一次意外，我失明了。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59ZMO1hYGp
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YsY8arlJH
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「是誰？」我問。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtvBnk6ado
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無人回答。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI5WCFezc5
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUaxr11DSL
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Noufz3C6G
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NOchh1Aqk
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PQLZjZSrl
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插——338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9KcaIWW5W
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JLsLfX5hT
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Au009oNWE
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他沒能回答我。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPvgbvXcjH
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLGqouRf2l
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUcgp772wL
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「是誰？」我問。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqMUQeZEhz
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無人回答。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyqruGL5Ze
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrt3ITUP4C
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8QJyN9tHy
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「是誰？」我問。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIgE86BVjn
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無人回答。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTer4gGJda
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmiQgRBjs2
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4r6yyF4zH
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BEJkzsRIe
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEcSCkDUMP
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVQ0PPlXbg
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鬼？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOK4s7Zr0W
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寒意蝕骨。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lMPj5T7fG
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58JukY3nNS
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我瀕臨崩潰。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4FRBPUjf8
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZnQD01wor
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaZTkll2Oc
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一言驚醒夢中人。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXQQ115Kfu
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxju36ZEhI
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決不坐以待斃。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgHNO5m741
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我要主動解決他們。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn47v3ngYLt
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m3y92rl0D
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死不暝目。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTypfMAsGlV
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFanfLeVNo1
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNFSXrW1HQ
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZliRgq5Mz
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl40d3NMNP
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EDs6FMecE
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaibDVmLDLi
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN6ehn2Qq1
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv7ftgwqra
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HtmFMP6kp
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死寂。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63rJl7Zc4N
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又是那一道目光。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqSvDNOwu3
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哪來？338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pl8UrDWlM
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不在別處——在我心中。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK0CWA8bKz
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOxLnj5dWk
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufxHLEHr5E
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6yyJT6koc
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開膛，欲取心。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCAfDgHWzi
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發現沒有心。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOoQWyQN6i
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只有一片虛空的黑。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeG2DXlcNK
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如深淵。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUCII0vVi4
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無盡。338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMW5rkksl1
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