回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦641Please respect copyright.PENANAzGzidPzdJD
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦641Please respect copyright.PENANA0Wuiwy3ONX
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是641Please respect copyright.PENANAneSPfzjG3T
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..641Please respect copyright.PENANAkCApqXY7WZ
想到這裡,我崩潰了...641Please respect copyright.PENANAObE189LnA8
我的眼淚不斷湧出來641Please respect copyright.PENANAmUFwSEazin
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己641Please respect copyright.PENANAxkstZkMNQD
但我真的很辛苦..很苦641Please respect copyright.PENANATL9EX45SkB
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...641Please respect copyright.PENANAJaUXhVqEKF
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我641Please respect copyright.PENANAyxc8xXV2pw
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白641Please respect copyright.PENANALefVOKHBMR
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受641Please respect copyright.PENANAqetnO47Y9Y
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況641Please respect copyright.PENANA3hraMAS7Kh
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學641Please respect copyright.PENANAjvWE16A0rd
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」641Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1q9ha0SMZ
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...641Please respect copyright.PENANAzRurCPc0xC
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」641Please respect copyright.PENANAJPnXeFtt7r
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」641Please respect copyright.PENANAzyzwBJ3nYV
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」641Please respect copyright.PENANAXDR067YnFA
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...641Please respect copyright.PENANA5QcDRP55qL
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱641Please respect copyright.PENANAUN8yuv7naQ
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..641Please respect copyright.PENANAGO131JX2DV
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。641Please respect copyright.PENANAggSqdHRH1X
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...641Please respect copyright.PENANAQE52l9g3xG
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可惡!連手機也沒電!641Please respect copyright.PENANAw9aXc0qoUi
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!641Please respect copyright.PENANACaMi7hkWeh
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。641Please respect copyright.PENANAvpjbfKKF5t
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴641Please respect copyright.PENANAexJGr0BfgW
我仍然有呀怡..641Please respect copyright.PENANA7mASynqsUF
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電話沒電。641Please respect copyright.PENANAgi1GXx4Tp6
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..641Please respect copyright.PENANAiy1gR9ygm5
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣641Please respect copyright.PENANALvnU5npTjK
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第6次撥號,終於通了641Please respect copyright.PENANAIwatNnBDrm
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」641Please respect copyright.PENANAJCyFBargsb
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚641Please respect copyright.PENANAZJQjkvtwN1
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」641Please respect copyright.PENANAGtZShGJHE3
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!641Please respect copyright.PENANATcsg1isBFl
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡641Please respect copyright.PENANA8dBnIV1eGK
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水641Please respect copyright.PENANAXo0efp8Pe1
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子641Please respect copyright.PENANA8NFy6VC3aY
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久641Please respect copyright.PENANAusAhFXeLXc
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?641Please respect copyright.PENANAlprERCLpNf
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對641Please respect copyright.PENANAMjKjgIHZaM
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」641Please respect copyright.PENANATVQJzZq2RD
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」641Please respect copyright.PENANAGnxDX4mSAl
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間641Please respect copyright.PENANAXoKhLF9oKm
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間641Please respect copyright.PENANABQ06CrKMFe
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「你..等陣有野做?」641Please respect copyright.PENANAbEBZFimGGO
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」641Please respect copyright.PENANAINKvvnkjO7
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣641Please respect copyright.PENANAOXqoxcLbTs
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」641Please respect copyright.PENANAM69Q1r7R1b
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」641Please respect copyright.PENANARmIvzqrNmy
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落641Please respect copyright.PENANATeeIOdw39d
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人641Please respect copyright.PENANAzimeObcHLH
我仔細想想,還是算了641Please respect copyright.PENANAKyPrVWbiCn
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」641Please respect copyright.PENANAQi0DueyIpV
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣641Please respect copyright.PENANAi14IVnXmKk
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了641Please respect copyright.PENANAku9KctnhqS
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了641Please respect copyright.PENANAkOVL76tUi6
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交641Please respect copyright.PENANANqMOQ1hszy
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」641Please respect copyright.PENANASyPJUoQYoI
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」641Please respect copyright.PENANAJyHdtRuGxy
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了641Please respect copyright.PENANAtj9xy7GLpp
我也只好乘巴士回家641Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ75I8KBQx
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景641Please respect copyright.PENANAICXV1GqVQH
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!641Please respect copyright.PENANAosZPdSkQCE
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回家後..我不知如何開口641Please respect copyright.PENANAysseZDvSOk
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問641Please respect copyright.PENANABEudWoFuNH
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」641Please respect copyright.PENANAbVpUqne9Xr
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」641Please respect copyright.PENANAusRxNxugrB
家人可說是我的死穴641Please respect copyright.PENANAnLezsLkrVn
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見641Please respect copyright.PENANAkqSPSAigDo
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」641Please respect copyright.PENANAgdgLtWc7hJ
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...641Please respect copyright.PENANAyTp0d8ENSa
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很累..我真很累641Please respect copyright.PENANAgM2JNLUf8E
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我躺在床上641Please respect copyright.PENANASOHt1vMNSl
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?641Please respect copyright.PENANAkLLbsuaFkh
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?641Please respect copyright.PENANAIS4yjiCO43
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!641Please respect copyright.PENANAbgxnkcW4oC