一次意外，我失明了。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvCYhayjmC
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiRMBa6LJr
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「是誰？」我問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9fYldrC8e
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無人回答。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwORBqcNmx
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJQzsScNG5
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRtg4EwIPH
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2HffMCDW3
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdhhNyGDPP
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插——280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvymxaHla5T
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TQBseLmkU
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4wvWtuHsl
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他沒能回答我。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlSUrZX7Sc
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdl8h8qxdq
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡissZiv8Qq7
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「是誰？」我問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVGKWp3Pi8
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無人回答。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R82VhPVGo
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FV38H7YGf
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7MrSepPbF
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「是誰？」我問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg3JutAgmy
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無人回答。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7yjmKJTal
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLhGHrBlxG
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg2f0UW9Rg
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDRRrSUjlj
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76J7DqFiEC
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDYjLiLQYb
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鬼？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SgLpmD1wW
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寒意蝕骨。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwsIqj6oir
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3ZRnr9KGw
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我瀕臨崩潰。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtVmtmnGPW
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7SBZlmIH1
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGLSUR5sKF
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一言驚醒夢中人。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD1L29fSdF
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqmmffm3Ja
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決不坐以待斃。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMxD1YokRb
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我要主動解決他們。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSGLvk8Rji
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN7TG475JM
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死不暝目。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA8juKR448
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WYSzNpMVZ
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ozgMLpmgq
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCjRHcyCTT
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHyMrT8yuT
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn56jlqG3V5
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjkbzxNEIV
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLDndntDzg
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0xkhsvdO2
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRzO6lUbWg
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死寂。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNOPSSX6hZ
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又是那一道目光。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3k88Bj9AQ
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哪來？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLK5nfUQH1
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不在別處——在我心中。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThEjiURkV1
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNEt5ZQRgN
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTiRD6gwlN
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cMKCQ79kw
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開膛，欲取心。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplQNLBj86W
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發現沒有心。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWPY1VIEJl
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只有一片虛空的黑。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJroGM43Ske
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如深淵。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWYi9FU0GC
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無盡。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RFfpaBuIp
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