No Plagiarism!TVhcDlZ3PfNyi4h2kfNkposted on PENANA 我花了幾日時間計了再計,都肯定自己那天說夠一百句,甚至是更多。這是我之前訂的目標,達成之後,我就跟星澄表白。8964 copyright protection386PENANAylZ0snQ1lV 維尼
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如果問三個月之前的我,一定不會相信自己會有在學校說上一百句的一天,這三個月以來,每一天我都確確實實地感受到自己的進步,自從那天在魚池旁邊察覺到那份感情開始,直到這一刻,那份感情依然沒變,甚至變得更強烈,強烈得我想立刻讓她知道。8964 copyright protection386PENANAhoozOnSArR 維尼
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苦苦思量後,我找來了一本畫簿,把要對她說的都寫了進去,我計劃找一天放學後約她到魚池,學電視劇那般拿著畫簿逐頁逐頁揭給她看。8964 copyright protection386PENANAXN39PEHGOO 維尼
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這時,她剛好在Facebook inbox 我拿食譜,我乘機問她哪天放學後空閒,然後以探望大小黑為名約她到魚池。8964 copyright protection386PENANALoWWpq3p4s 維尼
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星期五:) 21:088964 copyright protection386PENANA1W9hAqD075 維尼
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咁你星期五記得去 21:088964 copyright protection386PENANAvKKlsnKX2O 維尼
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唔通你又偷偷地倒咗新魚入去? 21:108964 copyright protection386PENANAMERQJJOzQ4 維尼
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到時你咪知 21:108964 copyright protection386PENANAhsusL7zSuz 維尼
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我把窗子打開,這樣能驅趕一點房裡的悶氣,街上不斷有汽車駛過,發出接二連三的噪音,我吸了口氣,對著街上大喊:「我鍾意你呀!!!」8964 copyright protection386PENANA5R6sa4dPDT 維尼
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想像話語就這樣乘風傳到她耳裡,可惜現實是那承載著一切感情的聲音,早已被殘酷的晚空吞噬得一點也不剩,街上又回復到剛才的嘈吵,沒有人聽見我的聲音。8964 copyright protection386PENANAOD8iRqv2Ih 維尼
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電話傳來WhatsApp 通知,一看之下又是Cayden ,明天的星期二是教師發展日,所以放假一天,他無緣無故約我出來打籃球。8964 copyright protection386PENANAi00yvkCjKc 維尼
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我感到有點莫名其妙,尤其我根本不喜歡打籃球,於是回了句「唔去」。8964 copyright protection386PENANARMEjgrWbkA 維尼
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唔去 21:218964 copyright protection386PENANApjPPUmtieo 維尼
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有要事搵你,求吓你出嚟 21:228964 copyright protection386PENANAqrCWgI3W1J 維尼
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可能他真的有事找我,就即管看看是甚麼事吧。8964 copyright protection386PENANAv5LuzNCNLL 維尼
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翌日照他所說的時間來到球場,卻發現他旁邊多了一個人,我想了兩秒才記起他是誰,是上次負責研究的西裝男,他今天換上了一身便衣。8964 copyright protection386PENANA2gcLgfqNp9 維尼
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「Hi! 仲記得我嘛?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAnykDrHbBB4 維尼
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「記得。」Miss Yip 男朋友吖嘛。8964 copyright protection386PENANA5kOMvrkGNM 維尼
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他聽了後對我伸出了手:「正式自我介紹一次先,我姓凌,你可以叫我阿Wayne 。」8964 copyright protection386PENANARxnjIFm630 維尼
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我握了握他的手,然後用眼神詢問站在一旁的Cayden 現在是甚麼情況。8964 copyright protection386PENANAqHWbLww73d 維尼
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「阿professor 話有野搵你。」他擺了擺手,便拿著籃球落場投籃。8964 copyright protection386PENANACY1i7JgE2v 維尼
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「冇錯,今日搵你出嚟係想你幫幫手,我地過嚟呢邊坐先。」說罷我跟他到場邊的觀眾席坐下,他從袋裡拿了一大疊文件,又拿出一支筆,然後說:「其實都係一個關於內向者嘅研究嚟嘅,但今次形式係傾計咁。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAWh0FdLlVOA 維尼
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常聽說上研究所的人都是瘋狂的,甚麼微不足道的事也能用來研究一番,今天終於見識到,到這一秒我也沒能明白內向究竟有甚麼好研究。8964 copyright protection386PENANABfe5A5jYNQ 維尼
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「你ok嘛 ?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAKUJyIZsfP5 維尼
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既然出來了我也懶得白行一趟,抱著和別人聊一會兒的心態,我點了點頭。8964 copyright protection386PENANAUYRhFAffBX 維尼
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「最近點呀?」他一來就拋了句讓我摸不著頭腦的問題。8964 copyright protection386PENANALUrLuMyGpM 維尼
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「……吓?幾好。」8964 copyright protection386PENANARujQNJVkXx 維尼
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「咁你講野呢?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAGyMaqCWWDO 維尼
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「……吓?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAFHof0xtCTF 維尼
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「唔好介意,嗰次之後我聽Hailey 講咗啲關於你嘅事,我估你講野方面……應該有啲障礙?」他單刀直入地問,卻反而令我感到更易開口。8964 copyright protection386PENANAbOmdkVS3dU 維尼
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我輕輕點頭,又說:「……但我覺得自己多野講咗。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAkFZ7wxp9bm 維尼
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「點解嘅?」8964 copyright protection386PENANACTZVoXASKz 維尼
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因為一個人。8964 copyright protection386PENANADCOJHvNzti 維尼
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他見我有口難言的模樣,便換了個問題:「你介唔介意講吓你嘅障礙係咩?」8964 copyright protection386PENANANfwyMTFDuc 維尼
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對從來沒有向別人提起過那個病的我來說,這種事情根本不知怎樣開口。8964 copyright protection386PENANAZqb6lj7I3E 維尼
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「……如果你唔想講嘅話,介唔介意俾我估吓?」8964 copyright protection386PENANA2mURNPVT0u 維尼
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我沒有說什麼,默許了。8964 copyright protection386PENANASwJ1MhlhFR 維尼
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「會唔會係選擇性緘默症?」聽到這個名詞後,我錯愕不已,他卻連番解釋:「你千祈唔好誤會,我冇搵人查你或者用另類途徑去check,只係你俾我嘅感覺同我之前接觸過嘅另一個患者好相似,我先大膽估吓。」 8964 copyright protection386PENANAE2jzV9EB29 維尼
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我望向遠方的藍天,點了點頭。8964 copyright protection386PENANA5k2wz1cn5a 維尼
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他見狀,有點恍然大悟地說:「真係嘅?呢個就係你講唔到野嘅原因?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAM1rXjtnAFN 維尼
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我猶疑了好一會兒才回答:「……細個醫生話係。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAYnEJh80rTe 維尼
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「我對呢個病都有基本了解,但親身接觸患者就冇幾多次。」他對我笑一笑說,我把目光投向籃球場上的Cayden,他不停重覆著上籃的動作,不知道進了多少球?8964 copyright protection386PENANA82sxcOLfdS 維尼
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旁邊的他繼續說:「我先假設你喺屋企講野係完全冇問題?不如咁,我地玩個遊戲。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAn6Jor4tSW1 維尼
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他在紙上畫了兩間屋:一間寫著「家」;另一間則寫著「學校」,然後把紙筆遞給我。8964 copyright protection386PENANAzPOQ6VLyvm 維尼
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「你首先畫一個火柴人代表你最可以同佢講野嘅對象。」8964 copyright protection386PENANA4GEKJn44Bf 維尼
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我把紙筆接過,卻遲遲沒有落筆——這是頭一次有人跟我深入討論這個病的事,我想我有點反應不來。8964 copyright protection386PENANALKgTcVED2y 維尼
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他像偷看了我內心想法般道:「你係咪覺得我有啲唐突?但你諗深一層,呢個其實係一個好好嘅機會,畀你去審視自己同身邊嘅人嘅關係。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAHahIXvH7Mg 維尼
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我覺得他的話也許是對的,便緩緩地在「家」裡畫了一個火柴人,代表外婆。8964 copyright protection386PENANAT6k1iRkBr2 維尼
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「跟住請你畫出其餘你可以同佢地講野嘅人,唔需要畫晒全部,你可以淨係畫你想畫嘅人。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAQPS42TjBni 維尼
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聽了,我在「家」裡又畫了一個火柴人,然後在「學校」裡也畫了三個。8964 copyright protection386PENANAOfY57I8kjc 維尼
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他望著畫紙點點頭,便在代表外婆的火柴人上寫了「10」,然後說:「我地就用10嚟表示你對住呢個人講野完全冇問題,而0嘅話即係你對住佢完全講唔到,你試吓以呢個為標準,幫其他人標示埋數字。」8964 copyright protection386PENANA6j0oZIMD99 維尼
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我思考了一下,然後為「家」裡另一個火柴人(代表Tinny )寫下8。8964 copyright protection386PENANAIGCGNjX7oi 維尼
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至於「學校」那三個火柴人,代表的是樂仔、Cayden ,還有星澄,我順序寫下7、6,寫到最後時,手卻懸著了。8964 copyright protection386PENANADGLVvhU2pX 維尼
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「點解停手?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAJT5HRLM1Qk 維尼
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「……我唔知。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAMY1Vv15CNn 維尼
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我不知道應該填甚麼。8964 copyright protection386PENANAmAhgQeAQ7h 維尼
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「不如咁問?點解你會猶疑應該填咩數字?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAIrw3F52TaG 維尼
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「……因為我同佢講到野,但好多野想同佢講又講唔到。」連自己也不明白在說甚麼了,最後我在火柴人上寫了9,不,一定沒有……把數字改了又改,professor 忽然止住了我的手。8964 copyright protection386PENANAZgYApanRsM 維尼
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「呢個公仔代表嗰個人係男仔定女仔?」8964 copyright protection386PENANA8uyHAPBRmm 維尼
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「……女。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAbE96gious2 維尼
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他像看穿了甚麼一樣說道:「咁我大概知道你地嘅關係。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAecJV4oXh67 維尼
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「如果你猶疑嘅話,我感覺你地之間嘅障礙應該唔細。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAUAn3ttOJFQ 維尼
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「喺你地嘅關係再進一步之前,我諗你要好好諗吓呢個問題——佢有冇可能去到10。」8964 copyright protection386PENANAbs9fMUuXRs 維尼
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他一直說,我也有聽,有過這麼的一秒,我居然認為他或許說得對,但這個念頭很快便消失了,我甚至為自己感到氣憤,明明好不容易下定了決心,卻又輕易受動搖。8964 copyright protection386PENANAEclTByMuEp 維尼
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我不想再和他談下去,便一聲不響走到場上,Cayden 把籃球傳給我,我用力把球投到籃上,發出「砰」一聲巨響。8964 copyright protection386PENANAiesisMXjJT 維尼
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「嘩,你咁大力做咩?」8964 copyright protection386PENANAx6JniRc2yF 維尼
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球撞到籃板上,最後反彈到地面。8964 copyright protection386PENANA2lz8rANihP 維尼
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