Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,484Please respect copyright.PENANArvfpYE3t2w
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed484Please respect copyright.PENANATs00tSuCMg
You were all I ever wanted to be484Please respect copyright.PENANA3pOGBGPw12
(And more)484Please respect copyright.PENANAZrW45mrEUU
You had talent and brains,484Please respect copyright.PENANAvQXjDTCUYK
And was also physically neutral484Please respect copyright.PENANAksdUT6lLah
But when I tried to be friendly,484Please respect copyright.PENANA7PfQzhjmC2
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,484Please respect copyright.PENANAztmPBi33f9
I'm being too kind, too generous.484Please respect copyright.PENANAUCGfJm4Tw3
I was pushed to the ground484Please respect copyright.PENANAoC3twdB9Hn
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,484Please respect copyright.PENANAxdbSuvIRTk
But what's done is done484Please respect copyright.PENANAym2ZQuk8XZ
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,484Please respect copyright.PENANAIAIOV61Mp9
Harsh words and insults484Please respect copyright.PENANAbQRWgt5UgB
It became an irreplaceable friendship.484Please respect copyright.PENANAzylUkErhzY
However, in mine,484Please respect copyright.PENANA7c8HjD9Ed8
Glares and sharp glances484Please respect copyright.PENANAVBGnQkY001
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself484Please respect copyright.PENANAi6m5ZTHFhL
"When did our loathing,484Please respect copyright.PENANAMcRtnD6Uxy
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015484Please respect copyright.PENANACiA2eXzE1H
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016