回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQpuuOMtoH
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR3szNRZhG
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61uIRv09DS
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5o7fzhFy5
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHWA8fQIW2
我的眼淚不斷湧出來665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd7CSusN6B
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr8QYYbXkH
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ew2gccF4y
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICXbrraeOL
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7jbwrcF23
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6biSnQWtMG
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLvUH5XAxz
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGIdbVqkuB
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQQl9ENjYh
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmdazrkmK5
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLVMjaCBPj
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9uNZJv5Yt
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99MHfnmGOj
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95vPsmtRlj
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9sLzxZJFX
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0gghKrJBE
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa7wZdFRXF
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0VbEcE4QO
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZoFe0rSGu
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可惡！連手機也沒電！665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWLfoRn52g
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn16NBETS6
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBjfZBnDn5
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNomTu9Z3Y
我仍然有呀怡．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrM7PmfKEt
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電話沒電。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzZd0C6ItA
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsyNcWfrpJ
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckzfPjfjVC
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第６次撥號，終於通了665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF14XmF4aB
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx66N6F59W
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1wXEf9L8P
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaS2EIxCQk
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4pPIR513w
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPADP2bAtqs
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDlntuKEdP
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqWk6iRpk6
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQulzqVb2rK
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrARzpKw81r
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVo1g7ISIM
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiZZE5LN49
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLbyEycSwF
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pacDZcyce
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvn1T3KPh3
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「你．．等陣有野做？」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BGYJDlVAv
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x9A2r8aQ2
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDaMyRSeLF
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtgfTLqjzx
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqBBiS4cYH
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRGxjj3caL
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48w8XOTywM
我仔細想想，還是算了665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK0OB3QT89
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCJOX3yG0O
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpWHAhuCDv
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrzIwT7h6c
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcG4UAvcMZ
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTYBIiPmM4
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1XcPwHGLy
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzWFmKVnG6
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaujWa6huy2
我也只好乘巴士回家665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGNMl5f6s5
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE8evlBWej
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI5OswKB18
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回家後．．我不知如何開口665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ieh2MYKUM
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN6R5YffzZ
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrEukWRrUC
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWjL6wdoZl
家人可說是我的死穴665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8WRBQES3c
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE836AR6qiM
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxtgK6AwQ9
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwJCW5pjJB
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很累．．我真很累665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJwmiDqwOa
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我躺在床上665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NTLinvj1X
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0W8YjpQKP
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruCax3FJZk
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7RLr2RYFt
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