回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIOMvdNoWr
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6KcjNWO6U
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfZYHAbZ2X
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6BeGi7jnD
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhisQDqRHQp
我的眼淚不斷湧出來695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1vEjb39os
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg7Uu29Gef
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfqXdmhMV5
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCgbqy6OMF
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt41BZHXyZ
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1WYj7Mwda
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DkedQBQHT
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFPSFFtu26
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiuD1j5nB6
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIVIiuMxBy
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP43yhnsk8O
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVIB569uhu
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYhzhUwWkU
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzgnZw9K2O
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A0sQnuP7T
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJe9FtXmei
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN2RGLXTvh
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Fglv0x0Kk
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可惡！連手機也沒電！695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk936qsGsh
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsOPJnxsvu
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlUmKHTa4W
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUfZkIwWPY
我仍然有呀怡．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEZXZ4BIcn
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電話沒電。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGaBaYTPwR
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq89FPOnqz
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8csL4cn3P
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第６次撥號，終於通了695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7DSZ8vEoT
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYAukihjMj
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi43Xa2dWAL
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Li38UtuFR
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMBkmAYeCY
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmyt3TsK6k
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7goJXKxSfo
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0R0o1BORA
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPjiCdCDLc
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeGChhHjS5
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiJRkadHma
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1VKR4uLPu
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsSpjRacC0
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwg9qG2YAy
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LPQ9It16u
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「你．．等陣有野做？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt87aSIA02
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0LNoT4Ud7
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q6FblT5Dz
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcAsv9PTgC
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JJ9ntfXRM
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j5HCEXHBT
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gAOLlFl0T
我仔細想想，還是算了695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso8AoBST48
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHjNPloHUQ
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNdEM2nX0h
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaACQVWXvB
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DJoyD5XK3
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs312Saf0Ip
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYvAUVCIHp
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJLOUY9m71
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqcWCkaCdP
我也只好乘巴士回家695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDFLwVPlmo
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjhS2UtgxW
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7FWoDT2XV
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回家後．．我不知如何開口695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXR43DzeI2
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNuOrqhFmH
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLvxjH7cvO
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQghmesI2Ai
家人可說是我的死穴695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9crjIkQVGd
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVgv1Ebx5T
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2esl1BTVv
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHalq0Z7GI
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很累．．我真很累695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h6C5nDb5H
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我躺在床上695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujmLvE1L5Q
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYJdnprXtE
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1bQSKk97e
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKTPgFFEb1
然後按「加至主畫面」