一次意外，我失明了。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZpLkw7TDS
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aQjGCLpy8
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「是誰？」我問。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaEHm6kjoA
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無人回答。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvzezWdFMV
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uw0Ip6H33
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEohbruyo8Z
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71JEvZvSiv
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaLWRNA2WL
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插——248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuf4TYWgAg
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tl40Ms7Hc
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaHyUkTsaA
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他沒能回答我。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmbWBXM6GI
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXDwYBxwiL
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FGcoXsLaA
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「是誰？」我問。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJw54k937B
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無人回答。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5CLUXaANo
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxA68VuU4s
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGhW9EaYTk
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「是誰？」我問。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWRHdndbUw
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無人回答。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVLmXCLAog
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaZJvOsYyI
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylaA8k1jPO
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K7XeF4V4F
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGxXG94hNp
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLHUNlTdh6
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鬼？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB3SPx9iP4
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寒意蝕骨。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4czPiyepu
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsyCSyXvlV
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我瀕臨崩潰。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRhQlYRLLv
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJozMnVQwRM
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKuMh1xsSD
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一言驚醒夢中人。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0h50m2Gyc
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1VRrgkIpu
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決不坐以待斃。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzFD78xEtR
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我要主動解決他們。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XSi2Ihm3J
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4Of2Il56Z
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死不暝目。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8FTkiEdNm
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKcWVhC2z4
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0neQhfV0H
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ9IFl1E9T
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFNxjAtZwy
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcs4nhTXSE
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBft5ajg8EV
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImckVUpMrI
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv3BB4j2cW
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K6c57NQVu
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死寂。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9mphzyc9k
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又是那一道目光。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMslud8XKm
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哪來？248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJjEdw86Zl
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不在別處——在我心中。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6QiwGE0Sm
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9KE7B3lTp
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwhMm9LaKF
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9luhDC8Egt
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開膛，欲取心。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSV26irqXs
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發現沒有心。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O1t9UMzWx
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只有一片虛空的黑。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbOpHXmeAL
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如深淵。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyTiWZfzsi
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無盡。248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXt7d9rwA8
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