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漂亮的指甲裡嵌滿骯髒泥土,鹹味濃烈的汗水滑過額角,逕自流入眼中,她沒來得及避上眼睛,痛覺使淚水無法控制的沁出。8964 copyright protection119PENANAaq8w8njq2B 維尼
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太陽光穿透淚珠,把橘紅色的世界暈成一塊塊光斑,投射到視網膜上,模糊不清,難以聚焦。8964 copyright protection119PENANAB3vdMJVogE 維尼
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辛苦找了一下午針筒依然毫無所獲,日薄西山,如果這幾分鐘內沒找到,日落後恐怕更加困難。8964 copyright protection119PENANA3YRLlYrnSm 維尼
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憑藉意志力勉強動作,膝蓋跪到發麻,小腳肚酸痛不已,裙擺沾著髒兮兮的泥,狼狽不堪。8964 copyright protection119PENANA9PLiiEbRkc 維尼
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恐懼過後只剩下高漲的怒氣,手臂上青筋爆起,她不甘心的抓了一大把土,往前丟去。8964 copyright protection119PENANAsTAtwwWV7f 維尼
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黃昏在她眼楮下方渡上一層亮金色的反光,夾雜著鵝黃的黑眼珠左右飄移,終於找到心心念念之物——針筒。8964 copyright protection119PENANAGyzCAdvO3u 維尼
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夏添已經回家,她必須在毒癮發作前找到他,被人察覺到異樣就糟了。8964 copyright protection119PENANAM81AQvexxg 維尼
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翻開Line,點入全校性的群組,在裡頭一一翻找有沒有夏添的聯絡資訊。8964 copyright protection119PENANAJ8Ivt88d0n 維尼
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『夏天』8964 copyright protection119PENANAdaK1WqT1Kv 維尼
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1175人中,她找到一個和他名字很像的ID,頭像是一片黑色的星空,不知道是不是他?8964 copyright protection119PENANA00xEDRWUb0 維尼
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『凝雨透過電話號碼和你加好友』8964 copyright protection119PENANA1GtiCdtlGW 維尼
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凝雨,是程寧予的ID,似乎暗示著她的個性:凝結的雨不是水,是冰雹,會榨人的!8964 copyright protection119PENANADODVDPMDa9 維尼
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凝雨:夏添?8964 copyright protection119PENANAHR4H8AsQmE 維尼
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夏天:我是。8964 copyright protection119PENANAbyea3Uz6eD 維尼
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凝雨:我找到了8964 copyright protection119PENANAVz2dG5eipY 維尼
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凝雨:你說的算數嗎?8964 copyright protection119PENANAPqRbsQGbV8 維尼
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夏天:(已讀)8964 copyright protection119PENANAbbMRpMJTF1 維尼
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寧予咬牙,硬著頭皮搭車回家。8964 copyright protection119PENANAgLcUbbuJJU 維尼
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自己的生存與否決定在別人手上,如同夏添拿了一把刀架在她的脖子旁,只要她的行為不合他的意,刀隨時都有可能插進去,割斷她的氣管,刺穿她的咽喉,斷絕她的呼吸。8964 copyright protection119PENANAMNnrBIaR7q 維尼
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心律是前所未有的快,血液衝破胸膛,流進五臟六腑中,剎那間的翻湧,攪的全身都在痛。8964 copyright protection119PENANA8gwpKnQ9gf 維尼
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一把槍抵在她的腦門上,冰冷的槍口不發出任何聲音,她只能等待,等待夏添扣下板機,結束現在虛假的安寧。8964 copyright protection119PENANAA4HhJypyeQ 維尼
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多幾分鐘、多幾小時的平靜都是夏添賜予的恩惠,她不奢望夏添會完全原諒她,並且幫她隱藏這件事,她知道這是她的報應,自己從來不是什麼好人,老天在懲罰她。8964 copyright protection119PENANAs1ZQRcVF7b 維尼
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或許她真的錯了,但她不後悔,她根本沒有虧欠賴曉晴,那是她自找的!8964 copyright protection119PENANA6rs6jzSbhD 維尼
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要是賴曉晴沒有說出自己是「同性戀」這件事,他們倆也不會鬧得那麼絕,之後不會發生那種憾事。8964 copyright protection119PENANAUNViVzwkL0 維尼
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只有賴曉晴知道自己是同性戀,除了自己,賴曉晴是唯一可能說出來的人選。8964 copyright protection119PENANAKhmGUh2g4G 維尼
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「那是她自找的!那是她自找的⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection119PENANAjKXleoEceu 維尼
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寧予在口中不停默念,逐次加快,念到最後,竟成了一段破碎的聲音。8964 copyright protection119PENANA0Tlsv824Ll 維尼
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她分不清她在說什麼,覺得臉上濕濕的,伸手一摸,碰到冰冷的淚水。8964 copyright protection119PENANAZU5I490Trk 維尼
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「哎⋯⋯我為什麼哭了⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection119PENANAphg1OjEATZ 維尼
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胸口很痛,身體很疲憊,她想趁沒有人看到的時候把眼淚擦乾,淚水卻不聽她的使喚,乖巧的遵循地心引力,滾落。8964 copyright protection119PENANAglr4pggewq 維尼
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此時腦中浮現的竟然是賴曉晴最後那抹笑容,已經記不太得她的五官,唯獨唇角的弧度想忘也忘不掉,在她的記憶中,霸道的橫切過一個U字型。8964 copyright protection119PENANAvcG05GkKdD 維尼
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如此徬泊無依、無能為力的感覺,多久沒體驗過了?8964 copyright protection119PENANAaIG5rAH4A6 維尼
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兩年吧。8964 copyright protection119PENANAIaBeoV987e 維尼
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兩年的時間足夠她忘卻苦痛,沉浸極力塑造的夢幻樂園裡,無法自拔。8964 copyright protection119PENANAFJtbbvPLTF 維尼
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她不敢直面過去,因為自己他媽的是個惡心的同性戀。8964 copyright protection119PENANA4pKfkGrA2k 維尼
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當初就不該和大家坦白那該死的性向,應該將它深埋於黑暗,連同那見不得人的情意,永遠隱藏,放在內心深處腐爛發臭,讓時間把它切割成碎石,風化成灰泥,一點一點消逝在世界中。8964 copyright protection119PENANAMXX5JgYcF7 維尼
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必須永遠埋藏這個秘密,哪怕再也不會結婚生子。8964 copyright protection119PENANAlvekuRqgJs 維尼
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「出櫃」是她做過最愚蠢的決定。8964 copyright protection119PENANAcOinjhnEbt 維尼
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她的人生因為這個決定而崩潰。8964 copyright protection119PENANArYmgDke3Ik 維尼
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剛畫好的未來草圖,小心翼翼搭建起來的鷹架,皆被巨大的落石砸毁,落下來的地方變成一個大坑洞,填不平,她永遠帶著那道猙獰的疤。8964 copyright protection119PENANA3Wa96hvdLd 維尼
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名為「同性戀」的疤。8964 copyright protection119PENANAQpRin2OPeH 維尼
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翌日。8964 copyright protection119PENANAPAPYW19M7g 維尼
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「程寧予,不要再看窗外了!看課本不好嗎!」8964 copyright protection119PENANAMEPlq2M3x5 維尼
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程寧予轉回頭,雙眼布滿青紫色的黑眼圈,她昨晚沒睡好,應該說她根本睡不著!8964 copyright protection119PENANAzwU56mYogw 維尼
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可惡的夏添,竟然不回她訊息!8964 copyright protection119PENANAw7kwiQmaML 維尼
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老師見她戾氣深重的臉也嚇了一跳,原本蓄積已久的責怪突然說不出口,呆愣了幾秒後,才講了一兩句場面話,敷衍過去。8964 copyright protection119PENANAxRmrS0uhxw 維尼
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「好了程寧予,妳昨天做了什麼這麼晚睡?今天好好休息。」8964 copyright protection119PENANA26uqYD6TSR 維尼
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程寧予朝老師點了點頭。8964 copyright protection119PENANAwNyZIWvG0N 維尼
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「好,我們繼續講下道題⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection119PENANAlqNgCetYTN 維尼
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在各科老師的講題聲中,結束這個難熬的上午。8964 copyright protection119PENANAY4ziqt0ngR 維尼
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「寧予,妳最近老是心神不寧,是發生了什麼事嗎?」8964 copyright protection119PENANAj1Jo6go6SH 維尼
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輔導老師是個年輕的女人,沒比程寧予大多少,他們這個時期的煩惱她都經歷過,對同學的煩憂總能略知一二。8964 copyright protection119PENANA5nu6t11x4e 維尼
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少年人的煩惱不外乎都是一些同儕間的感情糾紛,或者和父母溝通上的問題。8964 copyright protection119PENANA2YGj2RP53d 維尼
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但對這個同學她卻毫無頭緒,只能期待著程寧予主動找她訴說。8964 copyright protection119PENANAtHPgwzWd63 維尼
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「我沒事,謝謝老師關心。」8964 copyright protection119PENANAlsGis2vFpF 維尼
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平平淡淡的語氣,反而讓輔導老師更加憂心。8964 copyright protection119PENANAl8cbReudK5 維尼
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「真的嗎,妳有什麼事還是要跟我說哦!或許我沒辦法實際上幫到妳什麼,但我能幫妳排解心靈上的負擔。」8964 copyright protection119PENANAmsaPs1leln 維尼
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「好的。」8964 copyright protection119PENANAxLQyJQzFv1 維尼
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這句話依然不輕不重,老師只是微微嘆息,看她的身影遠去,變得越來越小。8964 copyright protection119PENANAax0uuR9pwY 維尼
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午休的時刻,程寧予來到天台,原本想找個無人的地方沉澱自我,卻碰巧遇到在這裡守株待兔的夏添。8964 copyright protection119PENANA87MRsVu5Tf 維尼
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「夏添!?」8964 copyright protection119PENANAHHhZR5U3z0 維尼
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「哈囉,程寧予。」8964 copyright protection119PENANAYuEZAeYQjk 維尼
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夏添露出笑容,朝她揮揮手8964 copyright protection119PENANAAUijr2I7bA 維尼
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握有程寧予的生死,夏添不再被動,他現在占有整個場面的主導權。8964 copyright protection119PENANAylxlA8a11Z 維尼
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