我青梅竹馬同咗個死MK仔一齊//《不懂愛的青梅竹馬們》 - 【第九章告白】

阿敏得返一個月多啲就要走，同小璇分手，就算同阿敏一齊，我哋可以一齊嘅時間都唔多。

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但係，我要同佢認真咁表白再一齊。

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我哋都知道大家鐘意對方，而且佢一直唔同我一齊嘅最大原因已經消失，大概只要我花啲心思去表白佢就會接受我。

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返到hall，傻仔腎咁啱係到。

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「我同小璇分咗手。」我同打緊LOL嘅佢講。

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「吓屌！」傻仔腎聽到就嚇咗一個大跳，大大力打咗落個鍵盤到。

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「我要同阿敏表白再同佢一齊。」我再講

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佢立刻棄game，跳上床望住我然後大叫：「共產黨打到嚟啦，香港九龍新界無得避！」

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「屌你。」我一腳踩落佢春袋。

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「好撚痛呀師傅！」傻仔腎大叫。

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「你點睇呀？」我問。

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「幾好呀，你唔再做仆街仔。」傻仔腎踢返我一腳。

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「呢啲小事。我比較想知點追阿敏，佢都拒絕過我幾次。」我強調「幾次」。

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「佢嘅心結係自己比唔上小璇同埋覺得你唔可靠，你依家第一點都未搞掂。」

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「分咗手都未搞掂？」」

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「100%未，你依家同佢表白，佢只會叫你復合。你要either同佢講佢唔比小璇差，或者拍拖係兩個人嘅事唔洗同其他比較，又或者其他類似嘅嘢。」傻仔腎又做我軍師。

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「我明明哋，總之就係叫佢唔好再同小璇比較啦。」我總結。

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「You got it bro！」傻仔腎雙手擺個手槍手勢指住我講。

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「咁另一樣嘢點搞？」我續問。

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「你要證明俾佢睇你會俾到安全感佢，或者你係值得依靠。」

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「好空泛喎。一時三刻點俾到安全感佢。」

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「或者，你試下入佢中路。」傻仔腎又發癲。

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「乜撚呀。」傻仔腎癲癲地。

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「你打感動牌。啲女人只要俾人感動到，安全感同可唔可靠呢啲嘢就會俾佢哋扔埋一邊架啦。」傻仔腎講到啲女一俾人感動到就會變做無腦生物咁。

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「咁你食咗幾多條女？」我問A0嘅傻仔腎。

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「係咪想隻揪？」傻仔腎真嬲。

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「總之我要去dramatic咁表白去氹佢落塔？」我無視傻仔腎上一句。

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「類似啦。你哋本身都鐘意對方，唔洗太特別都得。」

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然後嗰晚，我同傻仔腎一齊係房構思點樣溝阿敏到手。

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有呢個肯一齊癲嘅朋友真係好。

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「回憶加上禮物再加埋呢段深情剖白，一撚定掂呀！」大大個黑眼圈嘅傻仔腎興奮咁講。

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同傻仔腎籌備咗成晚，搞到朝早9點先瞓。最後，我哋兩個都瞓到閪迷，好彩今日唔洗教書，我由得自己瞓。

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瞓醒嘅時候已經6點，星期二嘅堂就一堂都無上到。傻仔腎就仲瞓到死豬咁，我感覺到書檯嗰邊有人坐咗係到，我坐起身望過去，係阿敏。

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「終於醒啦咩。」玩緊手機嘅阿敏同我講。

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「呀⋯⋯你等咗好耐？」瞓到矇矇地嘅我講。

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雖然無約好，但阿敏不時會係hall到上嚟我間房搵我。因為我長期唔鎖門，所以佢成日都自出自入。

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「係咪好累呀，煮啲嘢你食啦，想食咩？」阿敏問。

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「我要卡邦尼。」我講完就攤返低繼續瞓。

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阿敏好似嘆口氣，然後噠噠聲咁行出去廚房煮嘢俾我食。

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再次蘇醒，今次係俾食物嘅香氣整醒。

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「醒啦你兩個！」阿敏開燈，用光去燦醒我哋兩個。

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我同傻仔腎不若而同都發出怪叫：「呀！」

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「食嘢呀！」阿敏喊道。

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聽到食嘢兩個字，傻仔腎就一個鯉魚翻身彈落床。

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「起身啦撚樣，我要食嘢呀。」傻仔腎打咗我幾巴，痛撚到我都彈埋起身。

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「屌你！」俾傻仔腎打醒屌醒之後，我一掌拍落作下陰。

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「呀！」傻仔腎又發出怪叫。

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「哈！」阿敏都忍唔到笑咗聲。

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「食嘢啦！」講完我就開餐。

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「阿敏煮嘢真係好好食！」傻仔腎講完就狼吞虎嚥碟意粉。

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之後我都開始食，阿敏煮嘢真係好好食。

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見有機會，我就講：「話說，我同小璇分咗手。」

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傻仔腎聽到我咁講就噴返啲意粉出嚟，仲係到狂咳。

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「吓？！」阿敏就一臉震驚。

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「係囉，咳⋯⋯你無啦講乜⋯⋯」傻仔腎都加把嘴。

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「我對佢淡咗咪分手。」我講。

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「咁呀。」阿敏比我想像更冷靜。

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「約咗人，走先！」傻仔腎一臉緊張咁走咗出去。

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傻仔腎走咗之後，呢間房得返我同阿敏兩個。

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「你點解同佢分手？」阿敏又拉返去呢個話題。

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「我對佢無感覺啦。」我老實講。

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「吓？」阿敏唔知係唔信定係驚訝。

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「同埋我哋去迪士尼單嘢俾佢知道咗，有人影咗相俾佢，影到我哋兩個拖手。」雖然小璇講過我識返佢身邊就得，但呢件事得我知就夠。

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「對唔住⋯⋯」阿敏道歉。

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「唔緊要，我本來都打算同佢分手。」由第一日拍拖，我就預咗隨時分手，根本愛上唔到小璇。

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「但係明明佢咁適合你⋯⋯」阿敏又講呢句。

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「你可唔可以唔好次次講起小璇都話佢好適合我？夾唔夾、鐘唔鐘意應該係由我揀，咁我唔鐘意，就算我哋夾都唔可能一齊。最重要係有另一個人更適合我。」我嬲嬲地，鑊撚鑊都話自己唔好，好撚忟架師傅。

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更重要嘅係因為你呢句，我哋一直都一齊唔到。

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「Stop。我真係唔可以同你一齊，你試下去氹小璇啦。」阿敏又想拖我去搵小璇，明明出軌都算係感情入面嘅大件事，佢為咗唔同我一齊可以去到幾盡？

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「唔得。我已經好狠咁同佢講咗分手，已經傷得佢好深。另外，佢都唔會想同出過軌嘅男朋友復合。」我今次唔撚會縮架啦，你就嚟走啦，無時間俾我縮啦。

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「只要你氹兩氹⋯⋯」阿敏仲想撞我搵返小璇。

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「唔得。最重要係我心有所屬，我一直都係鐘意嗰個女仔，只係近排先下定決心一定要同佢一齊。」偷偷地表一次白，雖然有啲同計劃脫勾。

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「唔可以呀，我無資格同你一齊⋯⋯」阿敏無自信咁講。

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八婆，你想點呀！

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我都只係心入面咁諗，講出口同自殺無分別。

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「八⋯⋯唔係！只要鐘意對方就夠。你唔洗諗咁多有冇資格。拍拖係兩個人嘅事，你唔好再妄自菲薄。」好彩收得快，差啲叫咗佢做八婆。

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「但係⋯⋯」阿敏仲想推走我，啲女人真係好煩又蠱惑。

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「屌你唔好再但係。星期六，係屋企等我，到時我會過嚟搵你。」我要拉返去原來嘅計劃到，順便偷偷地屌柒佢。

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「點解呀⋯⋯」阿敏仲想扭扭擰擰，我哋以前嘅影子仲係到，但係無時間俾我哋原地踏步啦。

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「約會。」用嚟表白嘅約會，今鋪我吾志所向一往無前，一定要追到你先收手。

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無時間再俾我退縮啦，阿敏去exchange之前我一定要追到佢。

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「啱啱分手就溝其他女⋯⋯」阿敏姐，唔好再咁啦好嗎？

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「唔係其他女，係你。咁你去唔去？」flirty啲，反正佢就嚟走，我無嘢好輸，柒咗都只係一個月嘅事。另外，我真係燥到有啲炸裂。

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阿敏紅都臉曬咁講：「去呀。」

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「咁得啦！依家落去九龍城食糖水！」我講完就拉咗阿敏落九龍城食糖水。

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其實我係驚驚哋先有啲惡同咁大聲，為咗唔好俾自己笠水，我今次真係去到盡。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn3Vdl9I2x

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星期三，又到咗返中學教補習嘅日子，好彩蝦滑係到，我有事要拜託佢。

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「靚女，有嘢樣要你幫手。」落堂後，我行過去蝦滑身邊聊佢講嘢。

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「我唔賣身架！」蝦滑嚇到雙手抱胸，佢唔係真係以為我睇中佢呀？

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「每個人心中都有個價。」講完我就拎咗幾張紙幣出嚟，佢咁諗我就咁玩。

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蝦滑見到就吞吞口水，我再講：「有冇得傾傾佢？」

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蝦滑拎走啲錢再講：「淨係一次架咋⋯⋯」

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蝦滑收到錢，我就將計劃講俾佢聽：「是咁的⋯⋯⋯」

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講完之後蝦滑就即刻鬆咗口氣，佢拍曬心口咁講：「無問題！實幫你。」

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有蝦滑幫手，表白計劃嘅其中一樣事前準備已經搞掂。

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同蝦滑分開之後，小璇竟然係學校門口等我。

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唔係咁開心呀？

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出門口吧路得一條，既然無得避我就唯有頂硬上。

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「你想點？」我先拔頭籌俾個下馬威小璇。

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「我哋去食晚飯囉。」小璇好自然咁去我身邊再拖住我，就好似乜事都無發生過。

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我一手fing開佢再講：「我哋分咗手。」

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我已經下定咗決心，我唔會心軟，當係為咗小璇同阿敏，我唔想再傷害人。

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所以，唔好令我動搖。

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「我哋真係唔可以再一齊？」小璇低頭開始抽泣。

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「係。」

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係呀。

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「個女仔真係咁好咩？！」小璇聲嘶力竭咁叫出心底話。

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「係。」

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阿敏真係好好。

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「我有咩比唔上佢呀！我唔明點解你要拋棄我呀！」歇斯底里嘅小璇已經係崩潰邊緣。

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「總之，對唔住。」唔想同小璇糾纏嘅我無答佢問題直接走咗去。

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再傾落去嘅話，我可能又會心軟。

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所以我迫自己走。

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小璇拉住我隻手：「點解呀？求下你再俾次機會我⋯⋯」

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雖然好想問點解佢對我咁執著，但係我唔想再同小璇有交流。或者為咗同的斷絕來往，我選擇盡量唔同作傾偈，唔係嘅話我可能又會心軟。

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再一次，我甩開小璇隻手然後急腳走咗去。

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再次將小璇拋棄，為咗另一個人。

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希望唔會再有新嘅一次。

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對唔住。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S0L0VhuDd

到咗約定嘅星期六，將軍澳，我一早起身就梳好頭再執好個儀容。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK24xOsRcU

我換好衫，再拎咗個環保袋落街買餸，準備今日表白計劃嘅第一步。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrux8VSUNEe

今日嘅第一步就係煮個早餐俾佢食，而一樣我哋每次去茶記都會食嘅嘢。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjstg8ZyoxQ

牛肉、沙茶醬、公仔麵、雞蛋、花奶同茶包。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxVQ8ZR09W

走一轉惠康就買齊所有我要嘅嘢，所以我好快就返到屋企。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusE1WTwcGu

買齊之後，我就返屋企開始動手下廚。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QkmCEghPk

煮嘢食，其實唔難。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtHo97Ede9

第一次煮，我都係睇住Youtube片跟住整。因為有陽光灑入嚟屋內，所以成個畫面好chill。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcuRiSJNZ3

為咗八婆，我都試咗好多嘅第一次，呢次算係第一次追女仔。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIJCwK6nzm

搞咗一個鐘，差唔多九點我就煮好曬啲嘢，飲品都準備好。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BPIQ2sPny

今鋪應該收服到啲八婆啦。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2Pi7z8e4o

啲女人點蠱惑都好，今次我應該都唔會失手！

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgZuyFmVhk

我再照一照鏡，整整衫領，再整返個頭，抹下眼屎，搞咗陣先靚仔曬。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cPBRhv1rf

我挺起胸膛走出屋企門口，行一步去到過對面屋，深呼吸一口然後敲門。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuwobl6Bmq

就係等待阿敏開門嘅短短幾秒中，我腦海快速諗起過往嘅自己。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z5WU7s51s

我以前一直話唔知自己想點、唔想同小璇分手之類嘅藉口去逃避同小璇與阿敏嘅關係，但係我心入面其實一早有答案。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTUcCw4b5R

我一直都只係愛自己，同送到上門嘅小璇雖然因唔同佢上床而爭吵過，不過而家諗返其實當時我已經知道自己鐘意阿敏，所以我先對同小璇上床咁有抵觸。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAhwiPE5VU

心意一直都係到，只係我唔願意承認。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFpBqFsFTh

點解我以前唔肯承認對阿敏嘅愛？

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTa1yElXlD

因為承認咗就會失去小璇？

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhjKxnj68J

唔係。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfZJzkukEm

我由始至終都無care過小璇嘅感受，我同佢嘅關係從來只有佢係付出嘅一方。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdz7DUkznE

因為我怕表白失敗會令我哋嘅關係變質？

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT23ZccrrSL

唔係。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCBmEwnP0a

我同阿敏床都上過，雙方又互表過心意，我哋同拍拖只有一步之遙。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIG2qJr0v8

因為我怕追唔到阿敏，我就會連手邊可以隨時用嚟開餐嘅小璇都失去埋。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCADDMoVwl

我係因為自私而唔敢承認，我害怕我承認之後會一無所有。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPFx7DzkRR

當我哋互相告白之後，我又因為佢唔肯同我一齊而無同小璇分手，再去追求阿敏。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrcDD2VJue

一切嘅原因係我自私，我怕乜都食唔到。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2nyDEpKwP

用唔知去做掩飾，我根本唔係唔知自己諗乜，我只係唔想對感情認真先會扭扭擰擰，我為咗確保自己唔會寂寞先至用拖字訣。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlF6Rb8S5V

無對所有感情關係認真嘅係我。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGxbAPEWP3

今次無再留退路俾自己，除咗間接幫自己下定咗決心，更令我不得不認真面對我同阿敏嘅感情、關係。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCuzklnm6e

我唔會再唔知，唔會再用唔知去掩飾自己嘅仆街。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKlLaR9oer

我承認，我就係仆街。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7tS3APPGJ

唔會再搵藉口，唔會再為自己嘅缺點粉飾，我接受咗自己嘅劣根性。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xE157e2kq

我改緊，第一步就係追到阿敏，認真地面對我哋嘅關係。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsBTEtyvpt

木門慢慢向屋內，我隔住鐵閘見到屋內嘅阿敏。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ8FSxt198

阿敏唔似啱啱瞓醒，髮型set好咗，衫又換好咗，又好似化咗個淡妝。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1mgQVBKEK

條女睇嚟有啲期待。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjcvArRfgR

佢開咗門之後又用手梳梳頭髮，不時揼低頭又望向我，但又唔講嘢。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ84YG8L0CV

「過嚟食嘢啦。」我講。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmTaey37xR

「吓⋯⋯」阿敏失望地講。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfoOjE1VPo

「得啦，你今日好靚呀。髮型好睇，衫好睇。」我機械式咁答佢。我知佢想我讚佢，所以我先特登唔讚佢。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9fThzdubO

「頂你！hea我！」阿敏紅都臉曬咁狂打我手臂。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg35nVdp0fl

「真係靚呀。行啦！」我拖住佢隻手唔俾佢再打我，然後拉佢入我間屋。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2Cyl2bGwn

阿敏隻手都仲係咁軟。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzyXBzFh8P

佢係飯檯坐底之後，我就去廚房拎啲食物同飲品出嚟。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN3wAzn5gY

「沙嗲牛肉麵配凍奶茶多冰！」我用茶記待應嘅語氣講，同時擺低兩碗麵同兩杯奶茶係飯檯。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJmtQi1iAu

「嘩！你幾時學識架！」阿敏好興奮咁問。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexQXELWMpH

公仔麵其實唔難整，奶茶都係啦。沙嗲牛肉就跟住Youtube整，我醃咗15分鐘就算，但我試過啲牛肉都算入味嘅。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUk52LoRci

我同阿敏以前每次去茶餐廳都會食常餐，而且每次都會係呢個餐。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGzECDYT27

阿敏有個奇怪嘅飲食習慣，就係佢飲凍嘢一定要多冰。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY29Y5lkMsK

除咗我之外，應該無人知阿敏呢個小眾習慣。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUAtZ3fXsg

呢個我哋之間嘅小秘密。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwKl33t3A2

我同透過食物佢講，我記得你嘅所有嘢。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkC9BuVMvb

呢個計劃係傻仔腎建議，佢話要用我同阿敏之間嘅回憶，再加埋做啲我平時唔會做嘅嘢去感動佢。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdszC2kUrv5

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKthKhHqJT

「第一，你可以話到俾佢知，有啲嘢只係屬於你哋兩個嘅，無人可以取代到。第二，你可以證明到你對作嘅事係上心嘅。第三，你可以令佢睇到你肯為佢付出。」傻仔腎逐點好處數出嚟。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobjuBdlOpT

「做得一次半次都叫肯付出？好兒戲姐。」我唔同意傻仔腎呢個計劃。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuUBq6EvE5

「啲女人唔會諗到咁多。係你感動到佢嗰一刻，佢就唔會諗到咁多，佢只會聚焦係當下嘅感動。你睇下幾多人拍拖前搞幾多浪漫嘢去氹女，一齊咗之後又幾hea鳩鳩。重點係你要感動佢，當下成功就可以，唔洗理長遠。」傻仔腎解釋。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwFqXIjzqp

「你又有啲道理。」傻仔腎又幾叻仔，我續道：「咁我信你架啦，第一步就咁做啦。」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEKEkotMu0

「信我就多多女都有得屌。」傻仔腎好有自信咁講。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX6Ro2td5e

「咁你條女去咗邊到？」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0k1008KkR

「屌你老母！」無女嘅A0傻仔腎怒氣沖沖咁對我使出千年殺，正中目標。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKwQ2vgO0L

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbto84SIve4

「試啖先。」我想阿敏快啲試下我嘅手勢。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UT2q5zgcG

阿敏大大啖咁食咗啖麵。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWRsQalcaH

我有啲緊張咁望實阿敏。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdfnxHUebv

過咗幾秒，阿敏舉起手指公講：「好好食呀！」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsDOlos9Cv

放下心頭大石，第一關safe。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ68SSoaOC

呢一關係要用誠意加回憶去填飽佢個肚。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JAaCjFZc7

「洗唔洗咁誇張呀！」我笑住答，阿敏話好食，我真係開心嘅。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtm7Mbqoff

「你都食啦！」阿敏講完我先留意到我眼甘甘咁望住佢食嘢。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFlKJSLfdb

「係嘅，敏！」講完我都開始食。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPm2CFHWYM

食食下嘢阿敏隻腳踢到我，之後我又踢返佢，然後我哋就開始咗一場腳交大戰。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fag6eQOph

「喂也！」俾我踩住嘅阿敏發聲抗議。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp9boEf1iF

「我捉到就唔放架啦。」我用雙腳夾著阿敏雙腳，白白滑滑。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc302iMou8

我哋玩下又食下就到咗10點，都差唔多去下站，於是我放開阿敏雙腳再講：「停戰！要走啦！」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58A4ggRIbx

調皮嘅阿敏夾住我一隻腳問：「去邊？」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT089Ttb145

「你依家返屋企換中學校服，10分鐘後門口等。」我指示阿敏做返學生妹。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHlLwQYlrd

「點解呀？」阿敏有疑問，但係呢個階段唔可以同佢講，當留個驚喜。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx86XbTi8m2

「唔好問咁多，叫你做就做啦。」我鬆開雙腳再推阿敏出門口，點知佢臨走前都要踩一踩我先返屋企。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYVXJ5sVGv

我諗阿敏都仲穿得落校服，因為佢身材都無乜點變。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvltfyXtzS

等阿敏嘅時候我都換上校服，再用手機同人聯絡以確保計劃順利進行。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10BGz4ja8x

阿敏換好衫就過咗嚟搵我，穿住純白校服連身裙同扎起咗馬尾嘅阿敏真係好靚。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jNmN5wKUt

佢係我前面轉咗個圈再問：「點呀？」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9u87laPCx

「你好靚。」我讚佢，再望實佢個胸。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNcdougK1d

睇嚟身材有變，大咗。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH2zz240J4

校服緊咗。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7h7vmGnoX

阿敏又紅都臉曬咁打我一下再講：「咸濕仔。不過多謝。」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN0fscFAAK

我捉住阿敏打我隻手，再拖落去。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5EXfBvQDL

阿敏無反抗，佢好欣然咁拖返住我。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJP9A3iXMm

係十指緊扣。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSQ6D77nHZ

跟住我哋就拖住手慢慢行去我哋嘅中學。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zcid5Mv1r

沿途我哋無講嘢，我哋就好似一對普通嘅中學情侶一齊返學咁。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0jvNfx0xl

我哋以前都未試過拖手返學。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIorEKpZzFA

經過幾個商場，走過幾段單車徑，然後就終於見到我哋中學嘅大門。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw47u6z0xmb

行到去學校大門，一個我熟悉嘅身影企咗係學校門口等我。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu4tl6IUet

「啲班房嘅鑰匙係到，你要嘅嘢都幫你準備好啦！記得找尾數呀！」蝦滑fing住一大抽鎖鏈講。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrNiUkD8jw

收咗我錢做嘢嘅蝦滑已經準備好我要嘅嘢，因為非在校生要係周末入學校係有啲困難，所以我先前先俾前疏通在校生蝦滑幫我，等我幫我借場。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qefFPFaUD

雖然話有錢收，但係蝦滑呢個mk或多或少都係因為有啲義氣先幫我手，呢個準備考DSE嘅女仔算係咁。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5LmBN0Gd5

「陣間你做得好睇睇先俾錢啦緊係！」我答，希望蝦滑有好好地set場。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfhqmRD2gX

見阿敏有啲疑惑咁望住我同蝦滑，我就講：「佢係今日嘅場地主管，你當佢唔存在就得啦。佢只係我嘅學生。」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFDllVK5II

平時嘅蝦滑聽到我咁講應該會踢鳩我，但係可能因為我今日有女係身邊，所以佢好俾面無出手同口。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E2VrBfrs2

「哦。」阿敏有啲迷惘咁答。

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「入去啦。」拖住手嘅我哋返到去我哋成長嘅中學，明明只係一年前嘅事，但係已經感覺好遙遠。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGmiGPq6K9

「你想點呀？」

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「跟住我行啦。」我拉住阿敏行。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKRrLwi8Mc

我哋沿住樓梯走到去一樓，行到去一間班房前面，我停落嚟。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhE7oijiIk

係我哋中一嘅班房。

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「入去囉。」我用鎖鑰打開門，再講：「記唔記得自已坐邊個位？」

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阿敏點點頭，然後就行到去慢房嘅左上角坐低。

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「你睇下櫃桶。」我講。

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阿敏係櫃桶拎咗封信出嚟。

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「你開嚟睇。」我指示阿敏。

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升到上中學之後，我就唔洗再食波仔叮飯做午餐同晚餐。有一個女仔，有咗唔知由邊到嚟嘅自信，佢突然話以後都由佢嚟煮飯俾我食。出乎意料地佢煮嘢食都幾叻，仲愈煮愈好食，如果未來嘅日子都可以一直食佢煮嘅嘢就好啦。一食，我就食咗幾年。

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呢個天仔好似天使咁不厭其煩地照顧我，除咗煮飯之外，屋企嘅打掃日用品嘅處理都有佢幫我手，其實佢已經係我半個屋企人。

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其實由嗰陣時開始，我哋就已經習慣咗對方係自己嘅生活。呢個女仔好願意去為我付出，但係當咗佢嘅付出係習以為常嘅我，曾經唔太識去好好珍惜，更令佢遠離咗我。當呢份美好再次返到嚟我手上面嘅時候，我會好好珍惜。

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所以今日，我都煮咗餐飯俾佢食。

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PS 後面仲有張相。

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阿敏睇完封信，再睇同樣係信封入面嘅相。

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係一張我哋兩個食波仔飯嘅相，係小學嘅相，應該係我老媽子影嘅。

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「煮咗飯你食啦我！」我講。

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阿敏開始流眼淚再抱實我：「衰人。」

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「你咁快就喊唔得架喎。依家先中一。」

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASrH0gi1yp

係我懷抱入面嘅阿敏抬頭望住我：「仲有？」

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「行啦！」我又拉住阿敏走上二樓。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sAeZ6tGA0

又去一間班房門前，我用鎖匙開門走入去：「又食嘢啦！」

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班房入邊有兩張檯放住嘢食，係一細碗白汁雞皇飯同兩個葡撻。

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食物隔離又有一封信，今次阿敏自己打開嚟睇。

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呢次係中二同中三一齊嚟。

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當時因為怕旁人嘅目光而唔係學校入面同你講嘢，又或者直頭扮唔識你。年少無知，但係事過境遷，我已經唔會再扮唔識你，又或者我唔可以無你係身邊。記唔記得你當時發脾氣質問我點解係學校入面唔理你，之後我就帶你去睇我踢波。

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踢完波我哋就去咗食茶餐廳，當時我哋食沙嗲牛肉公仔麵，你飲一杯凍奶茶少甜多冰。而今朝你食嘅就係呢個餐。踢完波之後個個都知道你同我熟啦，你開心同滿意啦！

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然後，中三有一次你病咗，我買錯魚片粥，結果你嬲到仆街，如果有法國長麵包係手，你應該會用咗嚟打我。最後我講笑咁話不如食白汁雞皇飯，結果又係俾你打。

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你眼前真係有白汁雞皇飯啦，呢個飯我哋由細食到大，算我哋獨有嘅回憶。今次我準備埋葡撻，快啲食啦！

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你嘅口味，我算係一清二楚！

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我特登用「準備」呢個term，因為今次啲嘢食唔係自己煮，而係喺老伯伯炸雞都買返嚟，再放上碟嘅現成貨。

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咁當然唔會做無謂嘅解釋，扮到係自煮就繼續扮。

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「食啦，我準備架！」我講。

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「仆街仔。」阿敏打咗我下就食咗個葡撻。

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阿敏𢳂起一匙飯再伸過嚟我嘴邊，佢講：「擘大口。」

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阿敏餵我食嘢，之後我又餵返佢食，好快我哋就食完啲嘢。

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「行啦。」我講。

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一出班房，我就向操場大叫：「我愛你呀！阿敏！」

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係操場練緊波嘅籃球隊成員聽到我愛的呼喚就紛紛枱頭望上嚟，阿敏就紅都臉曬咁拉走我。

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「你傻架！」阿敏大叫。

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「以前唔理你，依家個個都知我理你啦！」講完我就拉住阿敏走上四樓。

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中四嘅一個班房，今次班房門又有一封信。

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見到封信我已經係咁偷笑，我襯阿敏感打開封信嘅時候行遠佢幾步。

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第一次，破處，爽同舒服。

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又un又搖，我哋都開心。

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信封入面仲有一個condom，阿敏睇完封信就唔止臉紅，耳根都紅曬。

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佢用力咁睥住我，眼角仲有滴淚水。

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「賤人！」阿敏講完就來勢胸胸（洶洶）咁跑過嚟，我立刻跋腿向反方向跑。

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「唔好整唔見個套呀，今晚用！」我特登加多句。

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「邊個同你用呀！」紅都臉曬嘅阿敏仲追緊嚟。

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我沿樓梯向上跑，同時一邊跑一邊回頭望，確補阿敏跟得上我嘅腳步。

836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy82n7ywNZ

去到5樓，我係樓梯轉角位衝出嚟嚇一嚇迎面而來嘅阿敏，再一手抱住佢。

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放開佢之後我俾咗封信佢。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxVm1HOJ2g

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最了解我嘅係你，最了解你嘅都係我。

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愛情係兩個人嘅事，所以不如就真係將佢保留做我哋兩個嘅事。

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情同家人，痛苦過又傷害過對方，但又會因為對方嘅存在而安心。

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因為親近嘅否認，因為疏遠而察覺。

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我想未來嘅日子有你為我張羅，唔係其他人，而係你。唔洗同人比較，無人可以取代你。

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你就係你，你對我嚟講最特別嘅個體，唔好再以為將我推俾其他人就係為我好。我哋呢個行為已經傷害咗無辜嘅人，我哋嘅感情就留返係我哋兩個之間，唔好再傷害到其他人啦。

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你去外國嘅一年，我會等你。

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只係一年，未來嘅日子我哋都會係埋一齊，所以我唔怕。

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一齊嘅我哋一定可以克服更多嘅難題，就算痛苦都有兩個人分擔。

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大學嘅生活，甚至係做咗社會人之後嘅生活我都會係你身邊，我會搵錢令我哋嘅生活更加好。得閒食一兩餐白汁雞皇飯，再去下旅行，去創造好多只係屬於我哋嘅回憶。

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唔好諗住拒絕我。

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PS睇完上天台。

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最後一站，天台。

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我係阿敏睇信嘅時候已經走咗入天台，呢個小璇同我表白嘅地方。

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阿敏推開走入天台嘅門。

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「歡迎你。」我講。

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我身後有三個大嘅英文字汽球，man，敏嘅粵語拼音。另外仲有一個透明嘅心型汽球，汽球入面有本相簿。

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我遞咗一枝玫瑰花俾阿敏：「本來想送多幾枝，但我哋屋企無位擺，送住一枝頂住當。」

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其實係我唔夠錢。

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阿敏將我俾佢嘅信同花都收入校裙嘅袋到，再行到去汽球心前面：「個心係想點呀！」

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「驚喜嚟架。」我叫阿敏拎張個汽球，再用迅雷不及掩耳嘅速度篤爆個汽球。

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「彭！」汽球爆裂嘅聲音都幾大，我同阿敏都嚇咗一跳。

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汽球爆咗之後，本相簿就跌咗落阿敏手中。

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「頂你！好大聲呀！」阿敏踢我一腳。

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「快啲睇啦！」為咗掩飾驚喜計劃有啲柒咗，我就轉移視線。

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呢本相簿，有齊我同阿敏由細到大嘅合照，只係屬於我哋兩個嘅回憶。

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阿敏一邊睇，一邊流淚，又一邊笑，好似精神分裂咁。

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蝦滑偷偷地咁係門口影咗我哋幾張相，我俾個手指公佢就再用手勢示意叫佢離開。

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之後要問佢拎返啲相，順便找埋啲尾數。

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我本來以為阿敏今日會搵好多藉口去推搪我，但係佢出奇地順攤，當時我唔知道有一個好人係背後幫咗我好多。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyUkfFHyuS

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------------------------阿敏視覺------------------------

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聽日，樂文話要同我約會。

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我諗佢係想同我正式咁表白，再同我一齊。

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到底去唔去好？

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我係有啲想放飛機，得返一個月仲拍咩拖？

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同埋，佢揀咗我而唔要小璇，對佢嚟講又係咪好嘅選擇？

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我好迷惘。

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當係hall嘅我準備返屋企時，突然有個人打電話嚟話想同我講兩句。

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所以我去咗一間hall入面我第二常去嘅房，入面有個男仔坐咗係到等我。

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「咩事呀？」我問。

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「我知道你鐘意樂文。樂文都鐘意你。」樂文嘅室友加中同傻仔腎講。

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「吓？」我有啲跟唔上。

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「佢乜都同我講曬。只係我有啲嘢好想同你講。」傻仔腎講。

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「請。」

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「可唔可以認真面對樂文對你嘅感情？唔好再話要推佢俾小璇，佢眼入面由以前到依家都係只有你，唔好再諗啲襯唔襯得起，佢鐘意你嗰一下你就就襯得去佢。你唔會比小璇差，你係一個獨立嘅個體，你就係你。如果你肯認真面對你哋嘅關係，你應該一早就明白呢樣嘢。」佢嘅眼神好認真，完全係出自對朋友嘅關心佢似有咗感情，有啲憤怒又有啲唔甘心。

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「我一直都好認真對待我哋嘅感情！」我講完就有啲心虛，點解？

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或者我俾傻仔腎講中。

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「好好面對自己嘅內心，你問下自己你最渴望嘅係乜嘢。」傻仔腎續。

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「即係點？」我惘然。

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「如果你自己唔改變，佢點樣努力都係枉然。我唔想兄弟嘅感情唔俾人認真對待。依家個衰仔已經踏出咗第一步去改變，係時候到你啦。」傻仔腎好認真咁講。

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返到屋企之後我不斷咀嚼傻仔腎講嘅嘢。

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或者佢講得啱，一直唔認真面對呢段感情嘅係我。

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因為害怕開始拍拖會扭曲我哋嘅關係而將樂文推俾小璇，明知樂文鐘意我，我都無試過好好咁面對佢嘅感情。

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一直逃避嘅係我。

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心入面一早有答案，但係佢嘅重量令我唔夠膽拎起佢。

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但係依家，係時候拎起佢啦。

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樂文已經一往無前，就好好咁面對呢份感情啦。

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最強助功，傻仔腎！樂文真係有個好兄弟。

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離開學校之後，我將抽鎖匙還返曬俾蝦滑，再坐上佢預先為我準備嘅單車。

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「坐上嚟。」我叫阿敏坐下單車嘅後座，我哋去兜圈，走一轉海傍再返屋企。

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兜圈，就好似我哋兩個咁。

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將軍澳海傍嘅單車徑唔係好多人，阿敏挨住我嘅背脊，我哋慢慢經過唔同地方。

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阿敏嘅體溫同心跳，透過背脊嘅觸感一一傳到過嚟。

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我特登放慢節奏，慢慢係海旁享受只有我哋兩個嘅時光。

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不過，阿敏好似重咗，我踩我有啲辛苦。

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單車浴住海旁嘅單車徑慢慢駛過，迎面吹嚟嘅海風有啲冰涼，但係背後嘅阿敏卻為我送暖。

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世界好似得返我哋兩個，風為我哋而吹，太陽為我哋而亮，地球為我哋而轉。

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最後，我哋返到屋企，我哋最熟悉嘅地方。

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最後一個驚喜。

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本來應該係學校天台嘅man汽球棟咗係我個廳到。

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推咗阿敏入屋之後，我就單膝跪地，然後係褲袋到拎出一個黑色盒仔，打開個盒，入面有一隻銀色嘅戒子。

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「我知道你就嚟要去外國exchange，我唔會阻止你，因為呢件事對你嚟講係好事。我想俾一個承諾你，呢一年我會努力生活再等你返嚟。我哋嘅感情唔會因為分隔兩地而中斷，呢隻戒指就當係我哋嘅定情信物。一年long d唔算係啲咩，反正我哋都走咗好多遠路，多少少都唔算得啲咩。」我講。

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都浪費過咁多時間，只係一年，我等到。

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阿敏拎起隻戒指望，一臉不可思議。

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我幫佢戴上呢隻戒指，再問：「敏，可唔可以做我女朋友。」

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好好咁表達到自己嘅心意。

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呢個係我對佢嘅承諾，為咗令佢安心。

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阿敏雙眼通紅，一手掩住個嘴，淚水慢慢咁流出嚟。

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一個燦爛嘅笑容掛咗係阿敏臉上：「請你多多指教啦。」

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然後，相擁。

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時間好似靜止咗，我兩個分開，然後接吻，一個長吻。

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所有感情嘅悸動都好似透過呢個吻傳遞出去阿敏到，阿敏嘅愛都好似透過嘴唇傳咗過嚟。

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兜兜轉轉，牽連同傷害咗幾個人之後，我哋終於係埋一齊。

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一切嘅回憶好似快播咁係腦海中閃過，我同阿敏相處嘅片段就好似幻燈片咁閃過。

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對於阿敏好欣然咁接受我，無再話要將我推俾小璇，我覺得有啲奇怪，但又無太上心。

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後尾我先知道，原來係我搞呢場大龍鳳嘅前一日，傻仔腎已經搵咗阿敏做心理輔導，佢成功令阿敏唔再有嗰種自己比小璇差嘅諗法。我真係要多謝傻仔腎，真係好兄弟嚟。

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嗰晚，係學校俾阿敏嘅condom當然有用到，嘻。

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