
075:哥哥說,我是妹妹加禍害
隨著我更懂事,大約八歲吧。322Please respect copyright.PENANAWyDYUVTJlc
同村婆婆媽媽們有意無意的言談,使我開始瞭解自己的童養媳身份。322Please respect copyright.PENANAVeOnSDgugG
我是養在家裡,等著長大之後和哥哥結婚的女孩子。322Please respect copyright.PENANA262XZcSv4c
那時的心情,沒有驚訝,完全只有:『這樣啊……』322Please respect copyright.PENANAdM8eOalTZy
畢竟從小開始,哥哥就是像爸爸那樣的堅強男人。322Please respect copyright.PENANAhUTAfC4ua2
日夜對待我,是溫暖和善的哥哥。322Please respect copyright.PENANAbiuxD1Zix6
長大成婚,必定也是可靠的老公。322Please respect copyright.PENANA3lmjoXaKu9
既是爸爸,哥哥,又是老公,超級好用的三位一體,我又有什麼好擔心?322Please respect copyright.PENANAXVk2igRAMH
我從小到大,真的就是這麼依賴哥哥。322Please respect copyright.PENANAkoPJTYcsoy
就算現在,也是一樣……322Please respect copyright.PENANAyDL9HRlQ6t
至於哥哥又是怎麼看待我?是妹妹還是老婆?322Please respect copyright.PENANA981ahVJ4Ks
我真的問過喔。322Please respect copyright.PENANA3DwqCV3Fi5
那一晚,哥哥在房間夜讀。322Please respect copyright.PENANA9Yuo3RfIAC
八歲的我,好奇詢問:「哥哥?下午我幫阿嬤去漁港買魚回來,林嬸說我是妳的童養媳耶?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAFOSr3eoZge
十六歲的哥哥,平淡的說:「妳已經知道啦……」322Please respect copyright.PENANAbahFZs7vAJ
再問:「所以我是哥哥的老婆囉?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAGIUJeunlr9
哥哥:「妳是妹妹加禍害。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAXBbGRojVDp
我問:「為什麼是禍害?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAW2ylld1N2a
哥哥:「還是小嬰兒的時候,光是半夜哭啼和清理大便,就給我添了不少麻煩。在私塾讀書,更是整天只會枕在我的大腿上睡覺,口水弄濕我的褲子,讓我不能好好讀書。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAoEO8LCImu9
我生氣的撲入哥哥懷裡,進行撒嬌:「人家又不是故意的!」322Please respect copyright.PENANANOp2rL9GGs
哥哥:「哈哈……妳還這麼小,就別想這麼多。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAndslCaDLjf
我問:「那等我長大之後呢?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAsF4Qqc5UVT
哥哥:「妳幾歲了?八歲?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAa77Z56nsHz
我說:「嗯!八歲了!」322Please respect copyright.PENANAJqtZhuPa7A
哥哥:「好,男女八歲要分房。今晚開始,妳去睡隔壁房間吧。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAeFL9nvJDu7
我說:「咦?為什麼?我們不是都一起睡覺?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAGleeyY8uGO
哥哥:「女孩子長大,當然要有自己的房間啊,否則永遠都只是長大不的孩子。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAYCFuPbEsEZ
我說:「那麼分房之後,哥哥就會和我結婚?」322Please respect copyright.PENANABn7VBnDLZQ
哥哥溫暖微笑:「妳先乖乖長大再說吧……」322Please respect copyright.PENANAokUFztbJVW
我就這樣被哥哥哄騙,分房睡覺了。322Please respect copyright.PENANAL9paNksqWB
此外,隨著繼續長大,九歲,十歲,十一歲,我的生活圈開始受到嚴格限縮。322Please respect copyright.PENANAcj9gp9UUCZ
長大一點,阿嬤讓我去漁港買個東西。走在路上,都會有人指指點點,說這是某某某的童養媳,說到連外地人也很快就知道。322Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fwhjmdaeg
我稍微和其他男生說幾句話,走近一點,就會被婆婆媽媽當場指指點點,甚至是告到阿嬤那裡,等著回家被罵。322Please respect copyright.PENANAVeNhsjVFfK
和其他女孩接近一點,說幾句話,也會被阿嬤直接罵,說整天想著往外跑,不想乖乖待在家裡做事或是陪在丈夫身邊。322Please respect copyright.PENANAIlNMiO1tiM
童養媳的身份,根本讓我的交友圈完全被限制住。322Please respect copyright.PENANA4ISBZoqn7h
無法靠近男生,女生也不能交朋友,只能待在哥哥身邊。322Please respect copyright.PENANAY2WjPtRV7W
所以成年之後,談到童年往事,我真的拿這件事罵過哥哥:「把我的青春歲月還來啦!八嘎歐尼醬!大八嘎!」322Please respect copyright.PENANAgC2ccZxrhd
哥哥說:「妳被限制交友,不是我的錯啊?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAVhaXGluz0k
我罵他:「說到底,你已經把我的人生徹底破壞!從小嬰兒時代開始破壞!我除了整天乖乖跟在你身邊,長大之後嫁給你,到底是還能怎樣!」322Please respect copyright.PENANAnseYyfupMy
哥哥竟然冤枉的說:「我才是被妳黏上身的苦主好嗎?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAo6OexH4TvB
當我是亡魂糾纏啊?真是有夠大八嘎!322Please respect copyright.PENANA1KSdE7l5Kb
反正,哥哥和我真的從小彼此糾纏,陪伴,一直走在一起……322Please respect copyright.PENANAK8fAmnULGx
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