我們向來都不是學到退讓
向來都是被迫退讓
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不知道為什麼,感覺好像活得越久,擁有的就越少。143Please respect copyright.PENANAjDL6abceLR
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這種情況應該是有一個開始吧,畢竟我們都是生來一無所有,在成長的途中我們學會了握緊手心,承載一些我們從未想過我們會擁有的東西。然而也是在成長的途中我們慢慢放鬆了握的力道,一些細小的塵埃逐漸從手指與手指的間隙之間悄稍消逝。143Please respect copyright.PENANAwrir2ynFPg
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等到發現了失去了有些東西的時候,我們或許還是會有點改變的吧。143Please respect copyright.PENANA3J9FmygQsm
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是的。我最近好像有點改變了,不知道這樣是變好還是變壞。明明就還是把東西放到手上握緊的年紀,我卻覺得我擁有的東西重量逐漸變輕了,我也變…輕鬆了。143Please respect copyright.PENANA5HTXllMODi
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這一年來,我一直都是這樣,在意的事情好像變少了,變得只在意自己眼前的事物、變得有點懶惰、變得沒有意義、變得…安逸。143Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5R0OCsbSf
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有種為什麼要努力的心情情逐漸醞釀,什麼都不做的平靜庸碌使的我有點安心般的頭暈目眩。143Please respect copyright.PENANAPEeRUgUAKF
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這時,我才知道,原來我是喜歡漫無目的的隨波逐流,不用思考、前進、努力、煩惱。只要睜著眼睛靜看著一切,放空腦袋過著每個今天日復一日著明天。143Please respect copyright.PENANA2JKV93qmN9
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放輕鬆的自己,逐漸的卸去手心握緊的力道。一些事物就此一去不回、聽見崩塌的聲音仍無動於衷得自己。143Please respect copyright.PENANA8QNMUO52jq
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很多感情相較以前反而變得麻木,過度的放鬆又變得不安般的心力交瘁,少了一些表情邁向撲克般的木頭,心裡頭不斷告訴自己的沒關係。143Please respect copyright.PENANAuWvl6Xv28L
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過去的我,遙望現在的我。143Please respect copyright.PENANAP8R2vYrGnk
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「你好。」143Please respect copyright.PENANAhtO0fiFpEP
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「恩。」143Please respect copyright.PENANAqcqy1xlxbC
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過去的純真化為冬天的溫存包覆著現今冷冰的庸碌厭世感,然後一切都被無端的低溫凍結,輕吐出的氣息像是冰雪般的消融又凍結。143Please respect copyright.PENANAz19Ve2qqVi
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呼───143Please respect copyright.PENANAs2mprXCwO1
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已經夠了吧,走的…夠遠了吧…143Please respect copyright.PENANAVhoKL0owYq
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手心一整個張開到了極致、翻轉。自願一無所有。143Please respect copyright.PENANAtKfTBKSilV
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我們從來都不是學到了退讓,我們向來都是被迫退讓。143Please respect copyright.PENANASmMV7hVrVF
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徬若獲新生的我們感到了嚴重的虛脫感,淨空的手心重新擁有了搭載希望的自由。143Please respect copyright.PENANAVAUZytmZYa
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這一次,又是怎樣的、結果?143Please respect copyright.PENANAYn1WsyzjTq
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