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近現代／家族／愛情親情／日常／姊弟搭配232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7XLAebhLR
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＝底下正文開始＝232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kAWjDSmWU
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現在我要說的故事，真的非常平淡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDorCwQYHDL
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沒有太多的激情，也沒有太多的熱血，更沒有太多的戲劇性衝突。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwYrRcKXTs
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都是些再平凡不過的家庭日常生活。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTE9KYdWnb
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現在我就要開始說了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMTHo0i2fE
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我出生在南部小鎮的富有家庭。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DsKqptWq1
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我們黃家目前連我在內總共五個人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZLPHtJ20L
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我，爸爸，媽媽，阿公和阿媽。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD39vBZowN
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阿公和爸爸都是商人，在整個東南亞經營運輸和貿易生意，到處都有據點。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO3VnU5Pyr
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常常早上還在泰國，下午就到菲律賓，明天又到另一個國家，所以一般都會好幾天才回家休息一次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqulJf9d11
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做的生意，就是在各國之間進行貨物運輸和販賣。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzrgC3ygdz
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阿媽和媽媽雖然不必在外面奔波，不過還是要負責在家裡幫忙處理整理重要的公司文件。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzomIUGIwK
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可以說我們黃家是個商業家族。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa909ZRWbU2
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自然是這個小鎮最有錢的家庭。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimR9FZasgg
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所以鎮裡如果辦什麼活動需要錢，往往都會來家裡商量，請求我們家幫忙贊助一點。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V0PWrXzfb
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所以我們黃家對於這個以務農為主的小鎮來說，是個非常特殊的存在。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBeE4eRI86
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現在既然說到我出生的這個小鎮，我不得不說它真的是個非常單純純樸的地方。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5J6WytCMV
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一片又一片的農田，一隻又一隻幫忙農作的大水牛，還有到處奔跑嬉戲的活潑孩子們……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvP0uvKus1
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但是同樣是孩子的我，只能乖乖留在家裡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylmAYRsehh
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因為我自從出生就體弱多病，總是大病小病不斷，不是去醫院就是乖乖留在自己的房間養病。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1E1OOPiVv
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各大醫院給我看病到最後，醫師都說我的問題是：先天抵抗力低落。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8FptvLBPT
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怎麼治療？沒有徹底的治療辦法，只能希望我的抵抗力會有自然好轉的一天。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bjWYpG0Q2
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因此西藥我從來沒有少吃過，昂貴的中藥補品更是三餐，童年的我真的是個大藥桶。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUKPqjtzz9
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也幸好，我們黃家很有錢，沒有這方面的問題，否則多病的我恐怕早就已經被放棄。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9sN1K0FyU
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不過，沒有讀過什麼書的阿媽還是為多病的我著急萬分，不時責怪我的媽媽，讓媽媽受盡委屈。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfraF4o65r
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我就因此記得媽媽被阿媽罵到哭的一段記憶。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8uyHagMOG
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當時我七歲，發著四十度高燒，躺在自己的床上病懨懨。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPQChMmJE5
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二十六歲的媽媽坐在我的床沿，一邊聽著阿媽不停的責罵，一邊流著眼淚用濕巾為我擦涼身體。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOvrXhxhD2
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阿媽責罵媽媽知道自己身子虛弱，常常感冒不適，還敢嫁來黃家生下我這個最重要的長子，把病弱的體質傳進黃家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry2UHECDrr
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阿媽責罵媽媽生下我之後就像個石女，再也生不出來，讓黃家只有我這個體弱多病的長子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC9HmaxGBX
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甚至於，阿媽責罵出身貧寒葉家的媽媽沒有半點自知之明，不安本份的嫁入黃家，肯定是為了黃家的錢勾引爸爸。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21fve0GBxp
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所以我相信，當時媽媽的處境一定比我還要難受。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU2JUG1dKY
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如果不是為了我這個親生孩子而隱忍，才二十六歲的媽媽恐怕已經被阿媽罵到離開黃家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM4XSm5zFR
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就這樣，這場把媽媽罵哭的大責罵結束不久，在外面跑的阿公和爸爸回來了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBAflZdqwy
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因此，我的生命就要再次不同。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7TVk5xgUf
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我的阿公，就是現在這個黃家的一家之主。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjToPTMmOtu
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雖然阿公沒有讀過書，但是很會做生意，算是東南亞貿易圈的一號人物，所以把事業做的很大，賺錢的速度就像轉開水龍頭。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCAR5MsnCm
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阿公坐到我的床沿，疼惜摸摸我的臉，然後叫著媽媽的小名：「阿素？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbAU9d42Hm
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媽媽和爸爸站一起：「爸？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bI9DuzImd
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阿公：「前陣子妳被罵的事情，剛才妳的媽媽（阿媽）都跟我說了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwn85AaSWa
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媽媽：「嗯……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeCABrSCjU
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阿公：「媽媽是心急孩子忽然又高燒，不是有意把妳罵成那樣，原諒媽媽吧。妳絕對是我們黃家的好媳婦。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0ehKqWHUL
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阿媽安靜站在阿公身邊，不發一言。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFP7s7px6H
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媽媽則是低下頭，眼淚又一次滾出來：「我知道……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegJIvAu38G
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阿公：「那麼來說正事。孩子的對像我們辦好了，是個不錯的對象。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xmCIWP2UL
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媽媽擦掉淚水：「已經辦好了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDfdqZ9Gzd
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阿公：「去他們家看過，互相說過所有情況，把一半的聘金給他們。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz8OBCO4sl
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媽媽：「她什麼時候會來家裡？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAskJaP2AJB
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阿公：「下個月的九日她會來台灣。二天之後的十一日是師父說的吉日，正式迎娶入門。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJA0dWY6wI
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然後，大家安靜好一會。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWuCIV7WmU
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阿公疼惜的一直看著我這個病弱躺著的獨孫。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlXnn5OIj0
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直到媽媽打破沉默：「爸……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC29g6hL46
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阿公：「什麼事？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG7pBvIPZy
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媽媽：「這樣做，真的好嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd7E8HVbh5
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阿公：「阿素，你應該知道，這是沒辦法的辦法了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd637cO4lIg
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媽媽：「我知道……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckP7XuhCea
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阿公：「到處跑醫院都沒有用，醫生就是沒有辦法完全治好。只能照宮廟乩童說的這樣做做看，給孩子沖喜了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygGOKhY7lg
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媽媽：「但是孩子還這麼小，就要讓他娶妻……會不會對他的未來怎麼樣？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7MOicZOxj
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阿公唯有語氣沉重的說：「反正只是做個樣子，不是真要讓她娶。現在我們黃家只有這個血脈，先想辦法讓孩子可以平安長大吧。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3ki6ffxid
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就這樣，改變我的生命的那個女人就要來到身邊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3jeeEujRB
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七歲的我，為了沖喜治病，就要娶妻了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnkirS5c5J
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那個女人，我都叫她姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcXE8CGEIv
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現在我要說的，就是以我和姊姊為中心、關於黃家的平淡日常生活故事……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy1lyuYe8f
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《我們黃家的故事》232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5HgfwR0PY
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隨著下個月九日逼近，家裡為了我的婚事越來越忙碌。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMxb2ILuDq
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忙碌準備一堆婚禮相關物品。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp7QcwH0gV
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除了專心照顧我的媽媽，阿公阿媽和爸爸整天忙進忙出。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXCN8A4dAY
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甚至於，我的房間家具也完全換新。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdS4j0DMcA
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但是我完全不清楚情況，同樣動不動就發高燒，只能躺平在床上養病。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PtPKvwqJb
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終於，九日那一天來到。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaYEje5kkO
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即將嫁給我的姊姊，已經來到台灣。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YdevHSg4S
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所以傍晚的時候，媽媽把狀況好一點的我抱出門，阿公開車把所有人載往大城市的餐館。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen1EvIJNAE
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我和姊姊，就是在餐館裡面的包廂第一次見面。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX9iA9Sg30
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大家坐在大圓桌，看著彼此。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjJzhkWdTl
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我們一家五人，坐在圓桌的一邊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBbfHMShRI
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對方二人都是女性，坐在圓桌對面。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsBTc3fjYg
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一名是準備嫁來黄家的近二十歲年輕女孩，留著一頭烏黑亮麗秀髮。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgiot6LvcP
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另一名是看來四十歲左右的中年婦女，胖胖的，是姊姊的姑姑。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytqWDCaQbW
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她們二人都穿著越南式女性旗袍。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOrA5OH2JK
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沒有錯，她們都是越南人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKUSKksmVD
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即將和我結婚的姊姊，可以說是所謂的越南新娘。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXUjYfZrSn
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接下來我要說的這些關於姊姊的事情，都是之後才慢慢知道。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ5DYz0G7m
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姊姊的名字是：『林花。』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2I01acJin
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嫁來黄家的姊姊十八歲，比我年長十一歲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB9c5Xy2ho
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姊姊是她家的長女，下面還有二位年長我好幾歲的弟弟。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8xCODN5wk
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全家在越南的鄉村務農，姊姊一邊在鄰鎮的高中讀書，一邊打工幫助家計。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWmDzp8XrG
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姊姊是成績一直在前十名的優等生。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WLCD6cENI
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原本計劃在高中畢業之後繼續半工半讀大學，選讀和育幼有關的科系，未來當小朋友的老師。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6x7VuC3Bh
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但是就在高中畢業前夕，爸爸忽然中風臥床，家計再也支持不下去。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwDGP8Lk1W
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姊姊為了自己的家庭，只得拿我們黃家一大筆錢，告別父母和二名年幼弟弟，遠渡重洋嫁來我們黃家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrmw2n8YoX
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先是依靠英文和阿公與爸爸溝通，之後再比手劃腳的慢慢學習漢語。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjl8TXBVB0
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這些就是關於姊姊的事情……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD2KB5w4xF
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不過當時在餐館的我才七歲，出於好奇一直看著比較年輕的姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVzVaaXzrJ
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內心單純想著：『漂亮的姊姊，頭髮又黑又長……』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqPrISP22T
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至於就要和我結婚成親的姊姊，同樣安靜看著我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCOchqOtth
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只是面無表情，看不出喜怒哀樂。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuU9F8H694
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所以這時候的姊姊雖然漂亮，但是看起來冷冷冰冰，很難接近的樣子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKtpsPEdkY
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我相信，是因為姊姊對於面對這一切的不安，才會感覺很不親近人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSXRsdOqzi
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而不論如何，冰冷就是我對姊姊的深刻印象。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc6wd1tNlh
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初次見面這天的餐館會面，就在如此面無表情的沉默中開始。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ680dlhnbYr
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阿公、爸爸和姊姊，都是用英文溝通。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc0qV8hQzg
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阿媽和媽媽如果要和姊姊說話，同樣要透過阿公與爸爸進行翻譯。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRyHMWOcQy
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尤其是媽媽，一再向姊姊拜託：「林花小姐，我因為和先生早婚，所以不過大妳八歲而已，真的能夠體諒妳必須嫁過來的委屈。我不敢要妳做什麼，只求妳以同樣的女人心體會我這個做母親的心情。這個孩子一直是個很聽話的乖孩子，不吵不鬧，只是從小身體一直很不好。今後真的要拜託妳幫忙照顧……我真的拜託妳了……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QXbvZfj4q
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媽媽是真的發自內心的再三拜託姊姊幫忙照顧我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAtkBRLjfx
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姊姊都是平淡回答：「好。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXkUoV74ny
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姊姊嘴巴回答好，問題是她的內心到底又是怎麼想？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrsAveryBG
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總之，這一晚的餐館聚餐，就這樣在姊姊面無表情的冰冷中結束了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBQvtTpBS0
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二天之後的十一吉日。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcexVJPGGI
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姊姊穿著潔白新娘服正式嫁進我們黃家，成為台灣媳婦。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUUtmD5TtN
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病懨懨的我同樣穿起兒童西裝，勉強支撐起精神，在什麼都不懂的情況下和面無表情的姊姊拜堂成親。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF29uIuQB9
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一直陪在我身邊的姊姊同樣冷冷冰冰，看起來很難接近。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUbVwnkl8i
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所以我完全不敢親近姊姊，更不敢和姊姊說句話，只能一直找媽媽。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U1jxdopZc
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就這樣，忙碌一整天的婚禮終於結束。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BDcmum4cf
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當晚的洞房花燭夜，只能由我和姊姊一起度過，否則不吉利。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTWw2Ehmek
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但是我才七歲，什麼都不懂，所以發現自己和陌生的冰冷姊姊一起被留在房間，我立刻撐著不舒服的身體跑出房間找媽媽。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Zrqopjiv
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畢竟姊姊對我來說是個陌生人，加上姊姊從頭到尾的冰冷態度，所以還是七歲孩子的我完全不想和姊姊獨自在一起，就算姊姊再漂亮也一樣。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCaygtHnrO
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已經換上睡衣的姊姊，只能一直安靜跟在我背後。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWMzgfWKaq
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剛開始，媽媽一直哄我，把我帶回房間，要我乖乖的和姊姊一起睡覺，然後關門離開。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrbxwfPzGO
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我當然又吵著追出去找媽媽。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6CdGBVA4S
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就這樣來回找媽媽幾次，對我很溫柔的阿公終於大罵：「你已經是個娶妻的大人了，到底一直在吵什麼！這麼晚了還不快點回房間睡覺！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7PAIHwEFQ
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這真的是我第一次被阿公罵。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLxgpQqLCn
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加上對於發生的事情和完全搞不清楚整個情況。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz3lYbd184
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所以我怕到了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai4i9fhKwx
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背後跟著姊姊，哭著轉身乖乖回到房間，坐在新床上不安哭著。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehR86wsMyb
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一定是因為這樣，姊姊看我無助害怕的一直哭著要媽媽，就像被狗媽媽拋棄的可憐小狗。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqtBXy0kPU
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因此姊姊發現我終究只是個普通的七歲小男孩，不是什麼可怕的存在。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksMJZdETLV
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冰冷的姊姊，終於改變對我的態度。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBMQ7eMWvk
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姊姊遲疑一會，不忍心的伸出手，把我溫柔摟在懷裡，輕輕搖著我，哄著我，完全把我當成孩子安撫。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zJf8jcUAv
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至於我，忽然被姊姊摟著，一開始哭叫著抗拒，努力想要逃離這個冰冷的陌生人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwxaVl9AN2
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直到我看見姊姊溫柔哄我的溫暖笑臉。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWhLUaBGYU
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這是我第一次看見姊姊露出的友善笑容。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBp81QfkD9
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七歲的我因此知道了，姊姊其實沒有那麼冰冷可怕。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVTIcYBbNO
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姊姊其實是很溫柔的好姊姊，否則怎麼會像這樣微笑哄我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRyAklKfkK
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於是我慢慢收起眼淚，不再哭鬧，乖乖的依偎在姊姊溫暖的懷裡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvDiXQ3v7a
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被溫柔的姊姊摟著哄，感受著姊姊的善意，直到被姊姊輕輕搖哄到睡著。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOYNQLzqCE
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我和年長十一歲的姊姊，就從這一晚開始共同生活了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfToRKTaET
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姊姊被迫為錢離家，遠嫁我們黃家，讓她冷冷冰冰的，頗有拒人千里之外的感覺，很明顯就能看出來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXNH2NXv5v
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事實上，姊姊曾經跟我說過，剛來台灣的那陣子她的確一直在想著逃跑的事情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp928SbyvZy
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逃離這個用錢買自己的黃家，能逃多遠就逃多遠，躲到台灣其他地方想辦法生活。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEueUCuWdfJ
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反正姊姊的聘金，她的家人已經完全拿到。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvouzV5qaA1
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就算姊姊逃走，也只能算是姊姊個人『離家出走』，不會給娘家帶來太大麻煩。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOHEbgVQpe
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但是新婚之夜，姊姊看著我的無助哭泣，就像一隻不停唉唉叫需要人照顧的可憐小動物，就此讓姊姊的冰冷心情融化。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmRL9Vaeds
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姊姊想說，先幫忙照顧我一陣子，順便認識更多同樣來自越南的朋友，收集更多台灣其他地方的資訊，再正式逃跑。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY4ZMBCIHP
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結果情況卻是，隨著一天天照顧我，姊姊的想法一天天軟化。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0eI7NMT0m
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此外，加上大家都對姊姊很好，完全以家人的平等態度對待姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Awq9EJsY
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年長八歲的媽媽更是把姊姊當作親妹妹對待。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5xlhpMNX8
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大家同進同出，同吃同喝，而不是把姊姊當成越南勞工對待。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WdQ5mH6ja
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甚至於，每個月會給姊姊五千元的零用錢。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqetJXljhf
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姊姊終於接受自己的命運。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLIyPFrdpz
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姊姊開始把黃家當成她第二個家，和媽媽一起照顧我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav5cR3tx6t
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甚至於，姊姊很快就變成照顧我最多的人，也是付出最多心力的人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdaaw3Qvi2
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畢竟媽媽晚上會回房間睡覺，只有姊姊才能整晚和我在一起，在我生病發燒的時候整夜看護。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikVSr8CdLw
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在我身邊時睡時醒的給我量體溫，餵我水，哄我吃藥，給我的身體擦涼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFfIPWtvrv
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所以姊姊不只是姊姊，更像是忽然跑出來的第二個媽媽。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKikK4pflM
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我自然很快的習慣了姊姊的存在。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPSJBAuUC6
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越來越喜歡整天陪伴我的溫柔姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgOvPphH3N
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對於姊姊的依賴越來越重。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4vIImRMXF
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把姊姊當成可以整天陪我玩的大玩伴。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorOvRIJKX2
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總會：「姊姊！姊姊！」的親密叫著。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIQ6fFDnnb
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握著姊姊溫暖的手，讓姊姊陪著玩耍。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ock6AbYhN
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玩玩捉迷藏。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcPFWT4L4r
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玩玩跳房子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMsTnvZDaC
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一起唱唱歌。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN73YKVYXZJ
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讓姊姊一口口餵飯。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXMXYNjrU6
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讓姊姊帶我上廁所。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboCLfJK9Il
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GMxo0Rf6C
讓姊姊幫我洗頭洗澡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuuLFDn5mJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIAnR868R5
讓姊姊哄著一起睡覺。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8lvNahYYV
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf4v56PeTx
讓媽媽看著我和姊姊的相處，半開玩笑的落寞說好幾次：「你這個孩子根本只要姊姊不要媽媽了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEdNEKFvds
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQg6HrGZdJ
由此可知，我的確已經變成整天黏著姊姊，由姊姊日夜拉拔照顧的孩子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eRqFQCDsO
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXfxvh1ovw
十八歲的姊姊有我這麼親密陪伴，更是完全打消逃跑念頭，為了照顧我而決心留在黃家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpbRyy2BpA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVfbdLfz6l
姊姊就這樣找到救贖和生命的出路，沒有走上躲躲藏藏過活的悲慘道路……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABqvYdKJOQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWLkIO79aA
另一方，關於我的身體狀況。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp0la7YWFL
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfwu84CqTv
原本病弱的身體真的慢慢好轉，不再那麼容易生病發燒。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmOZ4RtQ9E
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAuZlgvZbL
我越吃越胖，長出肉，不再像以前那樣骨瘦如材。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cDp7vmdY6
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYh5hPEOrX
甚至於，我會有體力拉著姊姊出門跑步玩耍，就像那些在外面到處跑的活潑小朋友。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJpRdrRC7J
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwourkzc5e3
我的身體狀況好轉，除了沖喜成功真的找不到其他解釋。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZTfoihC33
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1R0CtV3fi
阿公、阿媽、爸爸和媽媽為此喜悅萬分。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNm1fnI9Sm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUXIl4yumI
他們紛紛高興表示，給我找來姊姊成親沖喜是對的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdeDtU2J9R
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfNZNgoIIB
所以一年之後，八歲的我健康的進入本鎮國民小學就讀，和其他同年齡小朋友一起接受正式教育。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecvSytOGwr
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv6B1oNLuo
姊姊都會牽著我的手，親自把我帶往學校，一直用不流暢的漢語說：「你在學校要乖乖的喔……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVHKq80hiA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpl7MLzj0c
直到看我進入校園，姊姊才回家幫忙家事，或是以姊姊的英文能力幫助家族的生意文件。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq9qf0cPKP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbplrK0TR5K
接著，再於下午四點放學時間前來校門口接我，關心詢問：「學校過的怎麼樣？有沒有乖乖？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkdsdjCgzA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcVv2QWP1A
不論風吹、雨淋、烈日，溫柔的姊姊沒有一天不陪我接我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHBy0GTsrP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y1Cy48QFt
回家之後，姊姊更是會親自陪我寫作業，教我數學，確定我的學習沒有任何問題。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C9wrslgGc
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9IqD1lr3J
甚至於，在學校的我忽然身體很不舒服或是發燒，必須早退，趕來學校接我的也是姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsT1sV4VBc
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy5W8o12em
親密的把我當孩子一樣揹著，帶我去醫院檢查，然後再帶我回家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLiZMcCzqm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznobTaJUpd
說真的，我和姊姊要說是夫妻，其實更像是感情非常好的姊姊弟弟……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HvRQUq5CC
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5SkTVxsSP
不過也因此，我被學校的小朋友找麻煩了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtXo3yvvQY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZe33Ks0lK
我和姊姊的事情，全鎮的成年人都知道。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5YqkAkUkL
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19oVNGQTj1
成年人知道長輩讓我娶姊姊是萬不得已的沖喜，所以成熟體諒的沒有說什麼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6eBUYlNIO
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMlgxa9fhy
但是和我同年齡的小朋友們，知道我和姊姊的事情之後，終於瞭解為什麼我的上下學總是有漂亮姊姊親密接送，出於幼稚的無知開始嘲笑：「男生愛女生！羞羞臉！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOGMslvHir
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DTCtCjPoa
像這樣的嘲笑我還可以忍受，所以不理他們。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyND1TwfzGI
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURB0n4hM3t
一陣子之後，他們竟然開始當我的面嘲笑姊姊，說她是：「家裡不要的女孩！為了錢來台灣的越南窮人！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbchwkWAwe
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgfmbPhkFq
他們這樣說姊姊，我當然覺得很生氣，不是吵架就是打架。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB1fSa9JhF
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdYAqg4v3V
那段時間，足足一週以上，真的又吵又打的度過。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbo5GPgrvC
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDVpsPPbSj
後來會解決，還是姊姊看我身上一直有打架的傷口，對我詢問到底之後親自出面處理。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YeQCDF2WE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTiMgiIUJR
放學時間，姊姊陪我在校門口面對那些說壞話的小朋友。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrvFN5rkQC
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc5TVH7Rjt
姊姊蹲下來，溫柔微笑，和氣說著：「大家一起當好朋友，好不好？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzsMPe1KrY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqRjwwJkhL
就這樣，那些原本欺負我的小朋友改變態度，不再亂說話。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xMxicseh6
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ISMM3oSW1
甚至於，會在放學的時候陪我們一起走，開心的和姊姊說話聊天。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiFFIZnmIy
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfygEQT4ZL
因為姊姊的漂亮，還有姊姊的溫柔，小朋友們一定會喜歡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8Hy4G6hBZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZYj5QFMPe
喜歡和小朋友相處的姊姊，更是順理成章的成為大家的好姊姊，會在週末帶著我和大家一起玩。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytzAaCm9Gz
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjbQvKYtGJ
我的拳頭無法解決的事情，溫柔的姊姊輕鬆辦到。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsBUOujs5Q
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJUKTj4jPw
我真的更加佩服姊姊了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFjKlrGT05
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILyNpeQyFA
不過，我也因此開始體會到自己和姊姊的奇妙關係。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e8aDl8hBh
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eu0GND9x3
畢竟學校的小朋友沒有人像我和姊姊一樣結婚。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvwzpThpPp
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXkidtvYzJ
只有我，像爸爸媽媽、阿公阿媽和其他大人一樣結婚。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PuAH2NN0O
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0mH8qYem2
我就是從這個時候開始思考：『我為什麼會和姊姊結婚啊？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jm4iJW9Zi
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CDkuzFItb
我一個人想幾天，終於在這天放學，只有我和姊姊的時候直接問：「姊姊，我想問妳一個問題。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdVJiNOe9W
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D90t3GPhU
姊姊：「什麼問題？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7jAqdPSWJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2Jn4cQsSp
我問：「我們為什麼會結婚？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqWGiQxuUH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbxl0iKbWo
面對我的問題，十九歲的姊姊沉默了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvWxAksAd9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUXoqV9L4Y
安靜牽著我的小手，一步步帶我回家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzlETLZKux
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIAEloPbWW
八歲的我，完全不瞭解姊姊為什麼都不說話。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI09gBrsMfr
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5PHs0ETDX
不過只要是個成年人，一定能瞭解姊姊不語的原因。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOMRMQ8Hev
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R9coxgEGC
十九歲，根本還只是大學生。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJwAMTBOuw
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tOWda2dXZ
如果姊姊的爸爸沒有中風，現在姊姊應該正在越南的某間大學半工半讀。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNb7kDKwII
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCzN2r3ZXZ
姊姊卻是拿錢嫁來台灣，和我結婚成為黄家媳婦，一年來一直日夜陪伴我生活。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmC0n5tdcv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOThbZz4QJ6
姊姊的寧靜，其實是有重量的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBATN3HSld
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXsfLSyrpy
生活的重量，從來不是三言二語可以輕鬆說完。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jFrgjLDZg
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfwmQYRAzi
也或許，正是因為無奈和感嘆，才讓它這麼不容易說完。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5btR8PLARf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Jivg0doe
天真不懂的我追問：「姊姊？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt4OkiVEfr
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7wbrV2iTF
姊姊回答：「因為我們必須結婚。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEulXRHpmW
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe2BH4GwiC
我：「為什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IciiEAnBz
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZBvXuJt7z
姊姊僅能：「姊姊不知道應該怎麼說。等到回家之後，你問媽媽吧？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3qjnaKUeA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pmV9fILlk
所以回家之後，我真的牽著姊姊的手，跑去問媽媽這件事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8vxwbPSaz
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDl9KGD39P
媽媽沉默的和姊姊互看，然後回答我：「等你長大之後就知道為什麼會和姊姊結婚了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1khBsuq13
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDUgQICWov
結果，當年八歲的我還是完全不知道為什麼自己會和姊姊結婚。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2aa8NTbhj
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3ErJ2bpFl
我也只能想著這件事幾天之後，開始把它淡忘掉，繼續開開心心的牽著姊姊的手，和姊姊一起生活……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU5vu4kUHo
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232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXblsJwCB4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGl0g4b3y7
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx4ZLiYS7P
就這樣，幾年的國小生活迅速過去。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdOVuqoWbY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm4Cl1BoV1
姊姊嫁來黄家的時候十八歲，現在已經二十三歲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAE73Tm55Y
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MvaauTvIF
照顧我之餘順便幫忙家事，處理家裡公司的英文翻譯工作，可說已經完全融入黃家的一切生活。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMuknnxaCs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEySPCyFZUU
至於越南娘家，姊姊和娘家密切保持聯絡，不論是實體信件，電子信件，通訊軟體，沒有斷絕過。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICgC4wo9sJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zEUjjJ8Vi
中風的爸爸情況好轉。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz6pjGLIJY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9tICtN9Iq
媽媽用姊姊的聘金開一間穀物貿易店，生意做的不錯。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4l9gkcASp
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU461q0cDie
二位弟弟則是都在高中讀書，準備考大學。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKpvzWe3Cc
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLq7RFax5C
所以原本窮困的娘家的確因為姊姊的聘金，慢慢發達起來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ8un88Y4G
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn2wZnwhEw
就這樣來看，窮人女孩為錢出嫁遠方，真的不好嗎？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWCgTcju6T
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc3GQJmE1k
當然，每個人心中都有想法和答案……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1tZ2iF0i3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDv3Omyqme
我則是十二歲，健康快樂的入讀國中一年級。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAxYUXYyeU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8JJulyRop
開始長高的我，心靈隨之成長。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWjiqgNnqS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsXxNmD8D9
小時候的我，整天黏著姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1qNeLYfer
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuSm9LSlE7
但是現在的我，對於那麼黏姊姊開始覺得怪怪的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxLa3o56KP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDkenWj7Ph
和姊姊一起手牽手走在路上，以前的我覺得很自然快樂，但是現在的我卻覺得很奇怪。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NCbE0RJXt
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqNJ3gr8QX
尤其是如果在路上遇見認識的同學或是朋友，我都會趕緊放開姊姊的手，和姊姊分開，不想要被他們看見我和姊姊手牽手。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jNquTjJIP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzXbPLej9c
甚至於，我會對於和姊姊同房睡覺這件事感到彆扭。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcObXTRQQRb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4OLIAJDBc
睡覺的時候，我都已經故意側躺背對姊姊，並且離遠點，姊姊卻還是主動靠上來，從我的背後主動摟抱我在懷裡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ789M7Z2dEy
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZA085R0Z6
就像過去那樣，從背後抱著我一起看電視。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTBICtQrON
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUToIUR8vCS
就像過去那樣，從背後抱著唸故事書給我聽。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnKOXEVyn3
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就像過去那樣，抱著親密搖我，唱兒歌給我聽，陪我說話。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5c1D0Fy0I
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就像過去那樣，一直把我當成孩子……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTvqRbQnjX
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因此，今晚睡覺又被姊姊像這樣從背後親密摟抱，彆扭好一陣子的我終於說：「姊姊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUIBN2uatT
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姊姊：「嗯？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5soCkXm2t
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我說：「妳可以不要抱我嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTp2jV3BqW
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdYZziERoV
姊姊：「怎麼了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8KWUPoC0P
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JkCeI5aNc
我誠實說：「感覺好難為情。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioOzFxZLpx
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姊姊沉默。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6bC6g25cL
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我繼續趁這個機會說出心底話：「其實……我越來越覺得我們一起睡覺很奇怪……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSTPW8TF20
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姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvCr6DGOQh
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我說：「我知道，好多年來我們都是一起睡覺，妳會像這樣抱著我。但是，現在我真的開始覺得好奇怪……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXaH9YozyB
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又是幾秒的沉默。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRXE5CMktc
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姊姊主動移動手，不再從背後摟抱我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9Q3REj9d3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP1uuUV1p8
我擔心姊姊不開心，回頭看去：「姊姊，我沒有討厭妳，只是真的覺得好奇怪。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB2SsBMHhJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLLyd3eVCX
陰暗的燈光下，側躺面對我的姊姊溫柔微笑：「阿弟，你長大了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld1PB815GR
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcVb1c1lkd
不只姊姊，阿媽和媽媽也是叫我阿弟。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXQ17YsPKA
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我只能說：「是嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a2FHEqOLU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzdeZtcOb3
姊姊：「你也不喜歡和姊姊牽手被同學看見吧？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA72CK9YXs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukh3l5joCO
我這才知道，原來姊姊有察覺到這件事，知道我都會在路上遇到同學的時候放開姊姊的手。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8txqkN7xf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY3hgup6jA
唯有乖乖承認：「嗯……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn90TKJPnm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnBHeGinS4
姊姊詢問：「你也會討厭姊姊陪你上下學？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoLhvWHN2c
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul7vGxQJOi
我沒想到姊姊會反問這件事，所以我真的想幾秒：「上下學……我是覺得，上下學我一個人不會有問題。其實姊姊可以不必一直跟著我，感覺有點浪費妳的時間……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeakYhi4Pi
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOt4eTgAgV
姊姊得到我的回答：「姊姊知道了，以後你自己上下學吧。明天你還要去學校，先睡覺。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHmZ8N9VfE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PmGvj6jKg
說完，姊姊轉身，背對我睡覺，沒有再摸我一下。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCPei4IAdn
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3plpwPndH
我也只好同樣繼續背對姊姊睡覺。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nof6JEUw8
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUM82XJhnM
我知道，姊姊依然是當年那個一心一意照顧陪伴我的姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zDsb3MCme
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnssZs0IYf
但是開始長大改變的我，真的不再是當年七歲的我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BuDqXdJpw
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh4LB9qcdO
雖然當時沒有感覺，不過我和姊姊的關係，的的確確就從這時候開始不同。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DeSlSBlNB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJDCOzU9Qe
隔天，姊姊果然讓我一個人上學，下午回家時間也沒有來校門口接我，讓我感覺好奇怪，就像有什麼明顯不對勁。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ197e5ngwGo
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RG0N3t2NI
甚至於，回到家之後，在房間放下書包，發現房間裡面怪怪的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lyFxwHy2K
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE8B9xcQDj
但是那時我還忽然說不出房間哪裡奇怪。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz35S1kjvKB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw8JyVecK7
直到進入廚房從冰箱找喝的，遇見正在忙碌晚餐的媽媽和姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxv2hZyIxu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPS9RVAGYp
我先問候：「媽媽，姊姊。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEnQLAK2f9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKusojeYdjQ
媽媽知道我一定還沒有完全搞清楚情況，所以主動跟我說：「今天開始，姊姊會去原本用來堆雜物的那個房間睡覺。下午已經把雜物間清理好，也把姊姊的東西都搬進去，以後那裡就是姊姊的臥房。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNhn77tXKY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgCb6AknOX
這就是剛才我為什麼覺得房間有點奇怪，因為原本屬於姊姊的東西與衣物都消失不見。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzs9rUoXIH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVeyZs5OFT
我小小意外到：「姊姊要睡在雜物間？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpMvBcAMB3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaMwrbmwbQ
媽媽：「你不是跟姊姊說不想和姊姊一起睡覺？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjcsQ0EdzS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcT6FHyPHw
我：「昨晚我是那樣說……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4WBlTYi69
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExbfx593q6
然後，我看向姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV1t8JzvFs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOIaSbLp7E
姊姊面無表情站在瓦斯爐前炒青菜，沒有看我一眼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL0eShF6si
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevM6hXZEAg
我：「姊姊？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G3axTOVOH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHFX8qM0cf
姊姊終於看我：「嗯？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxROxftoT4N
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLyhU8RUIH
我：「你真的要搬去雜物間？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8YiTxmU9e
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL3v3yTYzH
姊姊回我：「早上姊姊和媽媽談過之後，覺得這樣對你比較好。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0DFz8W7OC
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我：「可是－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxFhjY6WRK
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『可是』到這裡，我又半句話說不出。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl3SRXIaME
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBvfWNLbmJ
畢竟我究竟想要『可是』什麼？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I6p2ruQhF
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我的確一天天覺得和姊姊同床共枕很奇怪，親口說出這件事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QcXzOYwBv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhLiGt4oId
我和姊姊分房生活本來就是很自然的發展，到底還有什麼好『可是』？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC9a71Am0X
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所以『可是』之後，我真的又沒有一句話可以說，只能站著。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerb8XQkpSL
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因此姊姊再說：「你真的已經長大了，開始獨立自主。姊姊很高興，可以陪伴你平安長大到今天。今後也要繼續成長為一位優秀的大人，知不知道？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSCTppdOzu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwoozqejFK
我唯有：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKgdr1JVyG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE3CDzKJE8
媽媽有意思讓這件事就這樣：「好啦！你自己聞聞衣服，都是臭酸味！快去浴室洗澡，準備吃晚飯了！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHwPEyKCfd
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkS5NvN8q3
就這樣，我們沒有再談過這件事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpruPquUwp
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我跟姊姊正式分房生活……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaqBCFTvq3
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232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UkjY0uSVu
姊姊決定放手，讓我自由自在的長大，相信那樣對我的成長最好。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3fF5MlrD6
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQXW2cpRe1
我從上下學不再有姊姊陪伴，直到現在分房睡覺，真的一直有種說不出的奇怪感。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahooTTZfAh
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就像自己的生活，忽然有什麼重要的人事物消失不見。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiHWe1D5kp
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這樣的消失，好像明顯是錯的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Uxgz1vKA
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但是我又感覺到，這樣才是對的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1ee9fWYck
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我相信這就是姊姊所說的獨立自主和所謂的長大吧。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlDn9dkXRO
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUGfEV0bvF
卻也因為這樣，沒有姊姊常常跟隨陪伴的我，雖然獲得很高的生活自由，卻也交上壞朋友了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMW4ga9WTP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ487DjISqax
週六日，以前我都是跟姊姊一起出門，搭公車去鄰近城市的鬧區走走逛逛再回家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinjThO9SUu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLg2cZio0k
不再有姊姊緊密陪伴的我，都和同學朋友一起出遊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ7Vr63NCJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYpaUpmqYs
姊姊都會在我出門赴約的時候，微笑的說：「路上小心，早點回來。」完全把我當成大人尊重看待。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtulAYW02XX
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG6sArPtvq
就這樣，朋友彼此之間再互相介紹，我終於和一群大人常說的『壞孩子』認識。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiJe8ep9wy
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfgsQgGO9L
一夥近三十人，男女都有，對我來說都是些大哥哥大姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoTuH0pLMh
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiU5NRBFEX
年紀大約是國中生到二十歲，最年長的幾位等著當兵，並且他們的家庭明顯都有問題。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0gYa4cwhZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1owjCpklT
搶劫吸毒之類的嚴重事情沒有。但是檳榔喝酒，喜歡夜遊飆車，嗆聲裝大……大概就是缺少家庭關愛的鄉下8+9。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkAsutevVN
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjE6Z91KPO
當然，認識他們之初，我也覺得和他們在一起不太好。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vDp6hCIHQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp9uEplke5
聰明的孩子絕對會知道不應該和他們繼續往來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJG0Odwnod
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但是我又無法抗拒和他們繼續來往的誘惑。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUETqZPt9R
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因為他們有帥氣的摩托車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSsksPIjxS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrvMcV0dFM
他們是個8+9飆車族，車隊名稱叫做三太子風火輪。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNg3Xemo2O
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC28JoLepw1
沒有錯，我喜歡帥氣的摩托車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7giHfIBvOc
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看著那樣的帥氣摩托車，我就想騎上去飆。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEI08sQ5Fg
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54apKl4DEU
聽著引擎聲怒吼，我的感覺整個嗨到不必嗑任何東西。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyXr0Au8HC
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHu9Qsnr70
尤其是家裡沒有摩托車，只有分別由爺爺、爸爸和媽媽各自擁有的二輛汽車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzveK41RKnE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08mf3KCgfi
當年的我不懂汽車，只記得叫難聽的梅賽什麼的，看起來又黑又大又笨重，一點都不拉風的廉價車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SXO0tlJYo
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EBX2I72E5
而大哥大姊他們不只有摩托車，還都經過特別改裝，看起來又酷又炫。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncJ2x7SvXk
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7s21Rygvg
只要坐上去感覺就像世界無敵了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBjBrXr04o
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVbKNHyAE3
當年才十三歲的我，真的好希望自己也能擁有一輛自己的帥氣摩托車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfImmPbzMS
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所以我真的克制不住和他們一群人來往的慾望。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpOoXakDcW
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqu4RREp2k
他們一定是因為全都破碎家庭出身，主觀的認為我也一樣，所以完全不問我的來歷，我到場就接受我，讓我跟隊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FhuRuE7nk
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rMJD3rbYG
所以我不必上學的週六日一出門，就是主動去找他們，大家一起出門全速衝鋒。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBlfdsMeOS
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當然，我都是後座被載的那個。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjRlTVK3wO
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大部份時間，都是在靠中央山脈的山路衝鋒兜風，大約深夜就解散回家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pAKlPcrJP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77ATFH47yZ
少數時候，大家飆的比較瘋，就是順著車少的靠海道路從台灣南部衝到台北，再從基隆衝進宜蘭花蓮直到台東，再一路騎回來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidVtWznRlH
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真的是完全不睡覺，從白天騎到黑夜，再從黑夜騎到白天，猛衝台灣島一圈的衝鋒。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwJxFKOGRZ
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每個月都會像這樣衝一次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbR9OmKsGS
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大家都樂此不疲，我更是好開心。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHfSNtPI5R
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我覺得這個世界真的好遼闊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz27xfPZcrB
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我真的好想看到外面更寬大的世界。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpDX9FPNwg
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我越來越不想離開這個環島飆車團體。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnigRofeqn0
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不過想也知道，我才一個國中生，家人一定擔心追問。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y5p2ktvgq
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如果半夜才回家，這種情況還好，被媽媽碎念個幾句就好。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gYDinb2YJ
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如果是一整天的瘋狂環島……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fKF91gUfY
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終於，這個週日早上，第三次我再次環島瘋回來之後，被追問到底了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nBgPXB3dM
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51c89Ipnh9
不只媽媽和姊姊，就連最疼我的阿媽也在一邊看。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6TFfDd2i9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEGrfI7iVm
媽媽一臉擔心：「昨天週六你到底去哪裡？怎麼整晚都不回來？這樣的情況已經不是一次二次了！你才幾歲啊！大家整晚等你，怕你出什麼事，一直想去報警知不知道？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB6f8CVeQ3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj0NxQfC6E
因為擔心會被媽媽繼續罵，所以我回答：「沒事啦。只是和幾個朋友去台北玩。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHEPi0irgS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjy3Lbzj0a
這是事實，因為車隊的確會經過台北。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RuQAOhGBg
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雖然抵達台北的時候都是大部份人回家睡覺的深夜。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP69DSnZmN
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirNgmK21eO
換姊姊問：「阿弟，你們沒有做壞事吧？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKKjhQ9d3u
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe0kxSCSvy
如果說謊，媽媽和姊姊一定會看出來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEzQgdGZTt
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我覺得很煩又很無奈的直視她們，明示自己的清白：「沒有啦。真的只是一群人出去玩而已。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfruhyTR0X
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不過是騎摩托車瘋狂繞台灣，還會是什麼壞事？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X5FBVxvKF
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEePCKlnXPg
姊姊再問：「下週六你們也會像這樣出去玩到週日才回家？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7T4Lx11Ma
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ni04exh7o
我不耐煩的回：「又不是每次都這樣好不好？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmnenoJeeY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2gff1jQJ6
姊姊：「表示以後還會像這樣？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEvYUTepck
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX91tjukLd
我不敢回答，因為是肯定的，所以生氣大罵：「妳們又煩又囉嗦！有完沒完！碎碎唸個不停！我要回房間睡覺了啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTWP5dGkyV
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就此頭也不回，直往房間快步走。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFsRNhCFad
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媽媽她們看我忽然這麼兇的大罵之後轉身就走，全部愣在客廳，忽然追不上來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdFZu3Ll0n
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只有姊姊，第一時間追進房間，拉著我的手：「你到底跟誰出去？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVnZIa4dLw
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就這樣，我第一次和姊姊吵架了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStdPi1cCuY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2njSqwRb5O
發急的我，只能甩開姊姊的手：「問這麼多做什麼？是有那麼嚴重喔？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1el9Qv68c
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67np6nDKdJ
姊姊：「阿弟，媽媽剛才沒有說錯，你才十三歲，是個國中生啊！整晚不回家，大家當然擔心！加上你正在叛逆期，我們可以不擔心嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV0xuDYsXu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92pFpBwVUh
這時候，媽媽和阿媽也追上來觀戰。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3U4FqR9Yg
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8w4EWL9FE
不過她們暫時都沒有說話，把發言權交給姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2FXwg2kGv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7GWpnv4AM
我一心只想早點罵退她們，所以直接對姊姊罵：「到底關妳什麼事！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWKVRqltCi
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F7iwekIQn
姊姊：「為什麼不關我的事！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXwCIN6HNJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS8I2Rgmbx
我：「妳到底是我的誰啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQDRVWFUmi
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRASe2gJMJ
姊姊：「我是妳的姊姊啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRyH7mUdDO
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3otOPevExX
我：「我只是把妳當姊姊喊！不然我什麼時候有姊姊了！妳是媽媽生的喔？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnia5vogkeA
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姊姊的確一時難以回答。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoth853MPw
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIgNBhfpBa
我繼續說：「妳又不姓黃！明明什麼都不是！妳只是個外人！就不要再對我管那麼多了啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzslo3H4CA
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姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU1qNDImZL
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGCk577Xc5
媽媽：「你這個孩子對姊姊說什麼話！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNg2GLuass
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkvmVECmhD
阿媽也罵我：「是姊姊辛苦的一手把你帶到這麼大，知不知道？怕你冷！怕你熱！怕你餓到！怕你受傷生病！怕你書沒讀好！你還要去哪裡找這樣的姊姊！到底誰還會對你這麼好啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJtl42zXg3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmduLpSaSW
媽媽：「你的阿媽沒有說錯！姊姊真的對你那麼好，結果你竟然對姊姊說這種話！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT4O5aOmTm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSbnW2BeQe
這樣子，我又要面對她們三人了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ6Pp33Se2
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整晚沒有睡的我，又煩又氣又累，拉著房門就要緊緊關上。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwBqwMPEMP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OYYPM3szA
姊姊卻是踏出一步，伸手用力頂著門，不給我關。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjqC6Fduk7
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甚至於，姊姊直瞪著我，毫不移開雙眼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxx4CmfmR6
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被姊姊這樣瞪，頓時一陣膽寒。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB9HzsoFJB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYzIlD4Pn5
畢竟我是被姊姊從七歲一手帶大的孩子，對於和姊姊相處的實際記憶真的比媽媽還要多。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fmWg2Nxcv
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所以被姊姊這樣瞪，讓我感覺比親生媽媽這樣瞪還要可怕。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE27WuPZNM
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覺得自己真的麻煩大了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C276EKmWJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHcDxhf0SY
我又急又怕：「放手！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikibBCfTyE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug20hXlgss
姊姊：「不放！你不敢說，背後一定有問題！你好好說出是和誰出去整晚！你們到底去做什麼！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zHllbFJwF
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRWnhTenrB
我：「我已經說了，妳沒有資格問！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct7HbVUVhp
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqeBfXBh22
媽媽出頭：「那麼媽媽總有資格問吧！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgRUFOfEmY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJYQYeljlz
我更是不敢回答媽媽，只能繼續用力推門，對姊姊喊：「反正跟妳沒有關係，放手啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88mIrI5xzj
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr7I5d8wDU
姊姊只能喊：「我不是外人！我是嫁進黃家的媳婦！你這樣子，我會擔心啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdBXZT3qma
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLyxI8M6EB
我：「什麼媳婦！到底是誰的媳婦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH1h5bXYG3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJqNj6KAqd
姊姊：「你的啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlavSEU8WaA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX0WLNiOSB
當時的情況，姊姊不這樣說不行。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgxBNm6Hf5
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因為姊姊真的會在這個黃家找不到立足之地。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4TWnasE4e
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZk3IPsJfv
只會是個來自越南卻長時間住在黃家的外人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZRfCG9jBK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOR6RHU1dK
我：「才不是！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsFSC64CIk
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFPvMVgvpX
姊姊：「為什麼不是？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnANafm6cJb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eDnmO1T1X
我：「我又不是願意和妳結婚！再說當時我才幾歲啊！而且大家都知道只是做做樣子，又不是真的！妳才不是我的媳婦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXQGNL8mHZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqe0VuIKWn
接著姊姊的回答，我萬萬想不到。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmVOKGGiYj
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4mi5dXBp8
我真的萬萬想不到。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBihHtG7UM2
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFyWlJSXGl
姊姊問我：「那麼姊姊搬出去，和其他男生約會結婚也沒有關係了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIhqyMEJI3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbEirrFOZX
當然姊姊是故意這樣說，為了嚇嚇我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCjzU8Lhbe
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYZbw5l4zy
不過才十三歲的我根本還只是個不夠懂事的孩子，心臟立刻一個大跳！232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2LI16AwRY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEUnnhKzNc
這樣的心情，就像孩子聽到守寡的媽媽要改嫁。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKxmIPTJ9k
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只要是孩子，一般都會很難接受這樣的事情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWN7LPtupr
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO27El2YF7
到時候姊姊會被其他人搶走，姊姊就不再是我的姊姊了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS9kkZ5tOy
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GkGZSBbS0
說起來，當時的我真的就像個要斷奶卻無法斷個徹底的孩子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSc5DSbn7F
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BMkBDUhYP
當然我緊張的對姊姊說：「妳說什麼啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j31ykcIJJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma9q3vRrFc
姊姊說：「反正我又不是黃家的媳婦，你管姊姊那麼多。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogSUkHZofK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7gqRzh4Gb
我：「這是不同的事情啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiemscP6iQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgtXiy3Q7p
姊姊：「隨便你吧。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ2ofwWSTj
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jQsBpL9Te
說完，姊姊還真的直接放手，不再想把我的房間門頂開，並且轉身就走。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2ldMsXE52
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPn7iyVeEO
媽媽配合姊姊：「你這個孩子實在是啊……看看你剛才對姊姊說什麼話！姊姊真的不想管你了，還不快去跟姊姊說對不起！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMdotBxM4M
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaBgJOWOUM
我猶豫堅持僵持著。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nmmuG3QcO
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ385fYyL12t
畢竟如果說出事實，我知道她們一定不會再讓我去參加車隊兜風。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZzYl6vIws
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDaPcI9mo2
如果不說，姊姊又會變成別人的姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9d8GHHlRZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7yIKiVlfk
我的心情真的是有夠天人交戰。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ccu5OkQsp
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY0wZJRScx
根本是逼我二選一。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsn3oO2F7k
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBotZ2JJM5
媽媽：「姊姊真的不必勉強自己一直留在我們家！現在你真的要看姊姊離開？還不快去跟姊姊道歉！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorEK7toSeE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp82gdtKGu
終於，我還是害怕的：「嘖！」一聲，離開房間，快步跑去找姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpak4PtYA0p
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcA0DKiQoW
姊姊坐在客廳沙發看電視，冰冷的完全不看我一眼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRAuAT4yjQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkvgtzCxGS
我：「姊姊。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHB5VTbbAo
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHqtF9zD6o
姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xnWUAnVmJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTftyvSxP5
我：「姊姊，妳不要這樣。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLrAuqEISn
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姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW8Mi3Gm1v
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我：「對不起。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwsRkkFr3x
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姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6CMhPaVrt
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我：「妳不要走啦。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj24St1g9ii
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姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdmteSEJDB
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我：「剛才我真的不是故意那樣說……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHt3G9uGbJ
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姊姊終於看我：「姊姊想聽到的不是這些。是你整晚到底去哪裡？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb5RqTDCUK
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我又是一番掙扎：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnd1W5DeAb
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姊姊終於看我：「你從小到大，今天真的是第一次有事情瞞著姊姊。讓姊姊好難過。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9P1AIUh3T
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我：「如果我說了，你們一定不會再讓我出去……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pStl9Qz3C
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姊姊：「反正你先說，到底整晚去哪裡做什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvM9upKEbY
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我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAllrjj4UTG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jurEwi1Lh
姊姊：「還是不願意說嗎？反正對你來說，姊姊只是這個黃家的外人吧。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEShPLOtKHE
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我：「不是那樣啦。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85fV9we4Da
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwVc9nHNkJ
姊姊：「那就告訴姊姊。不然姊姊真的要搬走了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4FXpfVoDb
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我只能心一橫：「昨天我是去參加車隊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu2oC0DGZd
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姊姊：「車隊？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kkwh7edRN
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我：「整天跟大家坐摩托車兜風，只有那樣而已。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1sFQRNyf9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJz60I45bI
阿媽擔心的問：「你跟人家去飆車？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsRY7NDJPw
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eRJrHd5ac
我拼命想著讓自己可以無罪開脫的回答說詞，可是就速度來說，又覺得很難辯駁：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS9aiwySxZ
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媽媽看我的沉默，直接有罪判定，滿臉的難以相信：「你竟然去跟人家飆車……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARhW3Rx2Fl
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我：「不是飆車啦！只是外面騎一圈而已！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYhuY8Cd44
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9EO1MtLtv
姊姊冰冷的說：「騎去哪裡？為什麼整晚才回來？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9E2Lt1qaR
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdg7Fakczq
我：「沒有去哪裡啦……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY85jJVkSYe
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqBAlzBzCc
姊姊：「到底跟人家騎去哪裡？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52EiPFVpuJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhV08u5Fjt
我：「就是……台灣繞一圈而已……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvYMrsyQwT
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEG1xShXsK
姊姊略顯訝異：「台灣繞一圈？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jNA51cZ1x
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我看姊姊的反應，知道不妙了：「真的只有那樣！不是什麼危險的飆車啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yvmwQbdpf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzR5KhhEBI
姊姊：「一天騎台灣一圈？所以整晚都在騎車？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWeTKvYYxa
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阿媽再次：「哎喲！這樣不就整天在飆車！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5pBC9muYa
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4qM1gsz5f
媽媽同樣受驚不小，音量非常大：「你這個孩子實在是！竟然去跟飆車族整天在一起飆車！那樣有多危險知不知道！如果出事怎麼辦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqby3SAjOM
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOTFus95RP
換阿媽哀叫：「哎喲……你這樣如果讓疼你的阿公知道，他一定會驚的血壓飆高喔……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXR7Lue1gB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bua0ASKif
我：「真的沒有想的那麼危險啦！再說我已經參加過三次，不是都沒有出事！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFuuO0DA7m
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媽媽直接大聲：「以後不准再去參加，聽到沒有！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWhQGH749C
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcnJkeeZmN
阿媽：「黃家現在只有你這個獨孫！黃家還要靠你傳下去！你要是有個萬一要怎麼辦啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0AGp1ElNS
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果然，變成我最討厭的情況。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYBOOYurKq
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我只能做著沒有意義的抗議：「就是因為會這樣，我才不敢跟妳們說啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2h90MYhEA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4CdbWWf7R
姊姊接口：「你不敢說，因為你自己也知道本來就不應該去參加。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgRl6pEtrb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kVHaOqJUK
我：「但是真的沒有想像的危險！你們看我不是一直都平安回來？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff8Ms7G5nZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgREdL6jVWF
姊姊：「不論你說多安全，我們都不會相信。飆車本來就是很危險的事情，更不必說你才十三歲。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ337jTxQwnI
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我：「所以等我十八歲就可以了，是不是？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT2kUaUpgZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTfL2devyc
姊姊卻是直瞪著我，直接一句：「姊姊對你很失望。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89IcvMnHhk
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQorAb50EhC
我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsxUlEp8hG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPCE5At2xE
姊姊：「我一直以為你會開始懂事，會自己想……結果你竟然做出這麼危險的事情，去參加整天飆車的飆車族。姊姊真的對你非常失望。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2NEXE0WqU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NN8hRfeKn
我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnbFQmfh7d
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99ohUqOizm
姊姊：「你根本還是個不懂事的孩子，完全不知道事情輕重。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHW3YdD6Se
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIB8EF1lT8
阿媽也在旁邊整個憂心：「會變壞……這樣一定會變壞……哎喲……怎麼辦啦……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87eJJU36iG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF79XDm6SWu
我做著最後掙扎：「事情真的不是那樣……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgzSLtN4SY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlbqAIzsee
姊姊：「反正你不准再去參加，否則姊姊就搬出去，再也不管你了，有沒有聽到？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r2JPUYsQX
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我還能怎麼回答？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOgOIU3FTi
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只能垂頭喪氣：「知道了……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMqeN4DUKU
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當時的我，真的覺得好難過，覺得好不甘願。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzTLpJ9cOd
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因為我真的很喜歡騎著摩托車兜風的感覺。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6b28Zkw2W
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現在這一切，因為我不希望姊姊離開，所以都要被強迫終止。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZesY5ZNPn
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讓我怎麼接受？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF6BE9Ep9V
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我自然悶悶不樂起來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMgBnoezHR
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週日的這場爭吵，就這樣結束。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozqRdeiuLG
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然後，週二這一天，在外面跑生意的爸爸回家休息幾天了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6bbP3a4Am
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所以這一天放學回家，我立刻被爸爸叫到客廳。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht3FA6ATHw
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爸爸一臉嚴肅，姊姊她們三人都在旁邊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc7GoJY1tm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R5DFtwuHi
雖然爸爸因為和阿公一樣整天在東南亞跑，都把我的事情交給阿媽媽媽和姊姊，幾乎沒有插手過我的教育，不過還是會在必要的時候管教我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN0seyWIVQ
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所以我其實還頂怕爸爸的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zARre9T5D
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爸爸開口就是嚴肅的問：「聽媽媽說，你去參加飆車族，已經好幾次和他們環島？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePWdcF3R8v
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我覺得說再多也沒有意義，所以簡單的：「嗯。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4VtPO0sxy
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmttrdygWb
爸爸嚴厲罵來：「亂來！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcdjm8TRaO
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO84BTqe1W
我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXWExBjHhs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAiyE1zfDK
爸爸：「你以為飆車好玩啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbxrRnuYgR
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Ik4lAbgG
不服氣又不甘心的我，雖然會怕爸爸，不過還是什麼都不管了，直接說：「很好玩。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIBV7dKGWG
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聽著腳下的引擎怒吼，看著二旁道路快速向後衝去的速度感，進入前方從來沒有見過的新世界，真的很好玩。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf6MFdeTeo
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我真的喜歡騎摩托車旅行的感覺。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6WA92gN9E
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYppLw9qvO
越是參加那個車隊，我越是著迷於那樣的感覺，難以自拔。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ4vxjg3or
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不過，在場四人都為我這句話：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLXFua4f54
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真的，他們都被我一句話頂到安靜。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb7ifmuDx5
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好幾秒，半句話沒有。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD2eBNpKuI
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wvLDHfFaI
爸爸反應回來，更兇的說：「飆車是在拿自己的生命安危開玩笑，你到底知不知道！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXqCHPXacJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F9ZaNoBPX
我：「反正你們不會懂啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoenKULiJK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlJhCEpmtN
爸爸：「是你完全不懂！真的跟個孩子一樣！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPIPSjk3pj
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexJsxXuDux
我正想要給爸爸頂嘴……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVgKqEJwA9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZqaBk1wZE
一直安靜在旁邊的姊姊：「那麼你說，我們不懂什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5B5CaqgPD
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt9POcJ82f
我：「反正你們不會再讓我去了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWfrCKwJnM
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGAx9EBJUr
姊姊：「我們的確不會再讓你去參加飆車族。可是如果你說出來，至少我們還可以懂你為什麼會去參加。是因為姊姊開始不陪你，所以你覺得一個人很寂寞嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qxrZfrFVK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwHWj0cEAj
我：「不是那樣啦。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AzyW0jdIP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvBIwdnyjX
姊姊：「那是怎麼樣？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdy4dK87Qt
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56jIShJyRH
我：「我喜歡騎摩托車。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEef6G09aFs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvpjBkR2Bz
姊姊：「你喜歡騎摩托車？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J2aTd1fLX
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBzUSWab3v
我：「我知道你們一定會覺得那些騎摩托車的人都是壞孩子，當然不會讓我去參加。可是他們其實沒有你們想像的那麼壞。我只是和他們一起騎車，一起兜風，又沒有怎麼樣……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKYfCKPAZJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEoYOLWC7R
姊姊卻是說：「我們先把他們的事情放在一邊。你為什麼會喜歡摩托車？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBDqUIpdJ6
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MrH8NoG7D
我：「你們一定不喜歡摩托車吧？是不是覺得會騎摩托車的人都是窮人？都不是什麼好人？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZloxfVqKe
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姊姊：「你為什麼這樣問？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoKR28LO40
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我：「因為一定是這樣啊！否則我們家為什麼連一輛摩托車都沒有！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT4l6pHxVR
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爸爸出面回答：「因為汽車載人載物比較方便，也比較安全！再說平時如果大家需要出門，媽媽會開車，不是都會開爸爸的車載你們出門？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgINcwvTjHF
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我：「不一樣啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOcrlyiJkA
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姊姊：「哪裡不一樣？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCGiwfOXjp
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我：「摩托車帥氣拉風又自由，騎起來的感覺就是好棒！我們家的車又笨重又醜，名字也難聽又難記，叫梅塞什麼的……要怎麼跟帥氣的摩托車比！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQSvI2U7zm
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爸爸沉默二秒，口氣好許多：「梅賽德斯？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVTCCXPTRG
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我：「對！梅賽德斯！聽都沒有聽過！看起來也真的有夠醜！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMiMG0mhd4
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爸爸：「梅賽德斯是主名，大家常知的通名是賓士。我們家二輛車都是賓士高級車款，你知道一輛多少錢嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRLbAUywXK
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當然我絕對聽過，知道是很貴的車，忍不住確認：「賓士？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3S8TSj0aj
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爸爸：「都是賓士。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wDCLJR2Jz
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下一秒，我有一種極為失望的感覺，因為總覺得賓士那樣的名貴轎車應該看起來更加不同凡響才對。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfZ6RkTBGX
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所以我發自內心回答爸爸：「好醜……真的……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcO1uL5CjY
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首先，美醜是很主觀的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3hZNLMukH
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再來，我真的打心底覺得，賓士有名又貴到讓我很無法理解。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRqtoX6Zgn
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真的，就算我已經長大成人，還是不喜歡賓士的外型，就算是賓士的跑車款也一樣……絕對是青菜蘿蔔每人各有喜好。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQUY6JHS9O
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所以這時候的我萬分的難掩失望之情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gdbR6sJgl
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爸爸：「賓士也有跑車款，看起來很好看。我們家二輛都是家用房車，所以看起來像一般常見車輛，不過的確都是很貴的頂級賓士。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSjpGSkrdN
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我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSomkQ1iWG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOTa95pYjF
姊姊再問：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDu64RYiQwI
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkyvVqatD4
我：「摩托車很棒啊！車隊的大哥大姊都把自己的車改的好酷好炫！那是因為你們沒有看過，不然你們一定也會喜歡！坐在上面騎，感覺就很舒服！真的可以騎一整天也不會膩！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p8MOtuCxL
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他們四人，幾秒的安靜。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpbSlmUOIs
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爸爸終於說：「十來歲的年輕人，真的都會比較喜歡摩托車吧？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi60yxuoSVU
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我：「所以讓我再去參加車隊啦！他們真的只是單純的在路上騎車，沒有想的那麼危險！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNbQviB2BH
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媽媽直接大聲：「不可能！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtayhODTUHq
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爸爸也說：「你給我乖乖留在家裡，有沒有聽到？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9gk6qV9l6
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ27iUn9lW5
阿媽更是：「傻孫啊，摩托車騎那麼快多危險啊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJldpGbNc4
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我還能怎辦：「我就知道！一定會變成這樣！跟你們根本白說！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9kklYVGJL
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDiWpKs1IT
姊姊：「你真的那麼喜歡摩托車？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4aAhJnTKt
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEMjddBff1
我開始發洩自己被強迫阻止的怒氣：「我就是喜歡！比家裡那二輛什麼醜賓士帥氣多了！就算你們現在禁止我！但是等到我滿十八歲是個大人了，一定要回去車隊給你們看！到時候看你們怎麼阻止我！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi4QCHHDlG
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媽媽：「你這個孩子！說這什麼話！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VCDsV6FHP
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我：「我一定會回去車隊給你們看！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevtZE1O5ja
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媽媽本來想再罵我，但是看爸爸一直安靜：「你也對孩子說句話啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUK4nAD8NM
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爸爸卻是思考：「嗯……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiDjgTRkxd
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媽媽：「喂！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnO4D9qRVB
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爸爸回答媽媽：「看他這樣，不如我先通知爸爸？不管怎樣，這件事都要讓爸爸知道，再看要怎麼處理。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuNp0vilpd
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當然，爸爸口中的爸爸就是阿公。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkMMUejB4l
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媽媽：「要告訴爸爸？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc1USIXN2y
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阿媽：「讓你的阿公知道你出去飆車一整天，還要出去繼續飆，一定要為你急的高血壓啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAU6KETokg
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然後，爸爸播起電話，開始和電話另一頭的阿公說我的事情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcpcwFD2kM
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參加8+9飆車族。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujZwOupMXw
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一整天的飆車，環台一圈好幾次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yIPDCfdi7
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還放話，長大成人之後要回去繼續飆……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TXBNNLiqU
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然後爸爸掛電話，告訴我們：「爸爸說他會把工作的事排開，搭明天的班機趕回來。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGD3zrScG3
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阿公一定吃驚訝異又發急，否則不會放下工作立刻趕回來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwS3QN9guB
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阿媽：「傻孫子，你自己看看，阿公為你急的……哎喲……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso7ut9v0Gx
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我也只能摸摸鼻子回房間，心情忐忑又不好的準備面對明天就要回來的阿公。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HtP4VLApn
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就這樣，隔天週三，我照樣去學校上學。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTobtLWDEM
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傍晚回家，阿公果然已經等在客廳。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMuC9t2KpH
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姊姊他們四個人，都陪在旁邊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMF1W1zcST
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因為阿公和阿媽一樣疼我這個寶貝金孫，所以阿公沒有像爸爸一樣嚴肅板著臉。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lar2Ft8ZG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9orQzCq5IW
阿公說的很溫和：「阿弟，先回房間放下書包，然後來告訴阿公怎麼回事？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJZUE00OyG
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於是放下書包的我，回到客廳。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNsag89sI1
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阿公立刻對我招手，讓我親密坐到大腿上。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qgbqeq1cn
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阿公對待我，真的一直都像對待幼稚園的小孩子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTVl5L66Tt
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可能對阿公來說，我不論長多大，永遠都會是當年那個可愛的小孫子吧。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpfpg79Ljd
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於是我開始把整個事情從頭跟阿公說一次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYHmx4Fpkt
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說完之後，換阿公問我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbQ9gZGLm0
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先問我怎麼和那個車隊認識上，然後問我們都去哪裡？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgMVEHwr6l
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接著都是問一些我為什麼那麼喜歡摩托車之類的事情？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOvdfvG5b1
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我一直把自己的所有感受告訴阿公，並且求阿公讓我回去參加車隊，才能繼續快樂兜風旅行。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX2z8cSNKY
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阿公很有耐心的仔細聽我從頭說到完。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFjCv4QE2B
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最後，阿公問我：「你真的這麼喜歡摩托車？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FNT0rOpMT
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKph8z7YHf
我當然說：「很喜歡！因為看起來好帥，騎著兜風也很開心！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPqhC458c5
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阿公安靜：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gfnQE3d4K
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我開始撒嬌：「阿公……讓我回去參加好不好啦？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm9RyCHJOr
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阿公：「不可以。真的太危險。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOljzB99edI
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我像個孩子拼命耍賴：「讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！讓我回去啦！……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOrkU7pfbP
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阿公一直微笑看著我，一言不發。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRUtuibPfy
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爸爸很兇罵來：「不要這樣亂！大家是為你好！長大一點！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvKJQ8OPwz
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以前阿公都會袒護我，不過現在阿公只是安靜微笑看我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxVwHMr5Vn
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我當然不敢再發亂：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVhKwWtP87
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阿公哄我：「好了，去洗個澡，換個衣服，全家一起去餐館吃晚飯。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8au3NjUEsh
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我：「可是車隊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNEAVtJgbI
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阿公摸著我的頭：「乖。去洗澡。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZt8bBVM3u
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我只好百般絕望，垂頭喪氣，前往浴室洗澡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMwh5fdZ3S
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在離開客廳的時候，聽到阿公叫爸爸的小名：「阿忠？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14muRUS6ev
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爸爸回應：「爸？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedOMgqzUzw
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阿公：「我們黃家的確只有他一個男孩。不管怎麼樣，今後大家一定要看好他。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1398fXay3u
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爸爸回答：「我們都知道要看好他。可問題是再過幾年他如果成年，到時候又要怎麼管？成年人實在是很難管了。要是真的搬出去，更是沒有辦法管。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C2lqHuhUB
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然後我走遠，只聽到交談聲，聽不到他們到底在商量要怎麼看緊我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ61WFriCkf
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當時我真的是感覺徹底無望啊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlNo448k0x
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車隊當然更是沒有辦法再回去。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3VmGfp01r
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因為姊姊故意會在週六日一直跟著我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEmvGT2E9M
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我因為不希望姊姊離開黃家，所以也不敢再偷跑回去參加車隊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINet495sqM
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可以說我在『姊姊』和『摩托車』這二個我都喜歡的存在，選擇了姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevFloMPsGb
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不過我還是會在路上有人騎摩托車經過的時候，感覺好羨慕。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllzI3eeQyB
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一心想著：我一定要在成年之後想辦法買一輛自己的摩托車……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9kvd7rIVI
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我對於摩托車旅行的慾望，真的只是暫時自我壓抑，並沒有消失。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRoAroD2JE
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一個月之後的這個週六。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSHsD1ACnN
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一大早，姊姊就出門，不見蹤影。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbWy6dE83a
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看不見姊姊，感覺就是奇怪。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDHLT23feG
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因為姊姊應該會主動來跟著我監視才是？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBEb651NwR
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我吃著早餐，好奇追問媽媽：「姊姊呢？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJLj039LIS
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媽媽：「去城裡。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYPigJGW35
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也就是說，姊姊去鄰近的城市。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyTEh9KeBk
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我問：「去做什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iNN6NdP1o
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媽媽隨便敷衍：「辦點事情。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOyA9fWA64
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於是吃過早餐的我，回到房間寫週末作業。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoslXVBBZs
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雖然我想過可以趁姊姊不在的這個機會偷偷跑回去參加車隊，不過還是因為害怕姊姊會離開而……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwwKxuQH7D
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就這樣，下午大約二點。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWvuzhfuci
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我聽到響亮的摩托車引擎聲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpjBrHAI5j
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那樣的引擎聲，一聽就很不同凡響，絕對不是一般市區常見的摩托車引擎聲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN4kMvrgFD
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaypCZgMtc5
如果要形容那樣的引擎聲，就像是馬匹的腳蹄，很有力的踩著地面，每次都快速踩三下：『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』，『噠！噠！噠！』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWEUdawplH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADiJ4WV0oh
聽起來規律、快速又清脆，非常悅耳。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zzDVjBZ85
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尤其是，竟然不是從家門前的道路騎過去，而是騎進這個住家的廣大前院，在前院踏馬蹄。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUWpJYZVUs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbu6y4mMae
鄉下因為土地寬，像我們這樣的有錢人家一般都會有像這樣的大前院。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YkEeCWBUv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ob1K3vx6v
摩托車就那樣停在前院，三馬蹄引擎隆隆作響。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY9E1oMGGZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DZLn3btYI
寫作業的我立刻停筆，順著聲音轉頭，心中猜想：『摩托車？誰來了？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5JwijmKdI
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndcAPvSdNe
然後媽媽高興喊來：「阿弟你快來看！姊姊把摩托車牽回家了！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ceClvEoZV
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1RrYR8ebJ
我自然萬般意外：『姊姊？牽摩托車回家？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oO95RKHuX
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XvRwdv56M
立刻拋下作業跑到前院看個究竟。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNp0cmMC0L
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMbzaYEveg
抵達前院，阿媽和媽媽已經在前院看摩托車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0IaT0krqf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r7ydvDDTT
引擎正在隆隆作響的果然不是一般車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhnQVJBXkb
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至少一看外型就絕對不是路上常見的車款。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9zByPXIvB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1kMYAADpp
外表看起來很拉風，很像是賽車場使用的競技車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOVo2TTPQk
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那麼是什麼車？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYGpO75CL8
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是哈雷重型機車，全球限量二百輛的特別款，現在有一輛在我家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHHhQpltDs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX8TTXCJ7W
全車幾乎都是由技術師父純手工組合和調整，可以說是精密的手工品。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5NAeZO6oZ
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必然是從美國出發，通過層層關卡和檢查之後運來台灣，才會一個月之久才來到家裡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj5AsgP0Ag
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至於價錢，這一輛哈雷價值將近新台幣三百萬元，抵的上一輛賓士。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OFXErddcS
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把這台限量款哈雷騎回來的騎士，正是一大早就出門的姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRBwJB6wWb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEqtx21HE8
漂亮的姊姊穿著全黑緊身皮衣，身材凹凸搶眼，跨坐哈雷，看起來超級帥氣迷人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXImlPjS74M
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjYdS97nc9
過去那支車隊的所有大哥和大姊頭，從車到人都跟姊姊完全沒得比。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPn2hR4zGE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSMr8lZ5fJ
我趕緊跑到車邊，興奮的又叫又跳：「姊姊！這輛車是怎麼回事！是怎麼回事！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjpsP5EOXV
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo69ApYWGJp
姊姊對我溫暖微笑：「阿公和爸爸買回來的摩托車。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR26HySByb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXeAEfJIKM
我完全難以相信：「真的買回來？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQzWeNgf52
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrlI69ytAY
畢竟一個月來，家人都沒有跟我說要買摩托車回來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rQ54iCh39
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXl0sePTrV
媽媽回答：「本來阿公是說要大家把你看好。後來是你的姊姊跟阿公和爸爸說，如果你這麼喜歡摩托車，不如買一輛回來。看姊姊對妳多好，處處為你想，你卻對姊姊說那些話……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCJjdaZTcE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuJgFYEeKB
我已經顧不得那麼多，激動興奮叫個不停：「哇！哇！哇！哇！哇！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHSt0LMYAz
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6d8Klv7qH
姊姊：「帥氣嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmHvy4nhDE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY7ueITwBS
我：「好帥！好帥！好帥！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mXIfuIsGP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0urF5FdbQ
姊姊微笑：「你真的很喜歡摩托車呢。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIeBXElU6X
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64U1u8lHwm
我：「買摩托車為什麼都不跟我說！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ999GgDd93s
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnU2MhuYyu
姊姊直接說：「因為如果這一個月你趁機跑回去參加飆車，我們就會在你眼前把摩托車賣掉，懲罰你。讓你知道偷偷做壞事會有報應。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBVTH90Tkf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyYNb66cko
到時候對我來說，會是多可怕的報應和懲罰啊？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDuQCQO0bE
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG5xjHmzHy
也幸好，今天我沒有趁著姊姊不在偷偷跑回去車隊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjboePJtOoM
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48ThZdojN5
我忍不住又氣又笑：「好壞！你們真的好壞！都不說！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK2FDz7h1N
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF2BBruZax
姊姊伸手摸我的頭：「不過你一直很乖，沒有偷偷跑回去飆車。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA8R77FmTV
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我：「所以這輛車要給我騎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUkADqtCZk
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzboAglUFW7
我已經滿心騎著它到處兜風的幻想。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC4ib6z18L
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldS16qwOZO
姊姊：「不是喔。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7Rviurl2n
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5FqdkvZZS
我：「不是？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t5owcNNCb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ld0oaHel2
姊姊：「你才幾歲，也沒有駕照，怎麼能讓你自己騎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxaACY2lXb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxBw0CXFMy
我急的：「不讓我騎，那麼買回來做什麼啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU6D6xE8FQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmYawwEPqx
媽媽告訴我：「姊姊會負責載你，讓你願意乖乖留在家裡。除非你成年考上駕照，否則這輛車都給姊姊騎，讓姊姊載你兜風。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3cRprpqnb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlEmUrfhnR
這就是阿公回來的那天，為什麼沒有說要買車回來的原因。不是沒有錢買，而是阿公和爸爸整天不在家，很難常常載我兜風，摩托車買回來也只是堆灰塵，相信我一定不會喜歡……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkwlmQE6nm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV8O0ewI7Y
不過我聽媽媽這樣說才想到，直看著姊姊：「啊！姊姊會騎車？妳有駕照？妳真的把車騎回來？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEGHvTR1cu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGbLAGoQo3
因為就我知道，姊姊應該不會騎車也不會開車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zxoCQJES2
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K5VNszMIt
姊姊：「這一個月，你在學校上課的時候我去考駕照。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCgAVAtV7N
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qnh6LmAy0
我喜悅的：「姊姊好帥！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonVaJ9EcSn
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRaAiektJm
姊姊又一次提醒：「你絕對不可以再去參加外面那些車隊，不然這輛帥氣的摩托車就會賣給別人，知不知道？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYck0DWJz5o
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgbzLIiTdx
我再問：「姊姊真的自己把這輛車騎回來？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk9UZq6L6l
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rlBMSC98X
姊姊：「路上大家都在看，感覺有夠不好意思。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt1MKIel8N
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi4qoOTv2c
我：「因為看起來真的好帥啊！可是這輛車看起來好重，姊姊真的有辦法騎的動？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCWhvJGPsh
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHAIKEqhCK
姊姊：「我本來也懷疑自己會騎不動。但是實際坐上去，發現重心很穩，腳架也很容易推動，女生也能輕鬆騎動。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAmIsusC7H
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp26uIqD6W
聽到這裡，我再也忍不住。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL9RAEam1h
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直接伸手摸握把：「讓我騎一下看看就好！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFmNcbNysf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDkw9Oyvg6
就算只有一次也好，我也要帥氣的騎著哈雷限量款機車兜風！232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIwwSXKNze
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLjgFt5o2P
姊姊：「不行。沒聽到姊姊剛才說什麼嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgOMaCXV1X
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYLhQiJWGL
我：「只是在這個庭院而已，讓我騎騎看啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaDFBA6JZ1
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYnrwPZ5To
姊姊：「剛才姊姊已經說過，除非你二十歲考到駕照，否則絕對不可能讓你自己騎。如果你自己偷騎，也會把它賣掉喔。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy3u5YbStv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozHnbTw7gQ
我：「可是－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTchSotsajS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcuOP1JSZM
姊姊溫柔微笑：「姊姊不是說了，我可以隨時載你出門。你不相信姊姊嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGGmsqnxrA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpkACmCFXj
姊姊這樣說，才讓我稍微釋懷。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxB3VHLJXw
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfQEcRNqF0
在一旁媽媽說：「讓姊姊負責載你，這樣大家才會放心。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtaN8W0eZq
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN26YSppc36
阿媽也說：「對啦對啦，這樣最好，不然要賣掉喔。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAYMfmq0wf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RTcmwwSma
姊姊：「戴上這頂安全帽，上車吧。姊姊先載你在附近騎一圈。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7KyU0XN7t
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7tKfJc7GH
我不再多說，開心的直接坐上後座。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgWuP6XcG0
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeglzGIC8ya
姊姊：「抱緊我，比較安全。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokvgTfM2Lc
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZfcwigr0q
於是我親密摟著姊姊的細腰，貼靠在姊姊的背上。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPygerpq7P
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokgxeo9yqt
姊姊：「阿媽，媽媽，我們去外面騎一圈就回來。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT69yEYzrB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub0VHm5inS
媽媽：「小心一點。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYgWI4y9lU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3atTqCLMjA
然後姊姊調轉車頭，轉動油門，載我出發。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eiDdBhmc5
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7e7q4TWiD
雖然時速只有安全的三四十公里，並且都是騎在附近的寬大省道。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnnyEFXz2Z
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClM6w8ApJi
不過可以再一次騎車兜風，我還是覺得好開心。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpuzLcW2r3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m9ZhVhxPd
當然，路上所有人還是都看著這輛車，聽著不同凡響的三馬蹄引擎聲，真的非常引人注意。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxmYNTN2QT
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就此騎著騎著，姊姊忽然說：「阿弟？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBltqnOu8l
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqs5rjRROi
我：「什麼事？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf3ixypr3E
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfjWcWKJDg
姊姊：「現在這輛車雖然是姊姊騎，不過姊姊其實對於自己騎車沒有興趣。所以你快點長大，二十歲考重機駕照，換你載姊姊，知道嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaRor3pOaQ
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我：「好。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQywSUlvuaF
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姊姊：「約好了喔？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlWKj78XoJ
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我當然說：「約好了！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAd5nf0vqC
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然後，又是一會的安靜兜風。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SHIbrPNKM
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換我主動開口：「姊姊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiZkaMNPLZ
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姊姊：「怎麼了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04PvRISImo
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB77j3QB9x
我：「那一天，我對妳說那些話，對不起……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4TaisufwK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD7ebP7WzI
姊姊：「姊姊能夠瞭解，沒有關係，你能夠平安長大，好好的成人，比什麼都重要。所以你不要再把這件事放在心上了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAda7Q2k8eR
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不過我還是開口，很想要再說點什麼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9ZW1cwZHu
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問題是，我到底還能說什麼？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyt7MuBLX2
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wJ13cgrXZ
不論如何，我們家就這樣因為姊姊為我說話，買進一輛非常帥氣的哈雷機車。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncjRLyuwx1
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由姊姊負責保管，定時騎去哈雷直屬的修車場檢查，所以保養的非常好。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0azTpRv1IC
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我當然沒有興趣再去參加那個飆車隊，因為我已經和姊姊組成一個二人小車隊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuewP8Fg2Ub
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UrlsugRBd
姊姊會在我的作業寫完之後穿上出遊用皮衣，帥氣的載我出門兜風。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddPiJJj1tK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4at7RMEuVZ
載我前往從來沒有去過的地方，騎進沒有去過的大街小巷，看看陌生的新世界。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7srsIlokV
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甚至於，有計劃和安排的準備好帳篷之類野營用品，載我去遠一點的露營區過夜，週日下午才載我回家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5EOud8L3V
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整趟旅程，我們都會東聊西聊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwYuO1bwR8
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我都是說些最近遇到的事情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgfvBmWFrf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrlMlzByWp
姊姊都會說些以前在越南的往事，或是她的父母和二位弟弟。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4ruW4Iah4
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因此我對於姊姊的娘家算是有一定程度的瞭解。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVPq37cgUZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmUUqGzonR
我問過：「姊姊，妳很想念越南的家人吧？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6pDsY4rTS
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姊姊：「當然會想啊。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1J4oelnNS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uFhrfOUll
我再問：「為什麼不回家看看？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKJ13kRGAL
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面對這個問題，姊姊沒有回答，只是沉默。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAK4Hr221G
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQXe32kZfl
不過我大概可以猜想到姊姊的心。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nPIuBhXgk
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40m7RwqLsB
姊姊一定是認為已經過來台灣黃家這麼久，加上一種難以說明白的望鄉情怯吧……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcHDj8P3iC
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所以雖然姊姊和我分房生活，不再於上下學接送我，但是因為摩托車旅行，我們的關係依然親密。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzy1ZfndHK
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真的讓我一再想起阿媽罵我的時候說的：『到底誰還會對你這麼好？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlg78p3x9p
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忙碌於工作的阿公和爸爸不可能。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuxyllO2VX
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阿媽雖然疼我，不過已經有點年紀，加上必須處理很多家事，所以同樣不可能。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV5fGe5YIN
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媽媽十八歲和爸爸結婚，十九歲生下我，雖然現在才三十二歲，不過親密感沒有姊姊對我這麼好，加上必須管教我而無法對我百依百順。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac1iHA4790
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真的只有姊姊對我這麼好。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo1hOEc273
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因此，我再次認真思考：『姊姊對我來說，到底是什麼人？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24coCu1JA0
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoSNmDhMaA
姊姊當然是沒有血緣關係的外人，不是真正的姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxUj4pLL71
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWYIpl4nTN
真的要當成姊姊看待，我們之間有十一歲這麼大的年齡差距，很詭異。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyzBPJWl0G
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1VYYCKcHX
如果要說感情，又比一般的姊弟還要親密，絕對是姊弟以上的程度。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8SkAuh4Wf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH05eexxeu
要說我和姊姊是情侶或是夫妻……問題是，我的確是由姊姊一手拉拔長大的孩子，完全無法產生那麼親密的戀愛感情。雖然我的確不希望失去姊姊，更別說姊姊如果真的交男朋友。我對於姊姊真的具有不能有第三者出現的獨佔心理。
反觀姊姊，雖然把我照顧的不像單純的姊姊照顧弟弟，因為真的照顧的太貼心，但是看起來也不像對我有明顯的男女之愛那樣的感覺。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12yvATsN33
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6gUzv2ZRp
所以，姊姊到底是我的什麼人？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7lSkjBbak
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRCKW8Jcap
姊弟以上，戀人未滿，到底應該怎麼面對這樣的關係？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2L34UkOpk
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tuyjoNUpW
一天天長大成人的我，就這樣開始越來越認真的給自己和姊姊的關係尋找新定位。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s7BzMeNKl
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6MivNVHuM
畢竟我已經隱隱感覺到，如果找不到答案，最後等著我的一定只有遺憾和失落……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGo7aj267K
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我們家這輛哈雷，是全世界限量二百輛的限定款。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x0fFMpapZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6hAZtTyMa
網路上專門觀看影片的網站，只要輸入這輛哈雷的型號，就能找到不少相關影片。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtqv4eQSdc
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大部分的同款車都是在歐美。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrJFVFEyr6
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台灣這裡，只有我們家這一輛。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7cXI0GAmj
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所以只要是和台灣有關的同款車影片，一定是我們家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQmFibqtEg
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不是我們拍的影片，是路上偶然遇到的識車人拍的。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpVpERaSyw
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ131tSGuxMt
他們看到我們這輛罕見哈雷出現眼前，當然立刻開始錄影。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhnRg8ixBZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowxe0n2PaY
影片中的姊姊都穿著黑色緊身皮衣，載著後座的我兜風，時速都是很安全的三十多公里而已。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboiJhTUY61
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5YIwwcys0
姊姊看起來真的帥氣又迷人，根本像是摩托車界的瀟灑女英雄。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4keGUFsxF
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然後影片底下的留言，大都是一些車友或是愛車人，否則不會從型號找進來看影片。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBJNzsFO6l
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他們發表像這樣的言論：232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54KUoMIBB4
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「哈雷重機引擎特殊的三節拍好棒！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTrmkdcMFr
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「這輛車多少？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e0jJhjfir
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「三百多萬，全球限定二百輛的特殊款，台灣應該只有這一輛。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeErEfsHUi
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「三百多萬？我要不吃不喝好幾年才買的起啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHY3Iy9uyh
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「她幾歲？買的起？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0WVp4kMkw
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「一定是有錢人家的大小姐。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzDZuvqzCO
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「是我的菜，我可以。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ixHuomaSd
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「不管可不可以，路上遇見離遠一點，別撞上了，當心要賣腎。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpoTs8AoK0
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「如果是她撞我怎麼辦？可以要她用身體賠償？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwAldOTBp4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyljRAiEyGw
「朋友在路上親眼看見過。我聽他說還不太相信，竟然真是年輕女騎士……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXLOFjn5dG
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「她撐的住這麼大的重機？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMp1A8S0SN
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「後座載的是誰？弟弟還是男朋友？年齡看不出來。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJaCpvRWnV
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5rPNYOefg
「看他抱成那樣，應該是男朋友？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAinSmU0ez
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然後有人說：「他們的關係，你們點進去這個連結的影片看看……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo18PEiF3N
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfWJEclVNG
點進去連結之後，又是另一段錄影的影片。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g8DOu2ODO
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我記得那段影片和那一天。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCueFnzBRxW
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那一天姊姊載我跑遠一點，回程的時候在路邊的小七休息，買麵包飲料休息一會，忽然跑出一個三十歲左右的大哥哥。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqoQ1DUmsB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0o8b3J64t
那位大哥哥穿著同樣用來騎車旅行的緊身皮衣，也是騎自己的重型摩托車出門旅行，遇到我們也在小七休息，於是趁機邊錄影邊跟騎士姊姊搭話。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoVxSGexHs
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當然，大哥哥的重機只是幾十萬元的那種大眾車……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIXLL8KK4r
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBdMt5YmC8
大哥哥友善詢問姊姊許多這輛哈雷重機和我們的問題。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3Ldye8Sk7
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姊姊都是面帶微笑，落落大方面對。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVXhR5i6y9
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如果是關於哈雷騎起來的問題，姊姊都是直接回答。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkW1tISYAe
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如果是比較家庭私事，姊姊會直接表示這個問題不能回答。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bKKTBslV4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jTDiDy81T
在一邊安靜陪姊姊的我，看大哥哥這樣一直和姊姊裝熟說話，不由得覺得討厭起來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc7GiOMGiY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z49Xm8su6
這樣的討厭心情如果真的要說清楚，其實更多的是：你不要隨便一直和我的姊姊搭話啦！232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0Vm928lNP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1dmy3DghI
可以說是獨佔姊姊的心情，希望其他男人滾遠一點。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RfJpo1vl0
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0dUmaaeYk
所以我插話，跟姊姊說：「姊姊，回家了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlym5scJxQV
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18hwqh4E0Z
之後就是我和姊姊都上車，我再次緊緊摟抱姊姊的細腰，貼在姊姊背上，讓姊姊載回家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBVFzqy07I
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwiDIqz9Fo
那位大哥哥一直拍到我們的背影和哈雷一起消失在路上為止。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi3ili2j2e
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大致上，這段影片就是這樣。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjVrrjXiRo
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至於底下的留言當然……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL5eNvQD3P
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「姊姊？弟弟？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumXRR8wdwO
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「騙誰啊，臉蛋一看就不是姊弟，沒有血緣關係。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm0KGNadZn
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqL2Qbb2nl
「年齡看起來也不像姊弟，差個十歲吧，差太多。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTslMX11lA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv5a4u9hyD
「所以是個貼上有錢大小姐的年輕小白臉？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIp4RcCCRG
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「有可能，看他抱著那麼親密……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQd3mxhPQU
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大致上，都是一些像這樣的留言。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CT5eDgOhG
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後座的我被說成是倒貼姊姊的年輕小白臉，我其實沒有太多負面感覺。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3Q0F0LKOy
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因為我自己也在想這樣的問題：『我到底是姊姊的誰？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7KJZqed59
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至少，大家就這樣看影片，的確也都認為我和姊姊不是姊弟，而是感情很好的年輕情侶……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpxqe8IrN5
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然後，大約是我國中快要畢業的這個晚上。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl5hNrqiYp
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我們全家一起吃晚餐，看著電視的社會新聞。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHfR6rWf4c
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新聞說到最近發生的一起老少配結婚事件。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupVdShS3Rm
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女方五十多歲，男方二十來歲，女方比男方年長近三十歲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR5O2jroFk
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當然，因為他們的年齡差距，所以立即吸引我的目光。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc1x8nYpF6
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接下來，新聞記者跑去詢問一位男女關係專家，詢問關於這件事的想法。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo9bb8Zx0e
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那位男女專家說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqyflyBN90
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我沒有注意到當時的姊姊有沒有專心看這個新聞，她又是什麼樣的表情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIWOGIZK7p
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我只知道自己看完這則新聞，總會不時想著：『所以沒有愛情也沒有關係嗎？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiYloOCiEZ
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然後，十五歲的我從國中畢業了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISmLcFIYvu
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媽媽主動問：「畢業典禮要我們出席？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUkzDjOVww
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我說：「只是領畢業證書，你們不必來浪費時間。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriqaloCJVc
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我是真的這樣想，不想浪費大家的時間。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGQeElgStt
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不過當年二十六歲的姊姊還是來學校，在校門口等我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDXxgNsL5c
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畢業典禮結束，我們一群畢業生被老師和學弟妹們歡送出校門，遠遠就能聽見熟悉的規律馬蹄三拍。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55JkU2s6Ab
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幾名從國小認識到現在的同學，因為他們都認識姊姊，所以已經圍著姊姊聊天。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFYLYLqOl7
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我萬分意外的跑上去：「姊姊？妳怎麼來學校？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2QCuk96bH
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姊姊：「過來載你。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnjhJJOr4l
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我：「為什麼忽然要來載我？要去兜風？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcrA0mQmHX
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頗感意外，因為姊姊對於騎車的事情總是興趣缺缺，只有我主動找姊姊載我出門，沒有姊姊找我出門。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjeYTm1JVg
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由此可知姊姊對我多好，總是對於我的騎車兜風要求百求百應。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4yxSOlbz4
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畢竟姊姊真的可以不必這樣，就是把我丟著不管也不能怪她……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe9JhY3EkH
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姊姊：「今天早上阿公已經回家。說要在餐廳慶祝你國中畢業，所以讓我來接你。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Vey3rkWd9
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我這才瞭解：「喔……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVyAFHcm2u
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所以是想要給我驚喜的慶祝聚餐吧。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFMAhuAHcW
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的確很像是疼我的阿公會做的事情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTatEWMh7y
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然後我簡單跟這幾名老同學道別，讓姊姊載走。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQptHMPKOT
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進入大餐廳的停車場之後，發現阿公個人專用的賓士已經停在裡面。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN89aA0KxVA
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和姊姊一起進入餐廳的大包廂，果然阿公、阿媽和爸爸媽媽都在。
我又一次意外：「爸爸？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKOYVUn4pf
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因為工作的關係，所以阿公和爸爸很少同時間回家休息。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU4IgmYXRL
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會像這樣一起出現，往往都是什麼大事，像是發現我去跟飆車族。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFZayngLMu
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所以我小抱怨起來：「不過是畢業，又不是什麼重要大事，搞的好像很重要一樣……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFrw9wg89h
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYrMdolujT
阿公笑容滿面，告訴我和姊姊：「是要談很重要的事情。你們先坐，再來談重要的大事。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDDigeLFo8
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我第三次意外：「真的有大事？什麼事？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzneUwts1jw
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阿公：「先坐。開始吃再說。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8Vz3vM1fp
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於是我看姊姊一眼，想瞭解情況。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBQ0Pyi4Lv
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姊姊也一臉茫然，不清楚情況。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vkBu9lFJT
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我只好和姊姊坐一起。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamSHtGu52M
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大家給自己倒綠茶飲料，然後拿起碗筷開動。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffBjr3QSRm
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吃過幾口，阿公先說：「阿弟，你也要十六歲了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3ksSNzAVh
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我說：「還有二個月。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKzqoemyTi
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阿公：「今天大家來吃飯，也算是先慶祝你十六歲生日。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSkHVCmkEX
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我說：「喔……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUU0b2KO8V
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這樣我還是不瞭解算是什麼大事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgJ2nJsvNd
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阿公：「阿公和阿媽本來還有生另外四個男孩。但是他們都命不好，還是孩子就夭折，我和阿媽只剩下你的爸爸。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxsQAyZCpg
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我邊吃邊說：「這件事我聽媽媽說過，本來還有二個大伯和二個叔叔。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKJzF9tGEM
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阿公：「然後你的爸媽生下你之後，就沒有再生……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdPlSc1GfA
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爸爸趕緊開口，明顯要為媽媽和自己辯護：「爸，我和阿素－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlWngCl4ji
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阿公伸手制止爸爸說下去，並且表示沒有關係。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc1eLHeC7S
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爸爸發現阿公不是要怪他們，因此索性閉嘴。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgVysmQUau
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阿公繼續對我說：「現在我們黃家只剩下你，你有讓黃家開枝散葉的責任。現在我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺的人丁。知道嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJpXkuCBIt
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我專心看著阿公。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqMRKAAeYl
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因為我知道阿公一定想說什麼，只是我還聽不出來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx5VKbOPn2
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阿公：「我們黃家人一向早婚，最遲也會在二十歲結婚。早婚有早婚的好處，可以早一點把黃家傳下去，並且多生一點傳承的人丁出來。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl3tjWy0rc
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我稍微有點知道阿公到底想說什麼，不過還是安靜看著阿公。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MQNX2rOzt
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阿公：「不管政府怎麼規定，在我們黃家男孩十六歲就是成年，可以結婚了。當年我和你的阿媽就是十六歲成親，十七歲生下你的第一個大伯。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhYFeRwkj8
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH25YJJAyD
我的心情沉重起來：「所以？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEL48uxZvP
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阿公沒有回答我，看向坐我身邊的姊姊，直接喊她的名字：「林花，妳來黄家已經九年了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdcwTmHmZ4
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我身邊的姊姊，表情平靜：「對。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1PcAQ3gYU
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阿公直說：「這九年來，我看妳和阿弟的感情一直很好，也為我們黃家和阿弟奉獻那麼多……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfWtkv2ZJi
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姊姊安靜聽著：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tMXFqmQzA
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阿公直說：「如果阿弟是要娶其他女孩進來黄家，阿公真的會猶豫，因為需要時間觀察和瞭解對方。不過如果是妳，阿公可以放心讓妳成為黃家的媳婦。再說也只有妳才能完全管好阿弟，其他女孩就不知道會怎麼樣了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMybcsIbN1
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姊姊依然沒有半句話。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6BDAXcaNw
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我則是終於完全瞭解，為什麼今天阿公和爸爸都會在場。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRsV3N4XJN
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阿公想把我和姊姊的事情說出一個定論。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwOCt6njjp
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因此我不只訝異，心情更是緊張起來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6Rvw5tmtv
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我再次開始自問：『我和姊姊又沒有男女的愛情，真的可以嗎？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoP3X7eZ9b
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阿公問姊姊：「我們黃家不敢說是什麼大戶人家，不過我們黃家的財力妳一定很清楚。好的時候每個月百萬百萬的在賺，差的時候也有二三十萬，不是一般家庭比的起。所以這件事妳覺得怎麼樣？妳要不要乾脆正式嫁進黃家，給黃家生孩子？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPgmq455ro
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姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXPe53FWx0
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阿公：「女人年過三十會越來越難生，真的就是那樣。妳今年已經二十七，不年輕，不能再猶豫。接不接受真的要立刻決定。如果妳不想正式嫁入黃家，也是時候快點開始新人生，才不會耽誤到妳自己。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjBW5M8rAl
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所以阿公是想說，如果阿姐不打算正式和我結婚生子，就應該早點另外找好對象，對姊姊才是最好的選擇。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgSpCQHDz6
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我擔心的：「阿公，你不要這樣逼姊姊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSFjir68iU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel7kloJ0JW
阿公趁勢：「你看，這個孩子打心底擔心妳，保護妳。我們黃家有錢，還有像這樣護著你的阿弟。妳難道真的還會有什麼不滿？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQd36Bjcfw
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姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTP6i9MqmV
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我：「阿公。不要這樣逼姊姊啦。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ262Pcc3uWJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFeaZ1HQoO
阿公轉移目標向我：「那你又怎麼想？十六歲成年的你，要不要正式娶這個從小辛苦照顧你長大的姊姊？剛才阿公已經說過，黃家只剩下你，所以你越早傳承下去越好。要是再拖下去，姊姊真的不年輕了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75CJZEDIvQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzYprf93kq
我：「可是結婚這種事，要彼此喜歡啊。我和姊姊就像姊姊和弟弟那樣，沒有愛情，要怎麼一起生活？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArDT8kRx5F
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgsaqKVxgP
阿公：「傻孫子。你認為人們結婚之後，過的是什麼樣的生活？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dRMeZo2xd
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBi60OvaZt
我不太懂阿公到底想說什麼，所以安靜看著阿公。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9SIZDRC4D
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阿公：「你和姊姊的關係，在阿公來看，已經和一般的老夫老妻差不多。所以阿公才會直接在今天問你們這件婚事。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSw7QDwbis
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我：「可是我們連戀愛都沒有啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqApJ1UwNW
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ENCGJd4jU
阿公看向爸爸：「阿忠，你說，我們怎麼看這件事？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFE1EgP79e
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfOFqtvWTL
我這才知道，阿公和爸爸竟然已經議論過我和姊姊的事情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0sgkzipQz
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz98KR0aa6i
爸爸告訴我：「阿公和爸爸都覺得，你和姊姊已經跳過戀愛那個階段。所以爸爸也覺得，今天是應該讓阿公問你和姊姊的事。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmRy46WGu5
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdgqG2vlVC
我真是深感不解：「跳過？想要結婚怎麼可以跳過戀愛？沒有戀愛就結婚，那樣不是會有很多問題？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RTErJjgNx
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7Vpzk0RAT
爸爸解釋：「爸爸知道你年輕，所以無法立刻聽懂。戀愛從來不是為了保障婚姻一切順利。戀愛只是其中一條走向婚姻的道路。婚姻會不會有問題，從來都是看有沒有辦法長時間認真對待對方，願意和對方長時間在一起。而你和姊姊的相處，看起來完全沒有問題。所以你們如果正式結婚，不過是把名義上的姊弟轉變成為具有實際關係的夫妻。這樣你懂嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7HC2JT61j
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAdWcVzR8K
阿公也說：「接著阿公要說的話，是因為阿公已經把你當十六歲的大人看待才會說。一定要戀愛才能結婚那種事，是涉世未深的孩子才會說。真正出過社會的大人都是看對眼就好，沒有那麼多什麼戀不戀愛的。這樣你懂嗎？所以阿公看你和姊姊的相處絕對可以，不會有問題，才會在今天直接提出這件事。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6qypNyNWm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF9VSAmLHt
爸爸繼續補充說下去：「再說，先結婚再戀愛的例子，爸爸也算見過不少。所以你們二個怎麼想這件事？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdArTGvZoV
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAfkzcwKgd
我說不出半句話：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVf22YIQ8m
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因為他們這樣說，讓我忽然間懂了些什麼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfB8nqqQp1
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9n7A9VpD5
讓我受到一定程度的震撼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6otSce2if
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMVIxYXTG2
並且開始瞭解，那晚看電視新聞，為什麼男女關係專家會說：『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyFqCNdTSB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTux5gTAAk
姊姊安靜和我一樣：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlFn4Uxw8W
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrTWpslf79
換阿公問姊姊：「林花，比起阿弟，妳絕對是個更懂世事的大人。剛才我們告訴阿弟的這些話，妳覺得有沒有說錯？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB1OCc4tvn
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwifnWAVWC8
姊姊對於那些看法的回答，真的可以相當程度看出姊姊的心思。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQirdZryJAU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5etUKL1Cr
因此阿公絕對是故意問姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthKAxhFtKq
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpbw9ptrSU
姊姊沉默：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U9QCp4gvu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7J3NX7tel
阿公：「林花，妳放心的說。妳也已經跟著黃家奉獻九年。不論怎樣的答案，我們都絕對不會虧待妳。否則就是黃家無情，對不起妳。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqANb5OU56L
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppf4lz0vPn
阿公一定是想說：就算姊姊不答應這場婚事，最後因為尷尬想要離開黃家，也一定會給姊姊一大筆補償的錢。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfK76sBGci
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGpWdaEYRN
姊姊終於說：「我覺得－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQNNNh3kfq
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxLZzbVrfr
說到這裡，姊姊欲言又止，安靜打住。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM98WuzD50R
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4WAPhUSaJ
大家都安靜看著姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRro82F09g
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy33ZfsIY8M
尤其是我，心臟碰碰跳到自己都能聽見……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObNkAhOQeW
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUSdpM0EBI
姊姊幾秒的沉默：「對於阿弟，我真的年紀太大。還是年紀相近的女孩才是阿弟的好對象。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbcmmBd9Hp
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大家沉默。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU1BlbqsvT
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfjN7CM4zC
我更是如遭重擊，因為姊姊拒絕了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXlZrTW6No
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq5eND1rhY
果然，我們終究只是姊姊和弟弟。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvEwtdtaGe
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uq5ZGGuXj
所以姊姊為了避免尷尬，應該不久之後就會離開黃家，和其他男人在一起？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpR1ldCwHK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4KSvr2D03
阿公開口，語氣平淡，微帶遲疑：「是這樣啊？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyDwElG2zs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbGKiKZ0tS
然後，阿公拿起自己的茶杯，喝口茶。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCTNeIKTip
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ocXyP3LDJ
姊姊繼續說下去：「再說，阿弟剛才已經表示他並不喜歡我。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYwlDiB1Dl
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMmjSi8Tii
沒有錯，我的確已經透過自己的疑問，表示自己對於姊姊沒有愛情存在。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gBiEv0159
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOrD8ru5LI
不過母子連心，媽媽一定有體會到我的心情：「阿弟，快把你的真正心意告訴大家。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OExad0Acr
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNS1fH2UjD
我還在姊姊拒絕婚事的不知所措中：「我……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ufhEPDK3V
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOZpVSGC61
媽媽：「如果你喜歡姊姊，直接說出來，不然姊姊真的會離開喔。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP84vi7oXt
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnCC0RRp0c
我不希望姊姊離開：「我喜歡姊姊！當然我喜歡啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ362QyN6ndh
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJfX9ugdMP
媽媽：「你願意跟姊姊結婚？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDmVtANDtn
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUEj3JnV5D
我：「我……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm6OpAZJdF
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHN56rI07K
媽媽：「不願意？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMN8mxshdm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYzlFz4rEQ
瞬間，我幾乎想問：『不可以讓姊姊繼續留在家裡？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ50KQpyr7
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP4D4mzD9y
但是我又想到，這樣問不就表示我要拒絕婚事？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnZuj8KN3r
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx97RTgM0nx
並且繼續把姊姊綁在家裡，限制她的人生和幸福？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2CID9Uwjs
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM2yHnGcLo
這樣的我，難道不是很自私？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCUksju8WH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJANVljewPh
再說，如果姊姊住在黃家，卻又另外交起男朋友，我能接受那樣的情況嗎？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5wTHPb0d5
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所以我說：「我不知道……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3x3MTUpQp
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3G6qxBDRe
爸爸問：「你怎麼會不知道？你是想要拒絕這件事，還是你真的不知道？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCGBCcnKAS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddqwoFjXeR
我：「我真的不知道。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66Cpo4D45q
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFVpiHwR7g
爸爸問出真正的重點：「你不需要管那些戀愛什麼的。你只需要說出來，你願不願意和姊姊結婚？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcduKBFd8gK
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQhWLowuhb
我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY606hqYXQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT8mDzqPnN
爸爸：「不願意？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxum4YzgDqz
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOjCab4Hv3
媽媽：「如果你願意和姊姊結婚，這是唯一的好機會。因為媽媽整天看著你和姊姊的相處，知道只有你能留下姊姊。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViTornFc1D
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q7w85Ac1w
我被問急，乾脆直說：「剛才姊姊說的，你們是沒有聽到嗎！讓姊姊勉強留下來，到底是有什麼意義啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu4l7rQDYh
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB2eqpt1Ze
媽媽：「所以如果姊姊其實願意這件事，你就也願意和姊姊正式結婚？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6bsNgHxWI
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm0v32yAtF
我：「姊姊都拒絕了啊！一直問到底是有什麼意義！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl7xagxrfv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwBwrlutkC
媽媽：「可是媽媽看你們，總覺得是誤會……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIfFfqPbef
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我被媽媽這些話給說愣好幾秒。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g2dp6TdWA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoCtUAghEk
如果姊姊其實是願意，我願意嗎？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsKVs6cHna
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但是，可能嗎？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPlkXiOOeQ
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剛才姊姊不是已經拒絕我？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPSYOKSEpH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDDebvZoVY
尤其是，阿公竟然也說：「我也覺得剛才我是問錯方向了……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0MRygHwBP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6OyMUjhLW
我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoMww0awhN
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3lrC5quwe
媽媽轉而問姊姊：「我雖然是阿弟的親生母親，不過我終究只大妳八歲，這九年來我一直把妳當成妹妹，相信妳一定知道。雖然剛才聽妳那樣說，不過我覺得自己沒有聽到妳真正的內心話。妳真正的心意到底是什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1UbIwBYXu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CjEgI0IwC
姊姊安靜：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vuUeLxzEw
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QNkCNJYe7
媽媽：「大家日夜生活九年，真的就像無話不說的家人一樣。所以請妳任何話都直接說沒有關係。如果妳真的沒有那個意思，也請妳不要拐彎抹角，直接說。至少大家不會有誤會，阿弟也不會一直有遺憾和猜想。因為阿弟剛才說的那些，絕對知道感情無法勉強。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP7yy3vB5Z
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMEtOxjcwT
姊姊：「其實我……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43rSpnSdys
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LFxvQ4tur
媽媽：「是的？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnagGslPP8
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxftp0Nnyt
姊姊慢慢低下頭：「我剛才那樣說，因為我以為阿弟對我沒有愛情，沒有辦法接受我……如果阿弟真的沒有辦法接受我，我能夠瞭解，絕對沒有關係，有必要的話我可以離開黃家。剛才我是想說那些。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBhKTXNct2
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tSspWwjY6
媽媽：「所以的確是誤會了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyKSjTUcyc
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr6j2whA0F
姊姊：「九年來，我真的已經覺得自己是黃家人，而不是我出生的林家人了……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ4UvcXmKR
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOO2MqBXj7
媽媽催促：「繼續把妳的心意說下去。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYXYMf5do9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vz5u3359E
姊姊靦腆說著：「這件事情，我其實都看黃家的意思……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzoQjnldF4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dKR5U8r54
持續幾秒的安靜。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNozR6Vv6E
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對我來說，姊姊根本是在說：『正式娶我，讓我成為真正的黃家媳婦吧。』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypbyw9e9Oo
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X5Ct35H2e
我吃驚又意外的完全不知道該說什麼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSldnKWdgp
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qOtg5Oe4C
媽媽喜悅打破沉默：「阿弟！媽媽就知道，果然是誤會！快點！跟姊姊說，你想要跟姊姊正式結婚啊！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlEiRT9Kvv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA6ustptGg
我難以置信的，轉頭看著身邊低頭的姊姊：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyQZ1sRWIG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROJvyVt0th
媽媽：「快點跟姊姊說，你想跟姊姊結婚！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IDHFxplXI
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhEqkcJsYR
我終於開口：「姊姊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMkmhAFzBQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCSaxIzgj8
姊姊依然靦腆低頭：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaioPeQ2Eg
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我：「妳真的不會勉強和我結婚？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxen1FQbufJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLwx9zxw3d
姊姊微微向我轉頭：「你才不會勉強正式娶姊姊吧？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLdk9MGrEg
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI1HpsMd4q
我趕緊說：「我是不會！但是！但是……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMFBQfI468
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHQU8UXIkL
媽媽趕緊代姊姊詢問：「但是？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFGvtO2ZOG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyltV0jhnia
我：「我比姊姊還要小十一歲，現在也才這麼小，才要十六歲，姊姊真的不會討厭和我正式結婚？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0XujygtYe
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姊姊終於完全轉過頭，正面看著我，靦腆微笑：「我已經習慣整天看著像個孩子需要照顧的你。所以你比起擔心姊姊，不如先擔心自己更像個孩子，都這麼大了竟然還需要姊姊一直看著照顧。你先擔心自己什麼時候才會完全長大吧。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHPWTGAQLd
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我難掩喜悅和感動：「姊姊……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTlYTRd2xi
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpeoGY4wrR
姊姊繼續說：「再說姊姊早就已經把我的所有青春歲月奉獻給了你，奉獻給了你們黃家……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfZBlNHwPd
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我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOjLxsbGv8
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姊姊：「所以姊姊更擔心的是，你真的願意和姊姊結婚？就算沒有和姊姊談過戀愛？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqDrcasS0o
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNq0V6utex
爸爸在我回答之前，趕緊告訴我：「你不要想那麼多了，先把姊姊留住比較重要！真的也有不少人先結婚再戀愛，知道嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI6XNU8faO
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我當然說：「我願意！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VC428FoNp
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話都說到這裡，關於戀愛結婚的事情我決定先聽爸爸的話，暫時不管它了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfjpS38qlP
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畢竟不論怎麼說，姊姊自己也願意和我正式在一起，然後姊姊都不會再離開我的身邊！232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeAjvdu1rx
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所以我還需要懷疑什麼？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8VENajRHt
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTFqsvf6gV
姊姊：「以後你還是要乖乖聽姊姊的話，有沒有聽到？不然姊姊會生氣。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWEKjLNYmi
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4fRCjHZNS
我說：「好！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5k4bbUOsh
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVzNI6wH00
姊姊：「一定要繼續聽話喔？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27zu2wmu8F
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7SAYN4drI
我說：「我一定會聽話！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY1QLPrmXj
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig2BMDjwqi
阿公知道真的說成這件事，笑到合不攏嘴，用台語說：「我就知道這件事一定說的成！聽某嘴，大富貴！我們黃家準備大富大貴啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFKhATJb7b
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy3iKDYgdK
阿媽雖然同樣喜悅，但還是趁機取笑阿公：「我說的話，你就有聽啊？難怪你只能賺那麼一點！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkDhOWTLcn
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFOGXahVbv
阿公：「阿忠！快！讓餐廳送幾瓶好酒來！今天真的大喜，一定要好好慶祝一下！哈哈哈哈－－－－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bmW7lK5YH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQsOpM9qEC
大家都為我和姊姊開心不已。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjDN5qEBZy
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwiZfcZ9Mo
我和姊姊彼此尷尬難為情好一會，沒有交談，不過還是自然的迅速要好起來，像以前那樣親密的無話不談。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wMiUAAv1N
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx9KBl3TAD
甚至於，感覺自己跟姊姊好像真的更加親密了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwsJkdqS2g
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRblHRpGEhg
所以過去幾年最困擾我的問題：『我和姊姊沒有經歷過愛情，如果真的要在一起，我應該怎麼面對姊姊？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvuKWVGLr6
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現在我已經完全知道應該怎麼面對。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQMDbCer7T
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答案正是：『根本沒有必要去煩惱這個問題。』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zAqkYLYKg
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO8ol5goMo
我和姊姊的親密感情，不會改變。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1ZpQnxjQo
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oRS178AKP
我們九年來的感情，的確已經是跨越戀愛的家族親情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOXN43CCDT
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阿公他們做的，真的不過是讓我們完全湊在一起。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp3dWR45w7
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就這樣，我和姊姊終於決定正式成親了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSGEuAAnTR
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因為七歲的時候我和姊姊已經舉行過正式婚禮，所以在我十六歲生日那天家裡簡單準備三牲五果，讓我和姊姊一起祭拜黃家祖先，告訴祖先我已經成年，現在要和姊姊真正成親。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4xVQqqpdP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUzVMS26ik
阿公想要早點抱到黃家下一代大孫，加上擔心姊姊再拖下去會成為年過三十的高齡產婦，所以一直明示暗喻的希望我和姊姊快點完成好事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrDzl8Q1S3
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHZ4LWwZPM
就在我入讀高中的前一天，正好是月底發下個月零用錢的時候。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvMIw8G7aH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2pPVXWLUi
掌管全家金錢的阿公回家休息，順便把我和姊姊叫到客廳。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcjxxBEfsS
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmoUBgjvrz
阿公先是對姊姊說：「今天開始，家裡不會給妳每個月五千元的零用錢。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLCgmUN4f9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qsCIGt4qQ
姊姊安靜聽著，沒有一句話。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQMkfWw317
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j5fDbGPco
我意外：「不給姊姊零用錢？為什麼？姊姊有做錯什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2lJT4Dlsa
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNDAkNsiPG
阿公從胸前口袋拿出二張名片般的塑膠卡片：「來，這個給你們夫妻。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn6X0LFuZ4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmCJef7V8T
我和姊姊安靜接過，都是一樣的信用卡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8SjhLU8x5
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp9M92SCwh
阿公：「那二張卡是同帳戶的對卡，每個月最多可以刷二萬元，也可以提領小額現金出來。你們省著點用，學會節儉才是真正的持家之本。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBBTOFGalO
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKsZb8hKjT
我這才知道，姊姊不是做錯事，是因為我們的夫妻身份一起升級了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkKINjZkmA
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbJQiJSuR9
並且阿公可以透過每個月寄來的刷卡帳單，瞭解我們的支出詳細，必要時對我們進行相關詢問。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4wFvZkuC7
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6oCmJPcN1
姊姊：「謝謝阿公。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKragwKeCXY
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3SWGZXx5q
我也說：「謝謝阿公。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwHMRu3OR9
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfWbCeECnc
接著阿公拿起茶杯，順便無聲示意要我們繼續留下，所以我和姊姊只能乖乖坐著等待。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiJK2eozaV
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEb6jwkJdV
阿公喝口茶，開口詢問：「你們到底是怎麼回事？都正式拜過祖先，卻還是一直分房睡？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZxuMRj9mf
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yp7RUnrys
我趕緊說：「沒有啦。只是覺得暫時這樣比較好。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQzs9z3PCB
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIY8WKcZ9w
阿公：「那一天阿公已經和你說的很清楚，姊姊已經這個歲數。另外我們黃家缺的不是錢，缺的是興旺起來的人丁。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHLVwPcYOU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhVok6q4Zm
我：「我知道。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7ApAn5Svc
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVJL3xXXog
阿公當著姊姊的面，直接問我：「那件事你會覺得不好意思是不是？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakY60nEAWi
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYAgEGI4ZW
我趕緊說：「因為我才這個年紀，才要讀高中，真的覺得生孩子這件事－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnhhe5tpn4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4RywtIpJ0
阿公冷冰冰的一段話頂來：「孩子是會讓你負責帶？你在學校不說又會有誰知道？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wE7zwwLU5
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk8V8EtyNp
畢竟是在鄰鎮，也都是些不認識的外地同學……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JK01u6YY2
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再說，孩子必定是會由阿媽、媽媽和姊姊養育，就像小時候的我一樣。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXOUHWt74q
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我無話可答：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEiG2HMtNN
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阿公：「明年你十七歲。阿公十七歲的時候，生下已經無緣孝順我和阿媽的大伯。你要給阿公拖到幾歲？再說，你和姊姊像這樣獨睡，男人不男人，女人不女人，陰陽怪氣的不健康，真的好嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZP8MtOcBo
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dF21YLcOW
我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRe31QcMyp
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阿公：「這件事，你到底想要怎麼回答阿公？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h1CBkfcDk
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以前阿公疼我，所以都是溫溫和和。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfSnDY7xax
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現在，我真的感覺到來自阿公的魄力和壓力。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXNyThItP0
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgIScWGNPU
我深深體會，這件事不給阿公交待，阿公絕對不會放過我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPlYvDsvH9
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相信爸爸和媽媽一定也有承受過這樣的壓力。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGPZthvPKy
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不過我和姊姊還是沒有進一步發展，依然維持以前的分房生活。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIO47ZSe12
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主要是我知道自己還只是高中生，加上心情沒有整理好……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeocuX2d5WM
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqA5Ppvuxy
我和姊姊就這樣繼續一天拖過一天，過著『有名無實的夫妻生活』。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr91wxANx4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk3l0b9UwE
阿公也『有嘴說到沒口水』，只能唉聲不斷……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN5kMOHZwI
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事情再次出現變化，是在我讀高中二年級那一年，十七歲的聖誕夜。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgqWVCcA96
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfVIPwMkvr
姊姊騎車載我進行長途旅行，從南部老家前往台北市參加聖誕夜晚會。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVr1RzamZj
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熱鬧的聖誕晚會結束之後，又前往入住的國際級大飯店，參加飯店收費舉辦的跨夜晚會。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpu0cEzwq5
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非常熱鬧，很多人都聚在一起唱歌、跳舞、吃大餐。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDbAAoOxOv
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甚至有熱情的情侶當場擁抱熱吻。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJTgLfkAFl
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我和姊姊也在人群中和大家一起開心。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8uVzMWwiO
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因為飯店有提供一種雞尾酒，喝起來又甜又清爽，很接近摻糖的乳酸菌飲料口感，一點都不像是酒類。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLIUdXiLq1
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我和姊姊開心的一起喝多。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV0cEGRMTH
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然後就……你懂……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1F8jIuBl9
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我和姊姊都只有一點點記憶，不記得是怎麼開始，只記得是一個充滿溫暖笑聲的愉快自然夜晚。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yOsxa4AwV
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大量酒精真的徹底解放我們的心。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwfe9pmNUG
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQmEIUMJrA
隔天中午，我們在姊姊的房間清醒，當時你說有多尷尬就多尷尬，完全不知道要跟對方說什麼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QEV4IPljo
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一直到整理好行李退房，騎著哈雷回程南下，我照樣摟著姊姊的細腰，我們才又開始談話。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbHQpNmdQu
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迅速恢復以前的親密感。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyIf0QubYY
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甚至於感覺更加的親密。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dag1hltxP
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我們都沒有問：怎麼辦？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwtMnFMRrC
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姊姊和我都知道，正式拜過祖先報告了，真的也不需要怎麼辦。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc9GNTAXYV
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就這樣自自然然的一起面對這件事吧。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfvu9BjvGO
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不過回家之後，我們還是什麼都沒有跟家人說。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjtdMNOPs2
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畢竟覺得這樣的私事，加上是意外，不需要特意去說。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAkUp9ZFyu
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我和姊姊繼續分房，恢復以往那樣的生活，像是什麼都沒有發生過。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYna4KJRc1M
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直到一個多月後的農曆除夕，全家六人一起圍爐吃團夜飯。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLw0nGT1y1
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大圓桌上面各式菜色都有，非常豐盛。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0NrRHSJpa
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大家開動之後，阿公拿出一瓶高級洋酒，開瓶給大家倒一杯。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibF3NN4hRN
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阿公說：「大家喝杯迎春酒。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjBZoZFNAu
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaIWm5cP9W
姊姊忽然說：「我不能喝酒。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXq7g8P1xY
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媽媽一向把姊姊當妹妹對待，關心詢問：「腸胃不舒服？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pi1JOkAdI
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姊姊沉默幾秒，才尷尬說出：「我有了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEiR7gx6b8
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大家：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMMMRYEtgp
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我相信，大家一定都聽出來姊姊說的是什麼。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuYeBjRs5C
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我受到的震撼更是深。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT5LQCpmiK
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我一直在心中問：『聖誕夜那一晚？姊姊真的有了？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEzC8rea01
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畢竟我和姊姊也只有那一晚。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JipEzr5uL
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媽媽緊張的進行最後確認：「妳有了什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6o6BVsvxv
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姊姊：「孩子。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAs5GuaHRm
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媽媽：「真的有了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslsdIRFn7o
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姊姊：「嗯……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBPQ1Jifxs
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阿公認真直問：「誰的？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGcDY7klgW
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我可以瞭解阿公為什麼這樣追問。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3nVGnbpIu
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因為我和姊姊跟以前的相處都一樣，沒有變化。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG9fUXUKUm
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj41DvUHum
如果我是阿公，一定也會半信半疑的追問確認，避免誤會……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IDpZWB863
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CcNfbl78I
姊姊安靜幾秒，露出尷尬笑容：「去問你的寶貝孫子。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ002XmWiZXV
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阿媽驚喜的：「唉呀－－－－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1ZKJb1QpH
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阿公等待這天一年以上，同樣喜悅的：「哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrSiUlH9yb
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Bz1VU5Lv
爸爸直接伸手，開心萬分的在我頭上亂抓：「臭小子！看看你！真的讓爸爸我當阿公啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWkhuPiFiW
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媽媽則是出於好奇，一邊喜悅一邊問：「怎麼回事？看你們平時在家裡都一樣啊？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyLZTptqXi
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爸爸笑著說：「你管他們夫妻那麼多？是妳的金孫就好啦！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4tXnqWkgl
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我讓二十八歲的姊姊懷孕，家裡肯定沒有人料想的到這麼快。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzmGZtVdWF
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcns6WpjMZs
阿公感動萬分：「這麼說，今年的團圓飯，我們黄家已經是七人同桌？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OhkrskOaK
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阿媽心花怒放：「明年團圓飯就能見到大金孫的面。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1f5OrFNLH
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGGmUvLcIE
阿公：「快！把她那杯酒拿掉，換果汁！今晚大家好好的喝一杯！黃家真的要開始人丁興旺啦！乾杯－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxFFTfi4bU
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMVP3EISDQ
所有人都拿起自己的杯：「乾杯－－－」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPrt5PTY31
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今年的團圓飯充滿熱鬧歡笑聲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOBSBidE4z
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他們都萬分期待姊姊的生產。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KbtVVNSzQ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVShLmuyVH
二十八歲的姊姊頓時取代我，成為家裡最受寵的人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2HMQ2w7nv
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbw9ng0XDz
大家怕姊姊餓到，怕姊姊累到，怕姊姊生病，怕姊姊受傷，絕對不讓姊姊做事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGfNT4c23c
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給姊姊吃的補品和山珍海味更是不必說，想吃什麼有什麼，多貴都會買回來。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1VAIznW9H
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至於我，依然和姊姊同樣分房睡，沒有因為姊姊懷孕而同房。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1CB3RWq7N
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並且一天天看著姊姊的肚子變大，心情複雜的唯有死心接受事實。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvCBsMBbv0
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就算我有意拖著，最後還是讓姊姊大肚子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3Ij2XxhNy
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我真的只能說，早婚早生果然是黃家男性的命運……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8HYQwnwMX
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升上高三之後，姊姊順利給黃家生下一個健康的白胖男孩，黃家的下一代繼承人。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TmN8xYRyB
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十八歲的我成為一個嬰兒的爸爸，照阿公的意思把黃家傳承下去，我的高中同學都不知道這件事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj3BM9qyMK
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我和姊姊真的只有聖誕夜一起意外睡過那麼一次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraIc1m8KUZ
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卻讓我們一起踏上人生下一個階段，成為一個孩子的父母。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WzBG7sP2w
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醫院私人病房內，我抱著自己和姊姊的長子，真是完全不知道應該用什麼樣的心情面對。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtgoQNOJNL
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反觀其他人，抱著這個黃家下一代都是高興萬分。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR8HQKvMD7
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升格當阿祖的阿公，更是抱著黃家大金孫盡力疼愛，開心到合不攏嘴。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiKwkFyGw3
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黃家最受寵的人，自然又從姊姊變成我們的孩子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUiauN8P9V
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把孩子從醫院抱回家，黄家開始日夜可以聽到嬰兒哭聲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RY3dhMa3s
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阿媽、媽媽和姊姊輪流照顧。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcWo1Q2q7N
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房間的我，半夜睡覺更是被客廳傳來的啼哭聲吵醒好幾次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WM2vEeSZ0
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我雖然聽的煩，還是心想：『反正不是我在帶孩子，就這樣吧……』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHcIkCdNsP
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBddMyre9G
姊姊就此一邊照顧我們的孩子，一邊陪伴我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM3tshpjdq
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對姊姊來說，肯定像是有大小二個孩子需要看著……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDVnjaPCcP
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隔年六月，我從高中畢業。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrBDdNmDmI
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雖然我有報考大學，但是我對於是否就讀大學有疑問。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8gQvEywFn
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另外，也是因為我覺得自己和姊姊的關係『該是時候了』。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gWXrj2rkm
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於是我把姊姊約出門兜風，表示有事想要和姊姊好好談談。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq72fDRCLW
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黃家的大前院，阿媽和媽媽抱著大金孫，目送我們騎哈雷出門。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWsb8YzSCC
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd83TWXdi5
姊姊邊騎哈雷邊問我：「你想找姊姊說什麼？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ4MTk7a4e
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAukyQbrWdz
我說：「妳覺得我不去讀大學好嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYGTmJv3we
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMA2q6svRK
姊姊：「你不想讀大學？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOYUwek8pJ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6QL91paTZ
我：「我想跟阿公和爸爸一起出去工作。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UaCKBvLvD
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoVDyfqAq7
姊姊：「為什麼？你不是報考了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQoOZP2sOF
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8URXnrFIJX
我：「首先是我對於讀大學沒有什麼興趣。而且他們都沒有強迫我讀大學，讓我想讀就去讀。再來是因為我看著姊姊妳照顧小孩，越來越覺得自己應該跟著阿公爸爸去家裡的公司工作。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1NWNMUv3P
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姊姊：「和他們說了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc20TKOUkDE
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我：「還沒。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65K9ZtRRWk
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姊姊：「你沒有勉強自己工作吧？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzNKpLLEJ2
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我：「沒有。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQizu1xlzB
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幾秒的沉默。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCBYki72g2
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姊姊終於說：「孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwekh1Zgw5V
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKgf9HFYBK
我：「…………」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8j1fwk4au
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB8D86H8PI
姊姊：「怎麼了？還有什麼事想要說？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwllfylUxX
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hIzwspscg
我安靜的，確定路上幾乎沒有人車，開始大起膽子移動雙手。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViYo7b3dxa
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer29q8gOzc
摟著姊姊細腰的雙手開始向上方移動，摸著姊姊豐滿的胸部。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKUP064Evf
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真的好豐滿……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgwTPTjODv
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聖誕夜怎麼樣，我不記得了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP2FUCZXOw
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不過從小到大除非不小心碰到，否則我都沒有碰過姊姊的胸部。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDoIDL9nAq
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKpkIxbZqn
姊姊安靜幾秒：「你的手？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA9dx4h4RI
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我怕被罵，有點緊張：「姊姊，我在想，我都已經高中畢業，快要十九歲，也要去工作了……我們像以前那樣恢復同房好不好？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0ZMx0Wgty
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姊姊沉默的把哈雷騎進路邊的無人小巷，停在路邊，一定是避免被人看見我摸胸部。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ3zw0EOJj
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我緊張不安：「姊姊，妳不願意嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzeU3Ej8Xj
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2bizetJTE
姊姊看出我很緊張：「都生下你的孩子了，你還在擔心什麼？只是孩子還是會在半夜哭吵，我會需要常常半夜出入，到時候一定會吵到你睡覺。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNyxmQYeIw
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我：「喔……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7nNNGwiqK
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姊姊再問：「另外，你的手……你是在跟姊姊求愛？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyYrrTiw28
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我終究是個年輕男性，當然會有慾望，會對那件事充滿興趣。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19bQtej0Ji
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一年多以前的聖誕夜，意外和姊姊發生關係，我就開始一直想著這件事：『反正都跟姊姊發生關係了……』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PO6WiLKE6
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簡單說：我想要再跟姊姊上床一次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR57I5h5cFn
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一直沒有再行動，的確因為覺得還是高中生，又害怕姊姊會反對抗拒，所以猶豫再三。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL57nHgwgo
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然後，姊姊忽然在團圓飯宣告懷孕，讓我只能完全打消念頭，不敢碰姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMqI2jRkMF
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不過現在，孩子已經出生，高中畢業，也要出社會工作了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GNMb3yQuC
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所以我緊張的用這種方式告訴姊姊：「反正我們都有孩子了？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjArxsPsifx
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姊姊大方的說：「姊姊已經知道，放開手，衣服被妳弄濕了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UaKHbn1iZ
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k5WwdrB7Y
我：「衣服弄濕？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhg5v5CJH4
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yo8GP6lYr
姊姊：「忘記姊姊一直在給你的孩子餵母乳？你這樣抓，皮衣裡面的胸衣已經濕掉，感覺到涼涼的。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHLGOmWHlF
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我趕緊放手：「啊，對不起……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvzQv6sWOb
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姊姊：「找間汽車旅館清洗吧。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcExLAXgua
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聽到姊姊這樣說，我鬆口大氣。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyOA5Aa42o
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因為不可能單純去汽車旅館。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXi6sOVbpy
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姊姊明確的給綠燈。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7O8uHRMPO
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不愧是二十九歲的成年人，很大方的面對。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxKsXlvLhY
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也一定有想過我像這樣正式求愛的情況，才能反應的這麼迅速自然。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mZWcHcEir
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於是我像以前那樣重新摟著姊姊的腰。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfHKVyQtou
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姊姊把哈雷騎回大路，載著我繼續走。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUjwZjCDvl
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又是一會的安靜。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWdpcup5Hj
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姊姊忍不住嘻笑起來：「明明都已經是一個孩子的爸爸，卻還像個害羞的男孩呢，呵呵……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWrvKhdKAq
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我只能說：「我會盡快長大啦。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqhBnhY73a
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哈雷就此騎進路邊遇到的第一間汽車旅館。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOO0Utv0gF
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正式拜過祖先的我們，一起開房間了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNTrFHpbs1
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明明身上帶有足夠現金，姊姊卻特意用阿公給的信用卡刷卡租房間。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXjb9BPlZL
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哈雷停進一樓車庫，我和姊姊一起上二樓。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtxtEtBZcx
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姊姊先去坐到電話旁邊，撥電話回家。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIfQSvxtJx
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjwqCUFN7H
姊姊：「阿媽？我和阿弟正在一間叫做春田的汽車旅館，今天可能會晚點才回去……我知道夜路危險。如果太晚，我們明天再回去……孩子要拜託妳和媽媽照顧了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hVldLoony
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當時我看著姊姊電話回家，光明正大的跟阿媽報告正在汽車旅館，真的很訝異，不瞭解姊姊為什麼要通知家裡。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mgAGWyrXw
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之後我慢慢想，才想懂姊姊的用意。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkdWOH6Lul
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3Z43fC4HA
信用卡的帳單寄回給阿公，就會從刷卡明細知道我們去汽車旅館，避免阿公又追問起生孩子的事情。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcnAY6Scpr
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電話回家連絡阿媽和媽媽，是類似的道理。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2hNPg19Zi
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他們所有人就會明確的知道我和姊姊關係再次不同。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6YQYqyp7G
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這樣就算我和姊姊再次同房，或是比較親密的舉動，他們也不會太意外。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEwoTsphMN
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所以二十九歲的姊姊真的是個成熟女性，知道怎麼好好的處理這些家務事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yEzsIkoHG
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那麼十八歲的我呢？什麼時候才會完全長大成熟？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8tdbz5X9W
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不論如何，害羞的我和大大方方的姊姊、就在這間旅館度過生命中的第二次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiD77dQUkS
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並且是完全清醒、沒有酒精作用的第二次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLTlO7nQ9M
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在親密的笑聲中彼此試探摸索完成的第二次。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIGFZcVCQe
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我和姊姊就從這一天開始，成為真正擁有親密性生活的夫妻。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD99VsqVlp0
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我們之間，不再有任何心理障礙和隔閡了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgMcnq697h
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我果斷放棄大學。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCfXR2kIqs
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正式出社會跟著阿公，讓阿公教我做生意的道理和訣竅。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kFulKR6v4
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平均四天回家休息二天，和守在家裡的姊姊團聚。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6dHSYKBxd
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男人在外工作打拼，女人守在家裡照顧孩子，如此生活的確是我們黃家的寫照。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8KhghofN3
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只是，就算是家裡可以關上門的房間，和姊姊親熱我還是會覺得尷尬。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnReO8EeRd
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畢竟阿媽、媽媽總是在家裡，她們多少一定會察覺。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoIYLrJcly
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所以只要我說：「姊姊，我們騎車出門兜風？」一定會順便去汽車旅館刷信用卡報到。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uUIyHF9pz
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因此有我定時播種，姊姊很快又有了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MrQSufZUk
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我二十歲那年，姊姊再次生下我們的第二個孩子，也是黃家的第二個大金孫。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBZYq5ApS8
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我成為二個男孩的爸爸。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTAn3XbtI1
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阿公真是太滿意這樣的情況。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSzhXnXWFJ
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二個寶貝大金孫左擁右抱：「黃家的未來都靠你們這對寶貝兄弟了！」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCe3P1lkQ5
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甚至於，阿公特意把我和姊姊的信用卡金額上限調高，擺明要讓我們盡情去汽車旅館做人。
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我和姊姊也只能：「嗯……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLNwkjRdu9
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不過我還是和姊姊一起回到房間之後：「姊姊，雖然剛才阿公那樣說……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9lBgQDHaW
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姊姊沒有反對和討厭，只有淡淡回答：「我也已經三十一歲了。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEMXFAIvQa
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我不明白姊姊的意思，所以看著姊姊。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCdrFsGZ7u
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姊姊微笑：「我的確像阿公說的，沒有幾年機會了……孩子的爸爸，加油喔。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfywcLXXV7
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姊姊都這樣說，我還能怎麼辦：「好吧……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl1kPaJHvN
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就這樣，我和姊姊不多想，能生就生。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGiJkxMk6S
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從我十七歲開始直到二十五歲的這八年，我和姊姊成為三男二女、總共五個孩子的父母。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QIawc58sy
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姊姊將近一半時間都在懷孕中度過。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkloGZjUQ9o
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總是生產之後幾個月，肚子又開始隆起。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioMUrBfbM4
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為了一直給陸續出生的孩子餵奶，乳汁沒有中斷分泌。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM5dnFRq2e
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp1pgigx6d
姊姊就這樣生到第五胎的三十六歲，踏入醫學上受孕機會低的高齡產婦年齡，肚皮才自然的不再有反應。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0s3plj0fp
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至少給黃家增加人口這件事，阿公很滿意。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R7u5W3VFH
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八年的時間，我和姊姊的確完成阿公的期望了……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdjxpreL0W
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現在，我二十八歲。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchcX4M6dia
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我和姊姊的長子十歲了。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJMPX1xDSx
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算是已經長大懂事，會開始好奇的想要瞭解更多世事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgzG9ITw9k
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他終於在我回家休息的這天，拉著弟弟妹妹問我：「爸爸，你為什麼都叫媽媽為姊姊？姊姊為什麼都叫你阿弟？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwF6jdPxPF
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你認為，我應該怎麼回答孩子？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHotORCw0QT
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我當然說：「因為爸爸在七歲的時候就和十八歲的媽媽結婚，讓媽媽照顧到這麼大，當然要喊媽媽為姊姊，被媽媽喊阿弟。」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwwlh5Vo11
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沒有錯，不論我幾歲，都覺得姊姊一直像對待小弟弟那樣照看我。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHqDYiqxy4
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長子很困惑：「爸爸七歲，媽媽十八歲，結婚？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn28RAPm9N
232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA5ITlJ1rx
我問他：「奇怪嗎？」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YAODzwpcC
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長子乖乖點頭。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuoA7PaReA
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於是我開始把自己和姊姊的故事，說給我們的第一個長子聽。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8vCPGYOeP
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讓他知道自己的爸爸媽媽到底是怎麼沒有經過戀愛，卻還是一直在一起……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaKCMuDhSs
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那麼接下來我還能說什麼？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKShQLt51O
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我真的已經沒有太多可以說。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1LCYPVv1w
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七歲病弱的我，娶十八歲的姊姊沖喜，讓姊姊親手照顧長大，再於十六歲的時候和姊姊正式結成連理，十八歲生下我們的長子，後續幾年再生下二男二女總共五個孩子。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhie9RW9gja
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十八歲為錢來到黃家的姊姊，本來想找機會逃跑，卻因為不忍心看還是個病弱孩子的我無助啼哭，開始接受我，日夜照顧我，漸漸的融入黃家的生活，最後給黃家生下五名重要的下一代。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9ce9pAxQx
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我們之間，一天天培養出來的深厚感情當然有，不過戀愛般的愛情絕對沒有……232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3XlQbP1dj
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你也會覺得我和姊姊的夫妻關係真的奇怪？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4HyGC3xm9
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年齡相差太多的男女，絕對不可能有未來？232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLBAVhAQxD
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我不知道你會怎麼想我和姐姐的事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiyEvlIdsE
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我只知道自己和姊姊一路走來，覺得男女關係專家真的沒有說錯：232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepfLwFyBKg
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『年齡和身份地位從來不是男女在一起的真正問題。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALAQAX7fgr
真正的問題在於有沒有用心對待另一半？』232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiWbYbQ81r
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愛情真的像爸爸說的，只是通往婚姻的其中一條道路。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFM4jjMKO8
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維持一段婚姻的從來不是愛情，永遠都是在於是否用心對待對方。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhfjnvL7nC
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有心了，把對方當成自己的另一半照顧陪伴，自然能刻骨銘心，自然能長久。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgEIWEeubz
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這才是家族親情和婚姻的真諦。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSvX7rzxrz
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因此我沒有什麼可以再說。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBa8reiauT
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再說下去，恐怕就是那五隻兔崽子怎麼又吵又鬧又合作的興旺黃家的故事。232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGWJaUBziF
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所以現在我唯有說：「這就是黃家屬於我和姊姊的故事了……」232Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP8qHYapfT
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然後按「加至主畫面」