回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1pfmN5Lci
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ORoeT83CM
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxXJRc4dbJ
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1jCDXQVtg
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJt9ootHvY
我的眼淚不斷湧出來585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuciMZjREoX
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlXiCUKwxL
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF96UQDNRVR
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3pJt7lejy
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH0ld90vzC
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGkqvHKAJF
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHoxXiHyth
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDTfZFx64i
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXyAA8rlUD
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIEcX3B07W
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbDQYYtlya
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO9XzXfZqZ
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wyScusDmG
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu9MhlCotO
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZRliC28P8
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eVP2eUlIK
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIasWyQPOF
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQr6tyRQJ0
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH31Qvve78
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可惡！連手機也沒電！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqJyuKFny2
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbygXnZlbl
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYNfNT3iyF
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCg3ze80Nr
我仍然有呀怡．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE7VbirZ8W
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電話沒電。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse9hbGluIQ
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWM1QjErFC
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VAysyqa9E
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第６次撥號，終於通了585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYYRPVPYtG
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5pBnGZNJh
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVIZRFve7K
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxr0mxu2q5
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0IvhNzTzP
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cg38qa0QB
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQrEaB4vJ7
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRBxfFXgRP
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOJ4ZQKq5X
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUU1UlkOAN
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pztw6HwGC
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFs4ZPy19y
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfPBlLQIOF
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXerqYgXug
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXtp4vnbpl
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「你．．等陣有野做？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7e8HdNCVV
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYz3N5iY35
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu49VjBd8c
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXWOeDN3RG
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5jyzwGyud
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqt0BJkeyO
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsblY6x0caE
我仔細想想，還是算了585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuVnEnMO98
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHlpA0ZTnv
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfdPsMJx6o
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW152yYdFK
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8NY0Lr4Nr
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowNRkt24Cz
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa1Tjx7ZY1
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhAKGuHjcn
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl65FTKZ5xa
我也只好乘巴士回家585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjnpb5gA44
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFilZ0ngpd7
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ93a3Vn0rB
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回家後．．我不知如何開口585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxixx6x6cE0
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNGRHiHwSY
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTFlQrSAeK
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgohQ87FyqC
家人可說是我的死穴585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA88CibY1QC
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7Mu3RdDCn
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HMIAD0zSK
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8UshmbxfM
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很累．．我真很累585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPaxAJbdFv
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我躺在床上585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxqS5erH7s
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJco9JmocwU
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY648XRWUj
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVG14oBFSb
然後按「加至主畫面」