No Plagiarism!k4gmxHM3WTV9F7BNQohYposted on PENANA 『你要呃,就應該認真啲呃人一世!』我心想。8964 copyright protection171PENANACSp4mX3avt 維尼
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比起出軌,我認為被發現是個更不應該犯下的錯誤。8964 copyright protection171PENANAX6pteQzjbi 維尼
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出軌是個人行為,只要不影響到身邊的一位,自己內心的道德底線過得去,某程度上沒有問題。8964 copyright protection171PENANALvdChJlsAl 維尼
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沒有理由我出軌享受快樂,卻要讓別人為我的行為埋單傷心。8964 copyright protection171PENANAwsgzgY22Jb 維尼
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如果說人類為了得到某種回饋才會不停重覆某種行為,而自我防衛機制已在默默發揮作用——因鍾美嘉而起的掙扎能夠被意識認知,而我選擇不停重覆和她的故事,其實我沒有想像中那麼傷心吧?8964 copyright protection171PENANA8c4MR1ZqdT 維尼
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甚至乎,我享受鍾美嘉以未知之數的形態出現,打亂我平淡的日常。8964 copyright protection171PENANAmqbkGhsiMI 維尼
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對比之下,我表面吹牛不抹嘴,行為上卻從不敢挑戰江柏琪。我重視自己在她面前的形象,想要做個君子。一個是正餐,一個是飯後甜點,足以證明江柏琪在我心中的份量比鍾美嘉更重。8964 copyright protection171PENANARHCNdTtfxY 維尼
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是的,我不願江柏琪知道我出軌。8964 copyright protection171PENANAn2yhHZCUfg 維尼
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偌大的謊言即將被江柏琪揭穿,內心卻仍未體會到實感。大概我是害怕極至,使自己麻木以逃避不願面對的失敗。8964 copyright protection171PENANACk8fMlYK94 維尼
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江柏琪的愛足以願意包容及原諒出軌的林書生嗎?8964 copyright protection171PENANACLkPDRSJUR 維尼
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我先前的「自信」假設終要面對現實,揭曉答案。8964 copyright protection171PENANAvtyUe0G8QY 維尼
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換個角度思考,一直以來的欺騙和荒謬,終於有完結的理由,不必再在兩人之間拉扯,未嘗不是一件壞事。8964 copyright protection171PENANAbAI80pmrSM 維尼
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我本來就清楚玩火的代價是什麼。8964 copyright protection171PENANAx2oC5iFCty 維尼
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現在的我,算是坐以待斃,不想再作掙扎了?8964 copyright protection171PENANATch3y0GRQA 維尼
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努力做好心理準備以接受失去陪伴成長愛人的現實,複雜的心情難以形容。8964 copyright protection171PENANAcXYmLGtHwf 維尼
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「講完電話啦?」鍾美嘉從房間走出客廳,坐在梳化的另一端,裝作若無其事地說。8964 copyright protection171PENANArK0f1RQmiD 維尼
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「仲有無唔舒服呀?」我無視她的問題。8964 copyright protection171PENANAsY5k3Jyq48 維尼
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「頭痛到死,成身都好攰。好辛苦。」她打了個呵欠。8964 copyright protection171PENANAR95HKAsqcQ 維尼
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「洗唔洗飲吓熱茶或者蜜糖?」醉酒除了休息,待酒精在體內自然分解,沒有什麼能夠做的。8964 copyright protection171PENANARll4kqDUSD 維尼
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「唔洗啦,再飲我驚會嘔。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAhgdovX2Cpq 維尼
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「咁你快啲返房休息吓啦。」此刻,我不想再談論什麼。8964 copyright protection171PENANAaS71bSVUr5 維尼
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「我唔捨得返入去。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAWiZlKP2YVn 維尼
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「點解?我地成日都見㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAioC3R50yCi 維尼
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「今晚係我地第一次過夜。」鍾美嘉怔怔地說:「唔知會唔會係最後一次。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAtkuojxb8tC 維尼
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「話唔定我地以後可以光明正大咁一齊呢。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAN0LhyIyjim 維尼
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「點解?你覺得你會同女朋友分手?」8964 copyright protection171PENANAJPhCZzjX2Q 維尼
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「被人圍封,要突然消失一兩日,我可以點兜?根本解釋唔到。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAoaZeBcyDoD 維尼
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「你話自己上咗太空落返嚟地球一轉,佢可能都唔會拆穿你。」8964 copyright protection171PENANA01zXafI7Ql 維尼
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「唔會,佢唔係咁蠢。女朋友唔知就無傷害。當佢知道咗,內心有懷疑,同我一齊嘅每分每秒都會係煎熬,到時我就係一個不停情緒逼害佢嘅兇手。我無面目再同佢一齊,係應該同佢分手。」8964 copyright protection171PENANA09hockSF26 維尼
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「你喺依個Timing講我地有機會一齊令我有啲失望。」鍾美嘉說:「你係逼不得己同佢分手,先揀我;而唔係想揀我,所以同佢講分手。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAQEIljkXBgk 維尼
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「如果我地真係一齊,從結果論嚟講都無分別。你唔想咩?」8964 copyright protection171PENANAtX6GD3tYvD 維尼
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「真心咩?動機唔重要?點會無分別?」她焦躁了:「你份人真係好自大,可唔可以考慮吓其他人嘅感受?」8964 copyright protection171PENANAt65HgW2ESa 維尼
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「又唔係我有動機就會實現,只係件事嘅發展剛好幫我做咗選擇。」8964 copyright protection171PENANA2HZUe65gLD 維尼
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「感覺嚟到我控制唔到;俾女朋友發現出軌,分手所以同我呢個後備一齊。係阿,乜嘢都係個天逼你,你唔洗負任何責任㗎。其實,到底你有幾愛我?你成日將啲說話包裝得好好聽。直到今日,我打電話俾你換來你嘅無視,我睇清你份人到或有幾咁冷血。」鍾美嘉語氣變得激動。8964 copyright protection171PENANAcQh33sqsiE 維尼
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冷血?她和Stephanie也使用「冷血」這個詞語來形容我。8964 copyright protection171PENANAphWdn7jKXn 維尼
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「我地經歷過咁多內心嘅掙扎,冷戰過無數次,依然好似兩極嘅磁石一樣互相吸引,決定繼續一齊,點解連你都要否定我地之間嘅愛?」8964 copyright protection171PENANAlVrh97HKhC 維尼
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「又係呢句說話!你未講厭,我都聽厭。我哋一齊總係互相傷害,得唔到對方嘅執着令我哋想捉緊對方。雖然痛苦,但係只要我確信你係愛我,我就唔後悔。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAd9QH2VVbg5 維尼
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鍾美嘉續道:「你係灰姑娘,每日夠鐘就要消失返屋企。你係花好多時間陪我,我看似佔有你,但亦都從來無擁有過你。愛唔愛係睇你嘅心情,你果日心情好,咪陪吓我。掉返轉,喺我需要你嘅時候,只係換來你一腳踢開。曾經以為我地係Soulmate,互相理解同埋珍惜嘅關係。我醒㗎啦,我睇清,原來一直以來呢段關係嘅美好只係幻想,我地根本唔係咁。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAdyTd4cvHrj 維尼
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「咁到底你想點?我要點樣先可以令到你安心,相信我?」8964 copyright protection171PENANAESB4WEFpfh 維尼
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「我唔知。過咗今日之後,我哋不如冷靜下,唔好聯絡住,審視下大家嘅關係,諗吓以後點樣相處。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAKkKwTKcg2K 維尼
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「到底你期望一個有女朋友嘅男人可以俾到啲咩你?你覺得要求我隨傳隨到,合理咩?」8964 copyright protection171PENANAMhsuNIAQos 維尼
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「係阿,錯晒。由一開始就唔應該一齊,只要個頭開錯,往後我地所有嘢都只會係錯。」鍾美嘉續道:「錯就錯在我對你有不切實際嘅期望。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAi9aqJ5e5PB 維尼
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「開開心心享受見面嘅時間唔好咩?我唔想同你嘈阿。」我說。8964 copyright protection171PENANAWahSgg0zVq 維尼
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「我同你女朋友性格唔同。我有自己嘅堅持,覺得唔啱,唔會死忍唔出聲㗎。」鍾美嘉說:「我在意事實呀!」8964 copyright protection171PENANACxPi133OCq 維尼
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「如果連分手同你一齊都唔滿意,我唔知道要點先可以滿足到你。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAzCMGfSYQ4S 維尼
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「唔係分唔分手嘅問題,係你到底有幾愛我嘅問題!」8964 copyright protection171PENANAblB6CRpvXW 維尼
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「鍾美嘉,你咁樣講落去,沒完沒了。」8964 copyright protection171PENANARa69zQVIwr 維尼
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「我想同你溝通,講我地嘅問題,你就覺得我喺度搵麻煩。你可唔可以用心聽吓我想表達嘅嘢?」8964 copyright protection171PENANAP6jjzcptxC 維尼
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「你果啲係情緒多過問題。問題係咩?幾愛,好主觀,要點量度?我要做啲乜嘢?分手同你一齊唔好?以後你要求我即刻出現,咁樣好唔好?你到底想要啲咩,你又答我唔到。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAqHc4Wncmkv 維尼
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「兩個人一齊唔係返工完成checklist,係講有無心去做。算啦,我唔想再同你講。男人永遠都係咁,只有追你果陣時識得寒暄問暖,追到手就變草,無心做乜都無用。」8964 copyright protection171PENANApaDVdspJ4T 維尼
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她續道:「你一直都喺度逃避,你無解決過我地之間嘅問題阿!」8964 copyright protection171PENANAcrbEYxZh3g 維尼
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除了和正印分手的方法以外,我們的「問題」真的能解決嗎?8964 copyright protection171PENANAxY8w47t9Fp 維尼
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「維持唔再相愛嘅關係無意義,唔好浪費時間。」8964 copyright protection171PENANAcoEkT0Vhz1 維尼
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說罷,鍾美嘉離開了梳化,憤怒地回房間。8964 copyright protection171PENANAuaNmjfDajY 維尼
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某程度上,我理解她想要被愛的感覺。8964 copyright protection171PENANAAPG9WKXYvF 維尼
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可是她對愛的準則猶如天花板那樣高,我要如何掏空自己,滿足她那無窮無盡的慾望?8964 copyright protection171PENANAAaDty5BotK 維尼
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今天要我拋開江柏琪去找她,明天要我辭掉工作的話,怎麼辦?8964 copyright protection171PENANAMSP3PHkW4x 維尼
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那只是縱容,任性也請適可而止。8964 copyright protection171PENANAY4LwR5Xy9J 維尼
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一天和三個女人吵架,我是水星逆行還是怎樣⋯8964 copyright protection171PENANAWkKh9Ut4qV 維尼
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氣球終要爆破了⋯8964 copyright protection171PENANAFx81ITapBF 維尼
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好吧!全部女人都離開吧!8964 copyright protection171PENANAUSVvaPjVpB 維尼
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離開我這個人渣,滿意了沒?8964 copyright protection171PENANAxJKtMCIr24 維尼
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