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我的日记
ISSUE #13
Author: 雄啟
Published:
Mar 1, 2022
我的日记
Author: 雄啟
Published:
Mar 1, 2022
ISSUE #13
独自承受的痛
No Plagiarism!5HAMhMZScEfouRnH3TZ0posted on PＥNAＮＡ

看完了《人生海海》原本以为是一本散文集，读到后面原来是一出悲剧小说。很久没看到小说这么悲情了，记得上一次哭得欲罢不能还是余华的《活着》。

我这人有个毛病，遇到悲伤的事就腹痛，不是那种拉肚子的腹痛，而是一种寒气在肠胃里入侵的疼痛，人总是要呼吸，每吸一口，寒气就助长一分，游离在身体的各个部位，每一根神经，不断地把我的内脏冷到收缩，不由自主地颤抖。这种腹痛不是经常有，几年前我母亲向我逼婚痛过几次，姨妈过世我也痛过一次，今天看完《人生海海》又开始疼痛。

这种疼是那种釜底抽薪的疼痛，是那种娓娓道来的疼痛，比那种消化不良的腹痛更持久和更难以形容，以及更难以救药。我的大半生就像这种腹痛，说了别人也体会不到的痛，只有自己一个人独自承受这种痛楚，因为别人也代替不了你，也许这就是生活。

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Last updated: Feb 26, 2025
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