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伯母再講:「你爸爸係一個好出色嘅研究員,佢大學畢業之後都留咗喺校園入面做科研,然後你就出世啦。要知道,喺香港做研究唔會有好多錢,加上養你要好多錢,但係喺外國做就唔同講法。好似我一開始話齋,你爸爸好出色,所以喺你4歲左右,有美國企業向佢招手。本來,佢只係打算賺兩年錢就返香港,始終佢唔想同家人分開太耐,但係好不幸地,你媽媽喺呢個時候出咗意外。」8964 copyright protection653PENANAhIKtN4z9Be 維尼
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「買完餸嘅媽媽被失控嘅的士撞死。」我補充,心好平淡,終始過咗好長時間。8964 copyright protection653PENANAZFCsEcVGFf 維尼
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「嗯。你爸爸趕返香港之後,佢就無咗個老婆,同埋得返一個就嚟5歲、一年無見嘅兒子。對當時嘅佢嚟講,見到呢個陌生嘅兒子,有嘅除咗痛苦,仲有突兀。你係佢同老婆嘅愛情結晶,可以話係佢哋兩個人嘅最後聯繫,每次見到你佢都會諗起老婆,但係同時佢又覺得你好陌生,佢唔知可以點樣去接近你。」8964 copyright protection653PENANADDWBk36AWW 維尼
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「就係因為你係佢個仔佢先不知所措。佢唔可以放棄你,你哋嘅聯繫唔會斷開,佢好想你快快樂樂咁成長,但係你嘅存在又係佢痛苦嘅來源,因為你會令佢不受控咁諗起已離世嘅老婆。你爸爸同我講過一件事,或者呢個事就係佢選擇繼續喺外國工作,再留低你係香港嘅原因。」8964 copyright protection653PENANApj57b3Esfp 維尼
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唔知點解,講完我都有啲心虛,就好似我都有做錯事咁。8964 copyright protection653PENANAOBlGdyDQN6 維尼
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「你無講錯,係逃避,不過你聽伯母講先。你媽媽走咗之後,佢開頭都好努力照顧你,但係細個嘅你,好多時候都會同佢講一句『媽媽唔會咁做㗎,點解爸爸你要咁做』。呢句無心插柳對你爸爸嘅傷害真係好大,要接受失去愛人嘅同時要學習由零開始照顧自己個仔,呢樣唔係一件易事。佢仲要不停受到個仔嘅質疑,呢件事對佢嘅打擊真係好大。你細個嘅時候,佢試過買玩具畀你,佢當然唔知時下細路鐘意玩咩,所以佢買咗數碼暴龍機畀你。不過你同佢講,你想要嘅係爆旋陀螺。每次試圖接近你,佢都失敗。喺照顧你呢件事上面,佢有好重嘅失落感。」8964 copyright protection653PENANACZlQKtnTrP 維尼
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「喺你眼中可能係,但係對你爸爸嚟講唔係。佢覺得你有啲可怕,每次抱起你嘅時候佢都話好似畀針拮咁,七孔流血。做咗單親爸爸一年之後,佢收到新加坡龍頭企業對佢招手,呢個就係佢嘅逃生門。佢選擇將你留喺香港,畀錢工人姐姐照顧你,而自己就去外國工作。結果,你嘅童年都係無雙親嘅情況下度過。」8964 copyright protection653PENANAgiIp1jRwI8 維尼
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「無錯。佢選擇咗一個比較輕鬆嘅做法,不過佢內心一直都好自責,對於拋低咗你呢件事。的而且確,佢係一個失格嘅父親,我都唔想為佢辯駁啲乜,只係作為家長,我都叫做明白佢嘅感受。」8964 copyright protection653PENANAQ49gV9kJAU 維尼
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「呢一點佢都係。佢有後悔自己咁做,今年年頭,佢已經著手準備返香港同你生活。佢話,做仔嘅無得揀老豆,過去嘅改變唔到,佢做到嘅只有喺未來做補救。雖然你哋兩個嘅相處係有啲尷尬,但係只要你哋肯各自走出一步,你哋最終都會成為一對關係唔錯嘅父子。所以,如果可以嘅話,你畀次機會佢啦。」8964 copyright protection653PENANA2ewcYwjLfs 維尼
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「喺佢去新加坡之前,佢加咗我facebook,果排突然興用facebook呀嘛。無見好耐嘅我哋好自然就傾咗幾句,咁啱大家都有個同齡嘅下一代,結果傾傾下佢就同我講咗好多。當然,我哋係當對方係朋友咁傾。」8964 copyright protection653PENANAzG31OJDjo7 維尼
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到底係因為對方係舊愛,抑或大家都係父母,伯母先會咁關心我同父親嘅關係?8964 copyright protection653PENANAFixwuTUoms 維尼
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唔重要。8964 copyright protection653PENANALwPJYxM3Ls 維尼
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唔理佢點痛苦都好,佢就係扔低咗個仔個衰老豆。8964 copyright protection653PENANA0p5jaq4mn4 維尼
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不過聽完佢嘅故事,我對佢多咗一啲同情。8964 copyright protection653PENANAHxJmFvx052 維尼
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一段崩塌已久嘅關係,並唔係咁易修復。8964 copyright protection653PENANAlPl0k7LgdJ 維尼
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我要扮到好開心咁同佢傾偈?我要多啲打畀佢?要主動去外國搵佢?8964 copyright protection653PENANAsfsMHOhabp 維尼
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根本就無計可施,無嘢可以做到。8964 copyright protection653PENANAygavQH6Wtu 維尼
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再次向伯母致謝後,我同倩兒就離開醫院。8964 copyright protection653PENANAkHOO772pdz 維尼
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到頭來都係為咗自己。8964 copyright protection653PENANAgBFRxwFMhc 維尼
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我明白但係唔理解。8964 copyright protection653PENANAB7q8U9P2ub 維尼
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買玩具為例,佢只係想做氹我呢個動作,但係佢從來無考慮過我想唔想要或者想要啲乜。8964 copyright protection653PENANA2qBoO6Yq6E 維尼
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擅自地期望、擅自地失望、擅自地離開。8964 copyright protection653PENANAfnfNzefgMg 維尼
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大人都係咁。8964 copyright protection653PENANAtVWWpgIM4o 維尼
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好多決定都唔理我哋意願同心情,往往用一句「為你好」就格硬迫我哋接受。每當我哋反抗時就會用金錢甚至武力迫我哋就範。8964 copyright protection653PENANA5WmgEVwuVM 維尼
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被仔女拆穿佢哋嘅理虧嘅時候,就淨係識發脾氣,接受唔到比自己細嘅人搵到自身嘅不足,惱羞成怒,唔接受自身錯誤,更將錯誤歸咎於指出問題嘅人身上。8964 copyright protection653PENANAha8qSeK7uA 維尼
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大人就係咁。8964 copyright protection653PENANAmKJsNnDzTt 維尼
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自卑嘅內心。8964 copyright protection653PENANAE1D15GQ9XR 維尼
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微小嘅氣量。8964 copyright protection653PENANAH7YZ89zXNw 維尼
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濫用對受養人生活嘅掌控,不認錯嘅同時反要求無錯之人道歡,只為了滿足佢哋脆弱嘅內心。8964 copyright protection653PENANAicufijVbNk 維尼
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但係呢啲大人面對上司嘅時候又成隻鵪鶉咁,敢怒不敢言。8964 copyright protection653PENANAOtP7OP8eJS 維尼
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欺善怕惡。8964 copyright protection653PENANAC5WsLKosuo 維尼
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何老師面對陳副校嗰陣時咁。8964 copyright protection653PENANAv4OplzvSlN 維尼
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我對大人嘅偏見就係咁深。8964 copyright protection653PENANAuZnpL7jcdB 維尼
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為咗保護自己而一直都遠離我嘅父親、為咗離開傷害而將我扔埋一邊嘅老豆,我點樣一時半刻同佢打好關係?8964 copyright protection653PENANAGqffDEbwQu 維尼
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將我扔埋一邊再冠上為我好嘅講法,咁樣我點樣接受?8964 copyright protection653PENANAy5pCmXuqhf 維尼
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唔識珍惜?冇乜人老豆咁有錢,我身在福中不知福?8964 copyright protection653PENANAqJu61cbGTJ 維尼
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心靈嘅創傷唔係金錢能夠填補。8964 copyright protection653PENANA1qMGHcUdWp 維尼
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