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因為殯儀館的氣氛太悲戚,我沒有在那邊待多久,看了妳的遺容鞠了一個躬就離開了。381Please respect copyright.PENANA3pjCO9PfC6
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我甚至不太想去翌日的火化儀式。381Please respect copyright.PENANAq74YuowfhE
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和妳的家人道別後,我獨自步行下山,思考有沒有避免這件事的方法。381Please respect copyright.PENANAa8CvmVkwnV
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而在途中,我看見了一個身穿白袍的女生站在路中心。381Please respect copyright.PENANAFtWOmx8KuO
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你希望改變過去嗎?381Please respect copyright.PENANAv0jPbRLac5
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她說,我自然地回應她,那當然吧。381Please respect copyright.PENANAUQviLrDGUN
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她莞爾道,那跟我走吧。381Please respect copyright.PENANAW0t4r3yHb3
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唔?為甚麼我會跟一個在路中心出現的女生搭話?然後又跟她走?381Please respect copyright.PENANAekBFfNFtCX
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在我意識到問題的時候,眼前出現了一片濃霧,然後又迅速地消散了。381Please respect copyright.PENANA8FR43aGsgB
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因為眼前的景象沒有變化,我不虞有他,繼續向市區的方向走。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4tsn61syYA
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奇怪了,天色突然昏暗了許多。381Please respect copyright.PENANArimnN6Sopq
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我看看天空,黑得好像快要下大雨。381Please respect copyright.PENANAm8R1vaIYjA
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這刻的景象,似曾相識有點印象。381Please respect copyright.PENANAYtvXqjRV1x
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嘛,反正我帶了雨傘,即使下大雨也不用怕吧。381Please respect copyright.PENANA5LxoVcvoHa
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結果三分鐘不到,從毛毛雨演變成傾瀉般的大豪雨。381Please respect copyright.PENANAQDBz5jP4Fd
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雖然我有帶雨傘,可是這種大風雨使人寸步難行,因此我只好躲在天橋下等待停雨。381Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sjy0cmTdo
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我終於明白是甚麼一回事了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAmdc23PX9xq
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這是她自殺的前一天黃昏。381Please respect copyright.PENANAbAlP25LhoF
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那天晚上雖然下了很大的雨,不過雨勢不持久,一小時左右就停雨了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAXps5bZbSsq
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然後在當天深夜,她打了一通電話給我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAIGh65vosx9
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其實那通電話沒有甚麼特別的情況可言,只是一般地聊天。381Please respect copyright.PENANAETOt27ZXir
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硬要說的話,就是她說很辛苦。381Please respect copyright.PENANACacGOYlFGE
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「你不去找她嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAeBwfBTBrIv
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在我思考的時候,一把女聲在我身旁召喚我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAVa5emL5alK
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那個人是剛剛的白袍女生。381Please respect copyright.PENANAVQxkCuhaUC
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「啊……?為甚麼妳跟來了?」381Please respect copyright.PENANA45p0J0ornb
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我問她,女生說,你很快就能明白。381Please respect copyright.PENANAtXiAGH3xXd
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她說,她調校了我的手機的設定,我可以打電話給她。381Please respect copyright.PENANAEly74GOOKF
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我捏一下臉龐,痛感沒有一秒的遲緩和減輕,看來是真的。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqEOZKGSKNt
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於是,我拿起手機。可是這一刻,我很猶豫。381Please respect copyright.PENANAzIhmlSXyDO
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真的需要這樣做嗎?無緣無故登門操訪,這會不會太煩人?381Please respect copyright.PENANAW1c1U2uL54
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我在思考著,橋外的暴雨沒有停止的跡象。381Please respect copyright.PENANATr9svp1gRy
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女生沒有說甚麼,只是默默站在一旁看著猶豫不決的我。381Please respect copyright.PENANAbw7lDQOjwg
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「你不會不甘心嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAJTrzIos4tR
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她冷不防蹦出這句話,不知為何,這一句好耳熟。381Please respect copyright.PENANA0UDwYwY1Mh
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「人生可不是經常有這樣的機會讓你重來的。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAmNHRA3tB8Z
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她說。越發不安的我終於按下了屏幕的電話鍵盤,打了一通電話給妳。381Please respect copyright.PENANAYraZSvlxex
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有空嗎?381Please respect copyright.PENANAPWGB3H3OOE
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我生硬地問,電話另一端的妳慵懶地問,為甚麼突然打電話來。381Please respect copyright.PENANAngdm3QfXe6
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「這可不像你的作風欸,突然打來是有甚麼事嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANA8a3NhCXYRs
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妳問,我問妳現在是不是在家。381Please respect copyright.PENANAY4NQpTH6wU
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「那當然,不過我現在不太想見人……我明天才找你,好嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAYKtq1YIT5O
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妳疲倦地說。要是我這一次像從前般不干涉妳的私事,那麼明天我看見的就是妳的屍體。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4j6uTUrnf6
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「……要是今天以後妳不會再見到我呢?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAyVKRfURmAQ
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我說,妳立刻害怕地問,是不是之前說錯了甚麼。381Please respect copyright.PENANAbMOwu5eel0
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「你在我家附近?那你想上來還是我到樓下接你?」妳問,我說我自行上來就好,妳替我開門就可以了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAI5Lgd1XVbk
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妳隨口說了句好吧就掛線了。381Please respect copyright.PENANA1CPRRjpdlL
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雨稍微減弱了,我就立刻衝上妳的住處找妳。381Please respect copyright.PENANAehA6kpWw0Q
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這段路我一直在想,要是可以重來,我定會珍惜這一次的機會。381Please respect copyright.PENANAWNGXidrUIP
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跑了十至十五分鐘終於趕到了,妳披頭散髮迎接我,我沒有一絲介懷,馬上給了妳一個擁抱。381Please respect copyright.PENANAagK4e4X3IF
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我眼前抱緊的是我最愛的人,是那個讓我經歷各種第一次的女孩子。381Please respect copyright.PENANAxVAdN0wSMn
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這個不是夢,是現實!381Please respect copyright.PENANAATxsDCGN8U
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妳撫摸我的頭安慰我,問我是不是作了甚麼惡夢了。381Please respect copyright.PENANApLDuvvLSJb
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我笑笑搖頭,以孩子腔說沒有這樣的事。381Please respect copyright.PENANAxFbtMsZEHp
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溫馨的氣氛在我們重遇的大門口縈繞,我幾乎忘掉過來的目的。381Please respect copyright.PENANArmWzw3aAqW
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然後,妳把我帶到了妳的房間。381Please respect copyright.PENANAHlCMY8C3YK
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妳一關上房間就直入主題,問我為甚麼突然那麼緊急地找妳。381Please respect copyright.PENANAn7wQ9BmvOm
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我問妳,跟朋友吵大架的事和好了沒有。381Please respect copyright.PENANArf43YqFbdA
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「我跟她已經決定好重修舊好……不過她男朋友的事就不能提及了……」381Please respect copyright.PENANAhb1h23vTvC
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妳碎碎唸道,真不懂自己在搞甚麼。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4CIxNLMzhG
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好討厭……381Please respect copyright.PENANAR8zjJzmet4
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妳潸然淚下,整個場景急轉直下。381Please respect copyright.PENANAeBf371NgAh
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「明明已經做好打算這樣一勸朋友也當不成了,要是勸阻不成日後不見還好,現在這種結果卻是那麼四不像,豁出去的勇氣全白費,像個傻瓜一樣……」381Please respect copyright.PENANAUyZVGmz8Mw
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「……身邊沒有一個人理解我,我好辛苦……」381Please respect copyright.PENANA2jY75YDIVJ
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妳哭著說,我不發一言,給了妳一個擁抱。381Please respect copyright.PENANACPx4923Ngx
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有我在。我說。我會支持妳的。381Please respect copyright.PENANAEVtfIJLb9f
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然後妳哭得更大聲了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAlLlp6jNZYr
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「你真的會與我站在同一陣線?你會支持我?你不會抛下我的對吧?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAYg0A4lpmJO
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妳哽咽著說,哭得淒厲的妳說話也不清楚了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAv8KXjZyPVa
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「我會,就像現在一樣,我不會再讓妳一個人承受這種痛苦了……」381Please respect copyright.PENANAq4gDbpuZm6
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答應我,以後有難題就一起面對,不要窩在心裡好嗎?381Please respect copyright.PENANA2Jy1vGa0KY
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我問,她點點頭答應。381Please respect copyright.PENANAD1V4cN4JEg
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過了一段時間她才冷靜了下來,然後就直接梳洗睡覺了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAndnh06L9Od
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我陪伴了她一整個晚上。381Please respect copyright.PENANAC5cCK9bzEI
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到了凌晨時份,我也沉沉睡去進入夢鄉了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAfvZ6EDRjia
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到我醒來的時候,天已經亮了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAVM6tmYIYGA
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睡眼惺忪的我看一眼手機,日期是四月十四日。381Please respect copyright.PENANAupRU012Nib
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也就是我回到現實的時間了。381Please respect copyright.PENANABvpCALYbWb
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後面突然一個女生從背後擁抱我叫我早晨,說今天天氣很好。381Please respect copyright.PENANAJYOgKrPAOg
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「不過肚子就不太好了……下輩子得投胎當男人。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA8ouz8bBop5
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她搓搓肚子說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAAjRcZOBF2A
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阿咧?時間線不同了?381Please respect copyright.PENANAPtIZtdanFD
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我狐疑地想,為甚麼整個場景不同了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAC6vaUyyXVj
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過來一下。我們到廁所討論。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqtBMzAfAx6
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一把熟悉的聲音在我的後方響起,原來是送我來的天使女。381Please respect copyright.PENANAajY958c2vY
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「恭喜你,你改變歷史了。」381Please respect copyright.PENANASOhptSIyjx
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她問,想不想知道為甚麼我讓你回到過去改寫歷史。381Please respect copyright.PENANABbpI5SJ7kQ
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「為甚麼呢?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAmVizc3JtxZ
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我不作任何推測,單刀直入反問她。381Please respect copyright.PENANA1iZ2hqWLZe
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「這篇文你寫的嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAKIzGGHmZgN
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她把我女朋友忌日那天的日記的一頁拿下來問。381Please respect copyright.PENANALpzzlH2kVm
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喂不要隨便拿我的日記啊……幸好沒有寫下甚麼具體色色的內容。381Please respect copyright.PENANAnNF7jeR53i
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我僥倖地想。她說,既然我說自己經一事長一智那就要表現出來,要看到有改變。381Please respect copyright.PENANALqBgAX31ny
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「原來是這樣呀……總之謝謝妳了,讓我能力挽狂瀾。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAHYKYOT3GTo
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我莞爾著感謝她。381Please respect copyright.PENANA5wXq2TZZi9
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不用客氣。她微笑著消失在空氣中。381Please respect copyright.PENANA7iMOuwRWuS
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我握拳暗自發誓,這一次重遇一定要讓我成為一個成熟的男人。