「───」267Please respect copyright.PENANArllNc0sJuk
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我不發一語,看著倒在旁邊的這個已經變成屍體的男人。267Please respect copyright.PENANApjSiexs6LK
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根據過往經驗,有人在面前死去固然不是很舒服,但意外的是我對於他的死沒什麼特別的感覺。267Please respect copyright.PENANAO2rKd5Yahn
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「妳變了呢,來夏,過去的妳要是看到難以容忍的事情,肯定會挺身而出反抗到底呢。」267Please respect copyright.PENANA5I9fnOOKTV
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「或許吧,但我警告過他了。那麼,再過不久我也要像他一樣嗎?」267Please respect copyright.PENANAh0Vlf27W9i
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「雖說守住神命村的秘密是我的責任,但畢竟妳的身份不同,要是殺了妳的話可就違背教義了。」267Please respect copyright.PENANA1etOvO6z3v
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「看樣子妳也變了,穗香。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAtihLbacwKf
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我看著眼前這個像是不曾見過面的陌生人。267Please respect copyright.PENANAo825EWebQk
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能面不改色地將殺這個字掛在嘴邊,代表我記憶裡那個天真的穗香早已死去。267Please respect copyright.PENANAzgxbzJzlRc
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「……是從什麼時候開始就掌握住我的行蹤的?」267Please respect copyright.PENANAlLeuoAQhOp
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「事實上,妳投靠神谷夕子以後的紀錄就未曾間斷過,譬如妳考進的三流大學,就職後獲取的微薄薪資,其餘如社交狀況、就診紀錄等等森醫師皆有登錄在冊。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAmi43lUWzUc
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「夠了。」267Please respect copyright.PENANATWVJxurs5s
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那說多諷刺就有多諷刺,原來我一直未曾逃離過村子的掌控嗎。267Please respect copyright.PENANAt2eVI12xVl
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「夠了?妳不是充分運用了妳的『特權』,作為神命村唯一的特例在外界生活嗎?縱然資料顯示妳嚴重無法適應而有過自我了斷的念頭,但皆為妳自己的選擇,村子未曾對妳做出任何干涉。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAd3w3b3cEWK
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「妳說的特權……究竟是指什麼?」267Please respect copyright.PENANAB4S4JMlhPy
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「是呢,妳還不知道吧?因為妳的親生妹妹──結城冬笑,是我們神命教所信奉的神。」267Please respect copyright.PENANArNpQwEYShs
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「冬笑是──神?」267Please respect copyright.PENANAvLbolBT7fb
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我簡直不敢相信自己的耳朵。267Please respect copyright.PENANARUtmfEEEhY
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因為一連串錯誤而在植物上進行錯誤的胎兒之夢的冬笑,在我離開村子的這段空白期間,居然被村子信奉為神嗎。267Please respect copyright.PENANAjSOV40wuAR
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「在那之後……究竟發生了什麼事?」267Please respect copyright.PENANAGF69IgPOxp
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「如妳所見,我們信奉著神,並藉由神命村這個機構進行篩選,唯有在此獲得認可的人,才得以前往理想鄉獲得永生。」267Please respect copyright.PENANABYLtIdAAar
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「我根本聽不懂……再說妳到底為什麼會變成這個樣子?回答我,穗香!」267Please respect copyright.PENANAtGwFjpkNj5
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我終於忍不住上前抓住她的肩膀,和服的領口被我扯開,露出她那毫無血色的蒼白鎖骨。267Please respect copyright.PENANA6MeQfHLBBe
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「我的理解有錯?妳是要問為何是我成為教主?」267Please respect copyright.PENANAZG4V2fuUMk
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「怎樣都好……拜託妳了……」267Please respect copyright.PENANAMSvJqC3hxt
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意識到早已來不拯救眼前的摯友,我收回感到脫力的雙手。267Please respect copyright.PENANAttSiAxh9Kq
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「如果來夏想知道的話可以唷。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAB2e02EJYE2
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穗香輕輕地笑了起來。267Please respect copyright.PENANAyfCWPzvR5h
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這是重逢後她第一次表達身為人類的感情,但我卻不知道那笑容之中究竟包含多少無盡的絕望。267Please respect copyright.PENANA9CTH1w2wzP
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「其實被選為教主的人是來夏妳喔,再怎麼說妳也是神的親生姊姊。267Please respect copyright.PENANAdz0o2bEC1B
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既然妳不願意回來,我也只是作為妳的替代,暫時將就用著的次級品而已。所以現在只要妳有意願,隨時都可以頂替我成為教主,但那也要妳願意通過成為教主所需要的儀式才行。267Please respect copyright.PENANA4ift1f1X8Z
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儀式的部份必須由身處滿是食物跟神滓的坑洞裡面開始。啊,就是在廣場上殺了許多人的那些,來夏的父親當時也在坑洞裡面呢。平常啊,神滓若是沒有接獲神的指示,就只不過是擁有人類劣等的本性,將慾望表露無遺的醜陋生物。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAIF2BcLhJ8h
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「穗香,難不成妳──」267Please respect copyright.PENANASi1FVGsJin
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我說不下去。267Please respect copyright.PENANAteOd0SM1wg
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正因為曾經目睹過一次那生物的暴行,所以怎樣都說不出口。267Please respect copyright.PENANANuHSGoH1zV
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「對啊,在那裡面被強暴整整一個月哦,全身能被上的地方全都被上過一遍了呢。267Please respect copyright.PENANAwajQHJd67I
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剛開始的時候,我可是無時無刻都在詛咒妳,但過了兩三天後就完全放棄了,因為到後來究竟是痛苦還是愉悅早就分不太清楚,這副軀殼的本能反應還真是下賤對吧?267Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZBzEga9fe
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從那時候起我就感受不太到喜怒哀樂了,少了大部分感情的影響,才能做出對村子最正確的選擇吧?不過,雖然心中沒什麼恨,但至少還記得報仇的具體作法。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAYd7yRavIp8
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「果然村長……是被妳殺害的嗎?」267Please respect copyright.PENANAClYfmcLD3n
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「嗯,我成為教主以後,照著跟我一樣的方式丟進去了。不到兩個小時就發瘋死掉了呢,還真是可笑的老鬼。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAdIzLrybmkA
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像是想起愉悅的事情似而嬌豔地笑了,那模樣有如帶有劇毒的花蕾。267Please respect copyright.PENANAgni0jOrHNZ
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我無法想像過去她所遭受的待遇有多絕望,現在的我對沒有拯救到當時的她一事而感到萬分自責,但卻連分擔當時的她的千萬分之一痛苦都做不到。267Please respect copyright.PENANASbvkHqWEdl
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「為什麼……不打算報復我?妳想要的話絕對可以做到吧?」267Please respect copyright.PENANARoBjojxrxU
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到頭來,只能說出這種不像樣的話來。267Please respect copyright.PENANAHtVh1XEAIH
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「來夏,我可不記得妳是這麼沒記性的人,不是說過妳可是神的姊姊喔?別說傷害,我的身份無權過問妳任何的事情。」267Please respect copyright.PENANA7JeHOCEn33
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「那我到底該怎麼辦啊!!?」267Please respect copyright.PENANA7qpy14ioMI
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我幾近崩潰地嘶吼。267Please respect copyright.PENANAGKdYdiMhXJ
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在外界活得非常痛苦的我,就連回到神命村也找不到任何一點容身之處,連唯一的朋友都變成我完全不認識的模樣。267Please respect copyright.PENANATteRP24t1m
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「……前往理想鄉吧,小夏。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAJLm9vykgH3
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突然間,穗香張開了全盲的雙眼正對著我。267Please respect copyright.PENANA5G7EZscST6
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那是一雙毫無對焦能力,呈現潰散的淡色瞳孔,而我只在人偶上看過這種不帶任何感情色彩的玻璃眼珠。267Please respect copyright.PENANAFPMdSunPNF
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然而,那卻是跳脫了教主的身份,由十七歲起便已支離破碎到不復存在,那名為桃井穗香的朋友碎片所提給我的建言。267Please respect copyright.PENANAT9e5d7wB2r
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「耕一也在那裡。」267Please respect copyright.PENANA82nNEQREks
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面無表情的女性,接著在有如機械似地解說完理想鄉運行的原理後,再度閉上了眼睛。267Please respect copyright.PENANAFyOTHQwkkG
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……那代表著對話結束的意思。267Please respect copyright.PENANAUAaZdpzOsP
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對於所信奉之神的眷屬,教主不被賦予權限過問,也不被允許發表意見。267Please respect copyright.PENANA8zE4E8Ykyl
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我向著那無法違背殘忍命運的摯友道了謝,起身準備離開會客室。267Please respect copyright.PENANA75SS6b85Up
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「青海的錄音檔我聽了,我與神谷耕一各自都欺騙了妳一件事情──」267Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xxb3cEqm2
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臨走之前,維持正坐在房間裡面的教主叫住了我。267Please respect copyright.PENANAz80NmJKUCK
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「第一是我早已讓神滓回歸神的懷抱,所以儀式早已不復存在。第二是那晚我並不在廣場上,把我留在這裡的人正是妳們。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAdO51ZDxaIV
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謊言的告解到此結束。267Please respect copyright.PENANARGlpRe4FzK
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即便想再多說些什麼,也無法補救過去的錯誤。267Please respect copyright.PENANAnwHxwTnIlw
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我一步一步地踏過木製的走廊,在鶯啼的伴隨下前往故事的終局。267Please respect copyright.PENANAUWewLrdcru
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在崎嶇難行的原始森林間走著。267Please respect copyright.PENANAaUYnUs2fE2
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糾結於未經開發的地面上的樹根洋溢著生命的喜悅。267Please respect copyright.PENANA160ALO8cH3
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沒有地圖或指南針,單憑五感就想要前往理想鄉,在旁人聽起來簡直就是癡人說夢。267Please respect copyright.PENANAjmF44G8K4h
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但是我對於穗香的話語堅信不疑。267Please respect copyright.PENANASY2iZ9mTtQ
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她說,只要順著歌聲前進就會抵達,她所棲息的那個世界。267Please respect copyright.PENANAjFEQpph5wk
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不知道在森林裡面走了多久。267Please respect copyright.PENANAkXdM4yTN6e
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踏上旅途時我記得還是白天,只不過一眨眼的時間就來到了傍晚。267Please respect copyright.PENANAukYonFNkMm
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就在此時,我聽到了熟悉的歌聲。267Please respect copyright.PENANA8VCTbef2uY
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旋律是我小時候經常唱給妹妹聽的,來自外婆家鄉的歌謠。267Please respect copyright.PENANA4goz6eiR7s
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我順著歌聲的方向,中途因為受夠了難走到不行的皮靴,我乾脆直接脫下來丟掉。267Please respect copyright.PENANAA2ZcEOck4K
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最後在撥開了幾道比人還要來得高的樹叢後,我終於來到了她的面前。267Please respect copyright.PENANAtgdSRGK2df
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那是一顆以人類的視角來說相當巨大,有著少女形體的靈樹。267Please respect copyright.PENANAoReQ4aPhsv
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視野三百六十度全都是漫天飛舞的雪花。267Please respect copyright.PENANAbc35oudM4Z
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像是蒲公英般的孢子輕輕漂浮在四周,微弱的橙白光芒順著她呼吸的節奏而忽明忽暗。267Please respect copyright.PENANAL5f9Nkf468
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在少女的腿部的位置附近,有著一個個如同卵般的人形物體,以深埋其中的頭部與她相連。那就是理想鄉的構成基礎,將所有人的腦部串連起來,進而匯集成為一個永恆的夢世界,這類似網路的原理讓我聯想到過去曾在書上看過的某種魚類。267Please respect copyright.PENANAXC8cEzosfx
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……突然回憶起當初我對耕一所說過的那些話。267Please respect copyright.PENANAp2rV2V9Pqt
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如今已邁入社會多年的我,早就喪失了那份對未來充滿著憧憬的自信。267Please respect copyright.PENANAwHiG8vePHc
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結果我既不是安於現狀的家禽,也並非自由翱翔就能得到快樂的獵鷹。267Please respect copyright.PENANAUuVweioaeI
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過去的我只是試圖反抗別人加諸在身上枷鎖,從未想過自己所嚮往的究竟是什麼樣的風景。267Please respect copyright.PENANAgRwVvPwwcN
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直到去了外面的世界才後悔,在那個人與人互相利用的環境中,我從未發自內心感到快樂,只是勉強自己笑著而已。267Please respect copyright.PENANAi0fLBMVXZL
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我的快樂只存在於過去的神命村。267Please respect copyright.PENANAbaYxuXjNUO
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那個冬笑和父母都還在,和大家一起笑著度過每天的童年。267Please respect copyright.PENANAX13anDdt4I
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我踏著有點溼潤的地表走向她,腳底反饋回來的是有如苔蘚般的觸感。267Please respect copyright.PENANAYbDmj4y0Ij
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「──終於找到妳了,冬笑。」267Please respect copyright.PENANAqqr9qxNKWj
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