一直以來，我都相信著。 231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5fqWi8HQg
相信著命運，相信著自己。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweuQlTfKe5
但有時會覺得是在自我催眠。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysbxKagSwu
我該知道我會失望、會心痛，只好握緊拳頭、低下頭來，靜靜感受心的律動。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa9mH1tw2N
我很難過，可是我沒哭。
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我走在街上，最近的天總是悶著，街上的人群似乎更讓它添了些苦悶。透明帶灰色的櫥窗、深灰的街道、淺灰的天、黑灰色小傘，還有櫥窗裡的灰色皮衣，周遭的空氣只剩下影子。很顯然地，這氣氛是篤定的灰。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKyxkreP6c
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那天，看著她，是如此信心滿滿。那股氣勢，讓我感受到她的衝勁，腦中浮現「victor」這個字。我想像她這樣的人，勝利一定是屬於她的吧！我想向她致敬，獻上我的祝福。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHRGjIYRfb
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我有預感，她一定是個勝利者。就在當下，我微笑著。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUola4J6c2w
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不回家了，我在灰色的霧影裡散步，就只是散步。就連面部神經和視覺神經都放棄了掙扎，我的眼前一片模糊，腦也停止運轉，整個茫然一片。不知道現在的我是什麼表情？應該看不出來吧？不，他們看不出來的，他們根本懶得去注意……231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZppxfJ33N
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只有我是彩色的。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv8j16kKZ3
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這天空今天灰得很詭異，灰法似乎比水墨渲染更上一層樓，隱隱散發大理石的光彩，似乎天空是有好幾朵珠母雲填出來的。它灰得發亮，但就像白骨般赤裸裸、不帶任何情感，至少天上感覺不到發亮的太陽，感覺不到那隻白惡魔的眼睛。但我知道，這天空沒有睡著，它還是醒的，只是痛苦的閉著眼睛而已。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoBWedeukR
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一切就跟我想的一樣，是她沒錯。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYN9uJUvHv
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可是我竟然高興不起來。我有這麼小心眼嗎？我應該祝福她才對！231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs0gd6Dnm3
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想到這裡，我稍微清醒了。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfNeKi6XxV
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也許只要稍微不注意，我就會像朽木一樣倒地不起。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5ZG4hcmTF
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四肢癱軟的我不知是什麼神力在支持著，我竟然還能動、還能走。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TnkNYzaR8
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真的不必再去想了嗎？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXR2rvGWEH
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「唉，算了……」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzuF37bBzG
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天空還是沒有哭，只是泛起了水樣的波紋。也許天空的心正在悸動，飄飄的絲團從它前面呼嘯而過，由飛機雲把剩下的天空瓜分殆盡。應該走的，全部都走了，街道上留下影子，影子的主人還沒回來。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMRIqWzcMw
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只是在等待。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuFyGth2vI
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人物開始晴朗起來了，總算是回魂了，街上的景物突然由黑白變成了彩色。而我，是灰色的我，充滿灰色的嘆息。這並不代表天空會就此明朗，這只是它瘋狂而無意識的冷笑——那是失意過度的人特有的笑聲。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzokjp51H1s
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算了，這樣也好，至少我不用負起責任、不用去害怕、不必去煩惱；這樣也好，她應該算是我的朋友。算了，這是我的命運，所以算了、算了、算了！231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWY3QBkO5p
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那最後一個「算了」在我心裡用力嘶吼著、撕裂著，也激盪著。這心痛不是不平、不是嫉妒，是悔恨、是自責！231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA1yLOFmkZ
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我的鼻頭冷了一下，抹一抹鼻子上的東西，才發現那東西在我臉上磨蹭著刺痛。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLRMdco7MM
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怎麼是雪呢？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIn3nAnjb7
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我怪罪似地仰天凝望，不悅換成了苦笑，心裡還是沉甸甸的。是啊，那是苦笑。我的夢會有完結的一天嗎？這是夢嗎？還是一個答覆？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2r9HKqGsO
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然後，他們也注意到了，紛紛抬頭看著天空。看板上的新聞也開始報導，平地的天空竟然下起了雪。而天上的雲，隨著下雪而開始減少，露出藍藍的缺口，若隱若現。另一片雲趕緊飄來，將缺口補上；不料缺口越來越多，那雲卻是越補越薄。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDCjf6r33b
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為什麼越是想隱藏的東西，越是會被揭發出來呢？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIFKDE0J7j
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我開始奔跑，沿街喊著：「住手、住手，快點住手！」不要再下了、不要再下了！為什麼你們都不明白？我跑進了公園廣場，繼續喊著，筋疲力盡倒在地上。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyozEs1wDD
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「那不是雪、那不是雪、那不是雪……」我掙扎著再度站起，手開始向空中死命猛抓，要把所有的雪接住。雪只是越下越多，手裡能抓的永遠不夠。「快回去、快回去，不要下了！」為什麼你們都不明白，那不是雪，是血啊！是天空的鮮血！是天空撕裂處崩解滴下來的鮮血啊！我還在接著雪，一直到終於，藍藍的天上已沒了雲的蹤跡，我望著雪莫名其妙地哭起來了。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXfOEfdIFX
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心裡響起悲傷的音樂，但我知道我不會難過太久，只是當下的我已分不清什麼才是我要的了。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHBjtdvy06
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我們之間到底怎麼了？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsWzcKa1Xg
心就像是被瓜分一半，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuWDnLs29X
在那未落雨的天空，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYis0IPBoPR
我慢慢開始走到了盡頭。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtSNBkPtc9
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到底我在想什麼？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucHNogXAaW
徬徨不知該何去何從。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeXvi3ghbT
當時間停止夢遊，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbyAE4uyBf
我開始想恢復當初的自由。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEgDKYnsyP
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算了，算了，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQthY7BX2k
不必再等候，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjQCVV0duB
這一次，我絕對不放過。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcXdZhckZQ
這一次，我絕對不為你停留。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Uq2mMG6xI
算了，算了，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3Vd1ByyNg
不必再執著，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmtVuHvOXD
不必再感受寂寞，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3HxqXqP6E
心中只剩下一個還在流浪的名字。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkcFj9E8Wj
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我們之間走到了盡頭，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdXYnYz6HA
連個位子都沒有留給我，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNu2f8noy6
可是我還在掙扎著，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdcvFfBfJu
看你什麼時候回頭。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLDZzki2p1
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原來夢，不曾消失，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W6m4FRnyy
只是情景已經不同了。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNUWbwq62O
原來星，不曾殞落，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXImosLznaE
只是我們的眼睛一片朦朧。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5DIkYMMrI
原來雲，不曾難過，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE12YcLyu3q
只是我的心已倒在血泊之中。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsimMuZ8geE
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今天的遊樂場很熱鬧，但我很安靜。靜靜的，沒有人發現。沒有人發現我的淚……231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8GXpknizY
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……滴在心裡的聲音。
然後按「加至主畫面」