Things were so boring around here, and i was so bored of this place. I don't think i will ever like hospitals again after this, to boring to be in one. They said my test were pretty normal, and that i would probably be released tomorrow if the results are good today.
I opened my laptop and clicked on the YouTube icon. I was about to do something that might hurt, but i just wanted to see it. I clicked on my channel, and it popped up. My channel had over 11,000 subscribers and it was pretty huge too. Or , used to be huge. Back then, i used to post song covers, daily blogs, and things together with my family and- with Aiden.
The thought killed me, and then i saw it. The last video i posted, the day of Aiden's birthday. We had done so many things on camera the day of his birthday, and it was so fun. Regretfully, i clicked on the video as it loaded slowly. The internet at the hospital wasn't the fastest, but it was cool.
"Hey guys, what's up?~ It's KoolKatMuse Here-" "Hey, don't forget about me~" The voice of aiden, my once beloved love. The person that made my day worthwhile, and his smile popped on camera. "Oh, how could i forget about you, Aiden? It's practically impossible too."
I saw my once peaceful smile bring a laugh, and i watched As Aiden hugged me and kissed my cheek rocking me in his arms from behind. "I know,i love you~" "Awww, oh! I almost forgot, we are on camera!" "Yo everyone, it's ShadowMusic Here.And also this lovely girl's boyfriend~"748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg17WUswPbz
"They already Know that~" Our laughs joined in unison, as he kissed my cheek once more. He stood a few inches taller than me, i had forgotten his height. "Anyways, today we bring you with a special video. Today is ShadowMusic here, aka Aiden's, birthday!~" "Woop woop."
"What? What kind of noise was that?" "The calm party type of noise." The laughter seemed to always be there almost whenever he said something. "Your so silly~" "But handsome" I saw some blush appear on my face, and my hands began to shake as i held the laptop in my hands. "Yes, my handsome man~ Anyways, right now we are out at the movies about to watch a random movie he choose." "I am a random person, what can i say?"748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirhd0fL31C
"Yeah, anyways. We will get back to you when the movies over, or we leave." "Or one of us dies from boredom." That statement was karma, because one of us did die. Maybe not from boredom, but from a tragic accident. 748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevYex3NmHW
"Hey guy's, we are back. And that movie was not too bad, except when it went from calm to suicidal." "Yeahhhh, maybe that's why it was called 'suicide crazy', hahha!" "Aiden!" I smacked his arm as he laughed looking at me. "Whoops, hahah!"
"Your crazy, you know that?" "Yeah, but you still love me for it~" I saw him wink and laugh. "Pft, what was that wink? You think you can make me blush from it?" "No, but this can." He moved his mouth to ear as he whispered something to me, and then he bit my ear. "A-aiden!" He ran away laughing, as i ran after him. "Anyways guys, we will see you tommorrow. Aiden, get back here! KoolKatMuse, out~"
Closing the top to the laptop, i held my chest in sadness. Till this day, i remembered what he whispered to me; and why i blushed. Aiden was the perfect guy for me, sure he had his flaws, everyone did. But too me, he was none the less than perfect.
I opened the top to my laptop again, clicking on record. "Hey everyone...It's KoolKatMuse. I know you guys are wondering where i have been ever since i disappeared on me and Aiden's anniversary. The truth is...It's been to painful to record or sing for any of you anymore. The truth behind it all is, i lost aiden the day of his birthday to a hit and run. And you know, it's been to hard to sing, listen to music, record anything, or see his face. It hurt, because he was my muse to my music. So, yeah...to be honest i don't even know what i will do anymore. I don't think i will be doing music...i'm not sure anymore. I know many of you have been worried, anxious, and now you know. "
"ShadowMusic, aka, Aiden; is dead. And it hurts me the most, because i think it's my fault i wasn't there with him. I know it has already been long for me to get overit, but i still need time to get over my grief. Please don't be mad or unsubscribe, but if you do i understand; but i miss Aiden, and i always will. KoolKatMuse, out~" When i finished recording it, i uploaded it, and shut my laptop quickly.
I broke down into tears, trying to stop them from flowing. I finally told the truth, maybe this was the first step to moving on. It still hurt, but maybe i can get through it. Aiden, if you are watching, i am sorry.
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