燒烤過後,總會有吃剩的食物、或是多出來的木炭。燒烤爐裏有很多粉狀的灰燼,還有從黑色變成淺灰,卻未碎裂的炭塊。491Please respect copyright.PENANARXqBFCGpxp
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你看,其他木炭還有一點火種,有些更在熊熊燃燒著。但這一塊,可是連火種都沒有,你再怎麼點火,這塊木炭也不再像之前一般,散發驚人的光和熱。491Please respect copyright.PENANA4JfKrEXGiq
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只因為,它已經「燃燒殆盡」了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAqaQWyUdiAT
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你罵人的時候,也許會說別人是「廢柴」。然而,廢柴再怎麼廢,再怎麼短也好,它也是一根木柴。你看,把隨地撿回來的樹枝點燃,也許能燒一兩分鐘。491Please respect copyright.PENANAvkQUYXP4LB
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燃燒殆盡的東西,你再怎麼點火,也不會再繼續燃燒。491Please respect copyright.PENANAuztjfs8cR4
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這「東西」包括木炭,包括木柴,當然也能包括人。491Please respect copyright.PENANA9qWnmE0LqP
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他看過生命的美好。不過,一種事再美麗也好,對它的時間久了,那種事情在眼中就只會變得普通。「生命的美好」就如旅遊景點一樣,當地人根本沒有去的理由,可是外國人認為景點很美很壯觀,所以就過來拍照留念,心中暗暗地羨慕那個地方的人。491Please respect copyright.PENANADEoIIvP1gr
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先不要說「趕快記錄生命的美好」,因為「世界有什麼美好」這個問題於他而言,是一個笑話。491Please respect copyright.PENANA8E93O1xPBn
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看不見美好,總能看到醜惡了吧。畢竟人的腦袋在處理資訊時,會先把壞的一面放大。就好像一個地方發生地震,媒體大肆報導事件,別人就會認為那個地方不夠安全,殊不知地震過後,還有很多人在那裏住著。491Please respect copyright.PENANARV8bCnndFz
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他當然看得見世界的惡意。但是你想想,你不斷被壓榨、迫害過後,你應該會對此感到麻木吧。他也一樣,他對世界的看法,從「嘩,咁撚賤格嘅」,逐漸地變成「係咁㗎啦,咪一鳩樣」。以前的他帶著滿腔的憤怒和厭惡生存;現在的他面對世界,就好像在看一塊路邊的小石頭一樣。491Please respect copyright.PENANAPTgTqP4CLh
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先不要說「改變世界」那麼偉大,他連「報復社會」的動力也消失了。491Please respect copyright.PENANAtlfV9U710K
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Instagram的各種語錄page都常說一些帶有「生活不是為他人,是為了自己」這意思的話。491Please respect copyright.PENANAV7zs6rtqf4
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他同意的。但是為了自己,是為了什麼?491Please respect copyright.PENANAU25O5UsovC
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其實沒有。491Please respect copyright.PENANACkBuGQatZs
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他對自己根本不抱著任何期待。因為每次的期待,最終也會變成傷害,變成無數把把他劃傷的利刃。491Please respect copyright.PENANAdsJKLLBIib
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沒有希望,沒有失望。491Please respect copyright.PENANAd2fRJUtcU7
沒有期待,沒有傷害。491Please respect copyright.PENANAST1ObjvNLT
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為他人而活的人至少有一個能讓他打起精神的對象。可能是他們的戀人,也可能是他們的偶像,也有機會是遙不可及的暗戀對象。這種事情怎麼也好,因為至少他們有繼續做人的動力。491Please respect copyright.PENANASWTKgmnLea
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但燃燒殆盡的他,什麼都沒有。他除了自己的生命以外,沒有什麼事情好失去的了。他打從心底羨慕著能有動力地活著的人,因為不論是怎麼樣的動力,都能讓人發光發亮,總比動力早已耗盡的他好。491Please respect copyright.PENANAMMdwTvJ7gI
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最諷刺的事是,人會幫助想在肉體上死亡的人,卻對燃燒殆盡的人不屑一顧。491Please respect copyright.PENANASQ0FjVTFMi
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