Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,363Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1nx7Zm7nA
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed363Please respect copyright.PENANAJuMVfZrpGV
You were all I ever wanted to be363Please respect copyright.PENANAquVGLrzNIW
(And more)363Please respect copyright.PENANAtlLcVgNlT9
You had talent and brains,363Please respect copyright.PENANApKay0hwodl
And was also physically neutral363Please respect copyright.PENANACFMOrGNNYc
But when I tried to be friendly,363Please respect copyright.PENANA5u1dBSa7hs
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,363Please respect copyright.PENANA8L58f5uvLM
I'm being too kind, too generous.363Please respect copyright.PENANAhi1zkNsaLW
I was pushed to the ground363Please respect copyright.PENANAwIBBo1lQbd
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,363Please respect copyright.PENANABDZEtcgRsk
But what's done is done363Please respect copyright.PENANAd5zzeIHRRF
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,363Please respect copyright.PENANADIhSYRYWFt
Harsh words and insults363Please respect copyright.PENANAsSVs6BLkgA
It became an irreplaceable friendship.363Please respect copyright.PENANA2QzfcAO8hs
However, in mine,363Please respect copyright.PENANAnWJTNnzVWY
Glares and sharp glances363Please respect copyright.PENANAjP7HWa45jI
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself363Please respect copyright.PENANAnT4OJBLNNo
"When did our loathing,363Please respect copyright.PENANAY1f8XAumAp
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015363Please respect copyright.PENANAhg7BXA9aAH
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016