回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG04H3tSWVZ
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUuGGxoEcG
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcllYXEVd5
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwxy58WO9D
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHMo80ZNR9
我的眼淚不斷湧出來595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z9KIE2S24
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRt9Ae1gfq
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nkfjomNfG
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79sfH8PNz4
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFhz2fGQxa
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5nnSVgo8O
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTXsBkZUbL
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnNGcTcDyP
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq0Yipjpxu
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCBzSWB61K
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzhuQ3KjSO
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEab0A7wieI
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEAXRIjYhS
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6D6BjoS8m
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyjevq3wew
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1tuLAJX6g
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48oLMJB7vR
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsLEQQ1Yps
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXPE5q5U7s
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可惡！連手機也沒電！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NAY2DqDa4
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3XVQNz92h
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtHJzVqJ4R
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmU2YAfUZh
我仍然有呀怡．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtndxxxlSiF
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電話沒電。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGDXE6kTMW
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPWTaMrScV
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzO5qmAqE9
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第６次撥號，終於通了595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJxsiTiA01
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV18oyCMzhY
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrksPvbgAzf
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mpEHlRPF0
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49a0E0QXHF
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zupITmg3U
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbG6Lu5Q3w
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYl27VGs91
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTfUctxK6T
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvkLVKKRkU
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK82MvoOVj
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwwHjXf6DL
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjEQQQsN7r
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOlf5UhmZd
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1FRA0uVwA
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「你．．等陣有野做？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnyohKeChV
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwRjjE4wQv
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUtrKoFQIB
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlliZN8dP3i
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D6M5lgZkB
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DTgt6QzcA
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcURhUILvQX
我仔細想想，還是算了595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyPwyXlnVK
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDMBYueywQ
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXuljmCcG8
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3KNHHqs9p
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e4D8yHyat
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TEwi0UaU3
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQEkPdPdvc
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt7V1rDxZM
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHfarzNbE5
我也只好乘巴士回家595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUqxRBpWam
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdIsTLcZ3U
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKSA7lcpmf
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回家後．．我不知如何開口595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY8yzIzep5
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BOiSAPGeD
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxjZmaEumR
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJRnwu6rZO
家人可說是我的死穴595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsSWj7uwG2
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ190sddz8Oz
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGNACOKNt5
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nTxVQW7ZX
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很累．．我真很累595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82eWIhYYDV
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我躺在床上595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZotnjoIVlS
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ405khkceFC
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvynbtXRy88
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj5xD7Ou8I
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