
075:哥哥說,我是妹妹加禍害
隨著我更懂事,大約八歲吧。355Please respect copyright.PENANATi16B6arL4
同村婆婆媽媽們有意無意的言談,使我開始瞭解自己的童養媳身份。355Please respect copyright.PENANAajtWG5DmU6
我是養在家裡,等著長大之後和哥哥結婚的女孩子。355Please respect copyright.PENANAXyznyEklEf
那時的心情,沒有驚訝,完全只有:『這樣啊……』355Please respect copyright.PENANAkX0IYge2Sz
畢竟從小開始,哥哥就是像爸爸那樣的堅強男人。355Please respect copyright.PENANAKeGnhW4vhJ
日夜對待我,是溫暖和善的哥哥。355Please respect copyright.PENANAMpPA5OaIbt
長大成婚,必定也是可靠的老公。355Please respect copyright.PENANAbfzreNMA8f
既是爸爸,哥哥,又是老公,超級好用的三位一體,我又有什麼好擔心?355Please respect copyright.PENANAhicWpPDvAM
我從小到大,真的就是這麼依賴哥哥。355Please respect copyright.PENANAzv74PW4XoM
就算現在,也是一樣……355Please respect copyright.PENANA0r5Yl68k2N
至於哥哥又是怎麼看待我?是妹妹還是老婆?355Please respect copyright.PENANAIuUqCiecQo
我真的問過喔。355Please respect copyright.PENANA8yEH2Y7fBn
那一晚,哥哥在房間夜讀。355Please respect copyright.PENANAiZubm6o0EP
八歲的我,好奇詢問:「哥哥?下午我幫阿嬤去漁港買魚回來,林嬸說我是妳的童養媳耶?」355Please respect copyright.PENANA2zcgK2NUP3
十六歲的哥哥,平淡的說:「妳已經知道啦……」355Please respect copyright.PENANAsNAatF999y
再問:「所以我是哥哥的老婆囉?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAWR6jvnxbys
哥哥:「妳是妹妹加禍害。」355Please respect copyright.PENANANAXoDE87so
我問:「為什麼是禍害?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAZw3zOOoYJp
哥哥:「還是小嬰兒的時候,光是半夜哭啼和清理大便,就給我添了不少麻煩。在私塾讀書,更是整天只會枕在我的大腿上睡覺,口水弄濕我的褲子,讓我不能好好讀書。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAn1BKnllTXo
我生氣的撲入哥哥懷裡,進行撒嬌:「人家又不是故意的!」355Please respect copyright.PENANAVLFUfCLoIZ
哥哥:「哈哈……妳還這麼小,就別想這麼多。」355Please respect copyright.PENANALPg7eJi1pw
我問:「那等我長大之後呢?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAdYNIhnjnzK
哥哥:「妳幾歲了?八歲?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAJP0eCOl1JX
我說:「嗯!八歲了!」355Please respect copyright.PENANAioYt7ATUlF
哥哥:「好,男女八歲要分房。今晚開始,妳去睡隔壁房間吧。」355Please respect copyright.PENANAlnm1QquaFB
我說:「咦?為什麼?我們不是都一起睡覺?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAuUYlhNu7OH
哥哥:「女孩子長大,當然要有自己的房間啊,否則永遠都只是長大不的孩子。」355Please respect copyright.PENANApte5VCSuDd
我說:「那麼分房之後,哥哥就會和我結婚?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAFFEOm4o9Ur
哥哥溫暖微笑:「妳先乖乖長大再說吧……」355Please respect copyright.PENANAvDVf5EAjTq
我就這樣被哥哥哄騙,分房睡覺了。355Please respect copyright.PENANADq6pGV7h0f
此外,隨著繼續長大,九歲,十歲,十一歲,我的生活圈開始受到嚴格限縮。355Please respect copyright.PENANAy8slCwh4BE
長大一點,阿嬤讓我去漁港買個東西。走在路上,都會有人指指點點,說這是某某某的童養媳,說到連外地人也很快就知道。355Please respect copyright.PENANAQPv5Id0e9n
我稍微和其他男生說幾句話,走近一點,就會被婆婆媽媽當場指指點點,甚至是告到阿嬤那裡,等著回家被罵。355Please respect copyright.PENANACkCIE85KZu
和其他女孩接近一點,說幾句話,也會被阿嬤直接罵,說整天想著往外跑,不想乖乖待在家裡做事或是陪在丈夫身邊。355Please respect copyright.PENANAYZJjdYrGBP
童養媳的身份,根本讓我的交友圈完全被限制住。355Please respect copyright.PENANA8ER14c2jbk
無法靠近男生,女生也不能交朋友,只能待在哥哥身邊。355Please respect copyright.PENANAS4HDwVrYQK
所以成年之後,談到童年往事,我真的拿這件事罵過哥哥:「把我的青春歲月還來啦!八嘎歐尼醬!大八嘎!」355Please respect copyright.PENANAcQmQazxqLC
哥哥說:「妳被限制交友,不是我的錯啊?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAge2CYR5C23
我罵他:「說到底,你已經把我的人生徹底破壞!從小嬰兒時代開始破壞!我除了整天乖乖跟在你身邊,長大之後嫁給你,到底是還能怎樣!」355Please respect copyright.PENANAQinTP8biyC
哥哥竟然冤枉的說:「我才是被妳黏上身的苦主好嗎?」355Please respect copyright.PENANAntW9De7Ige
當我是亡魂糾纏啊?真是有夠大八嘎!355Please respect copyright.PENANAnBULPuaA9S
反正,哥哥和我真的從小彼此糾纏,陪伴,一直走在一起……355Please respect copyright.PENANAgd2N7vecWe
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