一次意外，我失明了。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoBPxRe0dJ
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWeaosLe9C
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「是誰？」我問。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtsJQYepbl
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無人回答。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosHx3Qy9o1
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaDA6tVtlj
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpHCIJY4ci
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0aU0tikLn
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm50VkWBvJX
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插——246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuUi2y9Mct
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIUwS4Qw0M
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveTVdXc9rI
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他沒能回答我。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEauuUdC63t
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdTuhQVp5G
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm0rRDtp7h
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「是誰？」我問。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkPHub65Wh
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無人回答。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2OEEjZIbM
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOO5OOssrF
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtZyfvpVYG
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「是誰？」我問。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbtjoC2fsf
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無人回答。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZzRNENXpv
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQw1esSXJm
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3zsNl6B9E
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErpZCdnhS8
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EEgWeKs1n
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJXstxx3o1
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鬼？246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5GM0zA0Ce
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寒意蝕骨。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpHAcj7hrJ
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXXHai4ecu
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我瀕臨崩潰。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qsaYoNcMg
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziM1qiNCZE
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ezl5iISPB
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一言驚醒夢中人。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5A2L0xDII
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyzTxEZxxR
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決不坐以待斃。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FmxXPYVSL
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我要主動解決他們。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKASZDeMl4f
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ye1zKLxSp
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死不暝目。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAxxsYAIKl
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeujQQ0ZRI9
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKqLmcihhx
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6y9oXdxEy
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhAYpDGOua
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaPQC1PM5c
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuym9yDp0B
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhYad2CqFd
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ObBC10jq
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkf1AQtjTL
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死寂。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn9kqdCjvR
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又是那一道目光。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPVDfIFT9U
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哪來？246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcAoSZ2Juo
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不在別處——在我心中。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAs4JvyrpN
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2mwVvfS6z
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tg0oCFlvv
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCraB7AwP8E
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開膛，欲取心。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uCqbaaxg3
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發現沒有心。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa1sTevCi7
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只有一片虛空的黑。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPJqbheI1z
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如深淵。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxVqS1c25u
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無盡。246Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡideenggEZx
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