二、新536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRjyLXn6u7
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6xfqJsTbh
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIDT6qnMu1
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Ps7f5iZa
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtqL37R3tv
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbs9XbUgg8
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JThfPCW1J
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RwKMjt97K
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXKE3hau5z
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qyoZ3hg5x
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FOiS5OSGu
而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4eAEv6e4l
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBhHUju9VQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCBo6q1kMP
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FaguJ9D6B
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IXuvlXFje
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KdoNIiCHk
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsHfPn3Rk1
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfwU1m5bwY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSv62YgG9x
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEeziiW3wi
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9YJZjpwSE
二人的路程一模一樣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX0F7rug9W
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpAFWk5MUW
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMSrpS5GtG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0qTlkQaAt
大概一起了相擁過未算好536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCTFEGzY5V
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WkNQucaTJ
能生出愛情536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDtuPKwshj
問我應不應去禱告536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTX3oF9NI9
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpGUzl4rAH
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBgtnZNAFF
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckrUIDgrgu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneOePZ0IaB
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw4tfunRs4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGFxOkr3J0
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaIWAqM1mu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnd4UX4Xcf
「我都係。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aY1mDiUxL
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa0IfIUIOQ
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM1dcGUQm6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhOOmsfgMs
「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwpQgRLRAX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhbDfdFyLY
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2Z4Vjvgp2
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……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDS1eLiIiQ
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會不會真的太巧合了？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLkOJeOZHI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL746IMZAY
於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjICp7bUi9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg0UnsfV9E
下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArzT80bQ3w
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0mpY6pXzb
這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn7eHm0V0w
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfLTJm6scX
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiv35YhY13r
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23SCYKTCib
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwIZ2vGQBT
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztWALC41RE
他們傾偈。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSB3QA0Qda
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCkRCUnPHf
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hGkeGzmie
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUGeSeFaA4
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0nGNrCAgu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bn4ibwgiE
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaSiVJ9oqO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ8gvJdQUr
「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ6G4PKSz5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkkjG1vXEK
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8sORHHnHW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEtjZDLZZP
「點解reg呢個course？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpYH7ICNj8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFLt6O8fOO
「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVhQ0sfC95
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOF8O25jxC
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKKHr3pJvB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l8c4l26Xp
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4kBxOfcyt
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PgSf90GDg
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc5WkEtim3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklly3MzOPl
「你問。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVKsDhY3RV
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhybOM4K4kF
「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbQV3W6xFW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sIISm3v3e
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsW05n0EC3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iwsEeFPWQ
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnedQcB3z4L
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgn6siHAKm
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI78rrRFQ7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi087aO5W0F
「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnku9mZKyAo
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c4v8Ogsmk
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFZkAcJCdW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6ea8MIbGF
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA10Aq5EZlA
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02ggYX3KQm
「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqxDpu4zws
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybU1DSqhrF
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDuxswRunN
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7omqtaZBc
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhthNOJInch
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj6oTDfV6v
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiwkJlXmS4
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkzI2lldRy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8SpEQbWQH
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiXhFj38oF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNTXzjDkYH
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYN96Q4fV0
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdIW5yP39B
青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWUB2toeqy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT0pzCDVfc
父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmPthV2teJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGz7BI1eLc
他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaexrOgc4F4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjpd5ytpYi
父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4zJjlXgzC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppzcp1MXEO
從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fiaQwUNzW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDplfA4qI3s
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4boXkgJCo9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6MTNtLYAd
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqG1PxZokl
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUgWnLUyjO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTRXkJu4hP
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANGfQMTsZj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lyAXPbacG
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPKVH4WpYK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRPW0NicvW
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelnQvpf1EE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAEmSolKpG
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4IFgrCxd9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDSrjaIQEq
「會啊。」他點頭。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyiw4NEXPZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKMawzu12Q
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4fzN6RPpr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3keH3MnWDt
「咁如果唔會呢？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcCyyqrahU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqdep1cLzA
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNdOjKRFpz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Uof5BHMb
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH2z1OCTpM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIF5Jvf2EY
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xpBZlssQ1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjlcq2AprR
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W3sZShPNv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmdQupzNdd
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc77PbNO7Y2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxPPe8SxTj
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fA4eGZduh
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP9VjAVkFd
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHVQeQvxIP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn120DSwNMC
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmerOhwgog
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqApcN8qCYb
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqV1IAfjwo
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阿行心癢。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUjqRObEZX
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5V5cygQI7
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILXZhTwNvz
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ffI6vnLu
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV7rHOvon2
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu55JwLKN1
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLAqoyVFqY
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJUsZJAXiS
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yNsjrpYM7
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5hZJsUgo6
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjWSOblSSt
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A0hg058Ss
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