那一天後,施晶晶聽到言書在班房跟朋友的對話後,她明白到一點,就是不應太過接近高言書。908Please respect copyright.PENANAMbsmR5gM6V
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她知道自己總是會阻礙著言書他的,她是知道的,但是她沒想到在言書口中聽到這說話是如此的難受。難過,傷心和委屈的感受一下子湧上心頭,不知道該如何發洩才好。908Please respect copyright.PENANAbeDI4fXhOu
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經過了顉匙的事和班房裡的事後,她在心裡已經有答案了。她在心裡決定要開始疏遠言書,不再是像喜歡他的對待他,不再是青梅竹馬的相處,不再是好朋友的相處,而是像普通朋友一樣,碰到臉會閒聊幾句,會跟對方打招呼的關係。908Please respect copyright.PENANAKyEMZPapWw
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施晶晶記得她曾經在網上有人說過,最讓人難過的是當你跟他由最親密的人變成陌生人的時候。但是她卻認為變成陌生人並不是最難過,因為會變成陌生人是心死了,碰到臉只會覺得傷感,諷刺,也會覺得有點唏噓;她覺得最難過的是變成陌生人的過程,當兩人變得沉默,尷尬,心裡有很多說話想跟對方說卻不敢開口的情況,就像現在她跟言書一樣。908Please respect copyright.PENANAhz7NIaRJLU
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施晶晶雖然覺得難過,但是她情願保持這個情況。908Please respect copyright.PENANACLVTcWXWUQ
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因為她不希望自己和言書之間會變成陌生人… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAp1ChGws6rN
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自那天起,施晶晶平日都不會到言書的家,在學校裡也不會主動的跟他說話。偶爾碰上了對方或是在課堂上不得不一組的時候,她才會跟他說聲好,跟他聊著課業上的事,她臉上是揚是笑容的,但這是她自己假裝的。她發現原來假裝自己是笑著是一件很幸苦的事。908Please respect copyright.PENANAyF8VvuUscB
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「怎麼這兩個星期不見你跑去找言書呢?」一天的晚上吃晚飯時施母好奇的問她。因為近來都不見女兒都找言書覺得有點奇怪。因為她明明是一個兩天不去言書家就會腳癢的人。908Please respect copyright.PENANAKY7VUiCH40
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施晶晶把米飯小口小口的送進嘴裡。908Please respect copyright.PENANASdt0qoj6gN
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「我在忙著溫書,而且我們也準備下年的公開試,所以不會經常吵著他了。」908Please respect copyright.PENANAQR2G59P0xs
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「是這樣嗎?」908Please respect copyright.PENANAWw4ypyDyew
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「… …」施晶晶吃著飯沒有回應。908Please respect copyright.PENANAwWofDK2Weo
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吃過飯後,施母又叫她到便利店買東西。施晶晶只好聽母親的說話到便利店,當她走到升降機前卻看到了潘恩儀。908Please respect copyright.PENANAMcfJbq3Cx1
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潘恩儀聽到了腳步聲便轉頭一看。「你好。」她看到了施晶晶便微笑的打招呼。908Please respect copyright.PENANAeym0VuvyQP
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看來她是剛跟高言書溫書,現在打算回家。908Please respect copyright.PENANAbkIR45VLZN
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「你好… …」施晶晶回應道。908Please respect copyright.PENANAQd5lGIRgH8
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她們沉默了一會,升降機打開門了,她們一同走進了升降機。908Please respect copyright.PENANAFvkPatpBjB
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「在學校裡,妳近來都沒有找言書呀… …」908Please respect copyright.PENANAtjtv8u1TCF
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她甚麼時候改口喚他做言書的?他們親近了嗎?這樣就好了… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAZkGmjMBywy
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潘恩儀見她沒有說話便開口問她:「這樣好嗎?」908Please respect copyright.PENANAzUAq2BbQE3
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施晶晶抬起頭望著她。908Please respect copyright.PENANA8v2de2Jzav
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「叮」一聲,升降機一開門,就看到了一個長相可愛的男生,潘恩儀看到他有點兒愕然,但她很快的回復情緒,笑著的跟那個人走了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAmVZwU0eOIo
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施晶晶記得那個人的樣子,那個人是之前她在去廣場溫書前跟蹤潘恩儀時看過他,是第二個跟潘恩儀約會的人。908Please respect copyright.PENANAqAnyWGy0Ii
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她是跟那人是甚麼關係,她又是跟言書怎麼了?908Please respect copyright.PENANAGRubeivGhh
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她想起了剛剛潘恩儀的說話。908Please respect copyright.PENANADZUP2sdTbT
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「這樣好嗎?」908Please respect copyright.PENANAD2gr0kLFET
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她想這是很好的,這應該是對言書最好的… …908Please respect copyright.PENANArjPOlt6I0s
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不過剛剛她倒是想反問她的,可是她沒有說出來,因為她猜到了她的事。不論是那個人還是那個男生,她知道她一定會很煩惱的。908Please respect copyright.PENANAN7pxGl6Ugg
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但是如果言書很喜歡她,而她接受的話,言書應該可以給她幸福的,而且言書應該也會很幸福的。908Please respect copyright.PENANAvAUO5kO1kv
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想到這裡她心好痛好痛,她想她比自己想像中喜歡言書要好多,好多… …908Please respect copyright.PENANARXGiVk4r52
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超出了訐多!908Please respect copyright.PENANA1rYKg65KpP
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可能別人會覺得有點兒誇張,但她從小開始喜歡他,一天的比一天多,像是把水不斷的注進玻璃水杯一樣,早就滿了,更流得滿地都是,她不只是喜歡他,更是愛上他。但是不知道何時她的心會才能像玻璃水杯一樣摔破了,水全都流了出來,對他的愛全都流走了,再也拼砌回來。908Please respect copyright.PENANAEdBMD0MKJB
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自那天他在班房跟朋友說了那些話後,他可以對自己確實了一件事,就是施晶晶一定是聽到了那些說話。他知道她一定是很難過的,一想到她很難過,他也不禁也難過起來。908Please respect copyright.PENANA5ILSx3tnSl
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明明應該她比他難過的,一定比他難過多倍的,但是他卻覺得自己的心很痛。因為這是他的決定,他所要的結局。908Please respect copyright.PENANAABBFuaYsb4
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是他自己決定的。908Please respect copyright.PENANAbHmtJeYOzY
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那天以後,她不再走近他了,雖然她也會出現在他的面前,但是他會覺得他們之間變得遠了,變得距離好遠,但是之後他們之間的距離會變得更遠。無論是關係還是居住的距離。908Please respect copyright.PENANAvHVLMtY5bx
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沒有她經常闖進他的生活中,他的心開始覺得好像空洞了一樣。908Please respect copyright.PENANAN1PZtGMq4l
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經常想著她在做甚麼,在想甚麼,這是他對潘恩儀不曾有過的。看來潘恩儀說得對,他是喜歡晶晶,是非常非常的喜歡!908Please respect copyright.PENANA98ZuDmkW5s
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甚至比喜歡這詞還是重… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAfS0UWJ2AqW
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但他不知該如何形容,他不知道。908Please respect copyright.PENANAkyHvDE757B
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不久考試派發成績的時候,施晶晶看到了成績她是失望的。她的成績退步了,那是因為她在溫習的時候,她滿腦子都是言書的樣子,他的說話。她知道自己是會退步的,雖然仍然在八十名內,但是她沒想到的是會比她想像的多。908Please respect copyright.PENANApvgb4Nf7y0
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但是… …908Please respect copyright.PENANATsaDDOXFFL
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高言書和潘恩儀的成績卻是進步了,這是當然的事的呀… …908Please respect copyright.PENANA43kJY4JztB
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他們是一起的… …可能在這段日子中他們之間的感情也增進了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAuk5zfXFpur
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「晶晶,如果妳有不開心的事一定要告訴我!」伍嘉玲看出她近來都沒有精神,便開口問她。她看出晶晶是不開心的,應該是跟言書有關的,但是她卻沒有跟她說過甚麼。908Please respect copyright.PENANAFGIUI3uFiO
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施晶晶搖搖頭。908Please respect copyright.PENANAPB7F5dYkvI
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她不想說,因為她知道伍嘉玲應該比她更煩惱,她不想她擔心。908Please respect copyright.PENANACTqeOdoWzF
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她知道… …她可以堅持下去,會有一天會把心中的水倒走,全部的倒走。908Please respect copyright.PENANA9a1sc1aw95
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接下來的日子中,她跟他比以前減少了接觸。雖然他們之間沒有接觸和相處,但是他們卻經常的留意對方,他們之間對對方的感情沒有變,相反的是腦海中仍對對方的感情沒有變。908Please respect copyright.PENANAix9LA4bjy7
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時間沒有把他們之間的感情偷走,相反卻一點一點的增加。908Please respect copyright.PENANAfvDtH0ZvDU
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不經不覺的,已經到了暑假… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAGp4c6gR6Pt
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因為過了這個暑假後,過多幾個月他們就要考公開試了,是決定日後的道路,一個重要的轉捩點。她要更努力的去溫習,去把言書放棄掉。不知道為甚麼對他的感情還沒有放棄,是她不夠努力嗎?908Please respect copyright.PENANAFwq7ZyyaQ4
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施晶晶剛剛跟伍嘉玲到附近的自修室溫習,看到時間不早了便回家,但走到大堂時卻看到了高言書的母親拿著訐多袋東西,施晶晶沒有多想的走到她的身旁替她拿起數袋東西。908Please respect copyright.PENANAxHEXZW0gUY
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「呀!晶晶呀,謝謝妳呀。」高母感謝她道。908Please respect copyright.PENANA1BKjbJI0ka
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施晶晶笑著回應她:「姨姨!不用對我這麼客氣啦!」908Please respect copyright.PENANAxP7KIlkP8g
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她們很愉快的聊著天,不經不覺的走到家門前。908Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1qgG1FnQS
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「對了!晶晶要不要來吃飯呀?今早出門聽妳母親說今天晚上夫妻倆要去朋友的聚會呀。」908Please respect copyright.PENANA0iPlQi6jpK
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她沒想到母親會連這些說話都會跟別人閒聊,她明明打算今天晚上吃外賣飯盒的… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAZn3prKJWCZ
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施晶晶心裡不想去的,因為她知道如果她到了他家吃晚飯的,一定會跟他一起圍桌而坐的,他們一定會尷尬的,因為言書他氣她… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAMWF0w11GCi
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可是她卻不想拒絕姨姨的好意。908Please respect copyright.PENANAYSOe6BXBTw
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高母像是看出她的猶疑,便問她:「妳好一段時間沒有來找言書玩了,是因為跟他吵架了嗎?」908Please respect copyright.PENANAiAMohSbXFJ
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「沒有… …」908Please respect copyright.PENANAhyHvkmPqvK
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雖然施晶晶說沒有,但是高母卻認定事情是這樣的。「如果是因為他做錯了,晶晶妳要見諒呀!他又毒又笨,不知道如何表達自己的感情,他應該是想和妳和好的,只是不知道該如何表達而已。」908Please respect copyright.PENANAbZgzMOFWnO
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施晶晶笑了,她不認為他們之間會回到以前一樣的關係了,再也不會了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAanMMpyejvz
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「真的沒有。只是我想認真的讀書,所以才不來找他玩而已。在學校裡我們仍然經常聊天的。」施晶晶笑著道。908Please respect copyright.PENANAuBQcbySMdJ
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其實他們在學校裡沒有跟聊天的。有的是小組活動或是派發功課派到對方的手上時… …會對對方說聲謝謝。908Please respect copyright.PENANAEfx9Hajb3F
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高母不等她的回覆,就拉著她的手走進家內。施晶晶心裡有點慌,怕一開門就會正面的看到了言書的。可是一開門卻不見他的身影。908Please respect copyright.PENANAnUVFr0cn16
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「言書他剛去朋友家,吃飯前就會回來了。」高母像是看到她心中的疑問便說。908Please respect copyright.PENANARv8qEyj7wO
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施晶晶為了不想高母起欵便像平日一樣的走進了高言書的房間等待著。908Please respect copyright.PENANA76Cs7goc73
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她關上門便一步一步的走進房間內,忽然腳步有點兒重。她走到書桌前拉開了電腦椅慢慢的坐下去,伏在桌面上。908Please respect copyright.PENANA9VDlDURXvc
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她多久沒有走到這間房間裡了?有沒有數個月了?好像有數個月了… …她看看他的房間,發現他的房間一點都沒有變,都是一樣放著很多漫畫、很多的模型、白色的床單、沒有疊好的被子… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAko7Bn905js
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一點都沒有變… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAlYyXtb6U0S
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她看看放在桌上的時鐘,現在才五時多,離吃飯的時間還有一段時間,待會早一點出去幫忙派餐具和傳飯菜吧… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAMVxQcwYAwd
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她待會應該怎麼跟他說話好呢… …908Please respect copyright.PENANAM7FigHZq3U
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想著想著她覺得有點累了,她慢慢的閉上眼簾,睡著了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAiNJajA5oid
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高言書提早了回家,他回到家中就聽到母親說施晶晶來了,就在他的房間。他一聽到內心很激動,又慌又喜的矛盾心情在心裡交纏著。他一打開房門就看到了施晶晶伏在他的書桌上睡著了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAEYvBdFJVsq
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他輕輕的關上了門,怕會驚起她,他慢慢的走近她俯視著。908Please respect copyright.PENANAFxajRFpkzR
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她多久沒有來了?她多久沒有走進他的房間了?短短的幾個月,卻一直的折磨著他。雖然這樣說好像是有點可笑,因為之前他們曾經有一小段時間吵過,沒有理會對方。908Please respect copyright.PENANARq3gMS5zxk
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那時候他是有想起她,但卻不像現在的想起她。908Please respect copyright.PENANAUgkWzqEuIp
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在晚上時,他總是想起她,想起她會偷偷的跑到他的房間,想著想著半夜裡他就不能進睡,他就會到書桌前亮起了枱燈,開始溫著書,到累了才會睡著。908Please respect copyright.PENANAPoPRq9jY2T
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難道就像別人說的一但是發現了自己的感情就會停不下來?908Please respect copyright.PENANAcxoJSVK5SU
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她伏著的位置是他平日溫書時累了會伏著的位置,他把手撐桌上俯身的靠近她,他好像看到了平日溫書的自己跟施晶晶重疊了一樣。他伸手拿起了她一少撮髪絲放在唇邊輕輕的磨擦著。908Please respect copyright.PENANA4DiFWUnYJp
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「吃飯吧!」908Please respect copyright.PENANAcugM2hydkt
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高言書一家和施晶晶圍桌而坐,桌面上放著香噴噴的飯棻,看得人垂涏三尺,忍不住要馬上動筷,可是施晶晶她卻沒有這個意欲,因為她覺得太丟臉了。908Please respect copyright.PENANALkNbYwyEmB
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她明明想要早一點起來幫忙的,可是她卻睡得很沉要高言書拍醒她,她才醒來。908Please respect copyright.PENANAzqKJo6eYfD
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施晶晶覺得很尷尬,覺得自己好像白白來吃飯的樣子,之前她是會幫忙的,但這次她卻沒有。908Please respect copyright.PENANAVq4Y0BAGLn
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「晶晶呀!妳看妳近來瘦了,眼圈又黑了,是溫書溫累了吧!」說著她就夾了一塊燒肉到她的碗內。908Please respect copyright.PENANAlmMswzQ16z
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「謝謝。」施晶晶看著碗內的燒肉,向高母道謝,然後抬起頭來,但卻剛巧的對上了坐在她對面的高言書。908Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z7Aakrc1B
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她很快的轉移了視線。908Please respect copyright.PENANA7D84QRwl9V
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「晶晶妳那麼努力讀書,打算考甚麼大學?」908Please respect copyright.PENANAw14KCdjLqB
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「我還沒有決定好,但是我希望是讀有關美術的課程。」908Please respect copyright.PENANArJPg5he1Ow
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「是呀… …言書他… …」正當高母說著話時,高言書忽然插話道:「吃飯吧!」908Please respect copyright.PENANAdC1Vk4GwIZ
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高母看到他們的樣子,她望了一望高父給他一個眼色後沒有說話,他們知道言書他還沒有跟晶晶說要移民的事吧!908Please respect copyright.PENANAwcdW1BZ2OT
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