回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sCyg9wbJV
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHabAjIihm
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVmTXbF4WN
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfWcMP08rx
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDDM0e2RHi
我的眼淚不斷湧出來645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabyUCSKEQT
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HPm4aWay6
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaLtVdc1Ur
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLJgo5L17f
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ngHZq9ztP
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT6fFoiYGe
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaTeZeTCl8
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrmbGXQkh6
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8omk8MzEG2
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOHBEIMBhr
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUdeho3Aqc
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jRHZg86JW
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWsDfZbc1x
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGdpjZRWse
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMN1HmvLZD
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YsDnUJOt4
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0iWn1N7Nd
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXVwsnKGMA
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTZSpfw1DR
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可惡！連手機也沒電！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKcewvZnR4
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj63B8BGm3
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsIShZWGXA
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUUyOGDgr3
我仍然有呀怡．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Prc8pzO3T
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電話沒電。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7l5WJjEPj
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvozV4vJxWL
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlb8FJUfun
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第６次撥號，終於通了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMa8DKUGRJ
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGA0Y7jmiW
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcTdZEfZzu
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHydB3SWsyg
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB92tB9DDal
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkNme978yT
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0ZScsRM5N
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySpzzaMzXm
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbJOr28hJe
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qjtiOodwP
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuOa6hX3dZ
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Q4boyBbL
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBbFD91u0E
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLgTylKxRk
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vYOeCYPEX
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「你．．等陣有野做？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiJvwEzyt8
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9ePUZlncE
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BZ6mdSNwt
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKBN34pmgc
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmsJT63k8y
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOMATU8iVh
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfrsgnn0iB
我仔細想想，還是算了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qE4Ck69jh
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf5wHww1pd
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPNPMOqtZ3
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOXob2L7iV
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17TeBNVJed
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkah09c6VN6
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqirVyNC89e
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M6OYNEa66
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUhwvMdLPY
我也只好乘巴士回家645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlc842R3k9
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uUuHzQxX2
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vB5B8NEZF
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回家後．．我不知如何開口645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHnBWWCAD1
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSFgKewfFy
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXDWAoogfD
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bvruxFWg9
家人可說是我的死穴645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnCkQLMAT4
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogyDjX81fL
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM2V6zMD1x
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qTxn4KC79
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很累．．我真很累645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs37jpsczrv
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我躺在床上645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgXhoDD0lZ
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe22d76bdPO
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvBgl5tlEI
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR1yHEoUBY
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