我很清楚,我的世界有多麼黑暗,而我又能承受多少。320Please respect copyright.PENANArkS3YxhsJk
一隻黑色的鳳蝶飛過我的身邊,她拍動著那鮮豔的翅膀,帶著上上下下的節奏......320Please respect copyright.PENANACSVE3AhXtl
宣告了我的死亡。320Please respect copyright.PENANAyRkuGJmisP
那年,我突然可以看見這樣美麗的蝴蝶。320Please respect copyright.PENANAZI6th0fJIj
她總是在瀕臨死亡的人身邊徘徊,直至那人死後才離去。320Please respect copyright.PENANAvtd2Jm2giR
很不可思議,但是卻都這麼的巧。320Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ8DCAToBF
「你有看到那邊有隻蝴蝶嗎?」問著在我旁邊的一位老先生,他聽了我的話左右張望了一下後搖搖頭。320Please respect copyright.PENANAAJ9P3safxo
起初,我一直認為那是我的幻覺。320Please respect copyright.PENANABAtvwTn3Vb
也許是我想多了。320Please respect copyright.PENANAFAXzQyUeLC
但是......320Please respect copyright.PENANA6nod5ZtnY2
當我身邊的那位老先生因為疾病去世時,那隻蝴蝶輕盈的拍著她的翅膀飛出了手術室。320Please respect copyright.PENANApg9QDoM8Sw
當她經過我的身邊,還帶著一點點的微光。320Please respect copyright.PENANATJjvIKdqri
儘管我不明白為何只有我能看見她,她還是在我身邊的人駐留......320Please respect copyright.PENANA8FTUf3lFiM
直到......我左右的人都死去之後,她終於停留在我身邊了。320Please respect copyright.PENANAZwndehIm1c
像是一個小女孩一樣,天真的看著我、從早到晚。320Please respect copyright.PENANANzIVfZNxD1
而我的病情也隨著她的駐留越來越嚴重。320Please respect copyright.PENANAlfpUJoeqpz
只是,不變的還是她那樣的單純神情......320Please respect copyright.PENANAXSOkkD1UQH
像是在等待我死亡的那一刻,然後再尋覓下一個目標。320Please respect copyright.PENANA4MjxmyfLYI
最後,醫生也看著我搖頭,還為我插上了管子,那一根的管子插進我的鼻腔,實在很不舒服。320Please respect copyright.PENANALhdgLNdW74
就連呼吸都要依靠儀器的我,母親每天在我身邊呼喊我的名字,父親憔悴的表情和無奈把我整個包圍住。320Please respect copyright.PENANA9zA3V9mCzr
我落下眼淚......320Please respect copyright.PENANAQvdQnitnFF
祈求著她的離去。320Please respect copyright.PENANAekwNOYoIJa
這樣我就能死去了,也不用在讓父母承受這種痛苦。320Please respect copyright.PENANAVF6MBmdAcF
但是,日復一日,她始終沒有走的意思。320Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZbF4v2kdV
而我只是每天待在床上,呼吸著那微薄的空氣,望著天花板,以及聆聽著父母的哀傷......320Please respect copyright.PENANA5gOT4L0y0i
我想最痛苦的事情莫過於此了吧?320Please respect copyright.PENANA8UGMzE5BzU
看著親人傷心難過是因為自己,聽見朋友泣不成聲的哭喊。320Please respect copyright.PENANAvyyCzy30n1
那些都扎的我好痛好痛......好想就這樣結束......320Please respect copyright.PENANAGeGrEQdxwp
這樣的想法在我的腦中紮根。320Please respect copyright.PENANA1DWzYDXNXh
而她仍是看著我。320Please respect copyright.PENANAAoKq5aKR14
直到我,再也無法活著走出手術室。320Please respect copyright.PENANAVhNPeehsgJ
我看著她輕盈的拍動翅膀,飛離了我的身邊,帶著那微弱的光芒......320Please respect copyright.PENANANO3HJfCBUe
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