呢次係我第一次向George發脾氣,當我冷靜落嚟,我問自己,點解咁橫蠻無理,幾時開始將佢對我嘅尊重,變成罪名而向佢指責?我責怪自己。380Please respect copyright.PENANAB12bPNelxH
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莫非我真係受到Julie喺facebook發嘅帖文同埋相片影響?380Please respect copyright.PENANAqFbwPHluOR
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而家每個月一兩次,大多數喺星期一,Julie都會post佢前一兩日喺海外影嘅相片,每次景點都唔同,但全部都鄰近George而家工作緊嘅城市。380Please respect copyright.PENANAZVgPf8YrPy
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如果我無推斷錯誤,佢哋兩個應該係喺定期會議前後,一齊出遊去玩。380Please respect copyright.PENANA3dOEYKMEKE
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George前日話會再聯絡我,但過咗兩日,佢一啲音訊都無,理解佢需要時間陪Julie,仲要兼顧工作,忙碌到無時間搵我係可以想像得到。380Please respect copyright.PENANAXrHn1EUNKx
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不過,一直到而家,Julie所post嘅每一張相,George都無出現過,甚至George借調總公司前,同佢一次旅行,Julie都無post過任何一張佢哋嘅合照。380Please respect copyright.PENANAM00iUv910N
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無明顯出現,唔代表完全無,只係顯示Julie處事好有心思同技巧。380Please respect copyright.PENANAv3G5LT0lsa
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只因為Julie嗰次post佢喺酒店房間嘅相,喺相片嘅一個角落,George著住浴袍嘅背影,倒照喺一塊茶色玻璃上面。雖然係淡淡一個背影,我同George一齊咁耐,一眼就認得出係佢。380Please respect copyright.PENANAm7wRtOnW4F
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到底係Julie好有技巧咁將George擺喺鏡頭之內,定係無意將佢影埋上鏡,我就無從稽考。380Please respect copyright.PENANAwpBAdZS7mj
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但出嚟嘅效果,雖然有一啲撲朔迷離感覺,但係令到好多人知道佢有親密伴侶。380Please respect copyright.PENANAZSLOxsx7yX
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佢呢一張相,得到好多佢嘅朋友留言向佢祝福,呢啲係咪George師姐所講,佢係隱晦向所有朋友宣布佢同George復合呢。380Please respect copyright.PENANA65mCYf2Ik0
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我想呃自己,George未必同佢喺埋一齊,Julie讀大學嘅時候,佢同George一齊之初,喺佢啲相片裡面George都無出現過,直至佢哋關係穩定咗,Julie先將佢哋嘅合照擺上社交媒體,呢啲係佢嘅手法。380Please respect copyright.PENANA9FIKZKISqa
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而家佢哋嘅情況會唔會都係咁,代表佢哋關係仲未穩定呢?我係咪仲有一線希望?不過我唔敢奢望。380Please respect copyright.PENANAgqibZLu1aT
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結果將會係點,越嚟越清楚,我只可以向現實屈服,接受George離我越嚟越遠。380Please respect copyright.PENANA7TOFs1uX7F
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下晝差唔多六點,老闆同我一齊見完最後一個客,佢準備放工。380Please respect copyright.PENANAOxFOOjTxQz
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"細C,今晚唔好返公司喇,早啲返屋企休息吓啦!"380Please respect copyright.PENANA8xxDccjbAB
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老闆突然咁同我講,我手都震埋,我怕佢知道前晚我同van仔喺office嘅事。380Please respect copyright.PENANA3xdkSshdKG
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"我......."380Please respect copyright.PENANA43EfNCaE3T
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雖然我諗唔到點解佢會知道,但既然東窗事發,我倒不如向佢道歉,希望佢原諒我。380Please respect copyright.PENANAJPbO0cSEJO
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我仲未道歉,佢見到附近有間cafe,叫我入去飲杯嘢,傾一陣。380Please respect copyright.PENANAgnOhCjI466
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"唉,我明白你呢輪心情好差,我見到你情緒波動好大,成日若有所思咁樣,我估你感情出現問題,係唔係?"380Please respect copyright.PENANA1dFHVatAe8
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買咗兩杯咖啡,一坐低,老闆就問我。380Please respect copyright.PENANAVKxw8Wv20K
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嗰日老闆親眼見到我控制唔住情緒,伏喺佢膊頭喊。380Please respect copyright.PENANAjparNBzPtJ
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佢咁講,我又再次諗起George,眼開始紅。380Please respect copyright.PENANAwNUQZKv0eb
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"咩事都好,睇開啲啦,我見你有事無事,見完客都趕返公司,孤零零一個人喺公司,盞喺度胡思亂想啫!"380Please respect copyright.PENANAbJ67gKtw2Z
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老闆語重心長,佢咁關心我,而我就喺佢公司裡面胡混,我更加慚愧。380Please respect copyright.PENANAGjKFuDOoyL
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"我爸爸、媽媽去咗旅行,細佬住hall,返屋企都係得我一個對住四面牆,都係咁孤獨。"380Please respect copyright.PENANAnOf0ZTrOR8
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"傻女,就算係四面牆,屋企嗰四面係暖嘅,office嗰四面係冰冷嘅,聽我講,今晚早啲返去,休息吓又好,搵朋友傾吓偈又好,一於唔準返office。你嫌孤獨,聽晚放工,我請你食飯!"380Please respect copyright.PENANAl9BUr0l3Z3
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老闆講完,催我飲埋杯咖啡,就趕我上車,送我返到屋企樓下。380Please respect copyright.PENANAu0ZPRJM7gt
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上到屋企先得閒開同事send俾我嘅短訊。380Please respect copyright.PENANAr2d1B4owZo
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係負責同van仔交收嘅同事,佢未夠五點俾嘅message,佢話間物流公司換咗司機,佢好開心,話日後唔使再同van仔交收,受佢氣。380Please respect copyright.PENANAsmdCkrPOCf
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老闆話屋企啲牆係暖嘅,我想等嘅人,一直都無音訊,我係被遺忘咗,所以無論呢四面牆係暖或者冷,都令人感覺孤寂。380Please respect copyright.PENANAquJm375LWJ
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我唔知van仔因為乜嘢事唔嚟我哋公司,我怕因為前晚嘅事影響到佢,孤獨嘅心喺死寂環境包圍之下,我更加想見佢。380Please respect copyright.PENANAEcIlRA5Lnf
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有時我憎恨自己,明明唔想同van仔糾纏,但自己嘅意志力又薄弱,忍耐唔到內心寂寞而想佢陪吓我,每次同佢親密接觸後,又感到內疚。380Please respect copyright.PENANAh6PQYw11HQ
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“喂呀,做咩換咗人,唔係你上我公司?”380Please respect copyright.PENANAPN86kTS6qm
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佢揸緊車,未必方便講電話,我send message俾佢。380Please respect copyright.PENANAGY4QOq9zJv
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“老實同我講,唔係發生咩事嘛?”380Please respect copyright.PENANAa3M62LDUZV
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佢成個鐘頭都無回應,我直接啲問佢。380Please respect copyright.PENANAi4GjoWPlzj
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van仔一路無回應,成間屋好死寂,我怕佢真係出咗事,但係我唯⼀可以做,就係等佢回覆,呢幾個月嚟,我已經習慣咗等,等George,而加等van仔。380Please respect copyright.PENANAW3R7E6NFUA
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“無嘢!咪亂諗啦,我去旅行嘛,條友頂住幾日,我返嚟就我做翻!”380Please respect copyright.PENANAotNpYUVZex
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我等多成半個鐘,van仔終於打電話比我,聽得出佢有難言之隱。380Please respect copyright.PENANAeuNUm5suYo
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“你無呃我嘛?我怕連你都離開埋我......”380Please respect copyright.PENANA2D2ryDChsh
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van仔都要離開,近排唯一一個陪我嘅人都唔喺度,一輪孤寂感衝上我腦門。380Please respect copyright.PENANAEo31JIroiU
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“係呀,做咩?有嘢想講?”380Please respect copyright.PENANAcLOfvblMRw
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van仔似乎唔明我諗咩。380Please respect copyright.PENANAhn4i6ZLEHw
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“無呀,我...我...想見吓你,嗯.....你唔得閒就算啦。”380Please respect copyright.PENANAdnJVAhex8D
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雖然van仔只係去一個星期,但寂聊感覺已經壓住我,幾乎呼吸唔到。
好想有啲人氣喺我身邊,好想見吓佢,雖然我哋只係隔咗四十八小時無見面,我好自私,想離開香港時前,丢低Gigi,嚟陪多我一陣!380Please respect copyright.PENANAQXqLWQd5IQ
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“得閒!點會唔得閑!你俾一個鐘頭我,一個鐘頭後即到,一個鐘!”380Please respect copyright.PENANAX2blgipMWV
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“小心揸車呀!”380Please respect copyright.PENANATqmndCpRnR
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我好認真同佢講。380Please respect copyright.PENANAAU1Iu3ru65