06
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“你做咗啲咩呀?”350Please respect copyright.PENANAxV5pitR6op
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經過呢兩年,我唔再需要George為我做啲咩,只要佢喺返我身邊,佢已經為我做咗最好嘅事情。350Please respect copyright.PENANAoPeoXPSAsO
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佢話啲嘢喺佢屋企,佢要保持秘密,遲啲我過到去佢嗰邊,佢先會俾我知係咩嚟嘅,佢知我成晚無瞓過,仲叫我放一日假,休息一吓。350Please respect copyright.PENANAoRJYl3JUIm
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但係我唔想臨時臨急放假,無人幫老闆一齊見客。350Please respect copyright.PENANA6PPRrxTgcT
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雖然帶著個黑眼圈返工,但係心情好輕鬆,只要有時間就偷偷哋send短訊俾George,瑣瑣碎碎,乜都同佢講一餐。350Please respect copyright.PENANA4x00Kgm6qv
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呢一年,我經歷咗無George喺身邊嘅失落,同佢每次接觸嘅喜悅,初戀甜蜜嘅感覺,原來只係佢可以俾到我,以前只係我自己唔知道滿足,又或者係我俾自己一個借口去放縱內心潛藏嘅野性。350Please respect copyright.PENANAF0HR3ukz3k
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