本篇內容類型：224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqgPFVaeW4
近現代／家族／愛情親情／日常／姊弟搭配224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVXkedDRtX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnp2ZpwadD
本篇字數：３５０００字。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqgQLWSFfA
一篇完成，很長，閱讀請有心理準備。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡortW1ChLla
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELWkzJED3q
本文原發於│2018-09-15 10:57:16224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3jOxCuv9L
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdt9KjflDe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7ZY5aRcEU
＝底下正文開始＝224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TSlxMxg2y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33kmWZ6B8k
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu5qrQAokC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz37mDpTg0
現在我要說的故事，真的非常平淡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpYW6ciRQD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oJMmetNwi
沒有太多的激情，也沒有太多的熱血，更沒有太多的戲劇性衝突。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjp1RVZOiz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUPi36TFem
都是些再平凡不過的家庭日常生活。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lTQcJnpGV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqUEpWBvSH
現在我就要開始說了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAHPiOw3zz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrIrEx35SQ
我出生在南部小鎮的富有家庭。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsesDWOEvy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxP1A1CzvF
我們黃家目前連我在內總共五個人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGSDY2as5h
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjHOYJynyc
我，爸爸，媽媽，阿公和阿媽。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf32SJpa0a
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp5toHbZVE
阿公和爸爸都是商人，在整個東南亞經營運輸和貿易生意，到處都有據點。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSKVzRs75n
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuStv59A9M
常常早上還在泰國，下午就到菲律賓，明天又到另一個國家，所以一般都會好幾天才回家休息一次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxzpYUranK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0etIKscF0
做的生意，就是在各國之間進行貨物運輸和販賣。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE3X3PModp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv7D42Rrtj
阿媽和媽媽雖然不必在外面奔波，不過還是要負責在家裡幫忙處理整理重要的公司文件。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzGENXTF6P
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbolIj0e6Y
可以說我們黃家是個商業家族。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VMzUDr3gj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYFdjKxd0T
自然是這個小鎮最有錢的家庭。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkJB6Pzcjm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYABLJtHRS
所以鎮裡如果辦什麼活動需要錢，往往都會來家裡商量，請求我們家幫忙贊助一點。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjm8OXNo27
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MPFMp2PbQ
所以我們黃家對於這個以務農為主的小鎮來說，是個非常特殊的存在。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQUJrNvXOy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUf96kJFIX
現在既然說到我出生的這個小鎮，我不得不說它真的是個非常單純純樸的地方。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK48Lq3cjnp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklKnK8m0K4
一片又一片的農田，一隻又一隻幫忙農作的大水牛，還有到處奔跑嬉戲的活潑孩子們……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4FJs0pY81
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4T9XUzUfO
但是同樣是孩子的我，只能乖乖留在家裡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBUHQtmioa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23smaS8alI
因為我自從出生就體弱多病，總是大病小病不斷，不是去醫院就是乖乖留在自己的房間養病。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k3QElsFn7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNeOT5rnEX
各大醫院給我看病到最後，醫師都說我的問題是：先天抵抗力低落。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft3U2hRgB8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd1O78VWPQ
怎麼治療？沒有徹底的治療辦法，只能希望我的抵抗力會有自然好轉的一天。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1orNa0IQM6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw7jQkp2Bl
因此西藥我從來沒有少吃過，昂貴的中藥補品更是三餐，童年的我真的是個大藥桶。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzQ95UtGpW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkaxTRpDid
也幸好，我們黃家很有錢，沒有這方面的問題，否則多病的我恐怕早就已經被放棄。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6wJRIeEPq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjfDWa3t4q
不過，沒有讀過什麼書的阿媽還是為多病的我著急萬分，不時責怪我的媽媽，讓媽媽受盡委屈。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzXiAgr3MV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MrP9TOr8o
我就因此記得媽媽被阿媽罵到哭的一段記憶。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdo1sD3FBN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKreskhOxM
當時我七歲，發著四十度高燒，躺在自己的床上病懨懨。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i6hNVAmJd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsPuTd6TCR
二十六歲的媽媽坐在我的床沿，一邊聽著阿媽不停的責罵，一邊流著眼淚用濕巾為我擦涼身體。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx3UQkXHS3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r3sTcxIlH
阿媽責罵媽媽知道自己身子虛弱，常常感冒不適，還敢嫁來黃家生下我這個最重要的長子，把病弱的體質傳進黃家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxCAVPtCY5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcWMJCGYiH
阿媽責罵媽媽生下我之後就像個石女，再也生不出來，讓黃家只有我這個體弱多病的長子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzAQK3Wf0H
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmcZQukxlT
甚至於，阿媽責罵出身貧寒葉家的媽媽沒有半點自知之明，不安本份的嫁入黃家，肯定是為了黃家的錢勾引爸爸。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj4O6QHZQI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39JpvWecpD
所以我相信，當時媽媽的處境一定比我還要難受。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP0NwXF6c2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMZaAhy2f8
如果不是為了我這個親生孩子而隱忍，才二十六歲的媽媽恐怕已經被阿媽罵到離開黃家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡany6jH4SZp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bgpSQ4ZmP
就這樣，這場把媽媽罵哭的大責罵結束不久，在外面跑的阿公和爸爸回來了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuqOwGL4oR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy9Xh6oDrZ
因此，我的生命就要再次不同。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsYynpYTwM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9XYCIgWNk
我的阿公，就是現在這個黃家的一家之主。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPRSbrr0R2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMtRVUc8Qs
雖然阿公沒有讀過書，但是很會做生意，算是東南亞貿易圈的一號人物，所以把事業做的很大，賺錢的速度就像轉開水龍頭。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd76639V3K5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbNfgW0DBj
阿公坐到我的床沿，疼惜摸摸我的臉，然後叫著媽媽的小名：「阿素？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LzQKWTlMh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF22zC1RIAs
媽媽和爸爸站一起：「爸？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoXrRGZWql
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLTbruhq9p
阿公：「前陣子妳被罵的事情，剛才妳的媽媽（阿媽）都跟我說了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb1PJQsqA0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA755RRhXpB
媽媽：「嗯……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqezQX4AOV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37OHQ0YK5V
阿公：「媽媽是心急孩子忽然又高燒，不是有意把妳罵成那樣，原諒媽媽吧。妳絕對是我們黃家的好媳婦。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0NlN3BmYp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvQK8cnxyo
阿媽安靜站在阿公身邊，不發一言。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUlPc9r1WF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZpmhPQiSY
媽媽則是低下頭，眼淚又一次滾出來：「我知道……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPPEcbqAgu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKqBwiNx3n
阿公：「那麼來說正事。孩子的對像我們辦好了，是個不錯的對象。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsekZhuKc2M
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0YMSOh1yG
媽媽擦掉淚水：「已經辦好了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8baVZUEgWS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssoQ3WMuHT
阿公：「去他們家看過，互相說過所有情況，把一半的聘金給他們。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEb1em4QGr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd1eUgCSBz
媽媽：「她什麼時候會來家裡？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTkVYWlcDE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX46qfMwKc2
阿公：「下個月的九日她會來台灣。二天之後的十一日是師父說的吉日，正式迎娶入門。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7jNQzs9iA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0vzaOq7qx
然後，大家安靜好一會。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv5iK5USc2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg5smYCIi0
阿公疼惜的一直看著我這個病弱躺著的獨孫。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAQDdDoikp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU3dNDIMSV
直到媽媽打破沉默：「爸……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2HRkFTJzg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqPPNRptwJ
阿公：「什麼事？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRHpyd5Ruv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlk1dovG2P
媽媽：「這樣做，真的好嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q3ntzLtfJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXrSdKZd7j
阿公：「阿素，你應該知道，這是沒辦法的辦法了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdYOqDY8kZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImi5buZa9K
媽媽：「我知道……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig6062cp8v
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA5zzQhOPj
阿公：「到處跑醫院都沒有用，醫生就是沒有辦法完全治好。只能照宮廟乩童說的這樣做做看，給孩子沖喜了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIswP8pFr5j
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQhPd4ZnrL
媽媽：「但是孩子還這麼小，就要讓他娶妻……會不會對他的未來怎麼樣？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelPh96iUYj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCr71Z1W5F
阿公唯有語氣沉重的說：「反正只是做個樣子，不是真要讓她娶。現在我們黃家只有這個血脈，先想辦法讓孩子可以平安長大吧。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nibt77nCN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqQiMVqwLq
就這樣，改變我的生命的那個女人就要來到身邊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqYYvaIKdU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1x1DjaFbb
七歲的我，為了沖喜治病，就要娶妻了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFPxuK6Hgo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUi5hH9bnz
那個女人，我都叫她姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UjPOrqySJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC1tKfIjng
現在我要說的，就是以我和姊姊為中心、關於黃家的平淡日常生活故事……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6augkHfNJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uHId0GIdU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZupOe05kEd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcgNqty2eN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4iVOBvEcF
《我們黃家的故事》224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpCSM55K33
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWCEuzEch2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1QxXFtGVv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PkRt8mjcv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0PiEy5JkL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7HueBuJFR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8KLKPfdKs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXOWXhZJA9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVUFfBdv0E
隨著下個月九日逼近，家裡為了我的婚事越來越忙碌。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboXdGtQMAj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoSkTgpKvC
忙碌準備一堆婚禮相關物品。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FsSicHvmZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5E5336ddT
除了專心照顧我的媽媽，阿公阿媽和爸爸整天忙進忙出。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2B2wLv7BY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKVPA8wBdn
甚至於，我的房間家具也完全換新。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A0KGoXHAi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnBOewvimh
但是我完全不清楚情況，同樣動不動就發高燒，只能躺平在床上養病。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPwAWeb1da
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw08GtcJjU
終於，九日那一天來到。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAQb42mAkl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ICJIjY9S0
即將嫁給我的姊姊，已經來到台灣。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEAgF1GP2q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aZEVUkb1H
所以傍晚的時候，媽媽把狀況好一點的我抱出門，阿公開車把所有人載往大城市的餐館。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUMr9EqZWR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vVmP2ZYkh
我和姊姊，就是在餐館裡面的包廂第一次見面。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3cuaAZBhZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ0CJR0pFE
大家坐在大圓桌，看著彼此。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf7ciCal7Y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokyysESdPr
我們一家五人，坐在圓桌的一邊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhlBBDKb4q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo8P59xlbY
對方二人都是女性，坐在圓桌對面。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv8AV8qiEE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLDLp6vZug
一名是準備嫁來黄家的近二十歲年輕女孩，留著一頭烏黑亮麗秀髮。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKyd8kCdXP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aOXFVEZ2u
另一名是看來四十歲左右的中年婦女，胖胖的，是姊姊的姑姑。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBq9xOAQLC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj13VLjxQ3o
她們二人都穿著越南式女性旗袍。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSuMQYutcJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAqm15neVD
沒有錯，她們都是越南人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMAmTvEhG4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZO0Av7Alh
即將和我結婚的姊姊，可以說是所謂的越南新娘。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2MZvQHBnW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbN2Gzucbo
接下來我要說的這些關於姊姊的事情，都是之後才慢慢知道。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCxksP2L8d
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rciNw8DSv
姊姊的名字是：『林花。』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjbAHl5n0C
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfhJRXeI0b
嫁來黄家的姊姊十八歲，比我年長十一歲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBuvmVas2V
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1ogT7qEyo
姊姊是她家的長女，下面還有二位年長我好幾歲的弟弟。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnlrOrkRou
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy97GerQzQV
全家在越南的鄉村務農，姊姊一邊在鄰鎮的高中讀書，一邊打工幫助家計。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLfgoilc38
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoxELbqwnC
姊姊是成績一直在前十名的優等生。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mvjz31KC7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16TJJQKz0A
原本計劃在高中畢業之後繼續半工半讀大學，選讀和育幼有關的科系，未來當小朋友的老師。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapYKwE6xjJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGYeDRFjac
但是就在高中畢業前夕，爸爸忽然中風臥床，家計再也支持不下去。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jYqZEiKRW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4woVCOcFFd
姊姊為了自己的家庭，只得拿我們黃家一大筆錢，告別父母和二名年幼弟弟，遠渡重洋嫁來我們黃家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG24eIuueJC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEeZUhxUQL
先是依靠英文和阿公與爸爸溝通，之後再比手劃腳的慢慢學習漢語。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaNvCaD1dF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArSihhK56n
這些就是關於姊姊的事情……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpyleleSWI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRK8cCWrJsV
不過當時在餐館的我才七歲，出於好奇一直看著比較年輕的姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBzCMl2MWx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSQoZ3bllD
內心單純想著：『漂亮的姊姊，頭髮又黑又長……』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW7xCLEcHG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY4z3qXU9O
至於就要和我結婚成親的姊姊，同樣安靜看著我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegcWWnoMy1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcIkKTsprg
只是面無表情，看不出喜怒哀樂。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1YPotl2bB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAItcNUTRf
所以這時候的姊姊雖然漂亮，但是看起來冷冷冰冰，很難接近的樣子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnmeLeKPLl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoQGTL4fLY
我相信，是因為姊姊對於面對這一切的不安，才會感覺很不親近人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHff9VgScbz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoqdN4KrGm
而不論如何，冰冷就是我對姊姊的深刻印象。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk5SIq938i
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6t7hYDerX
初次見面這天的餐館會面，就在如此面無表情的沉默中開始。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MzLmtz8xc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcVgfeEBpv
阿公、爸爸和姊姊，都是用英文溝通。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBKcNMu7YL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5vew7l3EJ
阿媽和媽媽如果要和姊姊說話，同樣要透過阿公與爸爸進行翻譯。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVJ3ZvyhhZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHIT7CzC6V
尤其是媽媽，一再向姊姊拜託：「林花小姐，我因為和先生早婚，所以不過大妳八歲而已，真的能夠體諒妳必須嫁過來的委屈。我不敢要妳做什麼，只求妳以同樣的女人心體會我這個做母親的心情。這個孩子一直是個很聽話的乖孩子，不吵不鬧，只是從小身體一直很不好。今後真的要拜託妳幫忙照顧……我真的拜託妳了……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu1vjDeDHa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdLPY18LCd
媽媽是真的發自內心的再三拜託姊姊幫忙照顧我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT3zQvocbS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFE23GXuGY
姊姊都是平淡回答：「好。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf1iXqWY3b
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN41kfh9l5j
姊姊嘴巴回答好，問題是她的內心到底又是怎麼想？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfL95yvMj6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT9gnzyskm
總之，這一晚的餐館聚餐，就這樣在姊姊面無表情的冰冷中結束了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXUmmHPuOw
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J9sZISRpO
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBvreWiWnD
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA74NQLizO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡompakLfWIQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6teYRBe6E
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX3FGgXJlo
二天之後的十一吉日。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbIii3Z8Kt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDibc9pQo3
姊姊穿著潔白新娘服正式嫁進我們黃家，成為台灣媳婦。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCzsiVJfIR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6i2cUyzfz
病懨懨的我同樣穿起兒童西裝，勉強支撐起精神，在什麼都不懂的情況下和面無表情的姊姊拜堂成親。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpvzZYOeZb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Vwie56yA
一直陪在我身邊的姊姊同樣冷冷冰冰，看起來很難接近。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVIQBgA7sY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T8rgeg3SL
所以我完全不敢親近姊姊，更不敢和姊姊說句話，只能一直找媽媽。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvagrXRtvSs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUs68qAIbH
就這樣，忙碌一整天的婚禮終於結束。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnm88wL253
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGuAKdRK4B
當晚的洞房花燭夜，只能由我和姊姊一起度過，否則不吉利。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4zdSjUqEN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYklEuWQtCR
但是我才七歲，什麼都不懂，所以發現自己和陌生的冰冷姊姊一起被留在房間，我立刻撐著不舒服的身體跑出房間找媽媽。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtvflAkiEf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDByTb5I1S
畢竟姊姊對我來說是個陌生人，加上姊姊從頭到尾的冰冷態度，所以還是七歲孩子的我完全不想和姊姊獨自在一起，就算姊姊再漂亮也一樣。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkSXCufwkB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDQ9Xy3feL
已經換上睡衣的姊姊，只能一直安靜跟在我背後。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDPsiAzqX6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73INe2I6nK
剛開始，媽媽一直哄我，把我帶回房間，要我乖乖的和姊姊一起睡覺，然後關門離開。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhCKVoSV0b
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAqETuJjGZ
我當然又吵著追出去找媽媽。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X5cLIKXWe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM6LowlQFH
就這樣來回找媽媽幾次，對我很溫柔的阿公終於大罵：「你已經是個娶妻的大人了，到底一直在吵什麼！這麼晚了還不快點回房間睡覺！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26sVC8iuh5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PfKoWEnV4
這真的是我第一次被阿公罵。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAgOaLHE10
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzWQsKXcsg
加上對於發生的事情和完全搞不清楚整個情況。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HNSJvl1lV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXaVD65PRC
所以我怕到了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJvZog7Y6m
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb85Jg4suBT
背後跟著姊姊，哭著轉身乖乖回到房間，坐在新床上不安哭著。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrus7SUzthS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgIIrdRC5u
一定是因為這樣，姊姊看我無助害怕的一直哭著要媽媽，就像被狗媽媽拋棄的可憐小狗。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61YazZ8bZX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnohPHjHO1
因此姊姊發現我終究只是個普通的七歲小男孩，不是什麼可怕的存在。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7grbCxPWk6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg4em5d20L
冰冷的姊姊，終於改變對我的態度。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI4NVtLesh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLL8zeDndA
姊姊遲疑一會，不忍心的伸出手，把我溫柔摟在懷裡，輕輕搖著我，哄著我，完全把我當成孩子安撫。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHVwsU5roa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgYJaGCh1W
至於我，忽然被姊姊摟著，一開始哭叫著抗拒，努力想要逃離這個冰冷的陌生人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63gDXBHet4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSFNUw55M5
直到我看見姊姊溫柔哄我的溫暖笑臉。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xYHfXIpXR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm9ySCnN8N
這是我第一次看見姊姊露出的友善笑容。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC3zu2Ti8X
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdqWL8nAJM
七歲的我因此知道了，姊姊其實沒有那麼冰冷可怕。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVqk98has6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUuXWdMU4j
姊姊其實是很溫柔的好姊姊，否則怎麼會像這樣微笑哄我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFECthvSz2X
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbsdh92aQK
於是我慢慢收起眼淚，不再哭鬧，乖乖的依偎在姊姊溫暖的懷裡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPzCiNuU2d
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds1WiJqWQk
被溫柔的姊姊摟著哄，感受著姊姊的善意，直到被姊姊輕輕搖哄到睡著。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTY6NHhsJX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIBgmQR9ji
我和年長十一歲的姊姊，就從這一晚開始共同生活了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa2VVv2nvV
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigINTJ5eV9
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3itVcCukT0
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveamsLebIT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGdkGnT8Hx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zlg8piAWq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoXsJbOfp8
姊姊被迫為錢離家，遠嫁我們黃家，讓她冷冷冰冰的，頗有拒人千里之外的感覺，很明顯就能看出來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbALFKsbSlX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI42d3yDR1
事實上，姊姊曾經跟我說過，剛來台灣的那陣子她的確一直在想著逃跑的事情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcy1rKaGYm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf25ogI461F
逃離這個用錢買自己的黃家，能逃多遠就逃多遠，躲到台灣其他地方想辦法生活。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePk6vYpVLd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTaGmrkjeh
反正姊姊的聘金，她的家人已經完全拿到。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cdmNCEzDq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqPmKtwIa6
就算姊姊逃走，也只能算是姊姊個人『離家出走』，不會給娘家帶來太大麻煩。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO9NzxgC1b
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnrEXxNdR0
但是新婚之夜，姊姊看著我的無助哭泣，就像一隻不停唉唉叫需要人照顧的可憐小動物，就此讓姊姊的冰冷心情融化。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRF178axlU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXEhv8MUh6
姊姊想說，先幫忙照顧我一陣子，順便認識更多同樣來自越南的朋友，收集更多台灣其他地方的資訊，再正式逃跑。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMcpg6M2uG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE4qlJgU8t
結果情況卻是，隨著一天天照顧我，姊姊的想法一天天軟化。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThzp8Y88sB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fPWbDoOY4
此外，加上大家都對姊姊很好，完全以家人的平等態度對待姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hEe694Ypq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihYrrlpJcq
年長八歲的媽媽更是把姊姊當作親妹妹對待。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMozEhZSH7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOkAxjhTx2
大家同進同出，同吃同喝，而不是把姊姊當成越南勞工對待。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFERpcA5Yc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLfyd7oKsd
甚至於，每個月會給姊姊五千元的零用錢。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAucuel0rI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpZQZOWLhw
姊姊終於接受自己的命運。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbaz0XU3FI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNX8n6Kmo4
姊姊開始把黃家當成她第二個家，和媽媽一起照顧我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOGp2aLJAV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51rBVdOqJJ
甚至於，姊姊很快就變成照顧我最多的人，也是付出最多心力的人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTGW02xyYr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57AVnJU7mm
畢竟媽媽晚上會回房間睡覺，只有姊姊才能整晚和我在一起，在我生病發燒的時候整夜看護。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUCe6G6ecN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiuSJbdV2S
在我身邊時睡時醒的給我量體溫，餵我水，哄我吃藥，給我的身體擦涼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy06oArrsW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2GwDwAQaT
所以姊姊不只是姊姊，更像是忽然跑出來的第二個媽媽。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBtwRE1Jgv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡundB2FJi99
我自然很快的習慣了姊姊的存在。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvCIz3c4vj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq77bROufY8
越來越喜歡整天陪伴我的溫柔姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JCc7gAcMO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7Im8QTrZS
對於姊姊的依賴越來越重。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QPajdmbB4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI3Mk6dS06
把姊姊當成可以整天陪我玩的大玩伴。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVmJ9Dbn6z
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCArzsWDa4N
總會：「姊姊！姊姊！」的親密叫著。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPZJt0EUu7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o1Lrgqqoz
握著姊姊溫暖的手，讓姊姊陪著玩耍。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODx0TBYewt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnraY4j1vg
玩玩捉迷藏。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYKg3htGSf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfadTqoRm2H
玩玩跳房子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkMmkty7sL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sG9nLap8E
一起唱唱歌。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuAnRo0BxR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrvekZPV7N
讓姊姊一口口餵飯。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQDiDzPZwy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3uf4YhwYO
讓姊姊帶我上廁所。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug6JbY42Mn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqo9xKy0du
讓姊姊幫我洗頭洗澡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94Ni7iNaa8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs8R3wCGQZ
讓姊姊哄著一起睡覺。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtS2MosNwV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeKaQdCgVt
讓媽媽看著我和姊姊的相處，半開玩笑的落寞說好幾次：「你這個孩子根本只要姊姊不要媽媽了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5XRqMhvEd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR3Yo1CYPX
由此可知，我的確已經變成整天黏著姊姊，由姊姊日夜拉拔照顧的孩子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8CUjekMAn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmqoVe1Ztz
十八歲的姊姊有我這麼親密陪伴，更是完全打消逃跑念頭，為了照顧我而決心留在黃家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERKczakVKs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp7xWMoQfJ
姊姊就這樣找到救贖和生命的出路，沒有走上躲躲藏藏過活的悲慘道路……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBDJwShYYw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhd0LMqvlK
另一方，關於我的身體狀況。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrw24lyroV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvdIsntK0d
原本病弱的身體真的慢慢好轉，不再那麼容易生病發燒。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGhyb7dbU5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgpXGeQZfM
我越吃越胖，長出肉，不再像以前那樣骨瘦如材。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlZ3vIsoGE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI6oJxP3fz
甚至於，我會有體力拉著姊姊出門跑步玩耍，就像那些在外面到處跑的活潑小朋友。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYa4PCgH1T
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4kBc7k0hs
我的身體狀況好轉，除了沖喜成功真的找不到其他解釋。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVHg5YFr7j
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC30XlHWhs
阿公、阿媽、爸爸和媽媽為此喜悅萬分。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL7Mqeg2QA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lnMHhWTBl
他們紛紛高興表示，給我找來姊姊成親沖喜是對的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9f9F1ktG4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUulFrCCtG
所以一年之後，八歲的我健康的進入本鎮國民小學就讀，和其他同年齡小朋友一起接受正式教育。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyC77RQKQ0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQbatvKvDs
姊姊都會牽著我的手，親自把我帶往學校，一直用不流暢的漢語說：「你在學校要乖乖的喔……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUlFUoOiUg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gw0nY83zt
直到看我進入校園，姊姊才回家幫忙家事，或是以姊姊的英文能力幫助家族的生意文件。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTryHoXO1j
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyNA5jsVVY
接著，再於下午四點放學時間前來校門口接我，關心詢問：「學校過的怎麼樣？有沒有乖乖？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CLuHhYUEE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7imqb9kuCa
不論風吹、雨淋、烈日，溫柔的姊姊沒有一天不陪我接我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OVzTIvdFS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbGrrn1KXB
回家之後，姊姊更是會親自陪我寫作業，教我數學，確定我的學習沒有任何問題。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEiVDErRiV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqYXFwEIEf
甚至於，在學校的我忽然身體很不舒服或是發燒，必須早退，趕來學校接我的也是姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7Rt3zt32R
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQkNQVUL43
親密的把我當孩子一樣揹著，帶我去醫院檢查，然後再帶我回家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7o3KZs3gT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyeZhHemm0
說真的，我和姊姊要說是夫妻，其實更像是感情非常好的姊姊弟弟……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBL0FcJviB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hURPVOoGQ
不過也因此，我被學校的小朋友找麻煩了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagKnmWaXfe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtoTzwCbfw
我和姊姊的事情，全鎮的成年人都知道。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYB9l621om
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoubHrRWtA
成年人知道長輩讓我娶姊姊是萬不得已的沖喜，所以成熟體諒的沒有說什麼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQgPYSAhx9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwSL0IMmIy
但是和我同年齡的小朋友們，知道我和姊姊的事情之後，終於瞭解為什麼我的上下學總是有漂亮姊姊親密接送，出於幼稚的無知開始嘲笑：「男生愛女生！羞羞臉！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHauGoQ6W1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUfL9hxhjG
像這樣的嘲笑我還可以忍受，所以不理他們。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aqcXXlxz3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpG9NXzzkm
一陣子之後，他們竟然開始當我的面嘲笑姊姊，說她是：「家裡不要的女孩！為了錢來台灣的越南窮人！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwBTDU1KVX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg3BIo2G90
他們這樣說姊姊，我當然覺得很生氣，不是吵架就是打架。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE3dKEukqk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KgzpZYMoN
那段時間，足足一週以上，真的又吵又打的度過。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjDB2PE5DC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyROR1x6exe
後來會解決，還是姊姊看我身上一直有打架的傷口，對我詢問到底之後親自出面處理。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx2VQlvNh5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi11KG4pqQ
放學時間，姊姊陪我在校門口面對那些說壞話的小朋友。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29jifytxuo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCsONhpIxn
姊姊蹲下來，溫柔微笑，和氣說著：「大家一起當好朋友，好不好？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI74yOhvpy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRatuG1BoLI
就這樣，那些原本欺負我的小朋友改變態度，不再亂說話。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfw9faHjrd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxU6Y1To29
甚至於，會在放學的時候陪我們一起走，開心的和姊姊說話聊天。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhAeoMh6Eb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnXeofSU7k
因為姊姊的漂亮，還有姊姊的溫柔，小朋友們一定會喜歡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2NmreKc3Q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYygp9BT72
喜歡和小朋友相處的姊姊，更是順理成章的成為大家的好姊姊，會在週末帶著我和大家一起玩。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZXidjZwgv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDVq0lvN4s
我的拳頭無法解決的事情，溫柔的姊姊輕鬆辦到。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyfbIDVQ00
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP1V4fi3AO
我真的更加佩服姊姊了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfR9YzNhH6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj7q5ITBsn
不過，我也因此開始體會到自己和姊姊的奇妙關係。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvUUhg8F8Y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfffSIXc8pW
畢竟學校的小朋友沒有人像我和姊姊一樣結婚。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuMrC0j1ab
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCyRvrlkID
只有我，像爸爸媽媽、阿公阿媽和其他大人一樣結婚。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuYPaBtkjn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J2FTqDyNQ
我就是從這個時候開始思考：『我為什麼會和姊姊結婚啊？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK0k0nasX5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqJwwxnXTp
我一個人想幾天，終於在這天放學，只有我和姊姊的時候直接問：「姊姊，我想問妳一個問題。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbI1tTtybl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpVfhjQbPP
姊姊：「什麼問題？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlga5l3S2B9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs8VnSrsHw
我問：「我們為什麼會結婚？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzcIK00YVy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO5vCy9j3O
面對我的問題，十九歲的姊姊沉默了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3DPOTaT3q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38SFLM703G
安靜牽著我的小手，一步步帶我回家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyxEGmWQZ5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexEWlRRS1Y
八歲的我，完全不瞭解姊姊為什麼都不說話。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiylNnyOCrr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEMW9RHvlU
不過只要是個成年人，一定能瞭解姊姊不語的原因。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0gTjDfvEr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTKfGf1Jss
十九歲，根本還只是大學生。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43e7g4sbAp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSp7dRdFZv
如果姊姊的爸爸沒有中風，現在姊姊應該正在越南的某間大學半工半讀。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxwdGKxnqU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnb0BqRv62
姊姊卻是拿錢嫁來台灣，和我結婚成為黄家媳婦，一年來一直日夜陪伴我生活。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM0yli1Q1X
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLuB5ibgGQ
姊姊的寧靜，其實是有重量的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK8u88kQmv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrmudTborL
生活的重量，從來不是三言二語可以輕鬆說完。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFbjd7Xiby
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzzoeHtyhk
也或許，正是因為無奈和感嘆，才讓它這麼不容易說完。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoeOeQuSkt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0o46HDAYQ
天真不懂的我追問：「姊姊？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcT0wsmTmW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeypAWin7yl
姊姊回答：「因為我們必須結婚。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfL4tZIy0e
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNG4UUSP1i
我：「為什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwOetUn3nR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY3smMADwi
姊姊僅能：「姊姊不知道應該怎麼說。等到回家之後，你問媽媽吧？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIdrOshM0x
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10BShUDDg3
所以回家之後，我真的牽著姊姊的手，跑去問媽媽這件事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLmJaj5SHv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL6Wyaryxm
媽媽沉默的和姊姊互看，然後回答我：「等你長大之後就知道為什麼會和姊姊結婚了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSX707pIIP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPb6YixH61
結果，當年八歲的我還是完全不知道為什麼自己會和姊姊結婚。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnuIc32GGx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9HoUivd2I
我也只能想著這件事幾天之後，開始把它淡忘掉，繼續開開心心的牽著姊姊的手，和姊姊一起生活……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JGpn3DIXn
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH2qPg4pmZ
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHyfU9BEwv
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC1doE0NuF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw3cLadiIW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2y7pM36Qm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAg8Xzum2z
就這樣，幾年的國小生活迅速過去。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMxnWRdDAG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE398nAXaF
姊姊嫁來黄家的時候十八歲，現在已經二十三歲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJvtbddw7w
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk3sal20gR
照顧我之餘順便幫忙家事，處理家裡公司的英文翻譯工作，可說已經完全融入黃家的一切生活。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB7iiOsN7I
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmvohhAxpM
至於越南娘家，姊姊和娘家密切保持聯絡，不論是實體信件，電子信件，通訊軟體，沒有斷絕過。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeQqIxv4Sq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYw1gdjTHS
中風的爸爸情況好轉。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsbbyZoT9G
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6yg9LrRRg
媽媽用姊姊的聘金開一間穀物貿易店，生意做的不錯。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOQUAnp4J7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ypKaAZPrj
二位弟弟則是都在高中讀書，準備考大學。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZmDgDqBhX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwItYPaQ2Y
所以原本窮困的娘家的確因為姊姊的聘金，慢慢發達起來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCg4fpC0oB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYHdt3EdM3
就這樣來看，窮人女孩為錢出嫁遠方，真的不好嗎？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNfkOehF51
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D6l5vMyIj
當然，每個人心中都有想法和答案……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsJEFqugbR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ehBlctUWA
我則是十二歲，健康快樂的入讀國中一年級。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBmfcCsApI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSXWTBT81S
開始長高的我，心靈隨之成長。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HnBclCNal
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG0aPqfamD
小時候的我，整天黏著姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU7zM76C0F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPZSv7i7GU
但是現在的我，對於那麼黏姊姊開始覺得怪怪的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSntGXgO9P
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfljI9Or4W2
和姊姊一起手牽手走在路上，以前的我覺得很自然快樂，但是現在的我卻覺得很奇怪。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4Rba8JTfx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBlmmaFU3n
尤其是如果在路上遇見認識的同學或是朋友，我都會趕緊放開姊姊的手，和姊姊分開，不想要被他們看見我和姊姊手牽手。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DYRKCjNT1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7k28xFgIh
甚至於，我會對於和姊姊同房睡覺這件事感到彆扭。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SnfTH8XoE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KVhwpIsj7
睡覺的時候，我都已經故意側躺背對姊姊，並且離遠點，姊姊卻還是主動靠上來，從我的背後主動摟抱我在懷裡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JIyUnV45Q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv2XAeDble
就像過去那樣，從背後抱著我一起看電視。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj4xRtJz7w
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7RT5BmYhv
就像過去那樣，從背後抱著唸故事書給我聽。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsPQIA2vyA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUF20oCDlk
就像過去那樣，抱著親密搖我，唱兒歌給我聽，陪我說話。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk53UHdh1x
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHHjlMHlMj
就像過去那樣，一直把我當成孩子……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3BWFlIQFM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsMMiEfHUc
因此，今晚睡覺又被姊姊像這樣從背後親密摟抱，彆扭好一陣子的我終於說：「姊姊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTPiWLH2Uk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVV38puZQg
姊姊：「嗯？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPu8UNyJoQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwDVcvJZ9g
我說：「妳可以不要抱我嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v1b7Qvoxg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGtU9C27RP
姊姊：「怎麼了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ13QXeGVY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G6r4pMCnR
我誠實說：「感覺好難為情。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxuljYXxiz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovgFpRajNo
姊姊沉默。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYWmiwM38U
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo73JfdcXW
我繼續趁這個機會說出心底話：「其實……我越來越覺得我們一起睡覺很奇怪……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6kRubTmFu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmmoAfZZk5
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmTjSb5XZr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8B0GWqava
我說：「我知道，好多年來我們都是一起睡覺，妳會像這樣抱著我。但是，現在我真的開始覺得好奇怪……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkHMJpIUww
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7rgN7pbGd
又是幾秒的沉默。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHwBTI2m84
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5fdc5VbtT
姊姊主動移動手，不再從背後摟抱我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZMtyiW2DG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqgwnrbkYp
我擔心姊姊不開心，回頭看去：「姊姊，我沒有討厭妳，只是真的覺得好奇怪。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqZgR76g3G
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBtbq51KFl
陰暗的燈光下，側躺面對我的姊姊溫柔微笑：「阿弟，你長大了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotOIfKjxAY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ep0pERhP6
不只姊姊，阿媽和媽媽也是叫我阿弟。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArjy3W5wd7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw3kzaHqjb
我只能說：「是嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSrvP3kY6Y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQrjV0YC4e
姊姊：「你也不喜歡和姊姊牽手被同學看見吧？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL1pzu8git
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr24WFpk0V
我這才知道，原來姊姊有察覺到這件事，知道我都會在路上遇到同學的時候放開姊姊的手。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3YsVVxX3y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OfINlI98J
唯有乖乖承認：「嗯……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQCxZDnJwh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWTh5rWFHk
姊姊詢問：「你也會討厭姊姊陪你上下學？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mflRLPkfd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL0qIMYTxg
我沒想到姊姊會反問這件事，所以我真的想幾秒：「上下學……我是覺得，上下學我一個人不會有問題。其實姊姊可以不必一直跟著我，感覺有點浪費妳的時間……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPOY2d9vrC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmJzHRNpsS
姊姊得到我的回答：「姊姊知道了，以後你自己上下學吧。明天你還要去學校，先睡覺。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGDfk1jU5F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvVnSdfNrM
說完，姊姊轉身，背對我睡覺，沒有再摸我一下。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7FJvZC29U
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzJFHha8to
我也只好同樣繼續背對姊姊睡覺。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzev0NqY7tz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QZ2Cyupkz
我知道，姊姊依然是當年那個一心一意照顧陪伴我的姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJbIlrC317
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcCf3Q6hJY
但是開始長大改變的我，真的不再是當年七歲的我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHISxkHW9fi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXRUn53OTv
雖然當時沒有感覺，不過我和姊姊的關係，的的確確就從這時候開始不同。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1dxsdDBUT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Fx0MqI2iW
隔天，姊姊果然讓我一個人上學，下午回家時間也沒有來校門口接我，讓我感覺好奇怪，就像有什麼明顯不對勁。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL7PNKwO0m
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExQsC9wSNT
甚至於，回到家之後，在房間放下書包，發現房間裡面怪怪的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrivheupu2N
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq6eECPaFK
但是那時我還忽然說不出房間哪裡奇怪。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn1vAzXLtd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ8ykBaboV
直到進入廚房從冰箱找喝的，遇見正在忙碌晚餐的媽媽和姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQCuDttu6a
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dqjvxicXu
我先問候：「媽媽，姊姊。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpwjFppGBY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUWX70RRWW
媽媽知道我一定還沒有完全搞清楚情況，所以主動跟我說：「今天開始，姊姊會去原本用來堆雜物的那個房間睡覺。下午已經把雜物間清理好，也把姊姊的東西都搬進去，以後那裡就是姊姊的臥房。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr7UfF6HjX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGxkrhkTN6
這就是剛才我為什麼覺得房間有點奇怪，因為原本屬於姊姊的東西與衣物都消失不見。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNCPxGOvMZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRht0E65jI
我小小意外到：「姊姊要睡在雜物間？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTOJgvbCeX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpT6rRyHOi
媽媽：「你不是跟姊姊說不想和姊姊一起睡覺？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPAfEKCyOq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eHkB0RVlk
我：「昨晚我是那樣說……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cwAADXNf8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp6yRkI7rP
然後，我看向姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg87VXAgWr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xr3Hrd4bC
姊姊面無表情站在瓦斯爐前炒青菜，沒有看我一眼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88T4NPqNw1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwRMsbXFvU
我：「姊姊？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKsCB20JzJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdUFr14eEu
姊姊終於看我：「嗯？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwoZiEPPlH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItRi63cQgs
我：「你真的要搬去雜物間？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEcUgHhyOp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp4Z4yMauQ
姊姊回我：「早上姊姊和媽媽談過之後，覺得這樣對你比較好。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fcVZWZF5l
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9AbSsohb2
我：「可是－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeslcRtWNJL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzCBE2uSxJ
『可是』到這裡，我又半句話說不出。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSZxZblrlL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E1AzPSlkp
畢竟我究竟想要『可是』什麼？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutfxYfy54w
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKw8cOTSes
我的確一天天覺得和姊姊同床共枕很奇怪，親口說出這件事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHitu87v1uh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOgISZokqz
我和姊姊分房生活本來就是很自然的發展，到底還有什麼好『可是』？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy3x1NQFcG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oj9g3DL3M
所以『可是』之後，我真的又沒有一句話可以說，只能站著。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLnp9J6TEg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhJoRzGarc
因此姊姊再說：「你真的已經長大了，開始獨立自主。姊姊很高興，可以陪伴你平安長大到今天。今後也要繼續成長為一位優秀的大人，知不知道？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKxhuP5z5L
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJQ7VP7sOu
我唯有：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWo7DEcxxb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmr5mH1JS6
媽媽有意思讓這件事就這樣：「好啦！你自己聞聞衣服，都是臭酸味！快去浴室洗澡，準備吃晚飯了！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMJzjzzCcn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro6bNHhbo9
就這樣，我們沒有再談過這件事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHUvF2bUPB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONBwH9KkR9
我跟姊姊正式分房生活……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYa9CmhgOG
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnK6b22dUm
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSw66tpj68
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb2NZfaKJj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLrLiGRy59
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOdLTmO1xR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ubqn2ThLo
姊姊決定放手，讓我自由自在的長大，相信那樣對我的成長最好。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxvNQFNamC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHmrDsZHDj
我從上下學不再有姊姊陪伴，直到現在分房睡覺，真的一直有種說不出的奇怪感。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8WKVHS4x5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D0DM4mcwu
就像自己的生活，忽然有什麼重要的人事物消失不見。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlMlCkCuKg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡie2Eb0fl5u
這樣的消失，好像明顯是錯的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt1glgntYC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QrwFtYTO4
但是我又感覺到，這樣才是對的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGER9rn1Jp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Ka3AQ9mo
我相信這就是姊姊所說的獨立自主和所謂的長大吧。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ag54GaCRI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICRY0kiBRF
卻也因為這樣，沒有姊姊常常跟隨陪伴的我，雖然獲得很高的生活自由，卻也交上壞朋友了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaj2fwo6Fa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD2C6W7OKA
週六日，以前我都是跟姊姊一起出門，搭公車去鄰近城市的鬧區走走逛逛再回家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKvVprGGLh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jHbm6WA8a
不再有姊姊緊密陪伴的我，都和同學朋友一起出遊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgqWJmWQzH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUgN5js9WB
姊姊都會在我出門赴約的時候，微笑的說：「路上小心，早點回來。」完全把我當成大人尊重看待。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjETkv4gLV3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10d8BRW2et
就這樣，朋友彼此之間再互相介紹，我終於和一群大人常說的『壞孩子』認識。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBNup4w2eR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoXPASiAdF
一夥近三十人，男女都有，對我來說都是些大哥哥大姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNSDA3aDWi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9103iLlTb
年紀大約是國中生到二十歲，最年長的幾位等著當兵，並且他們的家庭明顯都有問題。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFBl2dpV5M
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZiLgFh2gi
搶劫吸毒之類的嚴重事情沒有。但是檳榔喝酒，喜歡夜遊飆車，嗆聲裝大……大概就是缺少家庭關愛的鄉下8+9。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SEdXRmNpl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi3cR5zO7I
當然，認識他們之初，我也覺得和他們在一起不太好。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH4BEha2yy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhnwmr2uxb
聰明的孩子絕對會知道不應該和他們繼續往來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJUl6aA5Dc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa09XRn6mE
但是我又無法抗拒和他們繼續來往的誘惑。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmXX4PBSx7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kVuIYqCci
因為他們有帥氣的摩托車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToWIuBi9zF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMcgcC9PPr
他們是個8+9飆車族，車隊名稱叫做三太子風火輪。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI4A2zPsCX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRWxBYwd2t
沒有錯，我喜歡帥氣的摩托車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GapSNbAN0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zRHQVdRtW
看著那樣的帥氣摩托車，我就想騎上去飆。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DQHXKHBj0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAlG86pBoB
聽著引擎聲怒吼，我的感覺整個嗨到不必嗑任何東西。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOWvw3MfYb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsM647LzgP
尤其是家裡沒有摩托車，只有分別由爺爺、爸爸和媽媽各自擁有的二輛汽車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7In1EBGfnt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzYv8vME9A
當年的我不懂汽車，只記得叫難聽的梅賽什麼的，看起來又黑又大又笨重，一點都不拉風的廉價車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeSBjVv9Kx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UBcXeNsC7
而大哥大姊他們不只有摩托車，還都經過特別改裝，看起來又酷又炫。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo65MJjTR3J
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagD28qbVFb
只要坐上去感覺就像世界無敵了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxstFf73MO3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVhHlRE6eI
當年才十三歲的我，真的好希望自己也能擁有一輛自己的帥氣摩托車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkQ01iJtuD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo5rur0bSc
所以我真的克制不住和他們一群人來往的慾望。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDKWOlL45D
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIRZPZbmIu
他們一定是因為全都破碎家庭出身，主觀的認為我也一樣，所以完全不問我的來歷，我到場就接受我，讓我跟隊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CuufGB60g
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsUgQlNO0L
所以我不必上學的週六日一出門，就是主動去找他們，大家一起出門全速衝鋒。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVQTLUzx3r
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rM6iOvBQf
當然，我都是後座被載的那個。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu18zBGI3Ck
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWTR5mNtT6
大部份時間，都是在靠中央山脈的山路衝鋒兜風，大約深夜就解散回家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMOyfVyuNE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsP98mFKbh
少數時候，大家飆的比較瘋，就是順著車少的靠海道路從台灣南部衝到台北，再從基隆衝進宜蘭花蓮直到台東，再一路騎回來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69MjnhZRMi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YNRCV5ct2
真的是完全不睡覺，從白天騎到黑夜，再從黑夜騎到白天，猛衝台灣島一圈的衝鋒。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPajtxt9RRC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cip457X3t
每個月都會像這樣衝一次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQr0WitPmC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AthQK7i4V
大家都樂此不疲，我更是好開心。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkagzrcidk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOFJu3rB5J
我覺得這個世界真的好遼闊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYg715UCS5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8uOHKUP4q
我真的好想看到外面更寬大的世界。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQx6Khadqb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLxy6CmpK4
我越來越不想離開這個環島飆車團體。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4Nuymmcbx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza50Fgc9X8
不過想也知道，我才一個國中生，家人一定擔心追問。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFcPY63CDM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBG5cXX5mx
如果半夜才回家，這種情況還好，被媽媽碎念個幾句就好。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5BmTy5QcE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9E0qlg3XE
如果是一整天的瘋狂環島……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEEoguzYmQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s9MahPIZ4
終於，這個週日早上，第三次我再次環島瘋回來之後，被追問到底了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfTT0nZRrk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlCglGge5d
不只媽媽和姊姊，就連最疼我的阿媽也在一邊看。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AB0YgwgBT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIGkEbe4xg
媽媽一臉擔心：「昨天週六你到底去哪裡？怎麼整晚都不回來？這樣的情況已經不是一次二次了！你才幾歲啊！大家整晚等你，怕你出什麼事，一直想去報警知不知道？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdIeoCF1Ul
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eQwOmUzsw
因為擔心會被媽媽繼續罵，所以我回答：「沒事啦。只是和幾個朋友去台北玩。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDsovMxdAn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxjSFP6g0D
這是事實，因為車隊的確會經過台北。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugYRya023F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXb41277vt
雖然抵達台北的時候都是大部份人回家睡覺的深夜。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0BYnQa0hN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XjpCIERQh
換姊姊問：「阿弟，你們沒有做壞事吧？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydcbg4PTh8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZll3rnUGy
如果說謊，媽媽和姊姊一定會看出來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqg1OggmsW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sjk4DXizb
我覺得很煩又很無奈的直視她們，明示自己的清白：「沒有啦。真的只是一群人出去玩而已。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaCEAHz2gg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBF4nO0III
不過是騎摩托車瘋狂繞台灣，還會是什麼壞事？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqscmRVKCqQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPssUza6bv
姊姊再問：「下週六你們也會像這樣出去玩到週日才回家？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oXyJwNNSm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVakKBKpdq7
我不耐煩的回：「又不是每次都這樣好不好？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK0P2THyxO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYHLt6TqnZ
姊姊：「表示以後還會像這樣？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkQVK0418z
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhbnvUeQHs
我不敢回答，因為是肯定的，所以生氣大罵：「妳們又煩又囉嗦！有完沒完！碎碎唸個不停！我要回房間睡覺了啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcDbaoHfSV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx2OLHgVIP
就此頭也不回，直往房間快步走。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJOvV85sx9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA73ftjduYr
媽媽她們看我忽然這麼兇的大罵之後轉身就走，全部愣在客廳，忽然追不上來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaGof4jUUP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8R6APKBPJ
只有姊姊，第一時間追進房間，拉著我的手：「你到底跟誰出去？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDEm2XFWZS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vpdZTqCAa
就這樣，我第一次和姊姊吵架了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRxNja9QsY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZohZ5Kcu4
發急的我，只能甩開姊姊的手：「問這麼多做什麼？是有那麼嚴重喔？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndbbOjEiId
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW8Y1LQJGD
姊姊：「阿弟，媽媽剛才沒有說錯，你才十三歲，是個國中生啊！整晚不回家，大家當然擔心！加上你正在叛逆期，我們可以不擔心嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u8Z1kEMVw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcjQROeE8J
這時候，媽媽和阿媽也追上來觀戰。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoITNW8RXEL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDn0YfUScf
不過她們暫時都沒有說話，把發言權交給姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0j3GjRZvA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2mdZEbaP6
我一心只想早點罵退她們，所以直接對姊姊罵：「到底關妳什麼事！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBw63fWVE9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzohhziuJFu
姊姊：「為什麼不關我的事！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaARhbtYQlU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3gWM3RtBx
我：「妳到底是我的誰啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkYO5rSCpS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7xzQJSxyq
姊姊：「我是妳的姊姊啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwR1uTePbP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa6KO0MLJI
我：「我只是把妳當姊姊喊！不然我什麼時候有姊姊了！妳是媽媽生的喔？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkX9dHW71F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBR0eRdFNu
姊姊的確一時難以回答。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EDbNyv3Pw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vtg0HYN6b
我繼續說：「妳又不姓黃！明明什麼都不是！妳只是個外人！就不要再對我管那麼多了啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnUYeZL0dO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg380ciALez
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYedK2jc7FK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl5AClqvj7
媽媽：「你這個孩子對姊姊說什麼話！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJSvsiiDxz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqHuv2e4mz
阿媽也罵我：「是姊姊辛苦的一手把你帶到這麼大，知不知道？怕你冷！怕你熱！怕你餓到！怕你受傷生病！怕你書沒讀好！你還要去哪裡找這樣的姊姊！到底誰還會對你這麼好啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsUex9Ljss
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWtA5Hsagj
媽媽：「你的阿媽沒有說錯！姊姊真的對你那麼好，結果你竟然對姊姊說這種話！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFstjtLZHA4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8ImQxuUxK
這樣子，我又要面對她們三人了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwSItR7bZo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZiKcld9PN
整晚沒有睡的我，又煩又氣又累，拉著房門就要緊緊關上。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMqBNIIEpw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOdvbB15uJ
姊姊卻是踏出一步，伸手用力頂著門，不給我關。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkJwev8Dgs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovtjxS5ys4
甚至於，姊姊直瞪著我，毫不移開雙眼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSonJqmkJbt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EiiTxvxmq
被姊姊這樣瞪，頓時一陣膽寒。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOOy13bTRV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfxWxJlDPB
畢竟我是被姊姊從七歲一手帶大的孩子，對於和姊姊相處的實際記憶真的比媽媽還要多。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RGI6eXkbh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrELuCNSjV
所以被姊姊這樣瞪，讓我感覺比親生媽媽這樣瞪還要可怕。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaszAo8owyN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRihCP2C4Ir
覺得自己真的麻煩大了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKqIn8p8k2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IXmqjHu4s
我又急又怕：「放手！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTYViohITW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPNrKKKwSq
姊姊：「不放！你不敢說，背後一定有問題！你好好說出是和誰出去整晚！你們到底去做什麼！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiulx19ekT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwONFpPunB8
我：「我已經說了，妳沒有資格問！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3ZNs86vrG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqtrGlFbLU
媽媽出頭：「那麼媽媽總有資格問吧！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmQ24ulpzb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovQsqv6oGo
我更是不敢回答媽媽，只能繼續用力推門，對姊姊喊：「反正跟妳沒有關係，放手啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4yZagRCBY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bOdaayRts
姊姊只能喊：「我不是外人！我是嫁進黃家的媳婦！你這樣子，我會擔心啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88fkwKnvJQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAnkZXCLNE
我：「什麼媳婦！到底是誰的媳婦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6axlycmEw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0faoiyGbq
姊姊：「你的啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3ozQywbA8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6z5kj8oag
當時的情況，姊姊不這樣說不行。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgXOT9qKqV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJljyGg2YdT
因為姊姊真的會在這個黃家找不到立足之地。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AVmTu3aw4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknDofx4geP
只會是個來自越南卻長時間住在黃家的外人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ461Z6ZVpVM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSToifAh2UY
我：「才不是！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPM6XmbX9e
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrrYaIzMwf
姊姊：「為什麼不是？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyGqYnsj12
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGrigdppbm
我：「我又不是願意和妳結婚！再說當時我才幾歲啊！而且大家都知道只是做做樣子，又不是真的！妳才不是我的媳婦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqcpCa2MfU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkiZWE8EMy
接著姊姊的回答，我萬萬想不到。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6roHbI1nAz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETnwplTmNT
我真的萬萬想不到。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU94ce5HV9A
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkgpYyFy9i
姊姊問我：「那麼姊姊搬出去，和其他男生約會結婚也沒有關係了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ138D8Z2DOj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2HeGcuV9k
當然姊姊是故意這樣說，為了嚇嚇我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTphtIORh1y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv1JdduKPS
不過才十三歲的我根本還只是個不夠懂事的孩子，心臟立刻一個大跳！224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSBPkrsLG7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0Vefk9DiI
這樣的心情，就像孩子聽到守寡的媽媽要改嫁。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBDdWIe1Oi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5QaSbLFP9
只要是孩子，一般都會很難接受這樣的事情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmmR9Xd6ne
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh2FMV4MTw
到時候姊姊會被其他人搶走，姊姊就不再是我的姊姊了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4rodhjn9c
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjfVbxx9LL
說起來，當時的我真的就像個要斷奶卻無法斷個徹底的孩子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5fZgEXowm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4mPt2YIHi
當然我緊張的對姊姊說：「妳說什麼啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bIIX45UmZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8xZ5mZGn1
姊姊說：「反正我又不是黃家的媳婦，你管姊姊那麼多。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRJIwTYe8q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE7ZJS1efw
我：「這是不同的事情啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPGqiTAd4I
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yKp3oowyS
姊姊：「隨便你吧。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKKcRIjf0z
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC0WLgmvyq
說完，姊姊還真的直接放手，不再想把我的房間門頂開，並且轉身就走。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuZrGv4VPE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UjejBI9sT
媽媽配合姊姊：「你這個孩子實在是啊……看看你剛才對姊姊說什麼話！姊姊真的不想管你了，還不快去跟姊姊說對不起！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u8zRFKitQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgEXXH3Bjn
我猶豫堅持僵持著。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRBpGVqv8V
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrulwideT5Y
畢竟如果說出事實，我知道她們一定不會再讓我去參加車隊兜風。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg0C1cs9HH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4nqhy8nsL
如果不說，姊姊又會變成別人的姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QEvLOhozX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7snMzHIaU
我的心情真的是有夠天人交戰。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl9U1adoEv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XzACjziiY
根本是逼我二選一。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4dPff5EZa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsbiVhtrIG
媽媽：「姊姊真的不必勉強自己一直留在我們家！現在你真的要看姊姊離開？還不快去跟姊姊道歉！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4iw8mwl6g
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrhNtNOE3K
終於，我還是害怕的：「嘖！」一聲，離開房間，快步跑去找姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN5tFPEPfW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysrjuq34vO
姊姊坐在客廳沙發看電視，冰冷的完全不看我一眼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHlOi6gW9a
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vg7eheJc6
我：「姊姊。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJuKvPdeqL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50akvscIgd
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4db4JbMwj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZlTxLzJEt
我：「姊姊，妳不要這樣。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3etjIlutai
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WdVhLDdY1
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxQWeRIGn6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRIDMz0mX3
我：「對不起。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIQhADMGUE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1D2gfQpTr
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip1vLqCLeQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XjzfV5PYW
我：「妳不要走啦。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CMIMKinQi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCsvFq0R8P
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgKmoKhpIK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjomD8lTubY
我：「剛才我真的不是故意那樣說……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbv0gJcLzS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcFx9i5de0
姊姊終於看我：「姊姊想聽到的不是這些。是你整晚到底去哪裡？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhlCJD3GoT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tIgSSkFuh
我又是一番掙扎：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpAIRIoKGa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLTtobd2np
姊姊終於看我：「你從小到大，今天真的是第一次有事情瞞著姊姊。讓姊姊好難過。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTaDvPcyB4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVjpsq1KOR
我：「如果我說了，你們一定不會再讓我出去……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9TRNw3pjr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0oRvdRmpN
姊姊：「反正你先說，到底整晚去哪裡做什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTI8b7SHOt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFjPotTIs0
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQq18oK1i6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rdOXCF6dq
姊姊：「還是不願意說嗎？反正對你來說，姊姊只是這個黃家的外人吧。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2dMoD9rc2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WT2oRQJZY
我：「不是那樣啦。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVKL3b8Qyj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6gemkrft1
姊姊：「那就告訴姊姊。不然姊姊真的要搬走了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP8AkDqT4a
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9WMYXnUlb
我只能心一橫：「昨天我是去參加車隊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcsdLSab65
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmKZMJmwRr
姊姊：「車隊？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBWsjebzMU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMpNtRsCcl
我：「整天跟大家坐摩托車兜風，只有那樣而已。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzljSD8FMe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWljfELEDy6
阿媽擔心的問：「你跟人家去飆車？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGE7FRUMQo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3GlYmIHph
我拼命想著讓自己可以無罪開脫的回答說詞，可是就速度來說，又覺得很難辯駁：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGyibXOrl1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5xonOwLKm
媽媽看我的沉默，直接有罪判定，滿臉的難以相信：「你竟然去跟人家飆車……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIwZ1Y0JwP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwBJbfslDL
我：「不是飆車啦！只是外面騎一圈而已！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mqsnRdqvz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfGp9cgAt3
姊姊冰冷的說：「騎去哪裡？為什麼整晚才回來？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlJ8rfZxwO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPthJigEIl
我：「沒有去哪裡啦……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudSi77QlRT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u5oIflEzF
姊姊：「到底跟人家騎去哪裡？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9Sz8doHSJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttnOlpDIMd
我：「就是……台灣繞一圈而已……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCchy6uFzQM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7zDBWk429
姊姊略顯訝異：「台灣繞一圈？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBohTJxAJ0C
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCkT3duVd9
我看姊姊的反應，知道不妙了：「真的只有那樣！不是什麼危險的飆車啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDJj4VvPrC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvg8qWy9GP
姊姊：「一天騎台灣一圈？所以整晚都在騎車？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBGzGAvJbT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3gJnL0nM8
阿媽再次：「哎喲！這樣不就整天在飆車！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMgLCXD9l8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1Ue6aXHvL
媽媽同樣受驚不小，音量非常大：「你這個孩子實在是！竟然去跟飆車族整天在一起飆車！那樣有多危險知不知道！如果出事怎麼辦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0aLkTZGy4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F06FHPA6K
換阿媽哀叫：「哎喲……你這樣如果讓疼你的阿公知道，他一定會驚的血壓飆高喔……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx5N53Su8t
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4rlBCO0Q8
我：「真的沒有想的那麼危險啦！再說我已經參加過三次，不是都沒有出事！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQPgtZ7YQK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE3FNwwN15
媽媽直接大聲：「以後不准再去參加，聽到沒有！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1noFXsVj8F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumgIck40cR
阿媽：「黃家現在只有你這個獨孫！黃家還要靠你傳下去！你要是有個萬一要怎麼辦啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBm7PrOAOo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDb5j1JiJV
果然，變成我最討厭的情況。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFcio2r1ue
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PO37b1Mov
我只能做著沒有意義的抗議：「就是因為會這樣，我才不敢跟妳們說啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKIrAnvXaX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQChcqJT1x1
姊姊接口：「你不敢說，因為你自己也知道本來就不應該去參加。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp23Qq0t1K
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9RXWaaedO
我：「但是真的沒有想像的危險！你們看我不是一直都平安回來？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FsPVmTWQ2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dflk1Qrlb
姊姊：「不論你說多安全，我們都不會相信。飆車本來就是很危險的事情，更不必說你才十三歲。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxxYV0xqMi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrBk5OJ0fc
我：「所以等我十八歲就可以了，是不是？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5e3sF2baT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstFZRiidAE
姊姊卻是直瞪著我，直接一句：「姊姊對你很失望。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PZErZEeYh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMHmyqPMbw
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8XRCKy7Tk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzoY4tGveq
姊姊：「我一直以為你會開始懂事，會自己想……結果你竟然做出這麼危險的事情，去參加整天飆車的飆車族。姊姊真的對你非常失望。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0MHmVsgQC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gqqDgEufD
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ168b999PFl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpZTOHWMXs
姊姊：「你根本還是個不懂事的孩子，完全不知道事情輕重。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9xDjPzmbt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TK3xm0VbB
阿媽也在旁邊整個憂心：「會變壞……這樣一定會變壞……哎喲……怎麼辦啦……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmngP2Y63h
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDoQz7tqMZ
我做著最後掙扎：「事情真的不是那樣……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhZeNnnYTy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyLLyYGdXZ
姊姊：「反正你不准再去參加，否則姊姊就搬出去，再也不管你了，有沒有聽到？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP3YtYLpZC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OwPv4epmd
我還能怎麼回答？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlzIBbFwXt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2dYnlto2q
只能垂頭喪氣：「知道了……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbZOWLniHB
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TYBrCo22e
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMi1DvTwsJ
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeSNTyoyG1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNF2Ue9CM1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H7vujbytf
當時的我，真的覺得好難過，覺得好不甘願。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjyURZqe9O
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0ONg8l9II
因為我真的很喜歡騎著摩托車兜風的感覺。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrwPoPfWgX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBu8iGl0tM
現在這一切，因為我不希望姊姊離開，所以都要被強迫終止。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uUGj1ZwIb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcNlDOcnw1
讓我怎麼接受？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FwXP7FbVb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySuRA1vQXI
我自然悶悶不樂起來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx7U5VQhWO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3kwhj5xJs
週日的這場爭吵，就這樣結束。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4Zwi6QtCH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip30CY9r4f
然後，週二這一天，在外面跑生意的爸爸回家休息幾天了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH1pSZXNSo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDUDs9qbSp
所以這一天放學回家，我立刻被爸爸叫到客廳。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyeecAMWX0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNzKzWf8Jp
爸爸一臉嚴肅，姊姊她們三人都在旁邊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JhAXrjZhl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VtiSjq18Q
雖然爸爸因為和阿公一樣整天在東南亞跑，都把我的事情交給阿媽媽媽和姊姊，幾乎沒有插手過我的教育，不過還是會在必要的時候管教我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo7KzZmjhX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD08fvc8ra
所以我其實還頂怕爸爸的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YLU66V04t
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGSyyUdyZ6
爸爸開口就是嚴肅的問：「聽媽媽說，你去參加飆車族，已經好幾次和他們環島？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbtvoNVjdV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaDnbu2ivf
我覺得說再多也沒有意義，所以簡單的：「嗯。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9t6sxL0xv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO2my7zg7G
爸爸嚴厲罵來：「亂來！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Dj7Bq7NE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLdkXPjgT0
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF55zic6Iy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6urithZry
爸爸：「你以為飆車好玩啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlAuE6mVV4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt3MYzfaKJ
不服氣又不甘心的我，雖然會怕爸爸，不過還是什麼都不管了，直接說：「很好玩。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxGAcrdLuI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qQQUr2a3H
聽著腳下的引擎怒吼，看著二旁道路快速向後衝去的速度感，進入前方從來沒有見過的新世界，真的很好玩。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8gMLLNjNv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iSmM6rGIC
我真的喜歡騎摩托車旅行的感覺。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqRCkutEGH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZRIF0eOOJ
越是參加那個車隊，我越是著迷於那樣的感覺，難以自拔。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMg92x7uR0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAavHMcwukX
不過，在場四人都為我這句話：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4enzRisSEy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkopyFScFj
真的，他們都被我一句話頂到安靜。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5XW4NLgrx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8dTerRZFS
好幾秒，半句話沒有。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlERhAQsTKe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDTlNl8TcM
爸爸反應回來，更兇的說：「飆車是在拿自己的生命安危開玩笑，你到底知不知道！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLvBzf7h61
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMilT9Pcau2
我：「反正你們不會懂啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI1oMQ7DfN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1f1SSfMFQ
爸爸：「是你完全不懂！真的跟個孩子一樣！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObw944OdGP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGD7qUwGHB
我正想要給爸爸頂嘴……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ciwhrzWfv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iAczqdwlI
一直安靜在旁邊的姊姊：「那麼你說，我們不懂什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY8o1TtMgM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63ot52afs1
我：「反正你們不會再讓我去了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xwqaSVK0u
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV1yPiZicb
姊姊：「我們的確不會再讓你去參加飆車族。可是如果你說出來，至少我們還可以懂你為什麼會去參加。是因為姊姊開始不陪你，所以你覺得一個人很寂寞嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyNamFGf3L
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aEELmGvtP
我：「不是那樣啦。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt19fciTyhR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdhWRJssjF
姊姊：「那是怎麼樣？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeEC94mjZC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNR9RIX5SQ
我：「我喜歡騎摩托車。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwmOvNC5Lk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxwOA4KzBI
姊姊：「你喜歡騎摩托車？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYUzceKyMm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcaOMghCx2
我：「我知道你們一定會覺得那些騎摩托車的人都是壞孩子，當然不會讓我去參加。可是他們其實沒有你們想像的那麼壞。我只是和他們一起騎車，一起兜風，又沒有怎麼樣……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlfVmGfICv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8N9ogTmqO
姊姊卻是說：「我們先把他們的事情放在一邊。你為什麼會喜歡摩托車？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEri8ukzWUs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNbEdt2cIV
我：「你們一定不喜歡摩托車吧？是不是覺得會騎摩托車的人都是窮人？都不是什麼好人？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3neFqIyOqW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RqBUgj3bF
姊姊：「你為什麼這樣問？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mKdK4pWjb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QxZOMnpal
我：「因為一定是這樣啊！否則我們家為什麼連一輛摩托車都沒有！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY6UHMvjDl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5LWQmeLLC
爸爸出面回答：「因為汽車載人載物比較方便，也比較安全！再說平時如果大家需要出門，媽媽會開車，不是都會開爸爸的車載你們出門？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdKBwvLGHn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl7R6PWuru
我：「不一樣啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfNF5eGD2i
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpyNoEJWeq
姊姊：「哪裡不一樣？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj5x70TG38
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa0zcNVIYC
我：「摩托車帥氣拉風又自由，騎起來的感覺就是好棒！我們家的車又笨重又醜，名字也難聽又難記，叫梅塞什麼的……要怎麼跟帥氣的摩托車比！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pjDlo2QXm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqiNYfkYlk
爸爸沉默二秒，口氣好許多：「梅賽德斯？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U323XUAA0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD4Rxt0rp8
我：「對！梅賽德斯！聽都沒有聽過！看起來也真的有夠醜！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MIGdIDFUx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczFN4AqF1A
爸爸：「梅賽德斯是主名，大家常知的通名是賓士。我們家二輛車都是賓士高級車款，你知道一輛多少錢嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWr1Qxhtg8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFJQaWF32q
當然我絕對聽過，知道是很貴的車，忍不住確認：「賓士？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3SYvGru7n
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAcPRJKzRK
爸爸：「都是賓士。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVQUfWdB2N
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6gJkabiQv
下一秒，我有一種極為失望的感覺，因為總覺得賓士那樣的名貴轎車應該看起來更加不同凡響才對。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQv4T29HjB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCLAB28GNi
所以我發自內心回答爸爸：「好醜……真的……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBEW1qKox7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gcvKESEM8
首先，美醜是很主觀的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnSMZLkwRC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cj7xlIZnk
再來，我真的打心底覺得，賓士有名又貴到讓我很無法理解。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0H99EP3Ob
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc5RJtlN3r
真的，就算我已經長大成人，還是不喜歡賓士的外型，就算是賓士的跑車款也一樣……絕對是青菜蘿蔔每人各有喜好。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tJRthVK12
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHrW68MLBu
所以這時候的我萬分的難掩失望之情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbUcPPcGWN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ycvR0vWoN
爸爸：「賓士也有跑車款，看起來很好看。我們家二輛都是家用房車，所以看起來像一般常見車輛，不過的確都是很貴的頂級賓士。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAjjSwvTsE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSjgVgwxzN
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87xl0apB21
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGN4aYaxvJ
姊姊再問：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlGzBXmbmn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dq05f5gVw
我：「摩托車很棒啊！車隊的大哥大姊都把自己的車改的好酷好炫！那是因為你們沒有看過，不然你們一定也會喜歡！坐在上面騎，感覺就很舒服！真的可以騎一整天也不會膩！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzgi1ovZC0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU37rI5Qv6j
他們四人，幾秒的安靜。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObj4I7NV5D
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbbCiOZ3ZG
爸爸終於說：「十來歲的年輕人，真的都會比較喜歡摩托車吧？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9TD1LSn1f
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17pMl5tX8V
我：「所以讓我再去參加車隊啦！他們真的只是單純的在路上騎車，沒有想的那麼危險！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MM4cly3Eg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EUGHDlIAm
媽媽直接大聲：「不可能！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvP9Ugx9oV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTiyKUSAEV
爸爸也說：「你給我乖乖留在家裡，有沒有聽到？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcc1FqrChr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTzm0USGUO
阿媽更是：「傻孫啊，摩托車騎那麼快多危險啊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn4nlTZ6LY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwlukPnowr
我還能怎辦：「我就知道！一定會變成這樣！跟你們根本白說！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXyn21HGMm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnDbed0jeQ
姊姊：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CHwIgldwU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2o7dKyQEo
我開始發洩自己被強迫阻止的怒氣：「我就是喜歡！比家裡那二輛什麼醜賓士帥氣多了！就算你們現在禁止我！但是等到我滿十八歲是個大人了，一定要回去車隊給你們看！到時候看你們怎麼阻止我！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I2aXk3quD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy7GwVs9Ex
媽媽：「你這個孩子！說這什麼話！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29SzH27Faz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKDlaUMcr0
我：「我一定會回去車隊給你們看！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4e1CJp09x
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAkyxAe5kc
媽媽本來想再罵我，但是看爸爸一直安靜：「你也對孩子說句話啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdJLZGwXls
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwANtyEOaz
爸爸卻是思考：「嗯……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFpANrYHY0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44BtCPDWaL
媽媽：「喂！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lXYJpcJ60
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw0kwvlQ5F
爸爸回答媽媽：「看他這樣，不如我先通知爸爸？不管怎樣，這件事都要讓爸爸知道，再看要怎麼處理。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8yCyudzsW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jivGwXUaB
當然，爸爸口中的爸爸就是阿公。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJIVlW3g6q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zhxxirnxN
媽媽：「要告訴爸爸？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7F75MTpyK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bGXTER4Hy
阿媽：「讓你的阿公知道你出去飆車一整天，還要出去繼續飆，一定要為你急的高血壓啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC0RITqKtb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdzHXy1zni
然後，爸爸播起電話，開始和電話另一頭的阿公說我的事情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf7FLswiTj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3M2LTMXbA
參加8+9飆車族。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGsoGYQ4uH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJpB3Fgeaj
一整天的飆車，環台一圈好幾次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjN6FpnV4k
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF7h41tFbG
還放話，長大成人之後要回去繼續飆……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nKf1vn52d
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoduXk7Wazd
然後爸爸掛電話，告訴我們：「爸爸說他會把工作的事排開，搭明天的班機趕回來。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U2biBTtaV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3zydZ1yw4
阿公一定吃驚訝異又發急，否則不會放下工作立刻趕回來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrM0OQAjr5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAGHwiPfiQ
阿媽：「傻孫子，你自己看看，阿公為你急的……哎喲……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9sbILHqP2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRB9qRiM5l
我也只能摸摸鼻子回房間，心情忐忑又不好的準備面對明天就要回來的阿公。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAFyNHrTaW
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BiEfa1qMp
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7pliyaLCQ
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqXxohEFhs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwttr1YWx2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YskgzmqLy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGu6rAl98G
就這樣，隔天週三，我照樣去學校上學。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6IrC0tExM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqXoVfrTxL
傍晚回家，阿公果然已經等在客廳。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZwSjqTORQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQUtzqz3Ed
姊姊他們四個人，都陪在旁邊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wjbjXqNxD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DahYTAYUE
因為阿公和阿媽一樣疼我這個寶貝金孫，所以阿公沒有像爸爸一樣嚴肅板著臉。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U1N42jFFC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78oqvReD2z
阿公說的很溫和：「阿弟，先回房間放下書包，然後來告訴阿公怎麼回事？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQGim2cGXR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKnkTD9YHU
於是放下書包的我，回到客廳。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yAEFQc8CF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKgDWZ9Hyh
阿公立刻對我招手，讓我親密坐到大腿上。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4okqlG2tO5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvjYR2I2Ke
阿公對待我，真的一直都像對待幼稚園的小孩子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDpDoSxb2P
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8oUgIVo2N
可能對阿公來說，我不論長多大，永遠都會是當年那個可愛的小孫子吧。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzhniR6TCA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgXKBNdyIm
於是我開始把整個事情從頭跟阿公說一次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi6CScVGtK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oKNAC7CHX
說完之後，換阿公問我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULf1qYaXtg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJnuXcIc8W
先問我怎麼和那個車隊認識上，然後問我們都去哪裡？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1nkuCZEIU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5ISHTT2He
接著都是問一些我為什麼那麼喜歡摩托車之類的事情？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEbabQESs4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXpl7f9wNk
我一直把自己的所有感受告訴阿公，並且求阿公讓我回去參加車隊，才能繼續快樂兜風旅行。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4EzEugz45
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi72kta3kzh
阿公很有耐心的仔細聽我從頭說到完。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bTha9mSWg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1iI0LK9Xv
最後，阿公問我：「你真的這麼喜歡摩托車？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wswQCn6P7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPV8lZrcLn
我當然說：「很喜歡！因為看起來好帥，騎著兜風也很開心！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpTDB2zBMw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UKa9tUN83
阿公安靜：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqVZCUutMv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjvI0mCaAK
我開始撒嬌：「阿公……讓我回去參加好不好啦？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKcq2H8oj9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF3xAQodxf
阿公：「不可以。真的太危險。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT84KNSqwll
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cTj6axvBY
我像個孩子拼命耍賴：「讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhGuNNG5PE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5e03SuNaN
阿公一直微笑看著我，一言不發。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMjaBM8de1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TjncnwTiX
爸爸很兇罵來：「不要這樣亂！大家是為你好！長大一點！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CCaWsRfjJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJJuOvBu8C
以前阿公都會袒護我，不過現在阿公只是安靜微笑看我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPNZgykhyG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMHvAiePMg
我當然不敢再發亂：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnPGX2uRJJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe70tLQAf6g
阿公哄我：「好了，去洗個澡，換個衣服，全家一起去餐館吃晚飯。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG7QAnu52I
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr96vKnaGB3
我：「可是車隊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQApDFAyV1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXycwAqmVb
阿公摸著我的頭：「乖。去洗澡。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTotPKfjMx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkqglhCSQl
我只好百般絕望，垂頭喪氣，前往浴室洗澡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAAjBfhzMb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqI7omrWFw
在離開客廳的時候，聽到阿公叫爸爸的小名：「阿忠？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBJfjmlTV0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqKzAEWQCd
爸爸回應：「爸？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6lc7lHnJ7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy222dgf8wI
阿公：「我們黃家的確只有他一個男孩。不管怎麼樣，今後大家一定要看好他。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeev1uGKoA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPKD1yiPHt
爸爸回答：「我們都知道要看好他。可問題是再過幾年他如果成年，到時候又要怎麼管？成年人實在是很難管了。要是真的搬出去，更是沒有辦法管。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNNlzhT2Xb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqWyLkLlC9
然後我走遠，只聽到交談聲，聽不到他們到底在商量要怎麼看緊我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDrOEygQSL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvmgDxXaFL
當時我真的是感覺徹底無望啊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvX4c6gaFh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZOPIbRgR0
車隊當然更是沒有辦法再回去。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡran5W4ila8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1O45QO4K4
因為姊姊故意會在週六日一直跟著我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VV589ULfc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob5bOc9TVF
我因為不希望姊姊離開黃家，所以也不敢再偷跑回去參加車隊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EFvHAsDFp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfHq0l7WSr
可以說我在『姊姊』和『摩托車』這二個我都喜歡的存在，選擇了姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BP2129o3H
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIvzUJlFwn
不過我還是會在路上有人騎摩托車經過的時候，感覺好羨慕。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91qOHwnhNd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqRwPNUWeB
一心想著：我一定要在成年之後想辦法買一輛自己的摩托車……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVBJljxtfJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYmwM0p6N7
我對於摩托車旅行的慾望，真的只是暫時自我壓抑，並沒有消失。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2NA3CxzP5
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zHZa1uoWZ
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DpDJ0WWea
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt7fZnW5ZD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO8NVXPwjO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tQUyw5OiC
一個月之後的這個週六。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ2nXj6DIP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpD0B51AFH
一大早，姊姊就出門，不見蹤影。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjzZ4WcTYa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze10PLb4R4
看不見姊姊，感覺就是奇怪。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFcyxJg0fT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5mPEVwNms
因為姊姊應該會主動來跟著我監視才是？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkN5MYFnaz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUP7MxbV47
我吃著早餐，好奇追問媽媽：「姊姊呢？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xaBW7kzjx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr8Oq3Jwkx
媽媽：「去城裡。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP6v6SWyy2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrqkn0uIav
也就是說，姊姊去鄰近的城市。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQhBNDZQ3G
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4XtgjMgUl
我問：「去做什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wMJfCZIhw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QuyZrVSEF
媽媽隨便敷衍：「辦點事情。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg0UETQJkh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw36tL5Scf
於是吃過早餐的我，回到房間寫週末作業。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36ENWRE4mM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sRweHDORw
雖然我想過可以趁姊姊不在的這個機會偷偷跑回去參加車隊，不過還是因為害怕姊姊會離開而……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC9pHL8xmD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCxOJEKUEO
就這樣，下午大約二點。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkZScbcpgC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVDh3CRnrc
我聽到響亮的摩托車引擎聲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdp5xOpYkN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU00q72Z3th
那樣的引擎聲，一聽就很不同凡響，絕對不是一般市區常見的摩托車引擎聲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqTrf1ejlE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr6aIgu4Nu
如果要形容那樣的引擎聲，就像是馬匹的腳蹄，很有力的踩著地面，每次都快速踩三下：『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRXKmCD2BY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMSKBXp1KP
聽起來規律、快速又清脆，非常悅耳。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60edPRJTY1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQnLDWXLtJ
尤其是，竟然不是從家門前的道路騎過去，而是騎進這個住家的廣大前院，在前院踏馬蹄。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzF1Id17ro
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M7dnrH3sW
鄉下因為土地寬，像我們這樣的有錢人家一般都會有像這樣的大前院。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVOaRZPk45
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHKOV0OLkZ
摩托車就那樣停在前院，三馬蹄引擎隆隆作響。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT6s9X8ZDv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K8PnKVLPI
寫作業的我立刻停筆，順著聲音轉頭，心中猜想：『摩托車？誰來了？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGgkQOaUlg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxGS82KjrO
然後媽媽高興喊來：「阿弟你快來看！姊姊把摩托車牽回家了！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuxrcZ66Vx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh06J3avC0
我自然萬般意外：『姊姊？牽摩托車回家？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu6GTb8vDr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2b0iaUGq0
立刻拋下作業跑到前院看個究竟。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlQGleB5PH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoTFdw2tSu
抵達前院，阿媽和媽媽已經在前院看摩托車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNmAyVFikj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88M3ccA6I6
引擎正在隆隆作響的果然不是一般車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMszjLPCOPF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngsIoR70o8
至少一看外型就絕對不是路上常見的車款。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifaHb4hSBn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjAROKxCfL
外表看起來很拉風，很像是賽車場使用的競技車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJjHkGRnPA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEZtXLQT8H
那麼是什麼車？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUsaCkgBoj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG2uhh6g6R
是哈雷重型機車，全球限量二百輛的特別款，現在有一輛在我家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW6VeteTBv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMLk1OARVe
全車幾乎都是由技術師父純手工組合和調整，可以說是精密的手工品。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgdNs05Yys
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD6L9xsaB3
必然是從美國出發，通過層層關卡和檢查之後運來台灣，才會一個月之久才來到家裡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZaqg4s84A
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvoFXQWHHF
至於價錢，這一輛哈雷價值將近新台幣三百萬元，抵的上一輛賓士。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvetoeRRgqy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR4nTzLFz1
把這台限量款哈雷騎回來的騎士，正是一大早就出門的姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITS1ks2XL4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7eRXb7pym
漂亮的姊姊穿著全黑緊身皮衣，身材凹凸搶眼，跨坐哈雷，看起來超級帥氣迷人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9onCzqXjim
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7JOQxRsjb
過去那支車隊的所有大哥和大姊頭，從車到人都跟姊姊完全沒得比。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ypnwvvFKg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXR7VJ39qx
我趕緊跑到車邊，興奮的又叫又跳：「姊姊！這輛車是怎麼回事！是怎麼回事！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1PgFF96h7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA2N2bnMN8
姊姊對我溫暖微笑：「阿公和爸爸買回來的摩托車。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyegkYdxPpG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU8uyPsfUG
我完全難以相信：「真的買回來？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOH4Ntp2gr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tQXoABlR8
畢竟一個月來，家人都沒有跟我說要買摩托車回來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQHzjp86lQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAPxvX24Mp
媽媽回答：「本來阿公是說要大家把你看好。後來是你的姊姊跟阿公和爸爸說，如果你這麼喜歡摩托車，不如買一輛回來。看姊姊對妳多好，處處為你想，你卻對姊姊說那些話……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhhZ5kZIWL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRWE1MlW9T
我已經顧不得那麼多，激動興奮叫個不停：「哇！哇！哇！哇！哇！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb60tzf0Th
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRqsUY5uJC
姊姊：「帥氣嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9cRclSlba
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OUChhQVo1
我：「好帥！好帥！好帥！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFETPnuH6L
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZnHIOlyND
姊姊微笑：「你真的很喜歡摩托車呢。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv51jhJJOSr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf8XLsjC2p
我：「買摩托車為什麼都不跟我說！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU5TMc8KSw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qNBwiTp56
姊姊直接說：「因為如果這一個月你趁機跑回去參加飆車，我們就會在你眼前把摩托車賣掉，懲罰你。讓你知道偷偷做壞事會有報應。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnMrVBCW5U
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfzweC0rMN
到時候對我來說，會是多可怕的報應和懲罰啊？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxgd3HM8GM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdqJUO9Vt8
也幸好，今天我沒有趁著姊姊不在偷偷跑回去車隊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7VKdRlKr2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU7sJe6gpJ
我忍不住又氣又笑：「好壞！你們真的好壞！都不說！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuacOowGPR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkKwkrYWmr
姊姊伸手摸我的頭：「不過你一直很乖，沒有偷偷跑回去飆車。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7knaL3rIi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qhnGXcFBH
我：「所以這輛車要給我騎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY2dx7GCDB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3te5fPG4D
我已經滿心騎著它到處兜風的幻想。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdQuUbgsrq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsj0BvOz71
姊姊：「不是喔。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YF09svWQb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FcChHO5wz
我：「不是？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKEdQNDE33
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNFMy0Uubz
姊姊：「你才幾歲，也沒有駕照，怎麼能讓你自己騎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEPeNXM96j
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre0ynnSxhx
我急的：「不讓我騎，那麼買回來做什麼啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRWRq4KWUB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v2RE2X8wi
媽媽告訴我：「姊姊會負責載你，讓你願意乖乖留在家裡。除非你成年考上駕照，否則這輛車都給姊姊騎，讓姊姊載你兜風。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q8MjGWBCL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwN6f6tPI9
這就是阿公回來的那天，為什麼沒有說要買車回來的原因。不是沒有錢買，而是阿公和爸爸整天不在家，很難常常載我兜風，摩托車買回來也只是堆灰塵，相信我一定不會喜歡……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt03EjAenoA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuJS9N7sBQ
不過我聽媽媽這樣說才想到，直看著姊姊：「啊！姊姊會騎車？妳有駕照？妳真的把車騎回來？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyshE470EHd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbKomvF7kD
因為就我知道，姊姊應該不會騎車也不會開車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5lPXizOvu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSuP3gTeVc
姊姊：「這一個月，你在學校上課的時候我去考駕照。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo4FaOk5lC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFliELdBR3
我喜悅的：「姊姊好帥！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJSYmHvWAS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqhFNzDs5p
姊姊又一次提醒：「你絕對不可以再去參加外面那些車隊，不然這輛帥氣的摩托車就會賣給別人，知不知道？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEwJUeMhgU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxGTxVprJF
我再問：「姊姊真的自己把這輛車騎回來？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8DeRlm77T
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo23rpt6ET
姊姊：「路上大家都在看，感覺有夠不好意思。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWURftgMKu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfuQ1TEgRm
我：「因為看起來真的好帥啊！可是這輛車看起來好重，姊姊真的有辦法騎的動？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X8zp6j0KR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIxI7w0n7j
姊姊：「我本來也懷疑自己會騎不動。但是實際坐上去，發現重心很穩，腳架也很容易推動，女生也能輕鬆騎動。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKMj8kySzi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYfH1Abkii
聽到這裡，我再也忍不住。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKScjxs32e
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF82EDqglI
直接伸手摸握把：「讓我騎一下看看就好！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO495v5lbbO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqsqSmoBYS
就算只有一次也好，我也要帥氣的騎著哈雷限量款機車兜風！224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjPbNXFydt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTw8b5jRgs
姊姊：「不行。沒聽到姊姊剛才說什麼嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciUdiJC2ep
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19cO2x3tGW
我：「只是在這個庭院而已，讓我騎騎看啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSa99ZKNrl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfPRaGP635
姊姊：「剛才姊姊已經說過，除非你二十歲考到駕照，否則絕對不可能讓你自己騎。如果你自己偷騎，也會把它賣掉喔。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPJSkZPT39
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4WssBPB83
我：「可是－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyEtVWZ25y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhybCCQ5Xur
姊姊溫柔微笑：「姊姊不是說了，我可以隨時載你出門。你不相信姊姊嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07QmVXQEOi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlnjsivZs0
姊姊這樣說，才讓我稍微釋懷。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk89MA5ptj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMt3vgYKJA
在一旁媽媽說：「讓姊姊負責載你，這樣大家才會放心。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihb9OKiSeR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIYGtqc9Qv
阿媽也說：「對啦對啦，這樣最好，不然要賣掉喔。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaPD9JrZD1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fPdzHXHmQ
姊姊：「戴上這頂安全帽，上車吧。姊姊先載你在附近騎一圈。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodB9t0IqMU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi7khXBGCM
我不再多說，開心的直接坐上後座。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMP2HEz0Wh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo3Oy5m2ik
姊姊：「抱緊我，比較安全。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y88ENCTTW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDbSrwBUau
於是我親密摟著姊姊的細腰，貼靠在姊姊的背上。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aiChJTqx6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZS3ejj80k
姊姊：「阿媽，媽媽，我們去外面騎一圈就回來。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzII3uJgCmJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpalBzYKFd
媽媽：「小心一點。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cCDXeXcDF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaACApYvLQ
然後姊姊調轉車頭，轉動油門，載我出發。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaAx2abuVH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOEJfE08ou
雖然時速只有安全的三四十公里，並且都是騎在附近的寬大省道。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVoAADZI7X
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9YWFPIpIW
不過可以再一次騎車兜風，我還是覺得好開心。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbgXATqFbi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHSxPkQ3eu
當然，路上所有人還是都看著這輛車，聽著不同凡響的三馬蹄引擎聲，真的非常引人注意。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIr59uCyFe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPwgiXimp6
就此騎著騎著，姊姊忽然說：「阿弟？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbOpjqZdL5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxrU9ACwO9
我：「什麼事？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm52JZx05K
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90tSEUvou1
姊姊：「現在這輛車雖然是姊姊騎，不過姊姊其實對於自己騎車沒有興趣。所以你快點長大，二十歲考重機駕照，換你載姊姊，知道嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7xvEtrKpe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoQMEyj3lV
我：「好。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbcSOwa4Gd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaRJNr6PI1
姊姊：「約好了喔？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3sis81Kbt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQHqdlTiuo
我當然說：「約好了！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikfqQ29si0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX50uN42zf
然後，又是一會的安靜兜風。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YQmE8am9D
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ2CvVPGUo
換我主動開口：「姊姊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR68NLyYNUn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAn36PlSZ6
姊姊：「怎麼了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZQPIepGtS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxreZBNiuT
我：「那一天，我對妳說那些話，對不起……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpRZyfnp9K
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP0MYFWRCN
姊姊：「姊姊能夠瞭解，沒有關係，你能夠平安長大，好好的成人，比什麼都重要。所以你不要再把這件事放在心上了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uw2gYcYm7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTiEf9nkRy
不過我還是開口，很想要再說點什麼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuh1bx9fRV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2F71M8UIu
問題是，我到底還能說什麼？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQPqSZ05fl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt5iUngMGy
不論如何，我們家就這樣因為姊姊為我說話，買進一輛非常帥氣的哈雷機車。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp5H29mt8b
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGdPtulcqX
由姊姊負責保管，定時騎去哈雷直屬的修車場檢查，所以保養的非常好。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHyo0Gvkgo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9hf8LrKbI
我當然沒有興趣再去參加那個飆車隊，因為我已經和姊姊組成一個二人小車隊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8RcEaNxHm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh0uyzO25l
姊姊會在我的作業寫完之後穿上出遊用皮衣，帥氣的載我出門兜風。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbizYBkfPoI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5YWWXjbME
載我前往從來沒有去過的地方，騎進沒有去過的大街小巷，看看陌生的新世界。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mSa3EDq1n
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ilgva1mi4
甚至於，有計劃和安排的準備好帳篷之類野營用品，載我去遠一點的露營區過夜，週日下午才載我回家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SYxhLSjQ3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrmiGSMdmw
整趟旅程，我們都會東聊西聊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzSDRE6utu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmH3A0QcFa
我都是說些最近遇到的事情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7EdXMjUma
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhfD4pzV0d
姊姊都會說些以前在越南的往事，或是她的父母和二位弟弟。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMggqzTBhAt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17tsXIGI8Z
因此我對於姊姊的娘家算是有一定程度的瞭解。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkAI8VMe3u
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfNIIcA9zt
我問過：「姊姊，妳很想念越南的家人吧？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWc3ydFi50
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvX51G2ha8
姊姊：「當然會想啊。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgaBzZyW1l
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM10ro42hr
我再問：「為什麼不回家看看？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBJft56hwc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0QflbddhI
面對這個問題，姊姊沒有回答，只是沉默。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ462XGdqiRm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGnbyqrB2f
不過我大概可以猜想到姊姊的心。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcN793UnCQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstDsLC2OEH
姊姊一定是認為已經過來台灣黃家這麼久，加上一種難以說明白的望鄉情怯吧……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2fpR5XFis
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVqIKSijP2
所以雖然姊姊和我分房生活，不再於上下學接送我，但是因為摩托車旅行，我們的關係依然親密。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbELbTCDFHs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVQXJrjApv
真的讓我一再想起阿媽罵我的時候說的：『到底誰還會對你這麼好？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhNNUhlmUy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrl1HqCfdz
忙碌於工作的阿公和爸爸不可能。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2hStlG47J
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoA9dAU01W
阿媽雖然疼我，不過已經有點年紀，加上必須處理很多家事，所以同樣不可能。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc3M3nGnNN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj8igRs4HN
媽媽十八歲和爸爸結婚，十九歲生下我，雖然現在才三十二歲，不過親密感沒有姊姊對我這麼好，加上必須管教我而無法對我百依百順。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsniYQqulNq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJjpyV9bNB
真的只有姊姊對我這麼好。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXzlVMgX52
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Z5zjXcC9
因此，我再次認真思考：『姊姊對我來說，到底是什麼人？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnY1UGZEwO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdffOgAM37x
姊姊當然是沒有血緣關係的外人，不是真正的姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kdZP4J5CP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1R6c32hXA
真的要當成姊姊看待，我們之間有十一歲這麼大的年齡差距，很詭異。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XaiTpis7D
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCpbjMxu2s
如果要說感情，又比一般的姊弟還要親密，絕對是姊弟以上的程度。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWCWAYDzqa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2bjNAbVH5
要說我和姊姊是情侶或是夫妻……問題是，我的確是由姊姊一手拉拔長大的孩子，完全無法產生那麼親密的戀愛感情。雖然我的確不希望失去姊姊，更別說姊姊如果真的交男朋友。我對於姊姊真的具有不能有第三者出現的獨佔心理。
反觀姊姊，雖然把我照顧的不像單純的姊姊照顧弟弟，因為真的照顧的太貼心，但是看起來也不像對我有明顯的男女之愛那樣的感覺。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4QhvKLAII
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NcuIBQAeK
所以，姊姊到底是我的什麼人？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9lxLr5qxc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i9YEGKisV
姊弟以上，戀人未滿，到底應該怎麼面對這樣的關係？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVuxdbnq3S
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldAuaQSysI
一天天長大成人的我，就這樣開始越來越認真的給自己和姊姊的關係尋找新定位。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HF8qjcCTJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q2yRU7Jt1
畢竟我已經隱隱感覺到，如果找不到答案，最後等著我的一定只有遺憾和失落……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5pAGRn4KJ
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRH39JBtmF
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkty0IY1T1
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHnC8CuP3I
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRlr9VAk8R
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwIYEAq6VN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIzl6xgMZs
我們家這輛哈雷，是全世界限量二百輛的限定款。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e686hKry0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15ZFQtKYck
網路上專門觀看影片的網站，只要輸入這輛哈雷的型號，就能找到不少相關影片。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPsOOXUluQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzAA1Yqp1X
大部分的同款車都是在歐美。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P8b6kC1OW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7oCPhZc3z
台灣這裡，只有我們家這一輛。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvMY6H12Ux
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDmHHA5m3f
所以只要是和台灣有關的同款車影片，一定是我們家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJmi8ZHRCV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDurrp09Vf
不是我們拍的影片，是路上偶然遇到的識車人拍的。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb3LDBaa9A
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyTwW3QGsa
他們看到我們這輛罕見哈雷出現眼前，當然立刻開始錄影。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiQwoi3eJq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtxyK6NrY0
影片中的姊姊都穿著黑色緊身皮衣，載著後座的我兜風，時速都是很安全的三十多公里而已。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u7B7j7hht
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJvpexGeiC
姊姊看起來真的帥氣又迷人，根本像是摩托車界的瀟灑女英雄。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dXWeUUvzh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe9StQTVhJ
然後影片底下的留言，大都是一些車友或是愛車人，否則不會從型號找進來看影片。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1K953B0vP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaztQTlYPSz
他們發表像這樣的言論：224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOOTlrPEnd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm71IIabJq4
「哈雷重機引擎特殊的三節拍好棒！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXRT1m8vYQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU96o3Ot3am
「這輛車多少？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrdtHz5Z97
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhpt50mp8O
「三百多萬，全球限定二百輛的特殊款，台灣應該只有這一輛。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LGDVrLVA8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ErZGDveIs
「三百多萬？我要不吃不喝好幾年才買的起啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJTPIxPr8P
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsszBizR1IL
「她幾歲？買的起？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmxLrECSRH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOZJ7PCL0C
「一定是有錢人家的大小姐。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtefVCVhF2s
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgObiI8gLqe
「是我的菜，我可以。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjFWqMWeQG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tUgf3KgKz
「不管可不可以，路上遇見離遠一點，別撞上了，當心要賣腎。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgut8zOFvW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2JnB1IoHU
「如果是她撞我怎麼辦？可以要她用身體賠償？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUxshQ02dQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYTDo2WhH2
「朋友在路上親眼看見過。我聽他說還不太相信，竟然真是年輕女騎士……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCRJyn9lMR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemkUONiPub
「她撐的住這麼大的重機？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9O6LB8sJZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ur0r8HaI0
「後座載的是誰？弟弟還是男朋友？年齡看不出來。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysUL5ESKiQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbLp3p7yEf
「看他抱成那樣，應該是男朋友？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaFbYqnIla
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkDZXRlwug
然後有人說：「他們的關係，你們點進去這個連結的影片看看……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLLGHjaDcr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxdlRpUa7d
點進去連結之後，又是另一段錄影的影片。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLg9AsM4sA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2cRW5tIFl
我記得那段影片和那一天。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y58u9DuIM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wZiVY0ZI9
那一天姊姊載我跑遠一點，回程的時候在路邊的小七休息，買麵包飲料休息一會，忽然跑出一個三十歲左右的大哥哥。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wiDTKZmHf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrKt5UFIdB
那位大哥哥穿著同樣用來騎車旅行的緊身皮衣，也是騎自己的重型摩托車出門旅行，遇到我們也在小七休息，於是趁機邊錄影邊跟騎士姊姊搭話。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqBiRemJ6O
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcEpYEi06p
當然，大哥哥的重機只是幾十萬元的那種大眾車……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kNj14qQhd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA9l4KzgiL
大哥哥友善詢問姊姊許多這輛哈雷重機和我們的問題。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f3z9fbZWg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKxDzxXKXV
姊姊都是面帶微笑，落落大方面對。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLqBEwP1Rk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcoxCQt4r3
如果是關於哈雷騎起來的問題，姊姊都是直接回答。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRftTN3hu9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnM1OEgMTR
如果是比較家庭私事，姊姊會直接表示這個問題不能回答。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvGMIYY3Fl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fsTzNv2Qs
在一邊安靜陪姊姊的我，看大哥哥這樣一直和姊姊裝熟說話，不由得覺得討厭起來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlEksAlF2A
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0BYSWoer9
這樣的討厭心情如果真的要說清楚，其實更多的是：你不要隨便一直和我的姊姊搭話啦！224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuxlCo9JbF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoOvHL2BsE
可以說是獨佔姊姊的心情，希望其他男人滾遠一點。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb0LaY1nWU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLhWYAe0KO
所以我插話，跟姊姊說：「姊姊，回家了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUiPgRNenw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvr8YvGNTR
之後就是我和姊姊都上車，我再次緊緊摟抱姊姊的細腰，貼在姊姊背上，讓姊姊載回家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNbzHJKSOS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dg5CEp5OQ
那位大哥哥一直拍到我們的背影和哈雷一起消失在路上為止。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV30bxNRy7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3z0n0Hc8f
大致上，這段影片就是這樣。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWI1jl3fbu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0M5GaW4De
至於底下的留言當然……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktvdaJoaiu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxmyxD3WFc
「姊姊？弟弟？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DZwqKxtji
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fDFLyBxHy
「騙誰啊，臉蛋一看就不是姊弟，沒有血緣關係。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCebSx0P3Mo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRgSMwDN83
「年齡看起來也不像姊弟，差個十歲吧，差太多。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHach6uh6S
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXebCOOkU5u
「所以是個貼上有錢大小姐的年輕小白臉？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdQsKQRXa8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lyyQSAF8A
「有可能，看他抱著那麼親密……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYilsZ2U6i
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1FOVAh3c9
大致上，都是一些像這樣的留言。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw4PX5Ah5i
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8jW6v670E
後座的我被說成是倒貼姊姊的年輕小白臉，我其實沒有太多負面感覺。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWxKbEMXr6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2Yyb53ldr
因為我自己也在想這樣的問題：『我到底是姊姊的誰？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1EAA8iUmY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO9QDOTED4
至少，大家就這樣看影片，的確也都認為我和姊姊不是姊弟，而是感情很好的年輕情侶……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibitesz2ZL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkITCdkeglk
然後，大約是我國中快要畢業的這個晚上。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZZ6ZcRwCL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSYBsyMYcL
我們全家一起吃晚餐，看著電視的社會新聞。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5UOndDV9m
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHImzc2oC7t
新聞說到最近發生的一起老少配結婚事件。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV6BkHHf9y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2ye6y1oKq
女方五十多歲，男方二十來歲，女方比男方年長近三十歲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMX0dtrznT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObV5nHLLlt
當然，因為他們的年齡差距，所以立即吸引我的目光。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ6jdkSuIg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQxLtmWurX
接下來，新聞記者跑去詢問一位男女關係專家，詢問關於這件事的想法。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOk4247gXn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyqyPMNCE6
那位男女專家說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGUo0akpt0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9SRlULER4
我沒有注意到當時的姊姊有沒有專心看這個新聞，她又是什麼樣的表情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W4Lfyu3Gl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1fr3IJJjq
我只知道自己看完這則新聞，總會不時想著：『所以沒有愛情也沒有關係嗎？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEbCHwhOuS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZFaGYUJy7
然後，十五歲的我從國中畢業了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVLixuMCCd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJPEeJeLpm
媽媽主動問：「畢業典禮要我們出席？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGHuk4Jj93
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnY1clo5d2
我說：「只是領畢業證書，你們不必來浪費時間。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMON0UzzhV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9mpyNAqC9
我是真的這樣想，不想浪費大家的時間。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvD98iCQQd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUrUquUCZ3
不過當年二十六歲的姊姊還是來學校，在校門口等我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZP3egYEH3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt8YbsRSRw
畢業典禮結束，我們一群畢業生被老師和學弟妹們歡送出校門，遠遠就能聽見熟悉的規律馬蹄三拍。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LkcNJc5Ju
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1BMqYJElq
幾名從國小認識到現在的同學，因為他們都認識姊姊，所以已經圍著姊姊聊天。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyFtYc09eu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Aux2duMEi
我萬分意外的跑上去：「姊姊？妳怎麼來學校？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41jKGdALE6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXRwnh3l5t
姊姊：「過來載你。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo7tHPMUlH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqbCxcakQ2
我：「為什麼忽然要來載我？要去兜風？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dLP8eSR1f
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXJBnt7zoe
頗感意外，因為姊姊對於騎車的事情總是興趣缺缺，只有我主動找姊姊載我出門，沒有姊姊找我出門。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnpK6MPyY8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xejz4mxeF
由此可知姊姊對我多好，總是對於我的騎車兜風要求百求百應。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30fdEjnqTO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7lDFbNKNI
畢竟姊姊真的可以不必這樣，就是把我丟著不管也不能怪她……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IOFQeWA6Y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc325srAIaR
姊姊：「今天早上阿公已經回家。說要在餐廳慶祝你國中畢業，所以讓我來接你。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1dWjLPTua
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt2T1VQczv
我這才瞭解：「喔……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5E00NYkeR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUprNoTGz7
所以是想要給我驚喜的慶祝聚餐吧。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl5o9xZ6mX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Kp8sYhma
的確很像是疼我的阿公會做的事情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKZknwIjhg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEefVUu1Y73
然後我簡單跟這幾名老同學道別，讓姊姊載走。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWsvweJNjz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdywxklUVbC
進入大餐廳的停車場之後，發現阿公個人專用的賓士已經停在裡面。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxJuBzj7g2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOPVOToTBS
和姊姊一起進入餐廳的大包廂，果然阿公、阿媽和爸爸媽媽都在。
我又一次意外：「爸爸？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gfEy3IgeV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrVw6L6ZY2
因為工作的關係，所以阿公和爸爸很少同時間回家休息。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uDcDDYHUi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ17POFDao
會像這樣一起出現，往往都是什麼大事，像是發現我去跟飆車族。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcC1I1jZsR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSicl3JsSZq
所以我小抱怨起來：「不過是畢業，又不是什麼重要大事，搞的好像很重要一樣……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2yOpA4aXV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwynAqHy3Fe
阿公笑容滿面，告訴我和姊姊：「是要談很重要的事情。你們先坐，再來談重要的大事。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzTs8godkI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJoJO7L2sK
我第三次意外：「真的有大事？什麼事？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLr6PiL1gm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzsrVhhYpc
阿公：「先坐。開始吃再說。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3eP3WUdEV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7E2PNdaPG
於是我看姊姊一眼，想瞭解情況。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOYwtLVEdT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIBot2Occo
姊姊也一臉茫然，不清楚情況。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO4Qe5YnyW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vw9q67mJD
我只好和姊姊坐一起。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzUCFwE3sT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevWtCWImEn
大家給自己倒綠茶飲料，然後拿起碗筷開動。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxO0mqN829
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZJdeQQeEk
吃過幾口，阿公先說：「阿弟，你也要十六歲了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZwaamWcIR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VfsujYvrG
我說：「還有二個月。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn0a5ZHylM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKRJwXbX2k
阿公：「今天大家來吃飯，也算是先慶祝你十六歲生日。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn94050FfZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kRSUBCpV8
我說：「喔……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZk15y72Gc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrdN21bTZC
這樣我還是不瞭解算是什麼大事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFvpejg5v9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmyz3dlJC4
阿公：「阿公和阿媽本來還有生另外四個男孩。但是他們都命不好，還是孩子就夭折，我和阿媽只剩下你的爸爸。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXt0414eea
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUxZ3dTBeR
我邊吃邊說：「這件事我聽媽媽說過，本來還有二個大伯和二個叔叔。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKAlpSVDj0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe6OT1BbJ9
阿公：「然後你的爸媽生下你之後，就沒有再生……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjCLJOrIUR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaEjyi20BC
爸爸趕緊開口，明顯要為媽媽和自己辯護：「爸，我和阿素－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR6ZBxUtxR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyObOi2lZ3
阿公伸手制止爸爸說下去，並且表示沒有關係。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ333G5AK2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNQGXRaTtw
爸爸發現阿公不是要怪他們，因此索性閉嘴。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y9ILAmF2t
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWOleiZeNp
阿公繼續對我說：「現在我們黃家只剩下你，你有讓黃家開枝散葉的責任。現在我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺的人丁。知道嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC9JSIx3Ca
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDdUC9r2R2
我專心看著阿公。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFVpEszZe0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdwQnCMKgG
因為我知道阿公一定想說什麼，只是我還聽不出來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wcmh7bdZr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKASO2K88U
阿公：「我們黃家人一向早婚，最遲也會在二十歲結婚。早婚有早婚的好處，可以早一點把黃家傳下去，並且多生一點傳承的人丁出來。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtciggp6msF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b3bx0Fthw
我稍微有點知道阿公到底想說什麼，不過還是安靜看著阿公。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQX9KtSGC1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxpZfH1xyA
阿公：「不管政府怎麼規定，在我們黃家男孩十六歲就是成年，可以結婚了。當年我和你的阿媽就是十六歲成親，十七歲生下你的第一個大伯。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYvyQmK7pj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y3yMsjLxD
我的心情沉重起來：「所以？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGDSXwmdp6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJBRTy7cyo
阿公沒有回答我，看向坐我身邊的姊姊，直接喊她的名字：「林花，妳來黄家已經九年了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA0KZH0rvV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZdIOkVbso
我身邊的姊姊，表情平靜：「對。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdO1YrI1Oa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7Lq0rrCzS
阿公直說：「這九年來，我看妳和阿弟的感情一直很好，也為我們黃家和阿弟奉獻那麼多……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6Dp4Qu8Tp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjgsk4vuIO
姊姊安靜聽著：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxZetTHYnY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw6bYhhO62
阿公直說：「如果阿弟是要娶其他女孩進來黄家，阿公真的會猶豫，因為需要時間觀察和瞭解對方。不過如果是妳，阿公可以放心讓妳成為黃家的媳婦。再說也只有妳才能完全管好阿弟，其他女孩就不知道會怎麼樣了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrN03gS9E5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9lMjNZmE3
姊姊依然沒有半句話。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7rC9FQH5r
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jP3Y8i7SJ
我則是終於完全瞭解，為什麼今天阿公和爸爸都會在場。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVEQKTzuTs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKIUo4zPXq
阿公想把我和姊姊的事情說出一個定論。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57kj1g45uz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ0j6bM4lq
因此我不只訝異，心情更是緊張起來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3XOwylJHQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFes4T5wYX2
我再次開始自問：『我和姊姊又沒有男女的愛情，真的可以嗎？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77okaswLnc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk1qrE40TR
阿公問姊姊：「我們黃家不敢說是什麼大戶人家，不過我們黃家的財力妳一定很清楚。好的時候每個月百萬百萬的在賺，差的時候也有二三十萬，不是一般家庭比的起。所以這件事妳覺得怎麼樣？妳要不要乾脆正式嫁進黃家，給黃家生孩子？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKNLQLwK9O
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR3uBi4qr3
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01z6EjBG7s
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6YdQGKDZF
阿公：「女人年過三十會越來越難生，真的就是那樣。妳今年已經二十七，不年輕，不能再猶豫。接不接受真的要立刻決定。如果妳不想正式嫁入黃家，也是時候快點開始新人生，才不會耽誤到妳自己。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYELT92jhl4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWqPpzIfDh
所以阿公是想說，如果阿姐不打算正式和我結婚生子，就應該早點另外找好對象，對姊姊才是最好的選擇。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMfVhdeeOj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF2yD3IVAp
我擔心的：「阿公，你不要這樣逼姊姊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWrOA2FMLl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0hPYSReDI
阿公趁勢：「你看，這個孩子打心底擔心妳，保護妳。我們黃家有錢，還有像這樣護著你的阿弟。妳難道真的還會有什麼不滿？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPFkA5CZYh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpOw8TF5Mx
姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSku2s9GC1h
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4Q0wZo0NS
我：「阿公。不要這樣逼姊姊啦。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KM2D6wsnU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtdDqkSMbA
阿公轉移目標向我：「那你又怎麼想？十六歲成年的你，要不要正式娶這個從小辛苦照顧你長大的姊姊？剛才阿公已經說過，黃家只剩下你，所以你越早傳承下去越好。要是再拖下去，姊姊真的不年輕了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DMJvkPJ2J
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAM0ONHB6L
我：「可是結婚這種事，要彼此喜歡啊。我和姊姊就像姊姊和弟弟那樣，沒有愛情，要怎麼一起生活？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9rlwDA5xP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5x6oiSR0o
阿公：「傻孫子。你認為人們結婚之後，過的是什麼樣的生活？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl2xEqZUv4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCU9N0jllD
我不太懂阿公到底想說什麼，所以安靜看著阿公。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrPNqV92O0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarKBQxNJUD
阿公：「你和姊姊的關係，在阿公來看，已經和一般的老夫老妻差不多。所以阿公才會直接在今天問你們這件婚事。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bDJTh2K0R
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI08rJuBegp
我：「可是我們連戀愛都沒有啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUECmiQpzeq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2D40TzkCR
阿公看向爸爸：「阿忠，你說，我們怎麼看這件事？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j53Gml8Fy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtm76PRoGZ
我這才知道，阿公和爸爸竟然已經議論過我和姊姊的事情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxm7C3ODMf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvMssTxagv
爸爸告訴我：「阿公和爸爸都覺得，你和姊姊已經跳過戀愛那個階段。所以爸爸也覺得，今天是應該讓阿公問你和姊姊的事。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKrREc9v6H
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfrmcafqRt
我真是深感不解：「跳過？想要結婚怎麼可以跳過戀愛？沒有戀愛就結婚，那樣不是會有很多問題？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOvnjcT6Rb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByjqSd4xTF
爸爸解釋：「爸爸知道你年輕，所以無法立刻聽懂。戀愛從來不是為了保障婚姻一切順利。戀愛只是其中一條走向婚姻的道路。婚姻會不會有問題，從來都是看有沒有辦法長時間認真對待對方，願意和對方長時間在一起。而你和姊姊的相處，看起來完全沒有問題。所以你們如果正式結婚，不過是把名義上的姊弟轉變成為具有實際關係的夫妻。這樣你懂嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbaRegcIL8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp5Vv8z3zm
阿公也說：「接著阿公要說的話，是因為阿公已經把你當十六歲的大人看待才會說。一定要戀愛才能結婚那種事，是涉世未深的孩子才會說。真正出過社會的大人都是看對眼就好，沒有那麼多什麼戀不戀愛的。這樣你懂嗎？所以阿公看你和姊姊的相處絕對可以，不會有問題，才會在今天直接提出這件事。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEdm6Dit9F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCKaE01hYM
爸爸繼續補充說下去：「再說，先結婚再戀愛的例子，爸爸也算見過不少。所以你們二個怎麼想這件事？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBiJC7kZdS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi1eszWCAY
我說不出半句話：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6IfWDXIcu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoE4HoGqiY
因為他們這樣說，讓我忽然間懂了些什麼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnot10oliL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhp3zQzSDl
讓我受到一定程度的震撼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UWOGPokMO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHfHIRFZII
並且開始瞭解，那晚看電視新聞，為什麼男女關係專家會說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIQq0Y1rZX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk66kzMFee
姊姊安靜和我一樣：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK9iID0jpL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v7Vec5ixC
換阿公問姊姊：「林花，比起阿弟，妳絕對是個更懂世事的大人。剛才我們告訴阿弟的這些話，妳覺得有沒有說錯？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9POdl212Nr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02rUPmHWGv
姊姊對於那些看法的回答，真的可以相當程度看出姊姊的心思。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3JEw9FZiH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBQo3TPrZq
因此阿公絕對是故意問姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJSDPPAmtz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxxN2aqOY8
姊姊沉默：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hNkMb0Hcx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ce4kk0yWb
阿公：「林花，妳放心的說。妳也已經跟著黃家奉獻九年。不論怎樣的答案，我們都絕對不會虧待妳。否則就是黃家無情，對不起妳。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagaVRBagzU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEscEaQjv2
阿公一定是想說：就算姊姊不答應這場婚事，最後因為尷尬想要離開黃家，也一定會給姊姊一大筆補償的錢。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJGC3ggIyn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdV1LDW5io
姊姊終於說：「我覺得－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY0S3OcwmV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9U2J4AJgM
說到這裡，姊姊欲言又止，安靜打住。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNoNrdn9T8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6KAaP6zSx
大家都安靜看著姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByQtxYhqSe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIQ3H2Xvh1
尤其是我，心臟碰碰跳到自己都能聽見……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaQuwU2QNt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSxAzMAve2
姊姊幾秒的沉默：「對於阿弟，我真的年紀太大。還是年紀相近的女孩才是阿弟的好對象。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIujK3fI6XQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwSgrTQh1M
大家沉默。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9G2p9QLKP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGhgzF5VUq
我更是如遭重擊，因為姊姊拒絕了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc2dcM2Cuh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHupIcgJzIr
果然，我們終究只是姊姊和弟弟。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL7uWn33AS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPogmvlZqC
所以姊姊為了避免尷尬，應該不久之後就會離開黃家，和其他男人在一起？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM7Mx8rKSR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPywj9AdqRi
阿公開口，語氣平淡，微帶遲疑：「是這樣啊？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFY024zkw2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzcTKnFkLh
然後，阿公拿起自己的茶杯，喝口茶。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFQzx5usyA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sYJNnS6os
姊姊繼續說下去：「再說，阿弟剛才已經表示他並不喜歡我。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRYCkaqctB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLVdTY2Oni
沒有錯，我的確已經透過自己的疑問，表示自己對於姊姊沒有愛情存在。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXxThv4WYK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HTMlkkQCu
不過母子連心，媽媽一定有體會到我的心情：「阿弟，快把你的真正心意告訴大家。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmHnXlvLmt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtggYjv9IJ
我還在姊姊拒絕婚事的不知所措中：「我……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGlu4VoJdo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX9x2rU6Tf
媽媽：「如果你喜歡姊姊，直接說出來，不然姊姊真的會離開喔。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl7eD62IcK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHtkINt0PB
我不希望姊姊離開：「我喜歡姊姊！當然我喜歡啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCPGBz3tPv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyHT1TCZTt
媽媽：「你願意跟姊姊結婚？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2noRmEkQp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQOJMYDgoG
我：「我……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEoiFYKaxt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCmXfW8Cq3
媽媽：「不願意？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHlDkB4GqN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuSEJNPS97
瞬間，我幾乎想問：『不可以讓姊姊繼續留在家裡？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLF1Vj8jYA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM2xs2RonD
但是我又想到，這樣問不就表示我要拒絕婚事？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsmS1lxP7u
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBWcpxZyO3
並且繼續把姊姊綁在家裡，限制她的人生和幸福？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuKZWOzAl3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG479VbcLh
這樣的我，難道不是很自私？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PYGo5mxhf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JNYIhK4ae
再說，如果姊姊住在黃家，卻又另外交起男朋友，我能接受那樣的情況嗎？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8Dddae3pa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglAC0m2ISe
所以我說：「我不知道……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFphyk0QyG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S3MgsY27B
爸爸問：「你怎麼會不知道？你是想要拒絕這件事，還是你真的不知道？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnBbgSdZVF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pSmsadyRh
我：「我真的不知道。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkttXtso1a
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ2mtcc775
爸爸問出真正的重點：「你不需要管那些戀愛什麼的。你只需要說出來，你願不願意和姊姊結婚？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpTOurbtDw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6LQKMzpel
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3e5ThkpuA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCabaUZ0sf
爸爸：「不願意？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMneViNb8O
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqlveyGszX
媽媽：「如果你願意和姊姊結婚，這是唯一的好機會。因為媽媽整天看著你和姊姊的相處，知道只有你能留下姊姊。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRNSUu6DkS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSUralppTi
我被問急，乾脆直說：「剛才姊姊說的，你們是沒有聽到嗎！讓姊姊勉強留下來，到底是有什麼意義啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZH5CZo1GG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mcGGKlidO
媽媽：「所以如果姊姊其實願意這件事，你就也願意和姊姊正式結婚？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HwvysqzNg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz1564LZg0
我：「姊姊都拒絕了啊！一直問到底是有什麼意義！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuQmsekfuu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMzAeDKE19
媽媽：「可是媽媽看你們，總覺得是誤會……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYjlkLLu32
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tKezKk09V
我被媽媽這些話給說愣好幾秒。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vrmc4vKPN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8dUnoycbQ
如果姊姊其實是願意，我願意嗎？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzwTalOO3u
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj36Asv35Nz
但是，可能嗎？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtKkWY980u
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZEvqMsi0D
剛才姊姊不是已經拒絕我？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC3RgWeB1j
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fXqOn6zeu
尤其是，阿公竟然也說：「我也覺得剛才我是問錯方向了……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lw4KLg6sY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH74lxThggw
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynnVZ1AIVU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsz5Bsla2I
媽媽轉而問姊姊：「我雖然是阿弟的親生母親，不過我終究只大妳八歲，這九年來我一直把妳當成妹妹，相信妳一定知道。雖然剛才聽妳那樣說，不過我覺得自己沒有聽到妳真正的內心話。妳真正的心意到底是什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIc1Ciomoi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBms6O4dPq9
姊姊安靜：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8DLFmycXV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wiPJ8Qrqj
媽媽：「大家日夜生活九年，真的就像無話不說的家人一樣。所以請妳任何話都直接說沒有關係。如果妳真的沒有那個意思，也請妳不要拐彎抹角，直接說。至少大家不會有誤會，阿弟也不會一直有遺憾和猜想。因為阿弟剛才說的那些，絕對知道感情無法勉強。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YGrlVi6Df
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2rhBFaLyt
姊姊：「其實我……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjrQw1QgC4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUb1LpWFuP
媽媽：「是的？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5sIwyfDbh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wLcMP6GHc
姊姊慢慢低下頭：「我剛才那樣說，因為我以為阿弟對我沒有愛情，沒有辦法接受我……如果阿弟真的沒有辦法接受我，我能夠瞭解，絕對沒有關係，有必要的話我可以離開黃家。剛才我是想說那些。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC8FOPqgpT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweqAKRBcfl
媽媽：「所以的確是誤會了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EZ9hZ1NPn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh6CQIFHhO
姊姊：「九年來，我真的已經覺得自己是黃家人，而不是我出生的林家人了……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZk8zHpOBM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NKpVHZODa
媽媽催促：「繼續把妳的心意說下去。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNODaTHEg0d
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB8lAq68TH
姊姊靦腆說著：「這件事情，我其實都看黃家的意思……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNMNdoKmon
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPfZq38lqU
持續幾秒的安靜。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7ziIYUZ1E
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByAqWcMzoP
對我來說，姊姊根本是在說：『正式娶我，讓我成為真正的黃家媳婦吧。』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKODOC6rWC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag4mesuhak
我吃驚又意外的完全不知道該說什麼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErGafphJWJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliVgGLKNjf
媽媽喜悅打破沉默：「阿弟！媽媽就知道，果然是誤會！快點！跟姊姊說，你想要跟姊姊正式結婚啊！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj334xBRuss
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr3fGZwkhL
我難以置信的，轉頭看著身邊低頭的姊姊：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXnzjia4ZN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzSBgEgLCj
媽媽：「快點跟姊姊說，你想跟姊姊結婚！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG0SkJVKQA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEyOdQ0U3c
我終於開口：「姊姊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6J4vmQwID
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oPcQWbMcV
姊姊依然靦腆低頭：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapJWm5a0ge
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtZZ0JdAyd
我：「妳真的不會勉強和我結婚？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKuqNMnClf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzdmdOcMLq
姊姊微微向我轉頭：「你才不會勉強正式娶姊姊吧？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh1onhKpIy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj4RZBfxc6
我趕緊說：「我是不會！但是！但是……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyCfwpuoMx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0UXIIOGnl
媽媽趕緊代姊姊詢問：「但是？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BVz6QWrv5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJqhf1hSWx
我：「我比姊姊還要小十一歲，現在也才這麼小，才要十六歲，姊姊真的不會討厭和我正式結婚？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39gmau6KRX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnGj5NiC2q
姊姊終於完全轉過頭，正面看著我，靦腆微笑：「我已經習慣整天看著像個孩子需要照顧的你。所以你比起擔心姊姊，不如先擔心自己更像個孩子，都這麼大了竟然還需要姊姊一直看著照顧。你先擔心自己什麼時候才會完全長大吧。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZboEAxIMcI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EgZAoCko9
我難掩喜悅和感動：「姊姊……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsGnNPne0m
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibbrBwnuBj
姊姊繼續說：「再說姊姊早就已經把我的所有青春歲月奉獻給了你，奉獻給了你們黃家……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrx9Swy1Nb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV5OsK6TNV
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2HqzkAn0B
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39SmHVLwwW
姊姊：「所以姊姊更擔心的是，你真的願意和姊姊結婚？就算沒有和姊姊談過戀愛？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr8POBQANv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYJ9qlEFc3
爸爸在我回答之前，趕緊告訴我：「你不要想那麼多了，先把姊姊留住比較重要！真的也有不少人先結婚再戀愛，知道嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW9D9IjgGZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYw5AxzeA7
我當然說：「我願意！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0pp1GjzhP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz38JY2Wun
話都說到這裡，關於戀愛結婚的事情我決定先聽爸爸的話，暫時不管它了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rtthgOEQ5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vM4sx4yfG
畢竟不論怎麼說，姊姊自己也願意和我正式在一起，然後姊姊都不會再離開我的身邊！224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzYZAAxuxB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy2u6pRq20
所以我還需要懷疑什麼？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN0cffTOwg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P6v3D17rI
姊姊：「以後你還是要乖乖聽姊姊的話，有沒有聽到？不然姊姊會生氣。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOKrFT9pib
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4aAUnZIQX
我說：「好！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaShVwU4W6z
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvMl6MhB3H
姊姊：「一定要繼續聽話喔？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9NVKnkOyY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnVboQ12CP
我說：「我一定會聽話！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEZ9e4VKWE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDTBwQUFmz
阿公知道真的說成這件事，笑到合不攏嘴，用台語說：「我就知道這件事一定說的成！聽某嘴，大富貴！我們黃家準備大富大貴啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtMAQSfFmv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmR2bgilnD
阿媽雖然同樣喜悅，但還是趁機取笑阿公：「我說的話，你就有聽啊？難怪你只能賺那麼一點！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcQgLwL6Ev
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQA8bdXrJC
阿公：「阿忠！快！讓餐廳送幾瓶好酒來！今天真的大喜，一定要好好慶祝一下！哈哈哈哈－－－－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3al29aNiTB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEeW2vxEHB
大家都為我和姊姊開心不已。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhErRC1Hfr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50rCpoysqc
我和姊姊彼此尷尬難為情好一會，沒有交談，不過還是自然的迅速要好起來，像以前那樣親密的無話不談。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXpZymxV1z
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbpKB6q5tq
甚至於，感覺自己跟姊姊好像真的更加親密了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD56nXqISxu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliwj1YvXBC
所以過去幾年最困擾我的問題：『我和姊姊沒有經歷過愛情，如果真的要在一起，我應該怎麼面對姊姊？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVQl1N0vxj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6lIr1wi24
現在我已經完全知道應該怎麼面對。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddEEprjQYJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz2Lm0HENG
答案正是：『根本沒有必要去煩惱這個問題。』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnI8td6AI5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xmZ2INBrz
我和姊姊的親密感情，不會改變。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9nZO7Six4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNV8FrFHzg
我們九年來的感情，的確已經是跨越戀愛的家族親情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdjXE0MfPo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVDkbePFuI
阿公他們做的，真的不過是讓我們完全湊在一起。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndg31GcXmn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSe3OqyWH2
就這樣，我和姊姊終於決定正式成親了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzLarcGQ04
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGNPx1LHY8
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu2bzfJn6M
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVN48H70DT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKKdXlci43
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojVwNP15x7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhi8mXGvk9
因為七歲的時候我和姊姊已經舉行過正式婚禮，所以在我十六歲生日那天家裡簡單準備三牲五果，讓我和姊姊一起祭拜黃家祖先，告訴祖先我已經成年，現在要和姊姊真正成親。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP3hG4VbTR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbtuBubst6
阿公想要早點抱到黃家下一代大孫，加上擔心姊姊再拖下去會成為年過三十的高齡產婦，所以一直明示暗喻的希望我和姊姊快點完成好事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYSgixqhPe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p5LEVfw0k
就在我入讀高中的前一天，正好是月底發下個月零用錢的時候。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tqewANpSe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDBdNwnZXz
掌管全家金錢的阿公回家休息，順便把我和姊姊叫到客廳。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIObhX54j0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk7xzKMHPp
阿公先是對姊姊說：「今天開始，家裡不會給妳每個月五千元的零用錢。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ceUMsg7xj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT70xQhHmKa
姊姊安靜聽著，沒有一句話。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ1LSOI3DM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CLPpiavpR
我意外：「不給姊姊零用錢？為什麼？姊姊有做錯什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T9YJz36TG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvwxZ8HPTq
阿公從胸前口袋拿出二張名片般的塑膠卡片：「來，這個給你們夫妻。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45FQmJLy7Q
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJuDF1Ivtf
我和姊姊安靜接過，都是一樣的信用卡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO4T7jojE9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws0vFupRWA
阿公：「那二張卡是同帳戶的對卡，每個月最多可以刷二萬元，也可以提領小額現金出來。你們省著點用，學會節儉才是真正的持家之本。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiKPsIeilT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdRCpAEIQu
我這才知道，姊姊不是做錯事，是因為我們的夫妻身份一起升級了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdPGS5IoM3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wk5JyvFd9
並且阿公可以透過每個月寄來的刷卡帳單，瞭解我們的支出詳細，必要時對我們進行相關詢問。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SEVTkHJoH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRBzbehTwZ
姊姊：「謝謝阿公。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekhD9OJgpe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwvuZNdQio
我也說：「謝謝阿公。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyJoIEVFio
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlmcwfiogN
接著阿公拿起茶杯，順便無聲示意要我們繼續留下，所以我和姊姊只能乖乖坐著等待。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4JXu9WeGz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tIQtknmUn
阿公喝口茶，開口詢問：「你們到底是怎麼回事？都正式拜過祖先，卻還是一直分房睡？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmjBDnnvCj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJZDwBWWxg
我趕緊說：「沒有啦。只是覺得暫時這樣比較好。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzY79atvSw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmkntacwcq
阿公：「那一天阿公已經和你說的很清楚，姊姊已經這個歲數。另外我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺起來的人丁。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu00vMK4oX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAo71U5n46
我：「我知道。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05bvFlVaIs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORaEJ9FPdj
阿公當著姊姊的面，直接問我：「那件事你會覺得不好意思是不是？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7owkKT3ri
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrpSLR7Jlm
我趕緊說：「因為我才這個年紀，才要讀高中，真的覺得生孩子這件事－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ0ZQT4ozk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoOBGax4QV
阿公冷冰冰的一段話頂來：「孩子是會讓你負責帶？你在學校不說又會有誰知道？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziINZbZXmT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd1bO9kpjh
畢竟是在鄰鎮，也都是些不認識的外地同學……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwcnJSPCoD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBShMDI3Bf
再說，孩子必定是會由阿媽、媽媽和姊姊養育，就像小時候的我一樣。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAoQqsdMYb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hTyMnaZT2
我無話可答：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTSh3VY4pL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jYCq2Qjj6
阿公：「明年你十七歲。阿公十七歲的時候，生下已經無緣孝順我和阿媽的大伯。你要給阿公拖到幾歲？再說，你和姊姊像這樣獨睡，男人不男人，女人不女人，陰陽怪氣的不健康，真的好嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3gV8XRhJC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XgrkbptL7
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYKngec0ii
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v7YAg2bHE
阿公：「這件事，你到底想要怎麼回答阿公？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5jHBlK82h
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH1MdqYisb
以前阿公疼我，所以都是溫溫和和。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDqfuZbouZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrSZcDGCR7
現在，我真的感覺到來自阿公的魄力和壓力。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rGApC4Tnu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlgMVyOMAF
我深深體會，這件事不給阿公交待，阿公絕對不會放過我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYHf5GVi8S
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFpOjSW5Mz
相信爸爸和媽媽一定也有承受過這樣的壓力。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD6A0FJI0B
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXnX2gNJJC
不過我和姊姊還是沒有進一步發展，依然維持以前的分房生活。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMNweWKCXt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dbZG3drRB
主要是我知道自己還只是高中生，加上心情沒有整理好……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZkmUQHoMq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57MliLhimT
我和姊姊就這樣繼續一天拖過一天，過著『有名無實的夫妻生活』。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM4KwYVWBH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWCxrQBhIF
阿公也『有嘴說到沒口水』，只能唉聲不斷……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcM9dYcCFL
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxoGSsSaA8
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT6RGtjBkx
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsYXu1zgAN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WkeomEuYN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMDbq0EnxI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6Ki8WBPRS
事情再次出現變化，是在我讀高中二年級那一年，十七歲的聖誕夜。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYu365lWAs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLrlGtZKFf
姊姊騎車載我進行長途旅行，從南部老家前往台北市參加聖誕夜晚會。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzslzD16ZSx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZs0fLF5O8
熱鬧的聖誕晚會結束之後，又前往入住的國際級大飯店，參加飯店收費舉辦的跨夜晚會。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtHtzAmEX0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91llnDWtTY
非常熱鬧，很多人都聚在一起唱歌、跳舞、吃大餐。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL15YjC1YSa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckLoCGmr0x
甚至有熱情的情侶當場擁抱熱吻。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEdKA4Ewbc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HVuRBz42n
我和姊姊也在人群中和大家一起開心。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqifTE4x1s
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9NrtbEI5E
因為飯店有提供一種雞尾酒，喝起來又甜又清爽，很接近摻糖的乳酸菌飲料口感，一點都不像是酒類。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9iMrw3QF4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ632CmDg5pe
我和姊姊開心的一起喝多。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVEvu48dYJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB4jWXHJuB
然後就……你懂……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf8kSDbTFo
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4upkCynME1
我和姊姊都只有一點點記憶，不記得是怎麼開始，只記得是一個充滿溫暖笑聲的愉快自然夜晚。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ8EZVnJFg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz2soc3MYU
大量酒精真的徹底解放我們的心。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh195g253w
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknIfIyBP5k
隔天中午，我們在姊姊的房間清醒，當時你說有多尷尬就多尷尬，完全不知道要跟對方說什麼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfUUD80PzL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpUXIcUhzy
一直到整理好行李退房，騎著哈雷回程南下，我照樣摟著姊姊的細腰，我們才又開始談話。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm003MCeHTx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqf2LFXqVB
迅速恢復以前的親密感。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWgG0p3sXT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4B83NW1bu
甚至於感覺更加的親密。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTkiPu0N7o
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiWTAe9OVR
我們都沒有問：怎麼辦？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHHCWG1ZAY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJH0Kg9wUa
姊姊和我都知道，正式拜過祖先報告了，真的也不需要怎麼辦。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrvCJ80tT4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUIMzdPeIU
就這樣自自然然的一起面對這件事吧。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivtKeHapdW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedz7VUFNHx
不過回家之後，我們還是什麼都沒有跟家人說。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsr7PAqGRw9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nWhQ8hc3g
畢竟覺得這樣的私事，加上是意外，不需要特意去說。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJaDgIbJqk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtzJwkbpmm
我和姊姊繼續分房，恢復以往那樣的生活，像是什麼都沒有發生過。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnBQF9J0wi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVOiphPOM1
直到一個多月後的農曆除夕，全家六人一起圍爐吃團夜飯。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FrhCeah59
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjOu7tv7op
大圓桌上面各式菜色都有，非常豐盛。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH5eJsmNON
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSCkC5aat4
大家開動之後，阿公拿出一瓶高級洋酒，開瓶給大家倒一杯。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM0TB3AfNI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42xNqgws89
阿公說：「大家喝杯迎春酒。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNQpftiPIi
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKKL1ueDkl
姊姊忽然說：「我不能喝酒。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOWy60jSjQ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKz4EUV0bW
媽媽一向把姊姊當妹妹對待，關心詢問：「腸胃不舒服？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEw7fqHlc7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwPk9nmTTT
姊姊沉默幾秒，才尷尬說出：「我有了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q8cox3Owv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeFDq0sgPO
大家：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnwQfKefKL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUSfzIexVn
我相信，大家一定都聽出來姊姊說的是什麼。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhOAXgPm92
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN9G7hR4OK
我受到的震撼更是深。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK73ammGQa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3wtC7WAzp
我一直在心中問：『聖誕夜那一晚？姊姊真的有了？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpzJutNaDL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgAdKV3Kln
畢竟我和姊姊也只有那一晚。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mlbPHJ19h
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfeTz7SyuJ
媽媽緊張的進行最後確認：「妳有了什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91U6NLoC07
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iV5u3ANTY
姊姊：「孩子。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7G78B0g00
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYDsfCOsSR
媽媽：「真的有了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHVCjxWx6X
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCJqWcMkxf
姊姊：「嗯……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVZgEJfTtI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3Vy1k6c0i
阿公認真直問：「誰的？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xsbHcaOCX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtjY01D02j
我可以瞭解阿公為什麼這樣追問。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxobteWHiqW
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRWnYyHOCn
因為我和姊姊跟以前的相處都一樣，沒有變化。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm0ti7g9kZ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCXj1HYQa0
如果我是阿公，一定也會半信半疑的追問確認，避免誤會……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uaJspK7Ma
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUcNELvKLy
姊姊安靜幾秒，露出尷尬笑容：「去問你的寶貝孫子。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkYBjNFbDT
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw95CWfCkI
阿媽驚喜的：「唉呀－－－－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2qvEnoXaj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC4s4wB02c
阿公等待這天一年以上，同樣喜悅的：「哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMIpQAB7L8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNRckC4q0J
爸爸直接伸手，開心萬分的在我頭上亂抓：「臭小子！看看你！真的讓爸爸我當阿公啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzynJh0S2c
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav6iT7R43N
媽媽則是出於好奇，一邊喜悅一邊問：「怎麼回事？看你們平時在家裡都一樣啊？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHgseRNswp
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdIhSMR1k9
爸爸笑著說：「你管他們夫妻那麼多？是妳的金孫就好啦！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujBRViKHDz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWr4Gq9mfZ
我讓二十八歲的姊姊懷孕，家裡肯定沒有人料想的到這麼快。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z0sAk29O7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jGaZR1ddD
阿公感動萬分：「這麼說，今年的團圓飯，我們黄家已經是七人同桌？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fxot2cBfh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5PA7Ot36S
阿媽心花怒放：「明年團圓飯就能見到大金孫的面。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aXpvz67e0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKtYlEQ7Gk
阿公：「快！把她那杯酒拿掉，換果汁！今晚大家好好的喝一杯！黃家真的要開始人丁興旺啦！乾杯－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k0Sng8jYR
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBgPqXtZU7
所有人都拿起自己的杯：「乾杯－－－」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5QpnS95u8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc97q5ZwI1
今年的團圓飯充滿熱鬧歡笑聲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZGdozhKV6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CTXRdeaqH
他們都萬分期待姊姊的生產。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolk2BldSjB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0IdPL2hoX
二十八歲的姊姊頓時取代我，成為家裡最受寵的人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oV0RZtpZX
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkscLgmdcRP
大家怕姊姊餓到，怕姊姊累到，怕姊姊生病，怕姊姊受傷，絕對不讓姊姊做事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LEore5GrY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiuv1SvfN0
給姊姊吃的補品和山珍海味更是不必說，想吃什麼有什麼，多貴都會買回來。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYdxuLjhH2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5Sac7Nurs
至於我，依然和姊姊同樣分房睡，沒有因為姊姊懷孕而同房。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xameM9mdS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb8ZL6k4y8
並且一天天看著姊姊的肚子變大，心情複雜的唯有死心接受事實。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARohnstNk3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13POBouFJ0
就算我有意拖著，最後還是讓姊姊大肚子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF6BpN8VxC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAqWPVs9N7
我真的只能說，早婚早生果然是黃家男性的命運……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9p1kpWaCP
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfIbs3Gioy
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbVwNLjSzk
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXiiz7Zyxw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudfG76WCVh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt81Tvcz8tb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LL8hCVGU0
升上高三之後，姊姊順利給黃家生下一個健康的白胖男孩，黃家的下一代繼承人。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSkhLyDu7F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUDGntiBXp
十八歲的我成為一個嬰兒的爸爸，照阿公的意思把黃家傳承下去，我的高中同學都不知道這件事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzWKxKwTdd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8gEDbQjAc
我和姊姊真的只有聖誕夜一起意外睡過那麼一次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYxMDUdxQP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XoPifzywI
卻讓我們一起踏上人生下一個階段，成為一個孩子的父母。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm4zMqJ5zg
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY6oQ7AQd8
醫院私人病房內，我抱著自己和姊姊的長子，真是完全不知道應該用什麼樣的心情面對。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFv1voShZe
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPsFKPBJFe
反觀其他人，抱著這個黃家下一代都是高興萬分。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5IS8Jydy3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu45bid4kem
升格當阿祖的阿公，更是抱著黃家大金孫盡力疼愛，開心到合不攏嘴。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb8c43eloj
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqXUFtk3v8
黃家最受寵的人，自然又從姊姊變成我們的孩子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60h0SAl5P3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJVlqQ8ECw
把孩子從醫院抱回家，黄家開始日夜可以聽到嬰兒哭聲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxqkEhs06d
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTltZyBkIUv
阿媽、媽媽和姊姊輪流照顧。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIYwaAyk0c
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GvV9CJISy
房間的我，半夜睡覺更是被客廳傳來的啼哭聲吵醒好幾次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOOepH4VCV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuFnD5RiCy
我雖然聽的煩，還是心想：『反正不是我在帶孩子，就這樣吧……』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTGAZhCGzf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib0JqiSPzK
姊姊就此一邊照顧我們的孩子，一邊陪伴我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXersc9I1a
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYYEsDjr94
對姊姊來說，肯定像是有大小二個孩子需要看著……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGyQy4rC6y
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqytbOP32Ih
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphWqO8alI8
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZNcJguz0Z
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6Q5L8QLT3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3nDv75p9Y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP30c6lo8yW
隔年六月，我從高中畢業。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVkpeh7njy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRPY3MYkDa
雖然我有報考大學，但是我對於是否就讀大學有疑問。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTg3Cdyov3
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPtxx4kUsg
另外，也是因為我覺得自己和姊姊的關係『該是時候了』。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5w1xIhWuw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLx3suy4ii
於是我把姊姊約出門兜風，表示有事想要和姊姊好好談談。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ117Y9KrUjk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGxB0oqD81
黃家的大前院，阿媽和媽媽抱著大金孫，目送我們騎哈雷出門。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSguolylCJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7rSWQPeFl
姊姊邊騎哈雷邊問我：「你想找姊姊說什麼？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhv8fv7zEt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx40ZXb86P
我說：「妳覺得我不去讀大學好嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3xn7RnKxv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwnHdkLAqc
姊姊：「你不想讀大學？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24sVVadv8Y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGUdHCRV0D
我：「我想跟阿公和爸爸一起出去工作。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2IzCDEGXS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMJkHqjWpv
姊姊：「為什麼？你不是報考了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35dD2Djhtv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIPnHA8iCP
我：「首先是我對於讀大學沒有什麼興趣。而且他們都沒有強迫我讀大學，讓我想讀就去讀。再來是因為我看著姊姊妳照顧小孩，越來越覺得自己應該跟著阿公爸爸去家裡的公司工作。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74aG9KAk7H
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0QWACND9q
姊姊：「和他們說了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEWAoop9jB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41ftBHsnOw
我：「還沒。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1MoEUHJHc
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3u8XWV0tE
姊姊：「你沒有勉強自己工作吧？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hzRab5XH6
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HmK7PxYaI
我：「沒有。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQzqgHFR44
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAJaQCpGj0
幾秒的沉默。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LHsX0mJUv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMzSzH1RNP
姊姊終於說：「孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWeYwPNeOE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqP22zW0gw
我：「…………」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutryQpT19r
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbevBGkROZ
姊姊：「怎麼了？還有什麼事想要說？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3tj19ZUnE
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMoxLUvaCw
我安靜的，確定路上幾乎沒有人車，開始大起膽子移動雙手。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfi8ijIVg5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS89pWaI1Su
摟著姊姊細腰的雙手開始向上方移動，摸著姊姊豐滿的胸部。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRs88Vexwq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJIkUfiSaO
真的好豐滿……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeenWeewN7Y
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgf20Y8DSc
聖誕夜怎麼樣，我不記得了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoS114JOfS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZCRFnfokU
不過從小到大除非不小心碰到，否則我都沒有碰過姊姊的胸部。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS22agvUSsf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0N9RTKWco
姊姊安靜幾秒：「你的手？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1OYGPl4TD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QHeY6C0pt
我怕被罵，有點緊張：「姊姊，我在想，我都已經高中畢業，快要十九歲，也要去工作了……我們像以前那樣恢復同房好不好？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B5gluvW8I
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9ZSQde7dV
姊姊沉默的把哈雷騎進路邊的無人小巷，停在路邊，一定是避免被人看見我摸胸部。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQak2restNK
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv1sZb6N4i
我緊張不安：「姊姊，妳不願意嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs4W6tqHB2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZLMv6AUtV
姊姊看出我很緊張：「都生下你的孩子了，你還在擔心什麼？只是孩子還是會在半夜哭吵，我會需要常常半夜出入，到時候一定會吵到你睡覺。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jAtYiEfhw
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA3RAWVyRP
我：「喔……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw53Jl9w2Sy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2qMJhyWJV
姊姊再問：「另外，你的手……你是在跟姊姊求愛？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeDEL9hN60
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQk05J2Ymy
我終究是個年輕男性，當然會有慾望，會對那件事充滿興趣。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtWW5dlu0S
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeokNE1tBXc
一年多以前的聖誕夜，意外和姊姊發生關係，我就開始一直想著這件事：『反正都跟姊姊發生關係了……』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZsVgd4Otn
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxM4hargqX
簡單說：我想要再跟姊姊上床一次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKYmmqfc5H
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOdrpSBASR
一直沒有再行動，的確因為覺得還是高中生，又害怕姊姊會反對抗拒，所以猶豫再三。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B5VWfQcTL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9PUK13dgY
然後，姊姊忽然在團圓飯宣告懷孕，讓我只能完全打消念頭，不敢碰姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwonXbGAlM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LQn1sksA9
不過現在，孩子已經出生，高中畢業，也要出社會工作了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEbDbq9M6Z
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSQyqRW66c
所以我緊張的用這種方式告訴姊姊：「反正我們都有孩子了？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgSTrYx2vD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU1nPn587X
姊姊大方的說：「姊姊已經知道，放開手，衣服被妳弄濕了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4o3ZHoMft
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLRxxAtODc
我：「衣服弄濕？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGkbY1TgND
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WhfLhsV2Q
姊姊：「忘記姊姊一直在給你的孩子餵母乳？你這樣抓，皮衣裡面的胸衣已經濕掉，感覺到涼涼的。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyU3NgHH4h
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE13FRrHAJ
我趕緊放手：「啊，對不起……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRM0wJoByk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXDCMA7u3Y
姊姊：「找間汽車旅館清洗吧。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLtBV7CFbH
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamwu6yrNLz
聽到姊姊這樣說，我鬆口大氣。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm6yPwzeSI
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuKh330zxr
因為不可能單純去汽車旅館。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICdWIsOTqN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4m2pimLmi
姊姊明確的給綠燈。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Uhrwz4f6x
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8dnjajk0Y
不愧是二十九歲的成年人，很大方的面對。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcjotZwiTx
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqiX1uxDdp
也一定有想過我像這樣正式求愛的情況，才能反應的這麼迅速自然。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtQRNutQQ2
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI49nmioc7
於是我像以前那樣重新摟著姊姊的腰。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHTyj0BzBk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdw7O0LJfu
姊姊把哈雷騎回大路，載著我繼續走。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYhyDs1sj4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98ueJb1yiS
又是一會的安靜。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VuvxHW7Vf
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg2u2UluLf
姊姊忍不住嘻笑起來：「明明都已經是一個孩子的爸爸，卻還像個害羞的男孩呢，呵呵……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlt1a8vtGP
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PN0cNkztB
我只能說：「我會盡快長大啦。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIpttWJdnL
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBs6f4ZHVx
哈雷就此騎進路邊遇到的第一間汽車旅館。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJni9B8Mkr8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Z1CyPfUq
正式拜過祖先的我們，一起開房間了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOW0E5deAY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNQop0DHRK
明明身上帶有足夠現金，姊姊卻特意用阿公給的信用卡刷卡租房間。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA5Rt4GcqS
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybxCJC2yXe
哈雷停進一樓車庫，我和姊姊一起上二樓。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURHYP3Efey
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALMoVZnT1q
姊姊先去坐到電話旁邊，撥電話回家。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8d1nV55Hb
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmL0zCUdQU
姊姊：「阿媽？我和阿弟正在一間叫做春田的汽車旅館，今天可能會晚點才回去……我知道夜路危險。如果太晚，我們明天再回去……孩子要拜託妳和媽媽照顧了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XHymTTBrh
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o3Vk0zYiK
當時我看著姊姊電話回家，光明正大的跟阿媽報告正在汽車旅館，真的很訝異，不瞭解姊姊為什麼要通知家裡。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc32sxnvl0
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QHnyDkT9R
之後我慢慢想，才想懂姊姊的用意。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CCqnCTWJs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG8yR6y9vH
信用卡的帳單寄回給阿公，就會從刷卡明細知道我們去汽車旅館，避免阿公又追問起生孩子的事情。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYKb9GGdSs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJx2HkJdxH
電話回家連絡阿媽和媽媽，是類似的道理。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJHnHqr6bs
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC0ZDlgAPN
他們所有人就會明確的知道我和姊姊關係再次不同。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyvqsoaaqG
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQAetBhlKX
這樣就算我和姊姊再次同房，或是比較親密的舉動，他們也不會太意外。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HcNFU1b6P
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH1XyMYhRl
所以二十九歲的姊姊真的是個成熟女性，知道怎麼好好的處理這些家務事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIiPnSnw73
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P8SOs6Sdx
那麼十八歲的我呢？什麼時候才會完全長大成熟？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVEoOCaqvq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInikVlYb7J
不論如何，害羞的我和大大方方的姊姊、就在這間旅館度過生命中的第二次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SxPCSnbFk
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2U1ZnGaET
並且是完全清醒、沒有酒精作用的第二次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTEE3NP7WO
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohjjq1NjgA
在親密的笑聲中彼此試探摸索完成的第二次。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo6fgvBP7W
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktKDV2boHj
我和姊姊就從這一天開始，成為真正擁有親密性生活的夫妻。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2tl2jiAe9
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L2tKU578r
我們之間，不再有任何心理障礙和隔閡了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKN3m6mPwN
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQObyFT4mL
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAWCy9E8ix
．224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm6ixxvV0n
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s7AJnlUR7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdMfe4MeGv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN3ocU2FO8
我果斷放棄大學。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpncVsEeWCN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxSVT9oaXC
正式出社會跟著阿公，讓阿公教我做生意的道理和訣竅。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EnD6cSzLl
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iWzxcEbiS
平均四天回家休息二天，和守在家裡的姊姊團聚。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDzSpRBRF7
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooj6D3VqJY
男人在外工作打拼，女人守在家裡照顧孩子，如此生活的確是我們黃家的寫照。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnENGbrzkUY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1FU29iOWj
只是，就算是家裡可以關上門的房間，和姊姊親熱我還是會覺得尷尬。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfuBKewNZ1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqTpwxpNRw
畢竟阿媽、媽媽總是在家裡，她們多少一定會察覺。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5Gjl2vmvM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw4ntjXhhZ
所以只要我說：「姊姊，我們騎車出門兜風？」一定會順便去汽車旅館刷信用卡報到。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQVRuewLwF
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajh0KW3kS8
因此有我定時播種，姊姊很快又有了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt05GHcfOli
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuoyi6q0Wi
我二十歲那年，姊姊再次生下我們的第二個孩子，也是黃家的第二個大金孫。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpgpRcsqky
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCC8y1XGdd
我成為二個男孩的爸爸。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIJkRTAzm8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdKS9Q9qIc
阿公真是太滿意這樣的情況。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPBmFlyDUt
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk6CVAoZfW
二個寶貝大金孫左擁右抱：「黃家的未來都靠你們這對寶貝兄弟了！」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5kfE985fd
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT529sqRot
甚至於，阿公特意把我和姊姊的信用卡金額上限調高，擺明要讓我們盡情去汽車旅館做人。
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB5xDb2224
我和姊姊也只能：「嗯……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKroj5DcSr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH8Ozn3rLm
不過我還是和姊姊一起回到房間之後：「姊姊，雖然剛才阿公那樣說……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHT8p26e0I
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdv4GKphPa
姊姊沒有反對和討厭，只有淡淡回答：「我也已經三十一歲了。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZihCT0T8I4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwwESMrNEH
我不明白姊姊的意思，所以看著姊姊。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT0Ijc7gbD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeHVpbGTI4
姊姊微笑：「我的確像阿公說的，沒有幾年機會了……孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIN60XsNXY
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKX1wNRtRU
姊姊都這樣說，我還能怎麼辦：「好吧……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUHg107SxC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRzNceNIC6
就這樣，我和姊姊不多想，能生就生。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGVT4qco76
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzXIvtksJt
從我十七歲開始直到二十五歲的這八年，我和姊姊成為三男二女、總共五個孩子的父母。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrONJobsJXN
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwz23RXoQ2
姊姊將近一半時間都在懷孕中度過。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx48OaKXIBU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlY6v6ODx9
總是生產之後幾個月，肚子又開始隆起。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35zum4gz7A
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt14pTqeq9T
為了一直給陸續出生的孩子餵奶，乳汁沒有中斷分泌。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yfrcTY7f4
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkujLwBKvcz
姊姊就這樣生到第五胎的三十六歲，踏入醫學上受孕機會低的高齡產婦年齡，肚皮才自然的不再有反應。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgxmh0DcQr
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6fWh5BvLg
至少給黃家增加人口這件事，阿公很滿意。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTq4FTuPV8
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p7QP58VYA
八年的時間，我和姊姊的確完成阿公的期望了……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1VjMLz3Os
‧224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLptQJI6vc
‧224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7M6XOfkss
‧224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9TajEnwCa
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMliXNxl4i
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmFdK7wJmq
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta0oEtt65D
現在，我二十八歲。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0QvIINfmJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVGw0vghaT
我和姊姊的長子十歲了。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf473XsAB4D
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKQhHgAGXS
算是已經長大懂事，會開始好奇的想要瞭解更多世事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzb4RqJ4FA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeWw3w8t3m
他終於在我回家休息的這天，拉著弟弟妹妹問我：「爸爸，你為什麼都叫媽媽為姊姊？姊姊為什麼都叫你阿弟？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAllBSVen5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7wZKfsTB6
你認為，我應該怎麼回答孩子？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI5O58znHD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzLABOvpsy
我當然說：「因為爸爸在七歲的時候就和十八歲的媽媽結婚，讓媽媽照顧到這麼大，當然要喊媽媽為姊姊，被媽媽喊阿弟。」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqalxyM6OJC
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPl0yabF3T
沒有錯，不論我幾歲，都覺得姊姊一直像對待小弟弟那樣照看我。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T6X3sNkVM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUu8cyRApk
長子很困惑：「爸爸七歲，媽媽十八歲，結婚？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDJWbopqZu
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAw7tBhBUL
我問他：「奇怪嗎？」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkre62L3sR1
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDCOSt1TTB
長子乖乖點頭。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJgYR9m4cy
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXya6zRd5pr
於是我開始把自己和姊姊的故事，說給我們的第一個長子聽。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4jSiNC72p
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfiQ2GX9WH
讓他知道自己的爸爸媽媽到底是怎麼沒有經過戀愛，卻還是一直在一起……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy3qVqwalB
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9FgS8gDpk
那麼接下來我還能說什麼？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz1cqoiZu5
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUFEB8o3XP
我真的已經沒有太多可以說。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemPsP47xFm
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzLP0Ukmnz
七歲病弱的我，娶十八歲的姊姊沖喜，讓姊姊親手照顧長大，再於十六歲的時候和姊姊正式結成連理，十八歲生下我們的長子，後續幾年再生下二男二女總共五個孩子。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWFD7F8O8V
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTwYScAEOV
十八歲為錢來到黃家的姊姊，本來想找機會逃跑，卻因為不忍心看還是個病弱孩子的我無助啼哭，開始接受我，日夜照顧我，漸漸的融入黃家的生活，最後給黃家生下五名重要的下一代。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKvaNna9hU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZHeOdiDxR
我們之間，一天天培養出來的深厚感情當然有，不過戀愛般的愛情絕對沒有……224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuoGYuu32j
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XMwRiSGda
你也會覺得我和姊姊的夫妻關係真的奇怪？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QnQPiLk2F
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHtDPdthb3
年齡相差太多的男女，絕對不可能有未來？224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu0qm4fgHU
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRsbuPAgeZ
我不知道你會怎麼想我和姐姐的事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglAx2fMBeV
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE1qjoBL2Y
我只知道自己和姊姊一路走來，覺得男女關係專家真的沒有說錯：224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjIj8eE45P
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lBJHa8SBI
『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5odMOZsMb
真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTXWAb1hWJ
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctnToKrW9p
愛情真的像爸爸說的，只是通往婚姻的其中一條道路。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKuI0BkooA
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuhIp68Zaz
維持一段婚姻的從來不是愛情，永遠都是在於是否用心對待對方。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UhCY55kiv
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXjJ9O9SqR
有心了，把對方當成自己的另一半照顧陪伴，自然能刻骨銘心，自然能長久。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoYGjReXtM
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzrcqS615D
這才是家族親情和婚姻的真諦。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClVk7cue62
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6Qk7p3kRK
因此我沒有什麼可以再說。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCb4AapOnD
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBgp6vVSeC
再說下去，恐怕就是那五隻兔崽子怎麼又吵又鬧又合作的興旺黃家的故事。224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HlDw1PFbz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP3Xmj6LYf
所以現在我唯有說：「這就是黃家屬於我和姊姊的故事了……」224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggCnWlPdRz
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrVXChe109
224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARSbRRJ4cz
＝完＝
然後按「加至主畫面」