一次意外，我失明了。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nF2xn1TTS
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkImfD49u7f
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「是誰？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe82y7E0xIB
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無人回答。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XN9PjZMc0
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqDMWyhRya
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4fDnScK1P
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQVx7YO7Q1
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOT3wf2pWc
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插——335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vspKKp6zo
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAHb0KLJcR
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBjTBGH5zt
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他沒能回答我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7Z6UdAnrL
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWApaNxwHkZ
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV577AG1Ts
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「是誰？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpNxYUimQ1
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無人回答。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5vezRta3P
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdoyLhI4K3
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVTrVrIIjj
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「是誰？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCRv0oT9FK
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無人回答。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqWokFl8Gl
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrI0zXjoDE
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R7xuKZQI5
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGYuEA1tct
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6iZKhcEBz
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGsWfKcX0X
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鬼？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TQVb8pzbq
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寒意蝕骨。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR0CIu4Reb
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOag4EBpIsJ
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我瀕臨崩潰。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimVH4LTw7M
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD22E439DF
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxMv40HKI6
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一言驚醒夢中人。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexJwPfPnJv
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyEjh1nZ9V
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決不坐以待斃。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4UTxwtQgi
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我要主動解決他們。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuikTDVLOSX
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxK8pxnzMr
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死不暝目。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEfvVluB36
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvYtncGhN7
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxPxOa99AJ
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18uayAkInf
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqa7KT3fML
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhF0Dhw1Xb
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn2DHhsB8u
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk3C0GbVoQ
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiuH233UVy
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6RKpKa5W6
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死寂。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lTSw6OztZ
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又是那一道目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0LuIez99v
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哪來？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BRg2vEnHi
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不在別處——在我心中。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmH6pajbzr
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84fBvwojJM
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOk8mWIz2h
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGMdZj22tI
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開膛，欲取心。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0QNZ8bOPT
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發現沒有心。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHdDAZOqeC
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只有一片虛空的黑。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuvIyxV4v6
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如深淵。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiXLBOHN92
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無盡。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbO6NrNct1
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