一次意外，我失明了。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cnmPWKqfS
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEWD6ePgBW
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「是誰？」我問。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMyXXVS7Hu
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無人回答。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8DuAs3Ped
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyEw5eLEnx
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUjwn6yA9J
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXIWaObfLv
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokwnYmVBZn
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插——314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7osEyG8Pua
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepGy9oaJ40
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKRHIPNiCV
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他沒能回答我。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIzsQHTFpB
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQolQevvkC
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVGpHeKOwK
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「是誰？」我問。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQxmW6tbQg
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無人回答。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL1kplYrVX
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdvaPqEhfs
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UBgNaykYD
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「是誰？」我問。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aDzYtYl6T
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無人回答。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF4nKpcwNH
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2LW6UgFPP
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZNhT5wk4L
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbg9zuKFzV
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFkfa8bmHD
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBazIQ5hvq
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鬼？314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66UrVwg7US
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寒意蝕骨。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsbGP7yOUY
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfvXNqdF0F
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我瀕臨崩潰。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuvDuaAFTn
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSGTsBbIUF
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFcx7Jf3cX
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一言驚醒夢中人。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGDySDzPx4
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RFh0N02cQ
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決不坐以待斃。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys5ggmucJr
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我要主動解決他們。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1jSZ1ye4L
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMzaSnOcdU
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死不暝目。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPVUxxIdQD
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOlprKBMKF
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY1G5CSKmX
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOqGXplzq5
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn1jKbMYlD
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Cz9z9XxeE
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tgNR88jlt
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYIvjcraGm
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL7GgmS5Ld
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jTfPQy7rc
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死寂。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBkkc57FPy
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又是那一道目光。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOJJdrH3ll
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哪來？314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbVac9wDC1
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不在別處——在我心中。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQhXLwq1WB
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjqiOknt31
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikOnGCAoEF
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaw7TvUDt2
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開膛，欲取心。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso1VS83xfh
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發現沒有心。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxhcZV45J3
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只有一片虛空的黑。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vqMN4ujKt
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如深淵。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdRDmbxhgO
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無盡。314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2IMofcZ9H
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