回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGzidPzdJD
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wuiwy3ONX
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneSPfzjG3T
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCApqXY7WZ
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObE189LnA8
我的眼淚不斷湧出來641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUFwSEazin
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkstZkMNQD
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL9EX45SkB
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaUXhVqEKF
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxc8xXV2pw
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLefVOKHBMR
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqetnO47Y9Y
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hraMAS7Kh
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvWE16A0rd
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1q9ha0SMZ
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRurCPc0xC
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPnXeFtt7r
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyzwBJ3nYV
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDR067YnFA
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QcDRP55qL
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN8yuv7naQ
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO131JX2DV
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggSqdHRH1X
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE52l9g3xG
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可惡！連手機也沒電！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9aXc0qoUi
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaMi7hkWeh
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpjbfKKF5t
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexJGr0BfgW
我仍然有呀怡．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mASynqsUF
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電話沒電。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi1GXx4Tp6
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy1gR9ygm5
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvnU5npTjK
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第６次撥號，終於通了641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwatNnBDrm
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCyFBargsb
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJQjkvtwN1
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtZShGJHE3
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcsg1isBFl
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dBnIV1eGK
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo0efp8Pe1
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NFy6VC3aY
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusAhFXeLXc
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlprERCLpNf
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjKjgIHZaM
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVQJzZq2RD
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnxDX4mSAl
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoKhLF9oKm
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ06CrKMFe
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「你．．等陣有野做？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEBZFimGGO
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINKvvnkjO7
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXqoxcLbTs
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM69Q1r7R1b
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmIvzqrNmy
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeeIOdw39d
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzimeObcHLH
我仔細想想，還是算了641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyPrVWbiCn
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi0DueyIpV
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi14IVnXmKk
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku9KctnhqS
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOVL76tUi6
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqMOQ1hszy
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyPJUoQYoI
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyHdtRuGxy
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj9xy7GLpp
我也只好乘巴士回家641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ75I8KBQx
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICXV1GqVQH
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosZPdSkQCE
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回家後．．我不知如何開口641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysseZDvSOk
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEudWoFuNH
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVpUqne9Xr
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusRxNxugrB
家人可說是我的死穴641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLezsLkrVn
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqSPSAigDo
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdgLtWc7hJ
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTp0d8ENSa
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很累．．我真很累641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM2JNLUf8E
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我躺在床上641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOHt1vMNSl
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLLbsuaFkh
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS4yjiCO43
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgxnkcW4oC
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