回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1hP36KrG8
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hZfueUXOw
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWai9AIgjYH
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RI0d98gqr
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK1uiBpLuA
我的眼淚不斷湧出來561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGGnKJaN1e
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4oOsk2qSI
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OwS7k46wn
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXkEikZDSF
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnkeafNQMG
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNvw0ENPgk
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAtBO2oqhK
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4aQz8nnSt
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W5GNl01XF
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUKEVSzHkt
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo49FALo6IB
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDO779XaIN
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPpOj9WOou
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCyJ2eFXmF
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDWCAqvDJT
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHQXkQN8Iq
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvNqT41qom
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tWaACsx24
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu1kN1Uw1n
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可惡！連手機也沒電！561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5N3U0FRUk
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSDKwvzT4W
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4p8HcqTeZ
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5ggGgfWZD
我仍然有呀怡．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ28BgG99l
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電話沒電。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q2CSk2r7h
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rxXG7Cto7
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLvZY6rP1v
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第６次撥號，終於通了561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU3XnXydML
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwikBIfrj5s
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytvwJ7Y85f
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKMmBgRaZC
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQfHU3X2yh
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k9NPB749t
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRPt7A2xWS
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4yWQIfXPa
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKD9tdeb8n
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvye0ILfkKh
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqGLVxPc1C
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IOa1xEwLJ
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN9oMppB8H
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbTUFnQ4De
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBgOUBvbs3
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「你．．等陣有野做？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3X4AZ7f6D
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsLAORMmjv
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlcIfeCU0h
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKdDkMFCNk
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcutGxj0ms
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0tFlrRbhV
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhSkD1abJg
我仔細想想，還是算了561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjIhIAkW5X
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOLxgaEWFF
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BJtBRWVCr
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAcSBIOSOA
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1QVP1k6hc
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQssZbiM9R
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNu8LeSaG9
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MyZLCZ8UA
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbclJp7i7yI
我也只好乘巴士回家561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA6y8Rypc0
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSyMkXITGl
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEe77hZB7E
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回家後．．我不知如何開口561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CZKkFoO7Y
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pDqW76erb
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYS98HDLwu
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSgDkruzKF
家人可說是我的死穴561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMyUoLG3aw
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgudYREDuCw
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW8v3NkHhd
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxPdLZTSE6
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很累．．我真很累561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09Bo0AFHpo
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我躺在床上561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqoiUwqEeS
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FIhSJZJ7s
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43yD7rnOmi
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FFy0r5GFD
然後按「加至主畫面」