中六開學了,那是他們最後一年的中學生涯,也是高言書最後一年留在香港的日子,。843Please respect copyright.PENANA24hcrKP0Nj
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自那一天在公園跟高言書吵過了以後,施晶晶就開始的更躲開他,上學的時候比以往的更早的出門,放學後就會拉著伍嘉玲到圖書館溫書直到了圖書館閉門時間才會回家,為的是要躲著他。843Please respect copyright.PENANAbpp0Cveo24
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在班房裡就算是對上了視線,他們都會躲開,轉移著視線,就算是碰到臉,他們都沒有跟對方打招呼。就算是兩家人偶爾的一起外出,她也會躲開,會找一個合理的理由躲開。843Please respect copyright.PENANAHUEG6ggWXk
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可能父母們知道了他們之間好像是爭吵了後,知道了他們吵了一場很大很嚴重的架後,就沒有再叫上她了。843Please respect copyright.PENANA2yQUKXtzmy
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至於楊曉峰他在那一天後,傳了最後一封的訊息給她。在訊息中他跟她說「對不起,我不會再找妳了。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAN5EHop8mVU
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望著這則訊息她心裡好不舒服,她知道他那天是喝了點酒,是衝動了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAKdynWOrV7R
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雖然失去了初吻,但她不怪他。843Please respect copyright.PENANACNGtzgvSlc
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因為她在乎的人都不喜歡他,那麼她在乎也有甚麼意義?843Please respect copyright.PENANAdOHjWPJsQ2
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最後她給他發了一則訊息。843Please respect copyright.PENANAv9DR4NSJT7
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「希望你能找到一份屬於自己的愛情。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAJPdsU0uFQM
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發了這一則訊息後,他再也沒有回覆過她,也沒有出現在她的眼前,可能是在大學住宿舍吧… …843Please respect copyright.PENANAU7jC8tf0lq
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不過這樣也好,這樣他應該可以慢慢的淡忘她吧… …843Please respect copyright.PENANAA07RVeKXvL
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「晶晶。」正在沉思著的施晶晶被母親喚了過來。843Please respect copyright.PENANACUC1W7mz6V
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施晶晶合上了剛做好的功課,望著母親問:「怎麼了?」843Please respect copyright.PENANALnNj5ZwzMO
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「這好一段日子怎麼都不見妳去找言書玩?」843Please respect copyright.PENANAO0fIFY5TfA
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又是這一個問題… … 看來在他們的眼中,她不去找言書是一件反常的事,不過也對!她以前真的太黏言書了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAutuQ4kGOD0
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她輕輕的呼了一口氣然後道:「我們都不是小孩了,還玩甚麼?」843Please respect copyright.PENANApoEI88INyA
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施晶晶頓了一頓,然後道:「媽… …妳有聽說言書他們要移民到外國嗎?」843Please respect copyright.PENANAMJemQNSyRC
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「這個很早就已經決定了好呀!」843Please respect copyright.PENANA68bbMCgvIE
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是嗎… …連母親都知道了,她卻是最後一個知道。高言書呀!他真的太狠心了,他真的是沒把她放在眼裡。843Please respect copyright.PENANAf7STLbLS8w
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「言書他… …沒有告訴你嗎?」施母擔心地問。843Please respect copyright.PENANAokO8UUmJM6
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「我知道呀。」雖然她是最後一人知道… …843Please respect copyright.PENANAWH8rkVweSz
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「那麼你們平日在學校… …」843Please respect copyright.PENANAlhiEjt6l4b
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「不就跟平日一樣。」說著她就收拾明天上課的東西,然後走到房間輕輕的關上門。843Please respect copyright.PENANAEzdPo7Mh6G
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她看了一看放在桌上的月曆,看到了月曆上的日期,明天是她的生日了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAXHacgYG4Zt
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時間真的過得很快,很快的就一年,很快的就是要考公開試了,很快的晶假,也很快的高言書就要去外國了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAAoCHuAXu96
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她看著放在桌上很多瓶的幸運星,那些都是言書送她的,為甚麼她還放在桌上呢?還有打掃時會把玻璃瓶抹乾淨,不讓它沾上灰塵。843Please respect copyright.PENANAknzE80EuB1
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她明明要忘記的,可是她在想些甚麼呢?為甚麼還要好好的珍惜!如果她不是想起生日的話,她就不會醒起這些好一直好好保存的星星。843Please respect copyright.PENANA4quUoHgouv
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是呀!明天生日了,今天晚上她也不會去到他的房間,不會再收到他送幼稚的摺星星了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAZPRXV8uZOd
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這時她才想要去清理這些東西,她拿起了最小的一瓶幸運星想要掉到垃圾筒,可是維持了這個動作一會兒都無法動手。843Please respect copyright.PENANAVXgMYXqaYx
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為甚麼不能動手呢?施晶晶在心裡嘆了一口氣。843Please respect copyright.PENANA0HROuF6KGp
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於是她拿了一個紙箱把一瓶又一瓶的幸運星放進內,也把那早已破掉的小布袋和新的小布袋放在裡面。她忽然頓了一頓像是醒起了某東西時,她看了看玻璃櫃,在裡面放著那個言書他最深愛的寶貝,是她在陸運會時威脅他要他送給她的模型,她拿著那模型想起了他那個不捨的表情,她忍不住笑了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAfVldUFo36V
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施晶晶看了好一會兒便把那個模型輕輕的放在玻璃瓶的旁邊,然後合上蓋。843Please respect copyright.PENANAo5tVTYzowm
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她輕撫著那個紙箱,然後把它放在床底下。就像她把對言書的感情藏在心底內,不見天日,總有一天會忘掉的。843Please respect copyright.PENANArJTC7Eq7Sg
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深夜,高言書仍坐在桌前沒有睡覺,他在摺著幸運星,從小就一直都會送她的生日禮。他每摺一顆就把幸運星投進玻璃瓶裡,直到玻璃瓶滿了才停手。843Please respect copyright.PENANAC5ZAszEJYz
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他看著玻璃瓶默默無語,他在做甚麼呢?明知道施晶晶晚上不會來到他的房間。不!是不可能到他的房間找他要生日禮物的,但是他還是準備著這一份禮物。843Please respect copyright.PENANAOlvIqnrgjR
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他看著那個不會送出的禮物苦笑著把它放在桌上的一旁,然後走到床上把被子包著自己,他知道今天的晚上一定睡不著,因為他總覺得今天的晚上會有一個女生偷偷的跑來向他討禮物。843Please respect copyright.PENANA74JXLkDVD0
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可能只有在夢裡才會夢到她的出現… …843Please respect copyright.PENANAnRcx57uFxI
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第二天的早上,施晶晶一打開門時,剛好高言書也打來了門,他們看到彼此就呆住了,因為他們一直提早的出門,為的就是被免碰上了對方,可是因為昨晚很晚才睡著,今天晚了起床,晚了出門才會遇上對方。843Please respect copyright.PENANA3yYvjeRGyA
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施晶晶定了定神,立刻的別開面快速的向前走去。高言書也接著跟在她的身後慢慢的走著。 剛好升降機門開啟了,施晶晶立刻跑到裡面去按上關門的按鈕。843Please respect copyright.PENANAZCuynZX6vu
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高言書站在升降機前一動也不動的看著她接上了關門的按鈕。843Please respect copyright.PENANAA5L4gmr7lE
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他看著她忍不住說了內心的說話。843Please respect copyright.PENANAsFcU3uYljk
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「生日快樂… …」843Please respect copyright.PENANA62Bta1USoD
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「咿」的一聲升降機門關上了,這時高言書才察覺了他好像說了一些不適當的說話,但是升降機門很快就合上,不知道施晶晶有沒有聽到了他的說話。843Please respect copyright.PENANAAQggzDUX55
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高言書不禁煩惱得拍著自己的腦袋,他在想些甚麼?明明是要令她放棄的,但是他卻說了這些話,不知道她會不會重燃對他的希望… …843Please respect copyright.PENANAqLU28bwtrQ
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上課的時候施晶晶一直都腦海放空著,沒有留心的上課。843Please respect copyright.PENANApTgQdjB8Jx
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她腦海裡想著今早在乘升降機時好像隱約聽到了言書跟她說生日快樂。到底是她昨晚因為想著言書所以幻聽,還是言書真的是跟她說了這些話?843Please respect copyright.PENANApxDY9wbcCP
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她的內心很混亂,如果是言書他真的對她說了生日快樂的話,她就會覺得很高興很高興,可是她卻要放棄他,這種矛盾的情緒困擾著她。843Please respect copyright.PENANAbqRRVvuV4e
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雖然如此,但是她的內心還是想他親口說這些話。843Please respect copyright.PENANAiSieP20yW5
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「施晶晶,第二題選擇案答案是?」宋老師像是發現了她在發夢,就故意點她回答問題。843Please respect copyright.PENANAYKc74KK9sT
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被老師一喚名字,施晶晶立即回過神來,因為她一直在想些事情,所以被他問課業上的問題,她心裡就慌了。因為她都不知道答案,而且這一科是她不太擅長的數學科。843Please respect copyright.PENANAx1SxCY3uc1
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怎麼辨好?要是回答不了宋老師的問題,她的後果可能會很傪。因為他平日看起來就很嚴肅的樣子。843Please respect copyright.PENANA7izIbWKWtO
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她看了一看伍嘉玲,用眼神向她發出求救的信號。可是伍嘉玲接收到她的求救信號就立即別過臉來裝作沒有看到。看來她也不會這題的答案。843Please respect copyright.PENANAwYo1OdxaDu
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嗯… …果然是好朋友。843Please respect copyright.PENANASmSkD2iAVt
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「答案是?」他又重覆問了她的問題,還能聽出一絲的不耐煩。843Please respect copyright.PENANAdpL2r4g3k0
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糟了 … …843Please respect copyright.PENANAv9yoUG1FdC
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「答案是B。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAoCHdbWhhJB
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施晶晶聽到有人替她答了問題,她立即轉頭看了看,果然如她所料這把熟悉的聲音是言書,為甚麼要幫她呢?843Please respect copyright.PENANAWvXvlWjbAl
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高言書一對上她的視線就低下頭來,心裡好緊張。因為他知道她有點兒不不安,他不經思索就把答案說了出來。843Please respect copyright.PENANAWbA0qJ71Al
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宋老師看著高言書說:「我在叫施晶晶回答問題,不是在叫你。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAy9zwOf61Rz
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「… …」施晶晶和高言書都不敢作聲。843Please respect copyright.PENANA1QIZbEATTb
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「施晶晶留心一點。」說著他就繼續講課。843Please respect copyright.PENANAMUBRocpj4l
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施晶晶不禁鬆了一口氣,她的心裡也有點兒矛盾,也有點兒激動。她不明白為何他們二人都躲著對方,見了面時都不會打招呼的。但是他卻跟她說了生日快樂,替她解圍了?她真的不明白。843Please respect copyright.PENANACNZCONd6TF
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很快的就下課了,接下來的是選修科,大家都收拾好課本就離開班房。高言書拿著課本就離開班房,當他經過施晶晶時,他隱約聽到了施晶晶的聲音。843Please respect copyright.PENANAax7kHQuumx
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「謝謝你… …」843Please respect copyright.PENANAvR8zoTM26t
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他不禁一彷,施晶晶立即抱著課本越過他,他看著她的背影,他不發現自己的嘴角微微的向上翹起。843Please respect copyright.PENANAOJE5Pl8uTD
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雖然他們之間好像有了一點兒的變化,但是他們很快的就回復了之前不理不睬的階段。你們可能會問為甚麼呢?可能是因為他們察覺到自己不能這樣做,不能再給對方或是自己的希望。843Please respect copyright.PENANALvveZkxNLn
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可是施晶晶卻偏偏的要虐待自己,在言書生日的時候她還是跟母親一起做了黑巧克力的蛋糕。那個苦澀的黑巧力的蛋糕,那個讓她的心一直苦澀的蛋糕。她跟母親說好了不要告訴言書她有份做的。在那一天她又一人傻傻的不跟他們去跟言書慶祝生日,一人坐在沙發上呆呆的看著時鐘。843Please respect copyright.PENANAldtUpG8ca3
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為甚麼他們明明要說放棄可是卻做一些令自己痛苦或是燃起希望的行為?可能是因為在年輕的時候,在他們青澀的歲月裡,他們都是這樣做一些矛盾的行為,說一些言不由衷的說話,總是不明白自己在想甚麼。那是因為年輕的他們第一次接觸愛情,他們不懂得愛情,才會令自己令對方落得滿身傷痕。843Please respect copyright.PENANALwUt6vXWEB
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施晶晶盯著月曆看,很快的就是他們在中學最後的生涯了,而且很快的就要考試了,現在她對他的愛有減少了嗎?減少了多少?她都不太清楚,她只知道她有時在學校還是會偷看他,但是次數減少了一點。這是代表他在她心裡的份量減少嗎… …843Please respect copyright.PENANAHHwj03wzER
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中六的最後一天,葉美斯拿著攝影機四處拍著,拍著每人對於中學生涯的感受和給別人說著給大家的祝福語,為的是給文憑試後的謝師宴劃上完滿的句號。843Please respect copyright.PENANARb1NAn2sic
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高言書尷尬的望著鏡頭,清了清喉嚨,然後開口道:「我在畢業後會移民到外國,所以我會好掛念大家的,祝… …大家前程錦繡。」843Please respect copyright.PENANActw5er8m3u
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高言書可能是有點緊張,他把這些原本有意義的說話說得結巴也好像連串不起這些句子來。843Please respect copyright.PENANADru7oNWgqZ
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在他旁邊的朋友聽到他要去移民便立即起哄著。843Please respect copyright.PENANACLy9dHJhuN
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「嘩!你真不夠朋友,竟然不告訴我!」843Please respect copyright.PENANA5C3mJ5xHpc
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「外國有那麼多開放的正妹,嘿嘿!」說著他的朋友就發出了古怪的笑聲。843Please respect copyright.PENANAvYv2VcnCZp
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這時他另一朋友把一盒的東西放進他的背包裡:「沒有到今天這麼巧買了這東西,這送給你喻意你… …」843Please respect copyright.PENANAJf9YxesOgm
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說著他一班朋友就發出了猥瑣的笑聲,令高言書好不尷尬。843Please respect copyright.PENANAVUQA6qtjM9
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站在遠處的施晶晶和伍嘉玲都聽得很清楚,伍嘉玲有點擔心的望著施晶晶:「晶晶… …妳知道了言書他要移民嗎?」843Please respect copyright.PENANA1d8uIxe4AT
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施晶晶收拾著書包說:「我早就知道了。」843Please respect copyright.PENANADTa7tmq0F8
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「妳… …不打算跟他表白嗎?就當是最後一次表達自己的心意。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAE7TaXU83zy
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她搖搖頭然後回應:「不,我不會的。倒是他卻在他移民前跟女神表白了。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAyjxXy71Roe
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她不是不想表白,而是言書他不希望她把那說話說出來。他討厭從她的口中聽出這些話。可能是怕破壞他們之間的關係,不過她還沒有說話說出,他們之間的關係早就破壞了。843Please respect copyright.PENANANIiSPdIrxs
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聽著他和朋友們開著玩笑,說著當他要到外國做甚麼,做甚麼的,她的心就覺得好不舒服。843Please respect copyright.PENANAwqtODd481D
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施晶晶望著伍嘉玲問:「在公開試後,我可以去你家打擾一下嗎?」843Please respect copyright.PENANAUXw8fZjM3G
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她想在言書到外國前一直待在她的家或是跟伍嘉玲去旅行,總次就想在暑假的時候看不到他的樣子。843Please respect copyright.PENANABZsYwuz5oi
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「是可以,但是妳要問問妳的家人先。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAW4lG1wiKnZ
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「妳家人沒有問題就可以了,我會跟我的父母說的。」施晶晶背起背包看著從不戴錶的伍嘉玲的右手,伸手緊牽著她就離開班房。843Please respect copyright.PENANA6SW4hPGe5U
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在走在回家的路上,施晶晶緊牽著伍嘉玲的手沒有放手。「嘉玲,謝謝妳一直陪著我,聽著我經常說言書的事情。」施晶晶說著就看了看她一眼。843Please respect copyright.PENANAcTSYmiGZeH
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伍嘉玲笑著的搖搖頭,像是笑施晶晶她太過客氣。843Please respect copyright.PENANAZxkdvsX49k
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「真的。就只有妳一個願意聽我的癈話,聽我說一些不開心的事。言書他的事我早晚也會忘記的。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAcajbP3wZib
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她頓了一頓然後緊握著她的右手說:「所以現在換我來聽妳的心事好嗎?」843Please respect copyright.PENANACSdfNb1lrc
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伍嘉玲用力的反握著她的手,開始落下淚來。843Please respect copyright.PENANAWFnaBcwzso
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施晶晶知道她與伍嘉玲都可以忘記,忘記那些令自己傷心,令自己難過的事情。她相信她們可以的。843Please respect copyright.PENANAE0Jm8IX4fe
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