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我不發一語，看著倒在旁邊的這個已經變成屍體的男人。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTmSrmCq6G
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根據過往經驗，有人在面前死去固然不是很舒服，但意外的是我對於他的死沒什麼特別的感覺。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5XfZ3UG1U
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「妳變了呢，來夏，過去的妳要是看到難以容忍的事情，肯定會挺身而出反抗到底呢。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzaJMPFLLt
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「或許吧，但我警告過他了。那麼，再過不久我也要像他一樣嗎？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxiibm9Bq6
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「雖說守住神命村的秘密是我的責任，但畢竟妳的身份不同，要是殺了妳的話可就違背教義了。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjm4bCHHBX
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HAxFJ6Qin
「看樣子妳也變了，穗香。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxvRRSbU8m
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcDmumX80J
我看著眼前這個像是不曾見過面的陌生人。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqEfaykdCV
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJihdnfDhf
能面不改色地將殺這個字掛在嘴邊，代表我記憶裡那個天真的穗香早已死去。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrGKLaESWe
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「……是從什麼時候開始就掌握住我的行蹤的？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5IJQ4oNut
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRCwj72r7b
「事實上，妳投靠神谷夕子以後的紀錄就未曾間斷過，譬如妳考進的三流大學，就職後獲取的微薄薪資，其餘如社交狀況、就診紀錄等等森醫師皆有登錄在冊。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y39WhKzIG
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「夠了。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUZV3ACKJd
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwgiqqAlqP
那說多諷刺就有多諷刺，原來我一直未曾逃離過村子的掌控嗎。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrBpL2Vmxl
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「夠了？妳不是充分運用了妳的『特權』，作為神命村唯一的特例在外界生活嗎？縱然資料顯示妳嚴重無法適應而有過自我了斷的念頭，但皆為妳自己的選擇，村子未曾對妳做出任何干涉。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmh6ObyC4s
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QTdn7Mtjv
「妳說的特權……究竟是指什麼？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXL2h9JsVR
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIyiSgpPfc
「是呢，妳還不知道吧？因為妳的親生妹妹──結城冬笑，是我們神命教所信奉的神。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS5jkg4N73
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「冬笑是──神？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhIjnbXxO8
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdXKF8C70X
我簡直不敢相信自己的耳朵。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cDdpMBl76
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMlT1f1S7q
因為一連串錯誤而在植物上進行錯誤的胎兒之夢的冬笑，在我離開村子的這段空白期間，居然被村子信奉為神嗎。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pwnMWznCZ
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2FtZXTzPb
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「在那之後……究竟發生了什麼事？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS6ZgoRVRc
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks0A5KO4Hf
「如妳所見，我們信奉著神，並藉由神命村這個機構進行篩選，唯有在此獲得認可的人，才得以前往理想鄉獲得永生。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCwUV12hZZ
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8U0zsQs4H
「我根本聽不懂……再說妳到底為什麼會變成這個樣子？回答我，穗香！」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSTsuoflCf
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHQX9kG5ry
我終於忍不住上前抓住她的肩膀，和服的領口被我扯開，露出她那毫無血色的蒼白鎖骨。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31p2wgTjSv
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「我的理解有錯？妳是要問為何是我成為教主？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP198fsQDlS
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7en003dybp
「怎樣都好……拜託妳了……」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlDRfs2sZi
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gHcFupZkE
意識到早已來不拯救眼前的摯友，我收回感到脫力的雙手。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX2CrjZAql
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「如果來夏想知道的話可以唷。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOey253UARF
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穗香輕輕地笑了起來。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo9OhoH6JR
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwLIaUzW3B
這是重逢後她第一次表達身為人類的感情，但我卻不知道那笑容之中究竟包含多少無盡的絕望。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyT7eW9SBz
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ6ALTw5rM
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「其實被選為教主的人是來夏妳喔，再怎麼說妳也是神的親生姊姊。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8YwMycHhr
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNXIpmcsRF
  既然妳不願意回來，我也只是作為妳的替代，暫時將就用著的次級品而已。所以現在只要妳有意願，隨時都可以頂替我成為教主，但那也要妳願意通過成為教主所需要的儀式才行。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78715fCy1c
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e3arF0gU0
  儀式的部份必須由身處滿是食物跟神滓的坑洞裡面開始。啊，就是在廣場上殺了許多人的那些，來夏的父親當時也在坑洞裡面呢。平常啊，神滓若是沒有接獲神的指示，就只不過是擁有人類劣等的本性，將慾望表露無遺的醜陋生物。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5ntOE5vkZ
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQRt9u2OcR
「穗香，難不成妳──」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWIV7bmioR
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我說不下去。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTVkipTuyl
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正因為曾經目睹過一次那生物的暴行，所以怎樣都說不出口。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUF9SCDB6K
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「對啊，在那裡面被強暴整整一個月哦，全身能被上的地方全都被上過一遍了呢。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHztEmVQnR
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVqHEUosee
  剛開始的時候，我可是無時無刻都在詛咒妳，但過了兩三天後就完全放棄了，因為到後來究竟是痛苦還是愉悅早就分不太清楚，這副軀殼的本能反應還真是下賤對吧？196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ7aubEyiA
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpWPj8rQRy
  從那時候起我就感受不太到喜怒哀樂了，少了大部分感情的影響，才能做出對村子最正確的選擇吧？不過，雖然心中沒什麼恨，但至少還記得報仇的具體作法。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l57Oebg8k
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo0j5dIqMk
「果然村長……是被妳殺害的嗎？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv11pvjzcX
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6Rxp5bK3e
「嗯，我成為教主以後，照著跟我一樣的方式丟進去了。不到兩個小時就發瘋死掉了呢，還真是可笑的老鬼。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTo69KptzB
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5cCCVhDoP
像是想起愉悅的事情似而嬌豔地笑了，那模樣有如帶有劇毒的花蕾。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq07IbyaEn
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我無法想像過去她所遭受的待遇有多絕望，現在的我對沒有拯救到當時的她一事而感到萬分自責，但卻連分擔當時的她的千萬分之一痛苦都做不到。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxP2oXj8N2
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyC6GKDrgI
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「為什麼……不打算報復我？妳想要的話絕對可以做到吧？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6itJ8nF1Ss
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoHdOtXCEx
到頭來，只能說出這種不像樣的話來。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrrhDr8juK
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「來夏，我可不記得妳是這麼沒記性的人，不是說過妳可是神的姊姊喔？別說傷害，我的身份無權過問妳任何的事情。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBjcR6LQLM
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsf18Ouvp0
「那我到底該怎麼辦啊！！？」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX4N9awIj3
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ecf5e0jtS
我幾近崩潰地嘶吼。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wfUgUk7dA
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R9WjUjcya
在外界活得非常痛苦的我，就連回到神命村也找不到任何一點容身之處，連唯一的朋友都變成我完全不認識的模樣。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPQMcxj4HG
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「……前往理想鄉吧，小夏。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMPpERFdNZ
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfeiJfvM7w
突然間，穗香張開了全盲的雙眼正對著我。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0T9dULs5Q
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8KHihbbix
那是一雙毫無對焦能力，呈現潰散的淡色瞳孔，而我只在人偶上看過這種不帶任何感情色彩的玻璃眼珠。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8agFek5tU
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqC4CnrMeR
然而，那卻是跳脫了教主的身份，由十七歲起便已支離破碎到不復存在，那名為桃井穗香的朋友碎片所提給我的建言。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpaT5ocqPc
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「耕一也在那裡。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdEIgkgerd
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面無表情的女性，接著在有如機械似地解說完理想鄉運行的原理後，再度閉上了眼睛。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb0zilcchj
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……那代表著對話結束的意思。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgylCk7nvn
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw3OFc7I2g
對於所信奉之神的眷屬，教主不被賦予權限過問，也不被允許發表意見。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjlQkG4xYF
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaWkWnXzr0
我向著那無法違背殘忍命運的摯友道了謝，起身準備離開會客室。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATvIQP6Wxw
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「青海的錄音檔我聽了，我與神谷耕一各自都欺騙了妳一件事情──」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONtNF7lRJH
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJoESjscuN
臨走之前，維持正坐在房間裡面的教主叫住了我。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfOrYOxHCD
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sd74DgpHg
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「第一是我早已讓神滓回歸神的懷抱，所以儀式早已不復存在。第二是那晚我並不在廣場上，把我留在這裡的人正是妳們。」196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNJOZON5vt
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9UFDoabBR
謊言的告解到此結束。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh0tYBAQTe
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即便想再多說些什麼，也無法補救過去的錯誤。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl93bEvExd
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0N0GLk3fW
我一步一步地踏過木製的走廊，在鶯啼的伴隨下前往故事的終局。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBETLOT8DFe
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在崎嶇難行的原始森林間走著。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQBFX8NvaE
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糾結於未經開發的地面上的樹根洋溢著生命的喜悅。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4XB9oAjeo
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaSxBHjUAD
沒有地圖或指南針，單憑五感就想要前往理想鄉，在旁人聽起來簡直就是癡人說夢。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnMGuKnm7U
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTFoxVEcGY
但是我對於穗香的話語堅信不疑。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADkVJRmBth
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXhLHlJpkJ
她說，只要順著歌聲前進就會抵達，她所棲息的那個世界。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBtPDgxmQi
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不知道在森林裡面走了多久。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY3h6IHKiN
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayCG0qMpA0
踏上旅途時我記得還是白天，只不過一眨眼的時間就來到了傍晚。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlzhROrL7y
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUef8TWfqL
就在此時，我聽到了熟悉的歌聲。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dh8MkLjBf
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wUEblBS1Z
旋律是我小時候經常唱給妹妹聽的，來自外婆家鄉的歌謠。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVUbdP9nob
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5L8H7Mlit
我順著歌聲的方向，中途因為受夠了難走到不行的皮靴，我乾脆直接脫下來丟掉。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPztmKP7nE6
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQykhv6ht7X
最後在撥開了幾道比人還要來得高的樹叢後，我終於來到了她的面前。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCkmLznP0W
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那是一顆以人類的視角來說相當巨大，有著少女形體的靈樹。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylAxPkRTt3
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFjYB7XyvY
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視野三百六十度全都是漫天飛舞的雪花。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu0jnAsXub
196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqABxNX6TY
像是蒲公英般的孢子輕輕漂浮在四周，微弱的橙白光芒順著她呼吸的節奏而忽明忽暗。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsQjbCpYTY
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在少女的腿部的位置附近，有著一個個如同卵般的人形物體，以深埋其中的頭部與她相連。那就是理想鄉的構成基礎，將所有人的腦部串連起來，進而匯集成為一個永恆的夢世界，這類似網路的原理讓我聯想到過去曾在書上看過的某種魚類。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hXKWoUhIl
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……突然回憶起當初我對耕一所說過的那些話。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ntwUcP4Wx
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如今已邁入社會多年的我，早就喪失了那份對未來充滿著憧憬的自信。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3GodwWTzW
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結果我既不是安於現狀的家禽，也並非自由翱翔就能得到快樂的獵鷹。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGqICdijax
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過去的我只是試圖反抗別人加諸在身上枷鎖，從未想過自己所嚮往的究竟是什麼樣的風景。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbdcyb0VXo
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直到去了外面的世界才後悔，在那個人與人互相利用的環境中，我從未發自內心感到快樂，只是勉強自己笑著而已。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmFlX7N0nr
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那個冬笑和父母都還在，和大家一起笑著度過每天的童年。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF4kuXmssu
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我踏著有點溼潤的地表走向她，腳底反饋回來的是有如苔蘚般的觸感。196Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh1LQ9ItJw
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