一次意外，我失明了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp5GXPJJRZ
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsmE7mIj21
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「是誰？」我問。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTSaUxJOi4
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無人回答。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FmoVnmagq
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcbUS3DET2
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7i15DyShJ
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7jdlA7ESc
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxLDztFfbn
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插——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI22Bdg5g3X
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdlOS7OYMY
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vsIyNiThH
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他沒能回答我。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZjwmMcXRY
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt2b92mTQZ
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFhpsKigRv
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「是誰？」我問。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdkxZ2hWlf
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無人回答。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrFhdeWdqw
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvRXs7S95D
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv22wudhNAS
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「是誰？」我問。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0CmCHNVAR
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無人回答。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZMYSTQO9j
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwQtFhi28V
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXvAPBJu4D
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dAcbMwTkF
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGGFtLFXxp
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5BVAT8EsY
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鬼？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBmsXmDXZ4
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寒意蝕骨。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB421As0FrC
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFMvx8eSmk
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我瀕臨崩潰。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkvpMb7HwB
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEKtsTL7eW
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfAmnQFoku
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一言驚醒夢中人。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs0SsIVBJi
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb8z0LpDMy
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決不坐以待斃。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3vjbDn0h6
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我要主動解決他們。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxvDN458zz
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3tfNWugDR
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死不暝目。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNfttOpX3m
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2664pEeBp1
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctPyxGCifN
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwl5HFlvjM
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbkRdyw6rf
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvJhhicQ2e
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzfwzyQH9V
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yvWgoSYyk
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaKdULttp3
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxixbiToMM0
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死寂。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwbuFW2peq
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又是那一道目光。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlaGLbT3nb
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哪來？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckVXXayGZd
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不在別處——在我心中。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk0jWm8cRb
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn8OOgkMxt
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVPFe5VQQL
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rdz7iGkpO
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開膛，欲取心。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgLLS5xDVS
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發現沒有心。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFLzKV5nj8
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只有一片虛空的黑。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCo6yWyFS8
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如深淵。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAnzorJZ2o
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無盡。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivxezzQxBg
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