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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOeT1WK4HT
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT27zpfRFxu
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFQHJ4d4Nj
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu81UAySBcM
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30MeiJ7giZ
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrWvp4d2vm
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZZCmWPJPr
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlZEvLyQbS
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dQ9131u8U
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAyzgnp43G
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFd7KzxCeO
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSUajdjo9R
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK0fAvW2Os
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22pImtZIiz
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWAioSBBIi
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTJ6S8RZdK
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKD92wSUaK
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二人的路程一模一樣。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGIyXJU0e4
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruvnrFeFW1
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大概一起了相擁過未算好649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwTpadzJtV
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRuK9qKw31
能生出愛情649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEXZnygNtO
問我應不應去禱告649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg7mOgtWYp
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVob8tII4O
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青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpjYqLRmBH
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他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUozvtKOYac
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「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY2KiOLEQl
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「我都係。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw54haw5w2
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他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAZ3h9rkaC
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmizGx5Qyb
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她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHQMaWzX6Y
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會不會真的太巧合了？649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCQkslNtNv
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdemNBVzLNb
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhNmQEHKfL
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5M0Ig7EpV
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老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE3xxHXehZ
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阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqyVMmxdTM
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他們傾偈。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxgZzylPjm
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「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNArPxD5ZVq
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「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeJ9v549F1
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她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEenDwLkx95
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WgAd9pwmS
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「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8iSFiOWEH
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「點解reg呢個course？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr3AXm4TIH
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVNIOTa8yr
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「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7Hj3X94JW
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今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfjvP2tcAl
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「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfDqBJ3W1F
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「你問。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCx82iDjxG
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBxVVc0Tbw
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93bRJVG219
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「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSQqm2iFj4
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「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOen3HcWyB1
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1KTUQjahG
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「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDrMEgUzcO
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「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjoVthgeVZ
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgdSj9Bbnd
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青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6nIodPOfH
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjUbcVlAHx
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83kGwNIDkH
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他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19baDruYnV
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她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwZxt8c1AZ
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阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MVq9Wv3oE
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡie4nxsyoTU
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb3euJioBA
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsIHHAHuFk
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf7cMabL4G
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT6A4ZarND
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青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMlSUzp7nw
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阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1Y21uXyvH
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6yncZUk0N
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落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPsjGdMleB
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這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOEyNraOlM
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「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKe9QkDFWm
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「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59XZxKAsgC
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「會啊。」他點頭。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGDtKgaKQo
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGky7K2tcBz
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「咁如果唔會呢？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbXPmm8Qhi
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「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar6aoC2tdg
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「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrqyUTTjht
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她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMxO0tfgnC
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青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5TfIvzlGl
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因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHwos9Z6Q7
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她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKSB9mtlbY
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她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh9kAIxfAB
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愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC494N5cbec
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfSKXpBS4p
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm8wMVBN3c
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阿行心癢。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1wbp3vwCR
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fRrZ6l5dD
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcIkDQDKAZ
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW60n6IA8d
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFH9na8cmB
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGfmC1VE5D
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd2HDx3XEO
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvIJYBrfRW
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzXjJQoBHm
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkij3XfOMb
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6C826N4L8
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21sBmcaui6
然後按「加至主畫面」