Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,446Please respect copyright.PENANAgVFv1cT38l
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed446Please respect copyright.PENANA2BTloEAtHK
You were all I ever wanted to be446Please respect copyright.PENANAErLZoG2irL
(And more)446Please respect copyright.PENANA2ILHHwGsKL
You had talent and brains,446Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4ZNzelUct
And was also physically neutral446Please respect copyright.PENANAhu46Iw4YHk
But when I tried to be friendly,446Please respect copyright.PENANA8l7SftaZgk
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,446Please respect copyright.PENANAODZv1Mc3AE
I'm being too kind, too generous.446Please respect copyright.PENANAumZ5c5qwzc
I was pushed to the ground446Please respect copyright.PENANA9ceu0gQmB1
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,446Please respect copyright.PENANA1HuxpzYxoO
But what's done is done446Please respect copyright.PENANAznzam15G0X
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,446Please respect copyright.PENANAdkumxVPabH
Harsh words and insults446Please respect copyright.PENANAK3SpLDMkW0
It became an irreplaceable friendship.446Please respect copyright.PENANAaZIAwyoRrx
However, in mine,446Please respect copyright.PENANA6hb9brlZtg
Glares and sharp glances446Please respect copyright.PENANAVXLwPTiP2w
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself446Please respect copyright.PENANA9CcMAZLWD2
"When did our loathing,446Please respect copyright.PENANAcBeALsFoZ6
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015446Please respect copyright.PENANAyS4ptm1fZd
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016