一次意外，我失明了。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0Lh6DXBij
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bqyajqFQM
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「是誰？」我問。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ7J48T8fs
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無人回答。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtPqrHp0QJ
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4owTacVLK
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUIgFLr4Va
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8wjHENckz
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ502BIiQF4J
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插——267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxTOtQmWND
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdsySlOMCs
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg5EzhFtP4
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他沒能回答我。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpS0DEIIeE
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlVClEppio
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYYPAOzkKZ
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「是誰？」我問。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhy5Y2LZTL
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無人回答。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r9mecSkTu
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3PdNfCocu
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPshBEI78Hl
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「是誰？」我問。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBNQaXbtYG
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無人回答。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYgtaDvrxe
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeICfNCj3o
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU5mfjHcVg
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD3e87xyPD
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtucpIvCNK
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD45JJakxi
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鬼？267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfRI0kjEO7
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寒意蝕骨。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY5KD8MAVI
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y88QS09Dq
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我瀕臨崩潰。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5NIfqLckY
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlStml9xEd
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1fxDO7F0T
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一言驚醒夢中人。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm4nkOnkaw
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUp0MhqO3M
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決不坐以待斃。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb35epQinxU
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我要主動解決他們。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElMYKWLRln
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XvcHA9vkD
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死不暝目。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRz5u7OUbw
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6RwCyxptq
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktoqws7G9K
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYq4VBWxzK
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE7XU2TKRA
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEkcRAvPD7
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTLE1XwXX3
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrWLIGLoRy
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU9lMAU8eH
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0lY9ghbUr
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死寂。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKgFfbwJxk
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又是那一道目光。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N2wKU2U5o
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哪來？267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FfY4AgZ8q
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不在別處——在我心中。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwzT8r25oc
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyNJPtE0Wi
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQiWqnCHur
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cvFTJqtGL
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開膛，欲取心。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2b48gOXpL
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發現沒有心。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBF9FaBJu3
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只有一片虛空的黑。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0gilzCCRa
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如深淵。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw27oxeJUV
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無盡。267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJuJtHrsCr
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