No Plagiarism!pWxlhOhtDLUkdv3yHyfRposted on PENANA 梁匡生昨夜回家吃飯,一步入家門,母親便說:「終於都捨得返嚟啦咩衰仔,日日都唔喺屋企食!」8964 copyright protection112PENANA6CGdnpjM0n 維尼
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「哎吔唔係啊,我每日喺Hall都好掛住你㗎。出面啲嘢冇你整嘅十分一咁好食。」他說。8964 copyright protection112PENANAZAAMyakqBZ 維尼
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「咁你仲咁少返嚟?」8964 copyright protection112PENANAjWOmuYLOsU 維尼
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「忙吖嘛。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAD8YB9FdgfL 維尼
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「都唔知你成日忙咩……飯又唔返嚟食,」母親重複地碎碎唸:「衫又唔着多件,唔好好哋照顧自己!凍啊!」8964 copyright protection112PENANAnnf7EjOeUa 維尼
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「知道知道,我去開飯先。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAUBS283kuoF 維尼
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打開電飯煲,湧上的熱煙將梁匡生的臉勒緊,他馬上移開頭,然後再凑近,替自己和母親裝飯。他每次在家,都會吃上很多很多飯,來證明自己過得很好,胃容量未曾變小。8964 copyright protection112PENANAEXXiEW0BrA 維尼
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「哥。」8964 copyright protection112PENANA9kliamucfZ 維尼
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妹妹在房裏出來,見到梁匡生,沒有驚訝,又講:「喺大學住得好開心呀?成日都唔返嚟嘅。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAxB7WYkqYaF 維尼
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她一直行到廚房,幫助拿餐具。8964 copyright protection112PENANAFrwTqu3S5m 維尼
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「唔係呀,忙吖嘛。」他又說了一樣的話。8964 copyright protection112PENANA0tgAzfOWnN 維尼
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「阿媽成日煮多咗飯呀,驚死你會突然間返嚟。」她瞇一瞇眼:「雖然我就唔係好想見到你,但係可以嘅話,就返多啲嚟食飯啦。」8964 copyright protection112PENANA9k6Nzg3mWv 維尼
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「得啦。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAl4yra0LepY 維尼
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然後,二人坐下,和母親一同吃飯。這感覺,竟已算是熟悉又陌生,可是很自在。他確實很久沒有和母親或妹妹一同吃飯,總是三缺一,或者是他一直留在宿舍,不願回家。8964 copyright protection112PENANA6ahpkelQg9 維尼
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只夾了一口肉的妹妹嘟起嘴:「係咪識咗女朋友呀?雖然我唔係咁想知你嘅嘢……但你想嘅都可以分享㗎喎。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAjGQeGVBDCL 維尼
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「哪有女。你呢,你拍拖未?」梁匡生沒好氣地說。8964 copyright protection112PENANAe5ALaFvZMw 維尼
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母親馬上笑着用筷子指指他:「唔好教壞阿妹!中學生要專心讀書呀!如果唔係又好似我咁㗎啦,咁早拍拖冇用!」8964 copyright protection112PENANAhs2QZcxiws 維尼
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母親十三歲時,已和父親在一起。輾轉多年,二人是時候要結婚了,婚後父親因工作壓力太大而染上賭癮,幾乎很少回家。經常性,回來就是擺出一副可憐巴巴的模樣求母親借他錢——她舊事打工的積蓄,後來,則是兇神惡殺地扒開她的褲子,粗暴地抽插她、射精。8964 copyright protection112PENANA1NtRUZIfau 維尼
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她不再忍受,於是與他離婚,獨自養大兩個小孩,從未自怨自艾。她理解當時丈夫確實辛苦,可是,她沒法再撐下去,沒有錢、沒有愛、沒有陪伴、沒有照顧。8964 copyright protection112PENANAvTUamwyVso 維尼
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人世太多負擔。8964 copyright protection112PENANAXtiRU5BTMk 維尼
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妹妹識趣地開玩笑:「係係係,我會永遠留喺屋企陪住媽子,就算50歲都仲係A0都冇緊要。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAUubazUSVOO 維尼
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「咩係A0?」8964 copyright protection112PENANApbfcdzcoxA 維尼
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梁匡生解釋。母親立即說:「睬!唔可以!」8964 copyright protection112PENANADFIvy3XR0H 維尼
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回家的話,他只會選擇「沒有不開心」時才會乖乖插入鎖匙、打開家門。8964 copyright protection112PENANAziNacF38Dy 維尼
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他從小被這兩位女性夾着長大,只要他輕輕皺眉,她們便會看出端倪,如此靈敏細心。但是,偏偏,他又不能假裝無事輕輕帶過、擺出堅強模樣,因為母親一定會誇張地表示心疼他,而妹妹則會一臉冷漠、但仍旁敲側擊地問他發生何事,再表達關懷。8964 copyright protection112PENANAGZGi1Kjxg7 維尼
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母親總教育他們,要愛錫家人,因為世上沒有什麼是真,但血緣不假——他忍住衝動沒有問:「咁爸爸呢?」8964 copyright protection112PENANAXc3O3TYzWr 維尼
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這個家需要不夠完整,但是從來沒有少幾分愛。8964 copyright protection112PENANA1344d5noK9 維尼
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他在這麼有愛的環境長大,導致他不敢在傷心之時回家,怕辜負她們——8964 copyright protection112PENANAr83VN3wznV 維尼
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我們這麼疼錫你!但你在外面受傷害、感到不快?我們會很失望難過的,而且十分憤怒。8964 copyright protection112PENANAoyWdwbWZqQ 維尼
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所以他不敢表現不安、不悅——這甜蜜的負擔。年深月久,他對很多人都不敢表達,只默默消化——失戀的鬰悶,他沒有和任何人說過,一句都沒有。8964 copyright protection112PENANAet36cIQXiX 維尼
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母親異常在乎家人之間的連結,因此,個個都親近。8964 copyright protection112PENANAPVdTSpB362 維尼
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一直被女性呵護,使他成為一個心思細膩的人。8964 copyright protection112PENANAdQnMmJ9ecq 維尼
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在那些與前度分手、對女神愛而不得的日子,他甚少回家;畢竟母親與妹妹的有意無意,都能令他落淚。可是如果他落淚,又似印證他的不快,再引起母親的痛心。8964 copyright protection112PENANAtgRy7UNBwK 維尼
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他不願。8964 copyright protection112PENANAQkteVFvpye 維尼
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被不斷打的人,不會因為再多受一巴掌而崩潰,但會被熱切關心感動。8964 copyright protection112PENANAu1BlbqhRt8 維尼
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某晚,房間的燈熄滅,梁匡生與溫如冬躺在床上聊天,愈講愈小聲。8964 copyright protection112PENANAXLO6uw7x5e 維尼
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他們講起家庭,溫如冬便向她介紹父母的關係,以及與之相關的她本人與家人的關係,最後,她說:「……我屋企就係咁囉,所以我好少返去,反正都冇人嘅。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAUzgk6simSc 維尼
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「哦……咁會唔會好孤獨?」8964 copyright protection112PENANANI6SgzBYPU 維尼
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「有拍拖嗰陣唔覺。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAqFfqqqkAwO 維尼
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「而家呢?」8964 copyright protection112PENANA15qcEklEpD 維尼
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她輕輕地擁抱他:「還好咁啦。」又淺淺地笑。8964 copyright protection112PENANAJKEooSt6Mk 維尼
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他不敢在她面前談家裏的事,那種關切和愛護,似乎太令人羨慕;說出來的話,好像不太好——他未能使用正確的形容詞,但有點似在濕疹患者面前肆無忌憚地抓外露的肌膚。8964 copyright protection112PENANAmJ6H1atYwh 維尼
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在和家人說說笑笑之時,梁匡生想起溫如冬,她有回家嗎?8964 copyright protection112PENANAyIvLWP6EPc 維尼
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這種「想起」,是否思念?8964 copyright protection112PENANAXOCQVhF9tk 維尼
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溫如冬問:「咁你呢?你屋企係點?」8964 copyright protection112PENANAZAV0zAAHO5 維尼
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梁匡生轉了轉眼珠:「普普通通,正常家庭咁。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAltb4WyazqD 維尼
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「哦……咁你開心嗎?關於屋企嘅嘢。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAoFFcNdE8dX 維尼
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他對她幾乎什麼都講,可是,家裏的事,他不好意思說——喂,不過是令我有時收收埋埋而已,是我自己揀的!這種辛苦,是辛苦嗎?他本人否認。8964 copyright protection112PENANAT9SGh0dZgo 維尼
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「算係咁啊。」8964 copyright protection112PENANA0btRD6GWqm 維尼
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其實她問得很真誠了,只是,二人都疲累,尤其是他。8964 copyright protection112PENANAk6EjxgrVeo 維尼
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他們的聲音低落,然後睡着。8964 copyright protection112PENANAhatG6w9WlR 維尼
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可是,他似乎無法突破現在這種界限,如她那般真誠地、分享所有寂寞的起源。8964 copyright protection112PENANABejCs8AqGN 維尼
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如果她有期望,對他而言,那是負擔。8964 copyright protection112PENANAlYqXaTL3Es 維尼
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負擔——如此輕易地形容一個人的感情,呵,在這短短二千字,出現了幾次。無論如何,於他,負擔是沉重壓力。8964 copyright protection112PENANASYGyk7c6T1 維尼
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有時候,如果愛情,需要說了某個話題,讓對方了解某件事情,才能夠有更進一步,反映着無名的坦然和信心。8964 copyright protection112PENANAiYEx8VHWmr 維尼
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不過這麼一點小事,都夠他不斷反思、不斷懷疑。所以,怪不得,身邊的很多女生,都喜歡把他當好姊妹。8964 copyright protection112PENANA1O6wWe8Ngd 維尼
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食飯後,梁匡生和妹妹一同洗碗。8964 copyright protection112PENANA0ikC9XEn7F 維尼
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妹妹說:「快啲帶女朋友上嚟啦,佢可以幫手洗碗。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAoUcNw5b1k5 維尼
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他沒好氣地答:「你都傻嘅,佢係人哋個女,嚟人哋屋企洗碗?」8964 copyright protection112PENANAMw0Sue6m7E 維尼
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「吓,咁你自然會洗埋佢嗰份,然後我就唔使做啦。」妹妹神氣。8964 copyright protection112PENANAMUBQEVIacf 維尼
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「出pool好難,我好麻煩。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAUPjXnxBPNC 維尼
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「咁押韻做咩?」8964 copyright protection112PENANABsSqUTMna1 維尼
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不過這麼一點小事。8964 copyright protection112PENANAnPqbVJzumQ 維尼
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明天,他會見溫如冬。8964 copyright protection112PENANArmhKkWWq60 維尼
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