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我不發一語，看著倒在旁邊的這個已經變成屍體的男人。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDca7jVxbS
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC66xSWWg6E
根據過往經驗，有人在面前死去固然不是很舒服，但意外的是我對於他的死沒什麼特別的感覺。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXBICdwB46
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVhWxhRx9P
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「妳變了呢，來夏，過去的妳要是看到難以容忍的事情，肯定會挺身而出反抗到底呢。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwql4X7Bfyr
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpCvCwI0Yy
「或許吧，但我警告過他了。那麼，再過不久我也要像他一樣嗎？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNA1AfcQ1a
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfnaG6IRYd
「雖說守住神命村的秘密是我的責任，但畢竟妳的身份不同，要是殺了妳的話可就違背教義了。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCFBguvOZp
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sViNYXiIQ
「看樣子妳也變了，穗香。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7EiFSAdrv
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatIyWcOIlJ
我看著眼前這個像是不曾見過面的陌生人。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN7XJEEFuB
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAAGHBnYLC
能面不改色地將殺這個字掛在嘴邊，代表我記憶裡那個天真的穗香早已死去。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkesuq29XTg
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB432awqMh
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvNKqZqS6N
「……是從什麼時候開始就掌握住我的行蹤的？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1hySdHRow
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ1wnAQ71T
「事實上，妳投靠神谷夕子以後的紀錄就未曾間斷過，譬如妳考進的三流大學，就職後獲取的微薄薪資，其餘如社交狀況、就診紀錄等等森醫師皆有登錄在冊。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gvV66JMqn
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SHq1DdXoS
「夠了。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnaexP1Kvh
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSadLguU18
那說多諷刺就有多諷刺，原來我一直未曾逃離過村子的掌控嗎。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ2dHxlhVt
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJj7HoB1xR
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipvIU2ct1M
「夠了？妳不是充分運用了妳的『特權』，作為神命村唯一的特例在外界生活嗎？縱然資料顯示妳嚴重無法適應而有過自我了斷的念頭，但皆為妳自己的選擇，村子未曾對妳做出任何干涉。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF5qMuxKW1
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8z6f8qLrI
「妳說的特權……究竟是指什麼？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdga8dl2f6
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPTifm59Wj
「是呢，妳還不知道吧？因為妳的親生妹妹──結城冬笑，是我們神命教所信奉的神。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXnD9HSYWY
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrezR8Iug8
「冬笑是──神？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJu8JUyEbm
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDvmkeubYQ
我簡直不敢相信自己的耳朵。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9kPLcxUmb
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i6v0hXTio
因為一連串錯誤而在植物上進行錯誤的胎兒之夢的冬笑，在我離開村子的這段空白期間，居然被村子信奉為神嗎。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DSvtiKNpC
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosrFdLmxv6
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYFGXP9i8T
「在那之後……究竟發生了什麼事？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3MSmXaHpb
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dxHqY6Bcb
「如妳所見，我們信奉著神，並藉由神命村這個機構進行篩選，唯有在此獲得認可的人，才得以前往理想鄉獲得永生。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfzZ922BLb
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKpohnSLP7
「我根本聽不懂……再說妳到底為什麼會變成這個樣子？回答我，穗香！」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcrhFVruZr
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDgBEz0oXJ
我終於忍不住上前抓住她的肩膀，和服的領口被我扯開，露出她那毫無血色的蒼白鎖骨。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1palTu6VAY
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7KPKGspEu
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCrOaUY8bw
「我的理解有錯？妳是要問為何是我成為教主？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzh3Oi9xj3
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG8AZXzgLf
「怎樣都好……拜託妳了……」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzmPdcLjXz
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gTalaAWXx
意識到早已來不拯救眼前的摯友，我收回感到脫力的雙手。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm74pZ0odfL
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1u7u1IjU3
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「如果來夏想知道的話可以唷。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxfMBFnn1I
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjjAmdhNnh
穗香輕輕地笑了起來。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEnb8IeG7R
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnIvtqtszr
這是重逢後她第一次表達身為人類的感情，但我卻不知道那笑容之中究竟包含多少無盡的絕望。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz4WI0t27b
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmuemKSytI
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY8nasDC9s
「其實被選為教主的人是來夏妳喔，再怎麼說妳也是神的親生姊姊。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYouvBNGmS1
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv08yxJSqDT
  既然妳不願意回來，我也只是作為妳的替代，暫時將就用著的次級品而已。所以現在只要妳有意願，隨時都可以頂替我成為教主，但那也要妳願意通過成為教主所需要的儀式才行。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg93Jbe7YR
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu1srYgrnB
  儀式的部份必須由身處滿是食物跟神滓的坑洞裡面開始。啊，就是在廣場上殺了許多人的那些，來夏的父親當時也在坑洞裡面呢。平常啊，神滓若是沒有接獲神的指示，就只不過是擁有人類劣等的本性，將慾望表露無遺的醜陋生物。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V2Bhbdlw8
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJq8zsrKK2
「穗香，難不成妳──」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvwPrI2uXQ
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ90B32bxC
我說不下去。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi02b9zubsN
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZlvVZY4cY
正因為曾經目睹過一次那生物的暴行，所以怎樣都說不出口。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZWvid1ImW
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWTRyqmscV
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgaenl5tO3
「對啊，在那裡面被強暴整整一個月哦，全身能被上的地方全都被上過一遍了呢。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2cWb4jGY5
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8zFNn0VzW
  剛開始的時候，我可是無時無刻都在詛咒妳，但過了兩三天後就完全放棄了，因為到後來究竟是痛苦還是愉悅早就分不太清楚，這副軀殼的本能反應還真是下賤對吧？384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGHYrj3XQe
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPWCZCTmDW
  從那時候起我就感受不太到喜怒哀樂了，少了大部分感情的影響，才能做出對村子最正確的選擇吧？不過，雖然心中沒什麼恨，但至少還記得報仇的具體作法。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh3crKICJO
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQWDp0FyUD
「果然村長……是被妳殺害的嗎？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6cW3QbPFy
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoVt2ZmTzj
「嗯，我成為教主以後，照著跟我一樣的方式丟進去了。不到兩個小時就發瘋死掉了呢，還真是可笑的老鬼。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPiAZxoBJc
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM1NoRmZNl
像是想起愉悅的事情似而嬌豔地笑了，那模樣有如帶有劇毒的花蕾。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiYwbdmoGA
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuegStvv11K
我無法想像過去她所遭受的待遇有多絕望，現在的我對沒有拯救到當時的她一事而感到萬分自責，但卻連分擔當時的她的千萬分之一痛苦都做不到。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9imeHpD6o
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHjv8Ht01S
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS2fWYmxg9
「為什麼……不打算報復我？妳想要的話絕對可以做到吧？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDETMojf7H
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvc2bV8eQy
到頭來，只能說出這種不像樣的話來。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Xqdh5uSn
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZoUMmye1X
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy0UjGagpN
「來夏，我可不記得妳是這麼沒記性的人，不是說過妳可是神的姊姊喔？別說傷害，我的身份無權過問妳任何的事情。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9w78G5lg7
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYlviR19jh
「那我到底該怎麼辦啊！！？」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv4jSBvE4T
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ywZNSZO1Z
我幾近崩潰地嘶吼。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFKQJZSbUP
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL0Tm6lPFR
在外界活得非常痛苦的我，就連回到神命村也找不到任何一點容身之處，連唯一的朋友都變成我完全不認識的模樣。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHcd23NRpJ
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWyNgNrKUA
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNx9uYgrw9
「……前往理想鄉吧，小夏。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfajHWwvJx
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqctBNwot2d
突然間，穗香張開了全盲的雙眼正對著我。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBCFb7MunD
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfcM9SAPnH
那是一雙毫無對焦能力，呈現潰散的淡色瞳孔，而我只在人偶上看過這種不帶任何感情色彩的玻璃眼珠。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcyIzPTMwH
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjFLRbyC0z
然而，那卻是跳脫了教主的身份，由十七歲起便已支離破碎到不復存在，那名為桃井穗香的朋友碎片所提給我的建言。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZJujwwAyT
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPuDHgxCaD
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0YDP88aFC
「耕一也在那裡。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ9Ha2CrhB
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziwEjc5d0M
面無表情的女性，接著在有如機械似地解說完理想鄉運行的原理後，再度閉上了眼睛。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIHfB6Sw6a
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDeivv07ck
……那代表著對話結束的意思。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0OHgICfbA
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjplk3GVskb
對於所信奉之神的眷屬，教主不被賦予權限過問，也不被允許發表意見。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyKJAji9ZA
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOjt8Sxw4a
我向著那無法違背殘忍命運的摯友道了謝，起身準備離開會客室。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfhEApHV0T
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5drXZS5W3Y
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoFa2rA6l4
「青海的錄音檔我聽了，我與神谷耕一各自都欺騙了妳一件事情──」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLwxvz4Xxr
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIBx7Lpguq
臨走之前，維持正坐在房間裡面的教主叫住了我。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfvRkPCx09
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNDHnx6jsc
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkR3ucNEoy
「第一是我早已讓神滓回歸神的懷抱，所以儀式早已不復存在。第二是那晚我並不在廣場上，把我留在這裡的人正是妳們。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKTVl2rSBK
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bCMybdFN7
謊言的告解到此結束。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeZtTNY5kI
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNPGA00Eln
即便想再多說些什麼，也無法補救過去的錯誤。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMZOGwc6iS
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPhvASYo39
我一步一步地踏過木製的走廊，在鶯啼的伴隨下前往故事的終局。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDVeP4booh
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU51F57yqr
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384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2bh7ZWevq
在崎嶇難行的原始森林間走著。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7f720skzh
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobGZYqdHTR
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wLrPLcQhY
糾結於未經開發的地面上的樹根洋溢著生命的喜悅。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsJsumqLhQ
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwo5b7QmN1
沒有地圖或指南針，單憑五感就想要前往理想鄉，在旁人聽起來簡直就是癡人說夢。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzCy2Yx2ut
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UydI6swxa
但是我對於穗香的話語堅信不疑。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD2QyFhOx5
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xP443RHxq
她說，只要順著歌聲前進就會抵達，她所棲息的那個世界。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1foOEAyXh
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbIR7wAP0H
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEOBWLdSEN
不知道在森林裡面走了多久。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlALW7qMoxV
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3VDexnX1V
踏上旅途時我記得還是白天，只不過一眨眼的時間就來到了傍晚。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHVEAOQ59M
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWQTAKunbQ
就在此時，我聽到了熟悉的歌聲。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1yj9WdwVV
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYZr2ZqW0l
旋律是我小時候經常唱給妹妹聽的，來自外婆家鄉的歌謠。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv6NKVFhb3
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzywZfNwdJ
我順著歌聲的方向，中途因為受夠了難走到不行的皮靴，我乾脆直接脫下來丟掉。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVGMg2kECP
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJDSnWaSV9
最後在撥開了幾道比人還要來得高的樹叢後，我終於來到了她的面前。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLICj2S3xjj
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dGNALFkAn
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93dp3aibpY
 384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d14YTkI1U
那是一顆以人類的視角來說相當巨大，有著少女形體的靈樹。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI95C9oJFPJ
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFQfQiJ5qy
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXdRKoV3Jq
視野三百六十度全都是漫天飛舞的雪花。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4TcLe8c9l
384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hsIFvJ6pZ
像是蒲公英般的孢子輕輕漂浮在四周，微弱的橙白光芒順著她呼吸的節奏而忽明忽暗。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG3Zm4OGIl
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在少女的腿部的位置附近，有著一個個如同卵般的人形物體，以深埋其中的頭部與她相連。那就是理想鄉的構成基礎，將所有人的腦部串連起來，進而匯集成為一個永恆的夢世界，這類似網路的原理讓我聯想到過去曾在書上看過的某種魚類。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHNKICp5oN
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……突然回憶起當初我對耕一所說過的那些話。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulhyEEM8Mq
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如今已邁入社會多年的我，早就喪失了那份對未來充滿著憧憬的自信。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV9aBMubIL
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結果我既不是安於現狀的家禽，也並非自由翱翔就能得到快樂的獵鷹。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8brTPUcIIm
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過去的我只是試圖反抗別人加諸在身上枷鎖，從未想過自己所嚮往的究竟是什麼樣的風景。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYTLqaUrPB
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直到去了外面的世界才後悔，在那個人與人互相利用的環境中，我從未發自內心感到快樂，只是勉強自己笑著而已。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo37dO90pGz
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我的快樂只存在於過去的神命村。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDsTKFtx9G
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那個冬笑和父母都還在，和大家一起笑著度過每天的童年。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsbA1FvoBl
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我踏著有點溼潤的地表走向她，腳底反饋回來的是有如苔蘚般的觸感。384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc6K38LvGR
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「──終於找到妳了，冬笑。」384Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0bK5kSo1s
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