一次意外，我失明了。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhiKEjRqX1
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJLExlG2OU
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無人回答。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOHqJyQwy6
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuoro7Wni5
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGiOFAuDIO
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyDb1g7kVf
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8auJlz2BcO
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插——245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwbHPXUs0p
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq2bX2yE2D
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx5LTpt3w2
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他沒能回答我。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZliCwSc4A
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp24UiiknI
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TjrNsqmxj
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「是誰？」我問。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1jqhoBqvx
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無人回答。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ews5Marqw
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhWvZ6sVcO
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPqqnM9kPp
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「是誰？」我問。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlu29Gsc0N
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無人回答。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdjYE6tqLS
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vngMIs37V
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR2KvSLSSs
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi10fEN7jr
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KPrnGXSDZ
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCsK22r69Z
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鬼？245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W2FXKCZyT
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寒意蝕骨。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkltsXaztn
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BXFufTgUd
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我瀕臨崩潰。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bFOF2G1NJ
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhFlzWEgp6
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZDfMEFpVK
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一言驚醒夢中人。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgov2Bbv5j
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWr5e7AzYJ
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決不坐以待斃。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBHQTvZaa3
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我要主動解決他們。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWtzEJZvvm
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdi4BG3VwW
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死不暝目。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19vZzL6itY
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEtwWUlY3z
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw8K9Rz7sX
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs3Lve06Nn
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAHhFn7tUP
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziczPBQjPt
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3TAm6KVxp
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8KgaeyVQO
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAkX5Lzifu
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF3mr2Dttu
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死寂。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXKZNPVRfD
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又是那一道目光。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKvMIR4dOu
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哪來？245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgwbAvTAA7
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不在別處——在我心中。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyLlHQNcYP
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRKmnuNrCi
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbjDdzjHfn
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfmTYbSnHs
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開膛，欲取心。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGSgbTAyGL
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發現沒有心。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJFi7q5g2Z
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只有一片虛空的黑。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jEFR1xUg2
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如深淵。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLPZZTL4Ke
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無盡。245Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPNNU8SavB
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