這兩週,是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子393Please respect copyright.PENANAgZHXsHsfXV
主要是因為發生了兩件大事393Please respect copyright.PENANAWMGr3Uy9vW
1、我結婚了!393Please respect copyright.PENANAxsvLgjmcpT
2、女兒確診!393Please respect copyright.PENANA8xunaWLWEc
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚393Please respect copyright.PENANAT9DbGAK7l8
是2020年10月的事情393Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q5gtO69j3
當時因疫情影響,餐廳無法舉辦婚宴393Please respect copyright.PENANAJCJfcPoPPe
我們決定先辦理登記393Please respect copyright.PENANAiyho36ouwO
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅393Please respect copyright.PENANA4A0UHeEzHj
本想隨便找一天登記就好393Please respect copyright.PENANAHuKV1bNztg
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子393Please respect copyright.PENANAgguDtiKURm
【5/20】393Please respect copyright.PENANApGLdpPqJ1f
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的393Please respect copyright.PENANAIUELXZ163F
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅393Please respect copyright.PENANAGPFs16uYWH
於是,登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們393Please respect copyright.PENANAGHljtIiVxC
該做的防護措施自然也都省了393Please respect copyright.PENANAkP97sHVo5s
於是,在2021年過年期間393Please respect copyright.PENANAjSaTDuPkIy
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事393Please respect copyright.PENANAHGoHvPMAon
我老婆又是醫院行政人員393Please respect copyright.PENANAcJxKHGlLGA
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者393Please respect copyright.PENANApi2cZfUMKT
每天都過得提心吊膽393Please respect copyright.PENANAPgKcJaleFq
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症393Please respect copyright.PENANAuILh5pcqDi
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下393Please respect copyright.PENANAirH9AvLLTD
一直到女兒出生,我們都沒有染疫393Please respect copyright.PENANAzIH4jilGms
但女兒出生後,真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧393Please respect copyright.PENANA1cFxjCG8K5
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷393Please respect copyright.PENANAAaDqz6lTS5
需要留院觀察一個禮拜393Please respect copyright.PENANAs2WacqrJfr
我和老婆是緊張到不行393Please respect copyright.PENANAroGWyJSNrt
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次393Please respect copyright.PENANAN18uyOgV1v
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下393Please respect copyright.PENANADrTt392rii
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣393Please respect copyright.PENANAvFuK2nPnLd
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子393Please respect copyright.PENANAMEC6LKTcKY
台灣最近修法,請育嬰假6個月有8成薪393Please respect copyright.PENANAQAX4nFeO3J
對本來就想離職的我來說,當然沒有理由不請!
遺憾的是,隨著女兒日益成長393Please respect copyright.PENANAhANuwsnSBa
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老393Please respect copyright.PENANArjYInUrauv
一位和我們很親近的阿姨393Please respect copyright.PENANAlV1qRI0jRx
確診了腎上腺癌,而且是末期!393Please respect copyright.PENANAaUPFK1Q30g
據醫生所說,壽命只剩下不到三年!393Please respect copyright.PENANAuBRgI7wy4v
(這還是我們最近才知道的,那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久)
稍微推算一下日期393Please respect copyright.PENANAY1mUQjFP3b
在寫這篇文的當下393Please respect copyright.PENANAYLVF10TTpX
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……393Please respect copyright.PENANAJ62gHw1HTB
親友們不想說得太明白393Please respect copyright.PENANAtCC8NYXgWZ
但大家心裡都有數393Please respect copyright.PENANA0Bw7bfocvO
這個婚宴,得要盡早舉辦!
於是,我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴393Please respect copyright.PENANAlYys5z8I2u
幸好因為延期的關係,少了迎娶步驟393Please respect copyright.PENANAXvHRoSG463
整個流程輕鬆多了393Please respect copyright.PENANAURKlchGoO1
婚宴辦在11/5,就結果而言相當成功393Please respect copyright.PENANAUgXo6JKW4P
(過程一團亂就是了……)393Please respect copyright.PENANAfohWe3IV3O
但至少,大家都很開心!393Please respect copyright.PENANAvNqYWMb1w6
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光!393Please respect copyright.PENANA8dYYm8RlrJ
393Please respect copyright.PENANAW2axFfNhfm
11/8凌晨393Please respect copyright.PENANAslBdRkaNL4
女兒開始發燒393Please respect copyright.PENANA8zcBgW5Pbg
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來393Please respect copyright.PENANAKFbqM756CR
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒393Please respect copyright.PENANAI0DMJTMAFl
當天下午,我們便帶她去兒科就醫393Please respect copyright.PENANABSYdqz6PHh
醫生說是哮吼393Please respect copyright.PENANASfhubjUr1h
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們(含醫生在內)都沒有認為是Covid-19393Please respect copyright.PENANALl10rv7U0R
醫生表示:現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀393Please respect copyright.PENANAMSnp80RK0t
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上393Please respect copyright.PENANArG7yTr73cy
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來393Please respect copyright.PENANAlt77u5INWf
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩393Please respect copyright.PENANAwcptJjZUrP
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19393Please respect copyright.PENANAnqP8CZCAvb
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰393Please respect copyright.PENANAZUzCzHp5UL
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹393Please respect copyright.PENANAkTR55ZHN5W
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上393Please respect copyright.PENANAwgrEV3IssE
一篩下去:陽性!393Please respect copyright.PENANAF0aLzZG2yn
還不只老婆,岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況,我們是早已有所預料393Please respect copyright.PENANAHVDE3YBA5z
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗393Please respect copyright.PENANAjVPkuglGXb
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀393Please respect copyright.PENANAXS3t93MzPG
然而,家中的小寶貝才1歲1個月大393Please respect copyright.PENANAhPC4OZXRn7
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診393Please respect copyright.PENANA0D4o52EuSt
那我想,女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了393Please respect copyright.PENANABCF8g7fxYs
不過,Covid-19目前統計報告看來393Please respect copyright.PENANATe0Sx6MRKW
兒童重症機率偏低393Please respect copyright.PENANAgqAN81wZN6
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨393Please respect copyright.PENANACVADn1KRyx
在老婆確診後的6個小時393Please respect copyright.PENANASeaUSNeE6S
當我正要睡覺時393Please respect copyright.PENANAobhpEuoXUp
幫女兒量了一下體溫393Please respect copyright.PENANAnRc9x6uIRn
雖然沒有發燒,但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重393Please respect copyright.PENANAWKvTAuc0FL
因為我自身有哮喘(氣喘)393Please respect copyright.PENANAJ93JPFraAX
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感393Please respect copyright.PENANAgSwOxbnuwZ
當下心裡就有一種393Please respect copyright.PENANAQKKfPbUdeh
「如果放著不管,可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感393Please respect copyright.PENANANEyahj3YlC
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料393Please respect copyright.PENANAS6gvlyoyWG
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」393Please respect copyright.PENANASgADuqfMOh
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後393Please respect copyright.PENANAC6TigNG2eL
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環393Please respect copyright.PENANAoeeMRlm1CV
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差393Please respect copyright.PENANAHjChZc1Zas
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據:83393Please respect copyright.PENANAKN39jFXLeI
我整個嚇到393Please respect copyright.PENANAzADtgS0E5v
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準393Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1zVw9ToEA
還是手環數據僅供參考393Please respect copyright.PENANAah93pCd93Y
(畢竟不是醫療級)393Please respect copyright.PENANAF8p6WogHNu
於是套到自己手上量一下:97、99393Please respect copyright.PENANA3xXS0nil3w
連忙上網查資料:393Please respect copyright.PENANAi81QKeuoWn
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】393Please respect copyright.PENANAi0bPJsF975
才凌晨一點就83393Please respect copyright.PENANAAgHQTLi4py
那如果睡到早上的話,不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報393Please respect copyright.PENANAGvF1ZERxD3
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車393Please respect copyright.PENANAizVbXaU599
於是,我人生第一次坐救護車的成就393Please respect copyright.PENANASWsygHHWAI
就這麼突然的達成了……393Please respect copyright.PENANAUpdhfzFh0s
(女兒也是成就+1)
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多393Please respect copyright.PENANAuWmXOoeUFa
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態393Please respect copyright.PENANAJdvXOtSDFW
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做393Please respect copyright.PENANAVwwChqKPuS
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針393Please respect copyright.PENANA3FC2okRf4s
請我站到門外393Please respect copyright.PENANAsqhmgZvoPb
看著三個護理師抓住女兒393Please respect copyright.PENANAi6O6tsvH9n
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子393Please respect copyright.PENANAPqkPVjJkfs
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……393Please respect copyright.PENANAMkaYvcwvOv
當下真的忍不住淚水393Please respect copyright.PENANAdig9eyu8gO
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我393Please respect copyright.PENANAS1a3wzhc6j
寫過無數作品393Please respect copyright.PENANAZPBrKpMmnG
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美393Please respect copyright.PENANALS703XTDQs
唯獨女兒393Please respect copyright.PENANAAlPoVkI1fd
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」393Please respect copyright.PENANArttGdD2qxE
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後393Please respect copyright.PENANAKIJ0tzWrek
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊393Please respect copyright.PENANAeHnCGSLZhP
在我懷裡沉沉睡去393Please respect copyright.PENANAMGQM84VrKx
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧393Please respect copyright.PENANAGGhqZyQ5Yh
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單393Please respect copyright.PENANAn8SwazahVp
上面寫著,血氧濃度:84.9393Please respect copyright.PENANAOMmNiHvsUI
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……393Please respect copyright.PENANAnOv0IHyZSp
我的決定是正確的!
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨393Please respect copyright.PENANAjRYrgV6nTo
我總共只睡了三個小時393Please respect copyright.PENANAR89tLN5Aqa
但,至少結果是能令我安心的393Please respect copyright.PENANAkvtpVq7DWw
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下393Please respect copyright.PENANAyHla5165Qy
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩393Please respect copyright.PENANAaXpIIlC7HE
睡得跟平常一樣香甜393Please respect copyright.PENANAJiI0nrXkFx
我也終於露出微笑393Please respect copyright.PENANAQwMNwGGV7T
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安393Please respect copyright.PENANAtAKkBEjJ3y
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後393Please respect copyright.PENANA6H7pAppwkL
醫生確認病情穩定393Please respect copyright.PENANAOF8rQImduc
才准許我們辦理離院手續393Please respect copyright.PENANAEJe5pfmkYf
393Please respect copyright.PENANAOODFZkHr2W
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨393Please respect copyright.PENANAbOJaftcgRY
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀393Please respect copyright.PENANANwrApdHYjn
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外393Please respect copyright.PENANAVjxgvh2th5
暫時沒有其他異狀393Please respect copyright.PENANAv25bdcbHCw
希望她的病情能持續好轉393Please respect copyright.PENANAe8xM4YIKzb
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復393Please respect copyright.PENANA7bqUfK7dfx
393Please respect copyright.PENANAYQgBfghWUn
至於我……393Please respect copyright.PENANAnafYwKu0zu
和兩個確診者同住四天393Please respect copyright.PENANAIjuj5UGreQ
到現在依然是陰性……393Please respect copyright.PENANAb8K5ZBjPhq
393Please respect copyright.PENANAA7U1NqR13G
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
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