一次意外，我失明了。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGT2Z60tSd
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztRdF5NrcF
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無人回答。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3iXjFvCEd
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhU0QzPmgg
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZxKwl3O8H
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzO9azp90v
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGdr6tB1Hy
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插——303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kR16WLnil
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGrbirEC0H
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuT1JYC9eSi
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他沒能回答我。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIR1bf8GA5
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4HCMuISYa
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmceDDpPPoT
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「是誰？」我問。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ0Ra3rF49
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無人回答。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8ydjikwCV
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE3MileojR
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf7QED0vQ7
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「是誰？」我問。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJucLMWODJM
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無人回答。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucWA6Py4QU
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4k2komftL
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNVF035wgd
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA7jUsZas1
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhaJhX5tev
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx6CQiysvA
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鬼？303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaVx3dwkn3
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寒意蝕骨。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWxPTZZ2Ue
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSzjPvMHBx
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我瀕臨崩潰。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhYVPdH2Fl
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8rE6Cqrfw
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclbNF8lL5D
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一言驚醒夢中人。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRwzCC3Ygk
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl5jQgfmFx
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決不坐以待斃。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TDF8fJxn3
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我要主動解決他們。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL34z0tuco
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAfJp1Nu6e
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死不暝目。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJZFyhLlSM
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkov8m5hYAI
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLSdfIfRzM
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6R486nHN8
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnGIxCNQAr
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcbpvyaATl
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOniL4X7FQf
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmRSvOrCyi
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5yfCT2mX0
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytNao5Evnb
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死寂。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAavIOz25BV
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又是那一道目光。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwDnkifSUQ
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哪來？303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFR6uvPBO2
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不在別處——在我心中。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlnr5lvZMI
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRApi8UGnxU
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ7qhAekma
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CnWbliELS
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開膛，欲取心。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9QovNGCLO
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發現沒有心。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYlgNe4DhQ
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只有一片虛空的黑。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtzoXoCBcL
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如深淵。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCtJq8ObQm
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無盡。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHdePLouut
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