回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf1ZwS4yre
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn8YhcEqe1
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpTwzroSao
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOI7FJIYpt
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Te09HaX4u
我的眼淚不斷湧出來567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0PQLu6ry8
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRd9CO2aCV
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8wNRTs5y5
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnBElLYyu1
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdOpmSi5ir
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIEER7UmtX
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61R3KQZE2w
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydUguHGOgD
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8LzY9hqTj
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzP6NG8rt7
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDlkP4kVQ0
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEwyBtOpWP
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1hVIxAg5M
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeBwuanPCK
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzuLKffgPL
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMVnxoI8m2
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L4gpi8Xa3
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJcaAYXuBO
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNJQainxMm
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可惡！連手機也沒電！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9IWo9n8SB
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIEF5nW5TO
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEoJyEvvwo
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS3RDdUl0D
我仍然有呀怡．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALJIQmIDLw
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電話沒電。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtFzuwBZlV
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7KbYVgnLw
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDFUMv4BaH
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第６次撥號，終於通了567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpZ3LDkdbG
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu25kxQ3zLi
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY2ukhbCna
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gRHcmRQ3D
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn8SEQoHcz
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDaWQoDdc5
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3jpCXGhH8
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdq9xUATBf
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGdTmJu7T1
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlM0M0mIwr
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVrQ4XBTim
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fsl5nizxP
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAD1FEUye2
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCTuL195Ex
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIehJfBEJUO
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「你．．等陣有野做？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lTGdxGamr
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD3ya9GFNP
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DezvDCfwD
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1WC8nID3O
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijQ2KLHNw5
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFHGAxYApa
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiREMYYJXKn
我仔細想想，還是算了567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSArbiMhEaU
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9EAv694lq
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHu48zKDiW
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxhKTYXUZn
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCQMsrKv3p
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ilSIkg2hX
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxW0kquDcj
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPg3LsQkAi
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROoyz62UeT
我也只好乘巴士回家567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WH73XSJN6
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B2GiG48n4
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxE8sgh3KF
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回家後．．我不知如何開口567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleNqlegS7q
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXix0YQrohJ
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgoIColQSW
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdEMdw9vAx
家人可說是我的死穴567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIpU3gdyga
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvWe20wTOA
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u0sWy0fss
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EUejRChtA
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很累．．我真很累567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eLbg48JHk
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我躺在床上567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqco9i7VB4Y
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLjiPT5UoI
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFXf33JsrZ
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxK3lr6Dhk
然後按「加至主畫面」