一次意外，我失明了。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03bstciAgP
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXuEnRMhi9
明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLQjIq035s
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm5TCUBuEN
「是誰？」我問。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWooMNh57S
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiUhmzsR2G
無人回答。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiAQ90h2nI
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mK0d37u0k
有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsITyW6Y2k
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh1WOSkIJA
無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVz7CM9ZWp
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiAMTYgwoZ
總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLxqxMCpst
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2v0jroW5l
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmkc4IQ5P3
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWzti6iyzC
插——278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtcKJZIi5G
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpyW2UPEpC
憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl12gdQzjFN
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpxzq3q0gL
「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmlxflAevH
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bu7D0p6Ce
他沒能回答我。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iEy7e7qpO
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkKKFgjsdK
終於解決了那道煩人的目光。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLd4OSXx7y
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZqZHy7Pp0
誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvoHBWBWC7
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AzUutDLuR
「是誰？」我問。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrgYW1z47s
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjpNYqShW5
無人回答。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd7WuyBs4k
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDHGGqIorJ
數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTCAqWxxsg
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHr5Ky3jxfY
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLp2uGdBw5
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBTLNmO68l
「是誰？」我問。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2G96XDL7i
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6UGV9l5tk
無人回答。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM545JZSHPf
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2JmvNWWpA
我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DDEJakPQJ
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNh1VpdObB
聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rDHPCeZbi
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NXp6NnOLP
難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy13IkJIkcE
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTDlddRuTf
我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneKWVyzp9a
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjCI8K7JKg
不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkagIjnUnAU
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC0UON4yMC
鬼？278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBocS48bXaL
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOPCi4TSUZ
寒意蝕骨。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV5uA6qZ4x
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAATs5F4Gwz
接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM3YLqL43n
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NIZO9YSYw
我瀕臨崩潰。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOw5Dudibw
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgei1Caiycu
某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq3FxbHnt8
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTLRtMlvJ9
「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7NS3jWQUG
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGHcnUDMD0
一言驚醒夢中人。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqg2n3FfVa
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0BPsCCicn
我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQfVZy5jeb
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY0vnl4fjX
決不坐以待斃。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d7dDQopiw
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69AoQxiemW
我要主動解決他們。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17pusqbj6b
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaShogPuZ3I
備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEoX0z7fU7
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8YGNV1bIT
死不暝目。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaWyaMOmCW
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNX47tOzGf
首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl2uUf3lxF
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFgISnNT0Z
「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9peEORGyGY
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx1dk25UXR
首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5nlWHHm4f
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCSKENCoLk
「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VTyq4yCB5
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQo4AFNQu9
首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMyeG4z1Rh
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vSCgwzG7M
我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xhz9Cw5Vd
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqb5X2UIB1
但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugEHMSLrxc
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn5JvmEIAO
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LSKaka9MS
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfSKq1BH2e
手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHun5sKr1o
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqWA8kUszA
死寂。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64nNK9QJ3o
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPesPf57wst
又是那一道目光。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VOnCn3dVU
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRhcVg0LPR
哪來？278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA9jVeaJvW
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jY0WyK3rR
不在別處——在我心中。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94c5Tb6tzO
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FbXHp7yj3
我驀地憶起薄唇的話。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60kkLI7LuC
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPsluMcCve
我擔心，是因為我有「心」。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YKYECQvLy
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XEHnG6FjD
如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvnCO5Zv5g
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfoIgUKSk5
開膛，欲取心。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuUWfxcHsn
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYPqsjYxyR
發現沒有心。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9EJhdKR94
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV664cqz3QQ
只有一片虛空的黑。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNTABjl5wx
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuBLKDZ3Kb
如深淵。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjso6AzDZXW
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9BNbCIYGN
無盡。278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVlXO3EHTm
278Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1PifizPrc
無限。
註：此篇另收錄於短篇小說集《雜念集》。若此舉違規，煩請創挑主通知，願刪文。
ns216.73.216.35da2
然後按「加至主畫面」