
這兩週,是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子600Please respect copyright.PENANAbhyFLUl8Ng
主要是因為發生了兩件大事600Please respect copyright.PENANAtddtfW9su3
1、我結婚了!600Please respect copyright.PENANAtdUL51w8bv
2、女兒確診!600Please respect copyright.PENANAgcdWEwBgPZ
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚600Please respect copyright.PENANA7h7mCkN9Oj
是2020年10月的事情600Please respect copyright.PENANABYlhgVI1jE
當時因疫情影響,餐廳無法舉辦婚宴600Please respect copyright.PENANAy66wijh9I8
我們決定先辦理登記600Please respect copyright.PENANAHk2atqh5sI
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅600Please respect copyright.PENANAdne31AyOuc
本想隨便找一天登記就好600Please respect copyright.PENANAbUmbTJEO4z
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子600Please respect copyright.PENANAeKeyS5iXtF
【5/20】600Please respect copyright.PENANA14F6Mte2w0
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的600Please respect copyright.PENANAoaRqp62tDW
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅600Please respect copyright.PENANADJk6HEpIuQ
於是,登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們600Please respect copyright.PENANAe7geX95vGJ
該做的防護措施自然也都省了600Please respect copyright.PENANAm7Qhhg6Uax
於是,在2021年過年期間600Please respect copyright.PENANAGnYqOqnvrN
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事600Please respect copyright.PENANA4tFmtCyUpT
我老婆又是醫院行政人員600Please respect copyright.PENANAGw6bDGpsSD
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者600Please respect copyright.PENANAaLuJanI7Ge
每天都過得提心吊膽600Please respect copyright.PENANAAdWhbPkoK1
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症600Please respect copyright.PENANAaow8VtXkuV
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下600Please respect copyright.PENANAUKdVczaIVq
一直到女兒出生,我們都沒有染疫600Please respect copyright.PENANAGda6hd8w5T
但女兒出生後,真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧600Please respect copyright.PENANAwAFaIo4HjI
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷600Please respect copyright.PENANASnrhMXKh1l
需要留院觀察一個禮拜600Please respect copyright.PENANAfmC3x1hRTH
我和老婆是緊張到不行600Please respect copyright.PENANALaJghKOBhh
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次600Please respect copyright.PENANAH6j4Y1wRQk
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下600Please respect copyright.PENANAh7RwTocrga
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣600Please respect copyright.PENANAhcx5l76iL4
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子600Please respect copyright.PENANAA8GdwPcLFS
台灣最近修法,請育嬰假6個月有8成薪600Please respect copyright.PENANAxYUBgLNlmc
對本來就想離職的我來說,當然沒有理由不請!
遺憾的是,隨著女兒日益成長600Please respect copyright.PENANAaya8mIIqsJ
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老600Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4OWuoaYP3
一位和我們很親近的阿姨600Please respect copyright.PENANA1JQWwUWVlX
確診了腎上腺癌,而且是末期!600Please respect copyright.PENANA1dHN1efv5U
據醫生所說,壽命只剩下不到三年!600Please respect copyright.PENANAumhyQlYwgu
(這還是我們最近才知道的,那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久)
稍微推算一下日期600Please respect copyright.PENANAJnA9NEiry4
在寫這篇文的當下600Please respect copyright.PENANAeUMp26xjad
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……600Please respect copyright.PENANAT1u9Qp5whB
親友們不想說得太明白600Please respect copyright.PENANA1C717zbLWm
但大家心裡都有數600Please respect copyright.PENANAUcmuBIM5Ut
這個婚宴,得要盡早舉辦!
於是,我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴600Please respect copyright.PENANA1Mes8xzbr1
幸好因為延期的關係,少了迎娶步驟600Please respect copyright.PENANApIXGiAhuvU
整個流程輕鬆多了600Please respect copyright.PENANAZIBWPkQjhw
婚宴辦在11/5,就結果而言相當成功600Please respect copyright.PENANAq544tt1EHN
(過程一團亂就是了……)600Please respect copyright.PENANAxQvmFgYQ1R
但至少,大家都很開心!600Please respect copyright.PENANA4NW0A5mog5
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光!600Please respect copyright.PENANAkUZs2gYzzw
600Please respect copyright.PENANAeK9bLCXt7P
11/8凌晨600Please respect copyright.PENANAz06Ezgnk1z
女兒開始發燒600Please respect copyright.PENANAKex49IBlNP
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來600Please respect copyright.PENANAg7KeouO1rR
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒600Please respect copyright.PENANAWLZwdbFDuv
當天下午,我們便帶她去兒科就醫600Please respect copyright.PENANAILJjnV00vl
醫生說是哮吼600Please respect copyright.PENANAjqLDZKcrtF
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們(含醫生在內)都沒有認為是Covid-19600Please respect copyright.PENANAmwqV4V5HHK
醫生表示:現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀600Please respect copyright.PENANASxEVqeLzFY
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上600Please respect copyright.PENANAiOxrOoMlqX
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來600Please respect copyright.PENANAQAkEhK8CJb
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩600Please respect copyright.PENANAcpGSN9qlrG
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19600Please respect copyright.PENANAnkpejIBJUr
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰600Please respect copyright.PENANAVVJ1B6rD2x
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹600Please respect copyright.PENANA3AhBwS1Kj0
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上600Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y9SG73jPk
一篩下去:陽性!600Please respect copyright.PENANAYoa4f08XnP
還不只老婆,岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況,我們是早已有所預料600Please respect copyright.PENANAthvl74uaXL
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗600Please respect copyright.PENANAhPz6ySavgS
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀600Please respect copyright.PENANAaiFToNy7OP
然而,家中的小寶貝才1歲1個月大600Please respect copyright.PENANAGES10r3Kj4
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診600Please respect copyright.PENANASCS38SiFv7
那我想,女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了600Please respect copyright.PENANAl01GlaeOni
不過,Covid-19目前統計報告看來600Please respect copyright.PENANAq2i5KCliY6
兒童重症機率偏低600Please respect copyright.PENANA6r2hcma0Z2
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨600Please respect copyright.PENANAJbaER07IeU
在老婆確診後的6個小時600Please respect copyright.PENANA4fFrfdgnaZ
當我正要睡覺時600Please respect copyright.PENANAAKzkDPjnWW
幫女兒量了一下體溫600Please respect copyright.PENANAdEUjxEwB6m
雖然沒有發燒,但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重600Please respect copyright.PENANAacJKtYjZN7
因為我自身有哮喘(氣喘)600Please respect copyright.PENANAXgz4JpxMtN
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感600Please respect copyright.PENANAllhXsx69GE
當下心裡就有一種600Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ifkqa4hNi
「如果放著不管,可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感600Please respect copyright.PENANA1XxDSkmqec
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料600Please respect copyright.PENANAZe2SKq8bHy
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」600Please respect copyright.PENANAccKomyPsNI
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後600Please respect copyright.PENANAY6d1FcYhMq
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環600Please respect copyright.PENANAXQteXsu2XK
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差600Please respect copyright.PENANAPmlJBQTUWG
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據:83600Please respect copyright.PENANAci5FjnO4qM
我整個嚇到600Please respect copyright.PENANAQBWEpP5jix
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準600Please respect copyright.PENANArQkX07nX52
還是手環數據僅供參考600Please respect copyright.PENANA4NrXlxgQhQ
(畢竟不是醫療級)600Please respect copyright.PENANAWtrBgXlfzj
於是套到自己手上量一下:97、99600Please respect copyright.PENANACzUK2YVMr7
連忙上網查資料:600Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0hjqpQnvY
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】600Please respect copyright.PENANArhYiCTVf2k
才凌晨一點就83600Please respect copyright.PENANAuxcOUSDhI0
那如果睡到早上的話,不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報600Please respect copyright.PENANAGUFrkvcja3
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車600Please respect copyright.PENANA6gQlTYnESt
於是,我人生第一次坐救護車的成就600Please respect copyright.PENANAf1kBtCchYf
就這麼突然的達成了……600Please respect copyright.PENANAF8FmSOv3uL
(女兒也是成就+1)
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多600Please respect copyright.PENANA5QMbXOjrcW
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態600Please respect copyright.PENANAQdK8AjBIuu
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做600Please respect copyright.PENANAyXZi7EjzeV
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針600Please respect copyright.PENANAozMywtdhgW
請我站到門外600Please respect copyright.PENANAmqOFgwzk1H
看著三個護理師抓住女兒600Please respect copyright.PENANAxOI9Q1pChk
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子600Please respect copyright.PENANAHyTGnkqyQA
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……600Please respect copyright.PENANAcl0BasfEVO
當下真的忍不住淚水600Please respect copyright.PENANAhvr43ij4Pm
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我600Please respect copyright.PENANAk9pwfTBfUV
寫過無數作品600Please respect copyright.PENANACKKtcVeaqs
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美600Please respect copyright.PENANAJRflZd6sH3
唯獨女兒600Please respect copyright.PENANAozIDwfGEzl
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」600Please respect copyright.PENANAsHLkS1tY1o
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後600Please respect copyright.PENANASQZIEMW7YO
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊600Please respect copyright.PENANAC1FFSS1XkK
在我懷裡沉沉睡去600Please respect copyright.PENANAQVILJ59oEv
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧600Please respect copyright.PENANAyQUUci93cr
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單600Please respect copyright.PENANAvJEq5CtSfJ
上面寫著,血氧濃度:84.9600Please respect copyright.PENANATGjlV4bmLI
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……600Please respect copyright.PENANArfMNQxV7B6
我的決定是正確的!
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨600Please respect copyright.PENANAbRIH1BzR5I
我總共只睡了三個小時600Please respect copyright.PENANAIF5LRjjsG1
但,至少結果是能令我安心的600Please respect copyright.PENANAi8w8j4H1jw
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下600Please respect copyright.PENANAF7zHb2hDBV
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩600Please respect copyright.PENANAqMiUj4hAFk
睡得跟平常一樣香甜600Please respect copyright.PENANA4BTitRpCeU
我也終於露出微笑600Please respect copyright.PENANA09vrXZZdTT
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安600Please respect copyright.PENANAVFJvsnxxSF
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後600Please respect copyright.PENANAKL9tjRmu0y
醫生確認病情穩定600Please respect copyright.PENANA1lLVLrxT7u
才准許我們辦理離院手續600Please respect copyright.PENANA1km4ZQz4bf
600Please respect copyright.PENANAk7jq2m3ICd
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨600Please respect copyright.PENANAVwfLYYuAjc
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀600Please respect copyright.PENANAypRDD5sW5I
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外600Please respect copyright.PENANAttZDpA5mUH
暫時沒有其他異狀600Please respect copyright.PENANACqbRlSZZCg
希望她的病情能持續好轉600Please respect copyright.PENANABKxKPWyzY1
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復600Please respect copyright.PENANACgfk41E2ct
600Please respect copyright.PENANAkrhOmv05eJ
至於我……600Please respect copyright.PENANA3cs7M7lbdI
和兩個確診者同住四天600Please respect copyright.PENANAJyKguQlEP9
到現在依然是陰性……600Please respect copyright.PENANAbphg7o7Zfw
600Please respect copyright.PENANAosNbBEByTu
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣