Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,460Please respect copyright.PENANABu4aUfi4sV
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed460Please respect copyright.PENANArurN1maD7b
You were all I ever wanted to be460Please respect copyright.PENANAfT0Y31UOvv
(And more)460Please respect copyright.PENANAV2lmjmBWkq
You had talent and brains,460Please respect copyright.PENANAaKQjOC1y7A
And was also physically neutral460Please respect copyright.PENANAPAn0oNH68I
But when I tried to be friendly,460Please respect copyright.PENANATpgLRhqEz8
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,460Please respect copyright.PENANAXWvlMiaV4x
I'm being too kind, too generous.460Please respect copyright.PENANAvpnd9b9ZJH
I was pushed to the ground460Please respect copyright.PENANAhrBN8smCFW
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,460Please respect copyright.PENANA1mI6sMQYUN
But what's done is done460Please respect copyright.PENANAzXKX8YoRwD
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,460Please respect copyright.PENANAgeULrdGgsg
Harsh words and insults460Please respect copyright.PENANAHTCFAV8yFW
It became an irreplaceable friendship.460Please respect copyright.PENANAQfW6hV52vG
However, in mine,460Please respect copyright.PENANASUZaZFWUw6
Glares and sharp glances460Please respect copyright.PENANAd2eSB9GOOJ
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself460Please respect copyright.PENANAbbh9mMpOzL
"When did our loathing,460Please respect copyright.PENANA1N27amSuac
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015460Please respect copyright.PENANAcVONevEn4L
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016