一次意外，我失明了。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y9Hm0ISoz
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo72mk8isf
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無人回答。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDTetQK7T0
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12l0zI58SG
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQT52BCnpG
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqp6YPBXX0
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFj5793vjQ
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插——305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenUwOviXf1
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjAWF8xPf4
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZnJxqT46o
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他沒能回答我。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP75chtU6J
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbwgDbvCPh
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXnwke0EXu
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「是誰？」我問。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtwqBQBbgn
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無人回答。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uMzCjaO3l
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuerQ09nZNW
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ0ko12bQd
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「是誰？」我問。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU75HPLWb6p
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無人回答。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4JxGAMAG9
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5VifDWvgS
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY9tkQpXGU
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn6nKK2K7V
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6uldnoxHz
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC96ttTJXrX
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鬼？305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8Qkp41gKv
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寒意蝕骨。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK32fd6xqqb
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmks9Ly4vMP
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我瀕臨崩潰。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ6HwjKB8S
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXpEEwA0AB
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4KtrkNBty
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一言驚醒夢中人。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUavAJwQ9lw
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2u9KhT9fo
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決不坐以待斃。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvWaxyvuCq
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我要主動解決他們。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuVnnSc2FB
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnpM7FVaWH
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死不暝目。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX3TY2xyRK
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKtG57ilnM
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiik78eYR8
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8hHhwfpPq
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUK2U6lbIm
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYME0yhAra
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVtWge1gl0
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fFAKY4BuW
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7TAPuDUCs
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HYrhR76Yf
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死寂。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FLSBDB1HH
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又是那一道目光。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTEgHihMyD
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哪來？305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPJQrRRtVF
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不在別處——在我心中。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3UOMU2N8E
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnC4kZUn9Z
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcd92OYiX60
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wEbtGNn1u
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開膛，欲取心。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHdSWpgk5i
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發現沒有心。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOgcKlJpyf
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只有一片虛空的黑。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfGvH3ZSvt
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如深淵。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm28h2vJRA
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無盡。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXLSBZq0EM
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