看完第一本日記時，劉心雅覺得自己快要窒息了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20k9I5ZMzI
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2YA4C43vI
楊南珅不是個會給空頭支票的人。如果他以前曾經對許苑茵說過求婚的話，那為什麼……後來要和自己交往呢？349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgn8Glpfqcu
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劉心雅的內心有些逃避，不敢繼續看下去。但她的手卻與心相違，翻開了下一本日記的內容──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFWGIKow79
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日記的內容變得開朗了一些。裡面提到的幾乎是楊南珅，還有自己為了成為一個能與他相配的女人而持續努力著。因為害怕，因為自卑，她不敢將劉心雅介紹給楊南珅認識，所以兩人一直是處於一個不認識的狀態。一直持續到十四歲後，內容又逐漸變得沉重了起來──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z5tFnW0HF
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比如說，許父出軌了，而且被許母抓到了真實的證據。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzxYR5m9tA
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比如說，許母不准許苑茵繼續作畫，許苑茵被迫必須參加每一項繪畫比賽，若得不到第一，就不能繼續作畫。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Pv6ETpOH
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比如說，許母對她更加苛刻，甚至要她斷絕與劉心雅繼續往來。因為她不肯而被打得奄奄一息，被許父發現。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGkBx1X2b2
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比如說，兩老在在家中大吵要離婚，卻不了了事。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7nX2vERor
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgc6KcNYpi
比如說，因為劉心雅在比賽中大展身手，她與第一名失之交臂。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz4x50zuUC
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比如說，許苑茵眼睜睜看著許母毀掉了她以前的畫作，但還是成功偷藏了幾張起來。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gJJ2YNVck
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKi3pBJ3wc
比如說，許父的出軌對象來找她談話──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnO8Ss6O1Z
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hQUk2ZSMF
那天，天空晴空萬里。清澈的天空，軟呼呼的雲隨風飄移。但許苑茵的心情，卻如同烏雲密布，糟糕透頂。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEgmwokGjg
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPk9EhKw0Q
她今天收到了一個自稱是父親出軌對象的人的訊息。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9RpuHF41d
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8LOhpxOvX
雖然不清楚為什麼這個人要找她而不是許母，但不管原因為何，她都不想見這個人。一想到這個人就是破壞自己家庭的兇手，她只覺得恨意滔天，恨不得飲其血．食其肉。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe0ASavzYL
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雖然已經拒絕了很多次，但由於對方堅持不懈地傳來訊息，甚至語帶乞求之意。最後實在是被煩得不行，還是答應與對方見面了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3zIsTwVjA
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對方約在一家簡約的小咖啡廳見面。當許苑茵抵達咖啡廳時，她就在約好的位置上見到了那名女子。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoObhlXIfhF
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而在看到那名女子的時候，許苑茵就明白許父為什麼會喜歡上這個人了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcC5fkKZTf
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許父的出軌對象，是一位看起來年紀約二十五、六歲的年輕女畫家。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZA97Ucl3t
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女子的長相介於中間值。雖然容貌算是不錯的，但若要與許母相比的話，那差距是猶如天地之別。但重點是，她的身上瀰漫著一股淡淡憂鬱的氛圍，而這種氛圍會促起男人的保護慾。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4jDi1OzHF
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雖然還未見過，但若她笑起來，一定十分溫暖吧。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBItZnwGIf
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「妳來了。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pHJ73gD8J
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在許苑茵還在觀察女子時，女子就已經注意到她的存在，還打了個招呼。從這點看來，女子恐怕有見過她──或者說，是有從照片看過她的長相。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiZ5JrVcXP
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比方說，從許父那裡。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8X0lI9OGx
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許苑茵微微點了點頭，淡然地在女子的面前落座。落座之後，她沒有多做什麼，就只是默默地盯著女子，以眼神示意她說明來意。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmiArijNE5
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不知是不是從許苑茵眼中看出了她想表達的意思，就開始自顧自地說起話來──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSnUZAfjix
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當年的辦公室事件，只是一場烏龍。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA8KHklyZf
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當時那名女性確實打算色誘他，他不阻止，是因為他打算等她再脫一些衣服後，再叫人把那名女性扔出去。畢竟在他看來，若那名女性有所謂的羞恥心，就不會對明知已婚的人做出這種事情。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkb2Dvxat1
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許母和許苑茵就是十分不巧地撞到了那個場面，引起了誤會。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUBw9uKGX3
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN9VzTkhqd
許父被許母的行為逼走後，就只心繫自己的事業，與自己虧欠得最多的小女兒。由於回到家裡許母會發瘋，許苑茵又不願見自己，他才一直不回家。結果就因為這個原因，而錯失了得知小女兒被髮妻虐待的事實。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoQiOuDiwX
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直到他枯燥乏味的生活，直到數年前遇到她──嚴若音，才有了改變。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFZFgR5xC1
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5FtjM6L5h
許父在休閒之餘也喜歡作畫。不僅如此，他也喜歡逛畫展。兩人，正是在畫展上認識的。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneh37tHUxh
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由於有共同話題，兩人越走越近，後來差不多要準備確認關係時，兩人的關係被許母發現了。許母大吵大鬧，也因此被嚴若音得知許父其實是已婚者的事情。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wIYR1XG3X
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許母會突然不准許苑茵繼續作畫還有與劉心雅走得近，又口口聲聲稱劉心雅為窮女，就是因為嚴若音的存在。而許父那天會突然回來，就是為了要與許母離婚，還有想帶走許苑茵。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpwc60Cf5o
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兩人會無法離婚，是因為許母以許苑茵不會願意跟他走，還有他敢離婚她就敢把許苑茵虐待到死威脅他，結果兩人的離婚就這麼不了了之。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAy2NQHaCF
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy4DrP1rPq
聽完嚴若音的說辭，許苑茵抓著自己雙膝的手默默地收緊了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9camIrv0Z
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「為什麼要和我說這些？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5xJrb02Ol
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF2xKszNIF
「因為妳……是博恩最在乎的人。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsmMmDRN1d
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZpMzSjqCR
嚴若音用茶匙輕輕攪拌著手中的咖啡。盯著那波瀾不平的咖啡逐漸恢復平靜，她又繼續說了下去。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIM6dPd0cz4
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「說實在，雖然他是出軌了，但我們並沒有正式在一起。我想他也不希望我當個小三吧。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡresPl1gIKL
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「為了妳，他放棄離婚的念頭，自甘被束縛；為了妳，他選擇放棄我。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYuQXnAGbp
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「所以，為了妳的父親，為了我，能請妳離開妳的母親嗎？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMezhwvvkQn
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許苑茵覺得十分可笑。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD9UxaIpKJ
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想想那些八點檔裡的劇情，那些小三都是直接找正宮攤牌並要求正宮離婚；而到了她這裡，卻是小三要女兒離開自己的母親。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQO4RRXayP
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真的……太荒謬了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X2SnWYTG0
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「妳不願離開母親，不過是因為想報復博恩。現在妳已經知道真相了，為何看起來還是在猶豫呢？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM3Qhj5wNo
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嚴若音說的話令許苑茵為之一震。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfhyOLATTs
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──是的。早期的時候，她或許還期望過家裡可以恢復完好，父母能夠像以前一樣恩愛。但在自己的畫作幾乎被毀盡的那刻起，她早就不再期待許母會對她有什麼狗屁母愛。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEMbqjpx6x
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現在還不肯離開許母，不過是因為知道許父還愛她，所以想藉此報復許父。透過這種傷敵一千自損八百的方式，令他感到痛苦罷了──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Eq8IJftlK
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在心思被無情地戳穿的那刻，許苑茵從進來開始就一直挺著的身子微微彎了一些。她無法繼續直視嚴若音，似心虛若懦弱地看向一旁。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zQ22yBsS5
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDhJbW4QgS
嚴若音將杯裡的咖啡飲盡，留下一句『妳好好想想吧』之後，就結帳離開了。許苑茵一個人坐在咖啡廳裡很久，很久。直到被店員驅趕，她才站起來離開那間咖啡廳。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQXazKd17a
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在知道自己誤解許父後，許苑茵其實十分動搖，又覺得理所當然──畢竟她隱隱也有察覺到當年的真相，卻沒有去求證的勇氣。而她也記得，許父確實有問過關於離婚之後的假設性問題。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NHVEbZ4rI
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她當時給許父的回答是，不要。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ5TmsS4Ow
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但現在她卻無法肯定自己是否能如此肯定地給出這個回答了。可若要她與許父離開，她又辦不到。父女倆的關係太僵硬，她已經不知道如何面對……如何與許父相處了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsJMXZG13Y
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許苑茵在日記裡提到許多自己的糾結與猶豫，但終究還是無法踏出那一步。但不論是什麼內容都好，全都指向一個意思──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo5HOdSxx6
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『有想與許父重修舊好的念頭，但不敢也不知道怎麼做』。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoC5YfRpoe
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雖然嚴若音後來沒再找過她，但許母對她的態度卻一日比一日糟。如履薄冰的她精神一日日萎靡下去，也開始不知道自己為何要活著。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l5VK1iguX
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被自己與現實逼得精神快要崩潰的許苑茵宛如身處在狂風暴雨之中的海面上，死死地抓住被自己視為浮木的劉心雅與楊南珅二人。她失去了能夠作為發洩管道的作畫，目前能繼續支撐她走下去的，就只剩下他們了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcKfSpEcs0
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在劉心雅與楊南珅交往的那刻，許苑茵彷彿聽見自己內心世界崩塌的的聲音。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkSJp0IHuL
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一個，是她視為好姊妹，好閨密的劉心雅。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMLtBknovX
349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJW62meVYu
一個，是她視為未來的丈夫，也是她所愛的楊南珅。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYNmMCvc84
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這兩個人的交往，無疑擊垮了許苑茵。看到劉心雅告訴自己時那不自覺露出的幸福笑靨，她感覺自己的心彷彿被千刀萬剮般疼痛，也覺得自己被兩人雙雙背叛。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlIWX9h9OD
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『為什麼？』349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQz4vJdPbh
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『為什麼要這樣對我？』349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBM01UEsOM
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『我做錯了什麼』349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSFZ7joZop
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後面的日記中幾乎被這三句話填滿，最後甚至連標點符號都省略了。紙張皺巴巴的，有些地方還有些被撕裂的痕跡，看起來就是被人用手狠狠抓捏過。從那被填滿的日記中，劉心雅彷彿感受得到許苑茵的崩潰與痛苦。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv5FeHWA2f
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雖然還沒看完日記，但她已經看不下去了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSSFWXVwuJ
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她對日記中提到的那一天有印象。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0BykdUuJo
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還記得那一天，她興致沖沖地去找許苑茵道喜……349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSD9f1qinA
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「茵茵──跟妳說喔，我有男朋友了喔──」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BamQSVmt7
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見劉心雅那滿臉無法遮掩的幸福之意，許苑茵似乎被劉心雅的情緒所感染，也隨著露出了一個笑容。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qfy3uFRk6
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「哦？誰願意接收妳這個愛哭鬼？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQbVLh01Mo
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「什麼愛哭鬼嘛！我哪有！」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUecOkMK4S
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聽到自己被說愛哭鬼，劉心雅佯裝不快地『哼哼』了兩聲，撇頭不看許苑茵。許苑茵當下就理解這又是劉心雅一貫的作風，立刻主動開口詢問她。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlIY8OXExp
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「是是是，我說錯了。不是愛哭鬼。所以，我們的受害者是誰？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK8xA9sYJu
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「茵茵！」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLcsZJNFEQ
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劉心雅有些羞惱地跺了跺腳，只收到許苑茵微微的輕笑聲。她這次沒繼續吊人胃口，而是直接將對方的名字說了出來──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KGKhXuf8h
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「哼哼，是楊──南──珅──哦！」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR2UaIM1XN
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「……咦……」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQOd5i2mze
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在聽到楊南珅的名字時，許苑茵十分明顯地僵硬了。但沉浸在幸福情緒之中的劉心雅沒察覺到這一點，而是繼續描述楊南珅是如何與自己告白，兩人又是如何開始互通情意的，絲毫沒發現許苑茵一點一點變得蒼白的臉色。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFfqlCvVtp
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「茵茵，妳說呢？我和阿坤會變得幸福嗎？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cQeQlxHZ9
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「……我……」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9telmLaqZz
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見許苑茵說了個『我』字就不再繼續說話，劉心雅鼓著腮幫子拉著許苑茵的手輕輕搖晃，同時不斷發出詢問的『嗯』聲。平時總是很吃這一套的許苑茵，不知為何當下卻怎麼也沒辦法做出回應。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAl7iqX4WF
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最後還以『身體不舒服』為藉口，十分狼狽地離開了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5Wc4qpGEr
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現在回想起來，其實許苑茵當下的反應是十分明顯的。只可惜她太沉浸在自己的世界，完全沒發現當時的許苑茵到底有多麼崩潰。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiK3aglqTk
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……如果她當時有發現的話……349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkfq4fpoWX
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『叩叩』349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC30IufC00
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房門外突然傳來了敲門聲。劉心雅已經被敲門聲嚇怕了，一聽到敲門聲，她就以迅雷不及掩耳的速度將日記本塞進衣服堆裡面，又以最快的速度跑到了房門前。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1hIeborYT
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她覺得自己一輩子都沒有做出過這麼快的反應。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL7MCwdxuu
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「小茵，妳……睡了嗎？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwa4VgfKgZ
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當劉心雅打算微微喘口氣再開門時，門外傳來了許父的聲音。雖然她不清楚許父為何會在這個時間點來找她，但在想到許父對許苑茵的疼愛後，她還是立刻開了門。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeH58Jlg51
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「啊，妳……還醒著啊？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6qOd9vEzR
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站在門外的許父看到門打開時，他露出了十分震驚的神情，似乎沒有預想到女兒還醒著──或者說沒想過她會願意開門。也正因為太過震驚，他原本想說的話也全都飛到九霄雲外去了，剩下的是一句十分僵硬的話。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4Mxa3Wqgr
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那句話僵硬得連粗線條的劉心雅都覺得尷尬。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H1Kgl0vsq
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但是，在想到這對父女之間的關係後，又覺得會這麼尷尬也是很正常的事情。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuN6RGFrf0
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「……要進來說嗎？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfJIdV3F1N
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「……好！好！」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaRDJpmO8y
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微微思考了一會後，劉心雅側開身子，做出了邀請許父入房談話的動作。許父見女兒願意與自己談，還邀請自己進去談，又是驚又是喜。雖然得到劉心雅的允許，但進房間時還是顯得十分小心翼翼，生怕她下一秒把自己趕出去。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjjuYeQ67i
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許苑茵的房間裡沒有沙發或椅子，兩人只能坐在床邊對談。雖然這樣大半夜與一名陌生男子──或許說自己身體主人的父親單獨坐在床上對話十分奇怪，但現在似乎也沒別的方案了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvctW3CvsI
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在見到自家女兒房間簡潔成這樣時，許父露出了十分心痛的眼神。但因為擔心自己說太多會被女兒嫌棄，他又什麼都說不出口。兩人坐著沉默了好一會，氣氛好不尷尬。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsTsFwLC94
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最後開口的，還是許父。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPdPHdEDIJ
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「小茵啊，唐……妳媽都是這樣對妳的？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBpBas2OUM
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開頭第一句話，就是劉心雅不知道的答案。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjVfbP2s5d
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劉心雅與許苑茵交換身體根本不到一個月，她根本不知道這一個月之前許母是怎麼對待許苑茵的。但在許父眼裡看來，她的愣神與沉默卻成了默認。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5a3nhA7MT
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「……她……不守約啊。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqe6h80090
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「守約？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ2MnewCvN
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劉心雅對這所謂的『約定』感到十分好奇。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOK2isehdB
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在被女僕們帶回宅邸中，許父與許母在院子裡大吵時，她也有聽到這個字眼。許父與許母是做了什麼約定嗎？349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1tU2ProU7
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聽到劉心雅的疑問，許父微微遲疑了會，但最終還是微微頷了首。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWetJ2y2YY
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「數年前，我和妳媽鬧離婚時，我答應她不離婚的條件……就是不准她再繼續虐待妳。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecdPK1Ottr
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可許母並沒有遵守。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXm1Ts91XL
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雖然不知道實情，但從許苑茵的情況看來，估計是沒有遵守的。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCMakMlDSL
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見劉心雅又沉默，許父面露掙扎之色，緊緊握起的拳頭上爆起了猙獰的青筋。他深深吸了一口氣，做了決定──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lZ9UqujpU
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「小茵，離開妳媽吧。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtIBwwJHvp
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見自己女兒面露驚訝，許父又繼續說了下去──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ27awoEJzz
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「如果不想跟爸……跟我生活的話，妳也可以選擇自己一個人生活。唐芯出問題只是時間的問題，妳不能繼續和她生活下去了。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppTjieZaMZ
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劉心雅知道啊。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphXE4IvI0L
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但她不是許苑茵。她……有資格替許苑茵做出這個決定嗎？349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nYewXam4V
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她不知道。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG4swqjSYX
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「小茵……」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbFDmL8YPy
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被許父用雙手碰到雙臂時，劉心雅的身體震了震，但沒有甩開許父。許父微紅雙眼充滿血絲，那雙眸中充斥著痛惜與悔恨之色。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8I9K9VXZI
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「如果妳要恨我，那妳就恨我就好。不要傷害妳自己……」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi18JFMaY1
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「是我對不起妳……」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAbCJnacaX
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卑微的乞求聲，痛苦的哽咽聲。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2DZ9VGI3A
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雖然許父沒有流淚，但那聲音卻讓劉心雅感到十分心痛，鼻子也有些酸澀感。現在的他不是什麼高高在上的總裁，只是一個心繫女兒的父親而已。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJKEcDKigR
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腦海中突然浮現剛剛看過的日記內容，劉心雅的視線往下瞟去，下意識抿了抿嘴。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcQEiBuced
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許苑茵一直想要與許父重修舊好，但卻怎麼也踏不出那一步。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPltAsomnSC
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若是許苑茵的話，即便到了某一方死去，也一定不會走出那一步吧。所以，這一步……349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl2ZgN4Apx
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就由她替她走吧。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnZaLwbIcj
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「好。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WgF6SLBPC
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「小茵，我……咦？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAmzYjsBAL
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「妳，妳剛剛是說……『好』嗎？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjdO5MOSXi
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「嗯，我說好。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwYlaQqzec
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見許父戰戰兢兢詢問的語氣，劉心雅有些好笑地再次復述。雖然覺得有些好笑，但又覺得許父會覺得自己聽錯也是正常的。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00F5cfVu1d
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畢竟許苑茵本人是不太可能會答應。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq3QySeuKX
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「好……好！」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegm2JIhLT2
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「願意離開就好，願意離開就好！」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp4lToqum6
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許父也不管女兒離開後是打算與自己生活還是獨自生活，但只要願意離開許母，那就什麼都是好的。看著驚喜萬分的許父，劉心雅似乎覺得內心有股鬱意散去了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPcGA2XdXm
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劉心雅知道，那是屬於許苑茵的感情。雖然靈魂交換了，但有些過於強烈的感情卻被留在身體之中。所以，這一定是許苑茵所希望的。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62ErwO0Lmn
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所以，這件事情……也會是她所希望的吧。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYQWwfqYYe
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「爸，謝謝妳。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfc0y9OzEi
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短短四個字，令還在驚喜的許父僵住了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqqEkjOIWY
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「妳……剛剛叫我什麼？」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC4oAJ60xz
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他有些不可置信地看向劉心雅，十分不確定……又或者是想再聽一次般，向劉心雅求證。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNHWUNkXW9
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「不知道。」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJYuyRGSFW
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──留給茵茵自己叫吧。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63pWWidlwH
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不過也正是這彆扭的回答，讓許父確定自己沒聽錯。寶貴的淚水從眼眶滑落，許父一手輕拍劉心雅的手臂，一手捏著自己的人中，企圖讓自己不要繼續流淚。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe1cMRCMXp
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「好，好……爸不問，爸不問了……」349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5BrT5Gh0Y
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不知為何，在劉心雅開口叫了聲『爸』之後，許父的背微微駝了一些，出現了一絲老態。但同時，卻又像是變得輕鬆了一些──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdegFxaz0s
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一場烏龍事件，破壞了一家人的感情。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR3b73QmLH
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夫妻的感情已經回不去了，父女的感情卻還有修復的可能。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYioZT3Ekn
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劉心雅替許苑茵走出了她走不出的那一步，剩下的……349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vjxIbCk0V
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就只能等兩人換回身體後再繼續了。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkeoouZj2D
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只希望這樣，多少可以彌補一些罪孽──349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXTQOX68JP
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或許有人覺得許父這樣太卑微，又或者是愛女兒卻沒發現女兒的異常，但許父對許苑茵的愛是無庸置疑的。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrykDK1uuBF
不過兩父女太疏離，沒發現也是正常的。349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK67WcEcSuC
就不知道以後換回來後會變得如何了。
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