二、新631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmL0eYsgmZ
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUYZwxOnqZ
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqbfvdUL32
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB75cxYqHs
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7sHKkgyal
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSsy6I40jn
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq8JsQSMXC
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOZBfDhy9E
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYsbPg3jet
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE9ay4zV3Z
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRNnSnEwuD
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOEbBpgXza
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO40msBxpR
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71CE4araJ0
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmCr8dFe3L
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NoDc9Up0w
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7ZqQi5uwo
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryAiyB1QSL
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh6qIuO1vW
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINJTHeY1ua
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二人的路程一模一樣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQidGKa416x
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUdDuUXsrf
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大概一起了相擁過未算好631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0r5Yocybk
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOECXOMG6W
能生出愛情631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU6O1iurJd
問我應不應去禱告631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJO4K6DPH4
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5qnnpYNBV
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp92kNdFtjb
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGfuu6Swnr
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他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpSSb77Ghl
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisXI9MyZvw
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksKF9G8Tfa
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpy0fBhSFy
「我都係。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHSi2mGhmh
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他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1AI5ldo8l
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllmyEFxV4n
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLQJEUIG3Z
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2xu3UUF7R
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……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pL9DUQHvT
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會不會真的太巧合了？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pp6Iq1PXE
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xc5juKoKp
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJYcSkjCq6
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUigfhrgvf
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYAPsaUZ88
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XoqFiVZmP
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qtGzhZASR
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj83uCOFSw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafoIfDlDXP
他們傾偈。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHcRkQ8bEv
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUJs1b0JIu
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz2bI4buAK
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwft2es3Xl
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZGOABVHGg
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqpEJgP3Du
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ho97PoqxC
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniG3VAJof6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBZcV7Lt47
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaLgalCvU0
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYweBkNcC5O
「點解reg呢個course？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ86PAGMHm
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7JYdorYM6
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「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVCbpJeUFL
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今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJnhZA8fIq
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmyse9PD6z
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFnllQYpiX
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「你問。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwtdUSx7nG
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ3gctWEW0
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1EsuNPBIM
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1g3Fcx0fq
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU42SbaK4t4
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEL11rj8OS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdco7SHdSHP
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMSNKS1crO
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFrSXBj3s2
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJQVbC7OI4
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuDTLmTAUR
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7UCvbN8t4
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9RAV3sCI5
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Swg1nijr8
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青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0qszxnGkw
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEfS7SH1cP
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeR3fxxXgm
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XIgzi7qkY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdh7xGZV1U
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZvjePX0B3
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6aBelHNHe
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrIOgdV7P6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsNek0J1pa
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHcVaJ2BZA
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXjt3uzqhB
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnq0eGk9Jw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WmV49yyt0
他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcFuI63ru3
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtgvP6G2TY
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiNNQF0rEL
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyPPlGeqNk
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlPdgOtFPu
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOsLjYas1o
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLeMd7d3cZ
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrYJ3dC7dS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWbS9GWhyO
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo37j9W1Rtn
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這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApdc4towG8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jN1ym38Ku
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXLp0gDA57
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLIPQoZ7gt
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82mJtrZpVS
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「會啊。」他點頭。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX07apzxOsP
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiitK7GNuLq
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOMBNgFbdV
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9y5xvx5Uy
「咁如果唔會呢？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcv9NShVDn
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79CSquTm3U
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZleeTiJMmC
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「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7Nug7Xl5r
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgtikSW6jA
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIZDcmJ9cG
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFwcxDINpt
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYWCfKM0ZR
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmIhSp6iiX
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPjc0BqMAC
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她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS3DG205LE
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她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CascIai7L
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愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4HXYMbYDD
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEfvhTOwan
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gbB48oS9S
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阿行心癢。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZIqSwLGdq
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys3E4JUKZ9
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUHmDTLXfQ
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc7a2BPWRC
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H3Pf8kVQ6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zag7wUTdo
他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllNZeGBXrR
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY4iDF9WRE
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkkAvNlun5
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R7AENNa41
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFXmSWmBcu
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PEzFe9aM8
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2NvPY6VR8
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