No Plagiarism!rwKstRS2IggLff98xwKpposted on PENANA 平日獨自前往停車場的路,今天身旁多了一個鍾美嘉,感覺踏實而滿足。我從不覺得這段幾分鐘的路程需要別人陪伴。只是兩個對弦的人物理上走在一起,確實比一個人有趣得多。8964 copyright protection636PENANA8Qdrt8PbbW 維尼
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對我而言,車是一個非、常、珍、貴的私人領域。除非獨居,否則即使搬離原生家庭,和另一半同居的人仍然難以擁有真正的私人空間。8964 copyright protection636PENANAifIMRX3c1s 維尼
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在中學和江柏琪同居的時候,我們各自擁有自己的房間,朋友關係也不會被管束或追問生活時間表。8964 copyright protection636PENANANijUWBa9Ng 維尼
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現在下班要趕回家,因為我一旦遲到,便會影響她預定好的家務以至於睡覺時間。8964 copyright protection636PENANAjMp7HoVflj 維尼
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我們睡在同一張床,假期也幾乎一起渡過,可謂形影不離。8964 copyright protection636PENANARMdGuW9ztl 維尼
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我沒有厭倦江柏琪的意思。只是私人時間實在尺壁寸陰。我要不通勸加班,要不與親朋戚友見面。乘坐交通工具,還要和許多陌生人擠在同一節車廂。8964 copyright protection636PENANAY3NkhBjFQJ 維尼
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因此,在什麼時候我能夠一個人而不受打擾呢?就只有駕車的時候。我可以無需控制表情,隨意唱歌,排解負能量,盡情享受真正的自我。8964 copyright protection636PENANAuaGtgvmqZT 維尼
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對我來說,車廂就是如此重要的空間。主動邀請一個人乘坐順風車,也等同於我接納她,犧牲比金錢還要寶貴的私人時間,向她示好。故此不少女人對於男人單獨乘載女人有異議,也不無道理。8964 copyright protection636PENANACh5LIyMj6k 維尼
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關上車門,尚未開啟引擎的車廂靜寂一片。我默默記下這個片刻,我倆正共處於一個既私隱又親密的空間,經已足夠身為準人夫的我回味。8964 copyright protection636PENANAkqw58G2R34 維尼
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鍾美嘉熟練地扣上安全帶。8964 copyright protection636PENANAFRu7aYAiG8 維尼
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我把數據線遞給鍾美嘉,邀請她當今天的客席DJ。8964 copyright protection636PENANAWwlZpfCjkA 維尼
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秋意漸濃,當車輛駛出大街的時候,天色早已昏暗。8964 copyright protection636PENANARWbNIGTz4k 維尼
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她挑選了一首我從未聽過的歌曲,前奏的鋼琴聲斯文寧靜,一把唱著假音的男生聲音出現。8964 copyright protection636PENANAzQXyMTXhE4 維尼
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// 派對裡凝望,友伴笑臉八個十個。//8964 copyright protection636PENANA9ELDGvuaQd 維尼
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「佢把聲係做咗電音?」男歌手的聲音和唱控很獨特,也喜歡拖長尾音轉音。8964 copyright protection636PENANARHnKID5hX8 維尼
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「哈,你呢啲老人家就唔識呢。」鍾美嘉說:「首歌叫《一人之境》,係林家謙唱㗎。」8964 copyright protection636PENANACgtmqd8zjE 維尼
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「林家謙⋯未聽過。」我回答。我對香港樂壇的認識,還是停留於謝安琪、麥浚龍的年代,頂多還有CAllstar等的樂團組合。我再次感受到與鍾美嘉的代溝。8964 copyright protection636PENANAEhkxQYCEeb 維尼
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「佢本來係幕後音樂家,今年出咗歌做幕前歌手。JW嘅《矛盾一生》、林宥嘉嘅《壞與更壞》、連Eason嘅《是但求其愛》都係佢嘅作品。識得詞曲編監,十項全能!」8964 copyright protection636PENANAC4VDpGugIJ 維尼
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「真係孤陋寡聞。佢咩樣㗎?」8964 copyright protection636PENANAfEZNF5Zx1t 維尼
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「斯文書生樣。」鍾美嘉打開電話搜尋林家謙的照片:「你同佢個Feel都有啲似,帶返副眼鏡嘅話仲似。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAA67XvwMibn 維尼
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「係咪呀。」顧著駕車的我,無暇留意她的屏幕。8964 copyright protection636PENANAT1Wmhw1fKy 維尼
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「大家都姓林,又書生樣。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAs6jZhon7yF 維尼
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「Um...」我不懂得該給她什麼反應:「我當你係讚緊我。」8964 copyright protection636PENANA62CMjn2f1n 維尼
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車子瞬間駛上東區海底隧道。時間尚早,交通如我的心情暢順。8964 copyright protection636PENANASXq8qq2RlQ 維尼
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//一個人原來都可以盡興 多了人卻還沒多高興//8964 copyright protection636PENANAcqub5bUJdv 維尼
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「毒撚之歌,幾啱我。」我聽完講述享受一人生活的歌詞後說。8964 copyright protection636PENANAFGd9GzI57X 維尼
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「睇得出。」她說:「我好怕毒,唔可以一個人。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAJ5OrqzWncj 維尼
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「但係你正話食飯果陣先話自己一支公,咁點算呀。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAy5zP6zvyiO 維尼
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「搵過個囉,唔係點姐。」8964 copyright protection636PENANATYley9WykO 維尼
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「你一支公咗幾耐?」8964 copyright protection636PENANArqMjPOUtQI 維尼
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「半年倒啦。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAfxyGSPBWaY 維尼
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「哦,咁都好短時間姐。」我對她說:「其實單身嘅時間真係好短,應該好好享受吓。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAMEkz7MwuRI 維尼
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我常常都有這樣的想法。8964 copyright protection636PENANAGpzolkeCsm 維尼
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「好有感悟咁喎。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAf2WKPA0uQw 維尼
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「少少啦。」8964 copyright protection636PENANARRy3Q3BJtJ 維尼
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「你結咗婚?」鍾美嘉詢問。8964 copyright protection636PENANA29zwom6khU 維尼
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我心裡有一刻反射性想否認,欺騙她自己是單身,這樣我們便有發展下去的空間。8964 copyright protection636PENANA1xsMCz9JMR 維尼
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現實是,所有同事都知道我有女朋友,謊話根本不成立,故此我沒有隱瞞:「未結,不過最近求咗婚。」8964 copyright protection636PENANA7FQ7M4A5Ww 維尼
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// 乾一罐的汽水 呼出泡影 聽著那共鳴聲//8964 copyright protection636PENANAEkObN4ZpwT 維尼
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「哦⋯」鍾美嘉說。8964 copyright protection636PENANA71hK79RMya 維尼
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「⋯」8964 copyright protection636PENANAHWNLnrc4eG 維尼
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接下來是一片靜默。8964 copyright protection636PENANAT6yma1btRQ 維尼
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鍾美嘉繼續說:「點解你可以做到一生一世嘅承諾?你唔會覺得個世界好大,同一個人一齊咁多年,係一件好恐怖嘅事咩?」8964 copyright protection636PENANAVTbt55574R 維尼
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這個問題很辣很棘手,聽上去她的語氣好像有點失落。8964 copyright protection636PENANAmNK55J8xgo 維尼
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// 是種心理回應 //8964 copyright protection636PENANA0JIZl9lCeO 維尼
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為什麼我要好奇,主動詢問她的感情狀況呢?8964 copyright protection636PENANA1FGaazfvI2 維尼
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有些事情,不說出口,才不會破壞兩人之間的關係,可以裝作不知者不罪。8964 copyright protection636PENANAOLc9fN3irt 維尼
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她的失落是沿於單身她對我的好感?就如正常男人知道女生名花有主一樣的本能反應?是她的前男友說過類似的說話嗎?8964 copyright protection636PENANAZZ63YQZX9S 維尼
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我沉默,沒有回答。8964 copyright protection636PENANAEKVhLGBXhq 維尼
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鍾美嘉後知後覺地識趣,沒有再追問下去。8964 copyright protection636PENANAvJPCXPF0M0 維尼
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車廂頓時變得靜謐,尷尬隨車內的香氛飄揚。8964 copyright protection636PENANANnAyIRWhQC 維尼
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車子穿過東區海底隧道,趕及開始擠擁的觀塘繞道,遠眺醉人的維港夜景,駛過太子道東,最後在又一村的街道穿插。二十五分鐘的路程,大約七首歌的時間,轉眼之間便到達目的地。8964 copyright protection636PENANAc3q4eQlKje 維尼
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原本期望大家會多聊一點不著邊際的話,可是自從我們討論完結婚後的話題便結束。8964 copyright protection636PENANAcCynTs79SN 維尼
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「買少少嘢食嘢飲俾你地啦。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAING5qgcALo 維尼
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「唔洗啦。」她說。8964 copyright protection636PENANAasjCRTrWrr 維尼
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「我以前都會買糖水俾Parsons。半夜放Break無嘢食,好辛苦㗎。」8964 copyright protection636PENANA7UOSH0qNKJ 維尼
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「好啦,我陪你買。」8964 copyright protection636PENANA4WPZftzxnW 維尼
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我和鍾美嘉逛了一遍超級市場,由零食的區域走到去飲品區域。我叫她挑選喜歡的零食,她只拿了能夠即食的三文治,和一些能夠補充能量的糖份。我為她的候選內閣買了兩排紙包飲品,並替她拿去演講廳。8964 copyright protection636PENANAimUlceT371 維尼
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演講廳裡的學生很多,沒有人關注我。環顧一週,場內都是不認識的年輕臉孔。8964 copyright protection636PENANAvS9FzFojoq 維尼
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我和鍾美嘉說了一句再見,便獨自離開。8964 copyright protection636PENANA3UlozgosW5 維尼
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我在演講廳內沒有見到Parsons,反而在時光隧道的入口處碰到和我同樣身穿淺藍色恤衫和卡其色長褲的他站在一旁等人。8964 copyright protection636PENANAHnVc9ZoiiZ 維尼
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「喂。」我和Parsons打招呼。8964 copyright protection636PENANA1okovaTgxv 維尼
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「喂。」Parsons一看到我的打扮和他一模一樣,說:「屌,同你撞撚晒機。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAHChy60QVtd 維尼
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「抄鳩我。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAqeKEHMUh8s 維尼
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「戇鳩,我今朝著先。」他問我:「返嚟做咩?」8964 copyright protection636PENANAtp8M1fg2z2 維尼
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「商院今日Con day嚟撞吓你囉。」8964 copyright protection636PENANACN8VzBWKIu 維尼
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「你又知嘅,你平時都唔理呢啲活動。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAXps4orF0Vy 維尼
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「我見順路咪車埋公司個Part time過嚟。」8964 copyright protection636PENANA3nJ0BY9gHs 維尼
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「邊個?」8964 copyright protection636PENANAJNisHnsjyx 維尼
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「鍾美嘉。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAnsBT9EN0jm 維尼
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「邊撚個鍾美嘉?」8964 copyright protection636PENANA0OPZXHvMyW 維尼
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「Mika。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAqSXyYTkhhm 維尼
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「哦!細細粒得得意意個齊陰妹。」Parsons說:「今年全支莊最靚係佢,識食。」8964 copyright protection636PENANATqjqZVbvuS 維尼
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「關咩事。」8964 copyright protection636PENANANKCHV9Vhev 維尼
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「怪唔之得你車人。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAsy4f0u1DI2 維尼
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「都話咗順路。」8964 copyright protection636PENANA1qzLMp7CNv 維尼
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「收皮啦你,你平時連我都唔撚車。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAJ5fI4aAd9q 維尼
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「你自己都有車,洗鬼我車你咩。」8964 copyright protection636PENANAgra9EjKa1R 維尼
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