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今天一天心情沉闷，似乎有什么东西压在头上，大气也不敢喘，觉得一切事都在327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkRoNTEnKd
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变得明白，无意义，似乎一切都是假的，悲观极了，再也无法兴奋起来。唉！真327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYadph6kw2I
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不知怎的。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDp6tm0qPB
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》，是5点20分，可5点才吃饭，忙忙碌碌，去时已327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5Rmx1vNEi
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开始放了，和毕庆元找不到座位，是楼上11排6、8号，后才知是最后一排，找到327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJN1HdK2hw
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后坐下，坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点，电影还可以看，只有那时才忘了忧愁。过327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4mTSTcDUg
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时又出现了，唉！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1x2XXrcVt
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不知怎的，似乎不能自己，任凭一切事在变换。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9toTOLxSXy
下午开了团会，姚书记作了报告，是要做个真正团员，起先进作用。散会后去徐327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7CRUT9XWG
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本，他都放在箱子里，忽然改了对他看法，但又改327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbX5rEXnkO
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得不对，他应还我（先）才能做朋友，或者是借书人。当然，书还是拿来了，这327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJqus3MHqk
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，我已几次想要了，只是怕要，看来任何事，只要去做都是能成功的。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvP1mnn5EL
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19841220--21日记327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaeCxKIbpd
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中午和王锋一边晒太阳，一边看书，互相问着，觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0HsFlBpKg
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支部书记（洪欣）说团员开个会，对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态，可我们327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h93oZdJDx
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又没有标准，只是胡乱地举着手，更有甚者，去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhs84Ct4br
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，那些人见都没见过，也更是胡乱举几次，真是形式极了，滑天下之大稽。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2mRzQA7CS
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真难办，范老师要我准备一期“溪流”，可我这里一篇也没有，答应他星期六交327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2S5HGc5us
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，可今天星期五了。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO2hwh8QoG
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》，可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要，果然他327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzhlFqxAzn
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很多，便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》，这样，顿觉轻松了许多。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9huCloYcW
下午去阶梯教室听讲演，觉得很不成功。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5dZKQ9CFC
上午，邰成华送来一叠菜票，盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前，他向327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Tkxyjzha
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我借了一元钱，后一直没还，也没提及，因他借日是星期六，他回去了。早几天327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESt7w9VSc4
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便觉他确实忘却了，想到这点，不知怎的，心里很不是滋味，似乎太那个了，几327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIqODSLpz9
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次试探，其无应，昨日他回家来，又讨，他便说没遇上他妈，无钱，我大恐，说327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4YoTINDTl
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：“你忘了呀？”他说：“没”，我说：“没什么？”心里直当其忘了，他说：327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXQD5HqjAE
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“欠你一元钱，这我不会忘的，”没有错，他是不会忘的，可这曾折磨我过。这327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OsmRSRpZ7
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时，我捏着菜票，在口袋里数了起来。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4jJ6P5QOb
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不知怎的，心里十分沉重，似有什么无形意识压着，不得抬头，暗暗叫苦，可奈327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡignAK7Zu43
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何，真不知怎的。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQs6MPQ7JP
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心里沉重，一切都无意义，烦死了。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U3LErG3ex
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夜间下了晚自习，觉得心里抖得慌，腿也抖，腰间似乎更抖，象要断一样。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoq0Kt4n69
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中午打饭，在食堂里抖得慌。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT9ghGWluW
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痛苦极了，只见人家欢乐，而自己却不得，旁观者苦。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFJ4Gkl35S
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体育课心里发慌，腰酸极了，还好，拉单扛及格了（7个），可再干别的，就怕327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAQe67sDbC
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心里还是痛苦万分，同桌毕庆元亦然，自以为摆脱，却不得其终。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknoVwyLEZq
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晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》，我去他处排好版，便由毕庆元、李二乔抄，一刻好327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIP9k5kwQ6
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了，送去，他也称善，发现其书多，大慨，夜里反复，想一篇《父与子和子与父327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSZ8e3HJn6
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