二、新648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9bs38IZl7
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7MJEeRNgL
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcATQ9cMqn
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4QSDo89H9
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6gJc76F6J
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7GFebIGVC
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2d6uZXZ7V
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJbE9G5GEx
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOhRzBfyv9
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrolTyubV1O
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4KZ1LEJTl
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayNL9wGLpL
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEN8ToF97T
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4p7Nfiezg
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbdDEEZdeS
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Uc58UndH3
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaVA6xOCgm
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ469yLJG2
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjY25g6XfW
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGNjvT2ezc
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二人的路程一模一樣。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E1Qx1PDdb
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJNI2TX5dC
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8mifT8RQ7
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大概一起了相擁過未算好648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q4Aba2nbF
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABO0IErghw
能生出愛情648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZMQGOdQWd
問我應不應去禱告648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWyDi3tpt9
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZmI5qVwvG
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZLwZODKO4
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazhDwsEC0J
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vi71SEfLV
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfdJ3EQ74t
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpBYwnIKdn
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzSUarJb2M
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「我都係。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnQxHz86No
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nXN6ebjxX
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDJ1c3QLQt
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuERvFt1WS
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb2V8DSF0u
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGcDUPx9LY
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……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OyY7qmgSU
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會不會真的太巧合了？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVUhbsxmWU
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyOyzPsu3e
於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzV3JJNhRl
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvZBtI52Xu
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIekZ96uNX
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy6khEwTIA
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguMf3l5g2j
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmsqnTlFy2
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTjNiNwvlC
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSATDcgpe8a
他們傾偈。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5EiSXcZ7X
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「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdMugXMgyl
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「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgvPrlUqES
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX89vEOaxiK
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5bnaVP4I6
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRwsWOUGKe
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DleRfHRCj
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFdIl5XEcT
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ddK84TTD
「點解reg呢個course？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd86JA5WaTs
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YP1reDZrV
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok3Jb2awrM
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QvTJ0St0i
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHdwBCu46q
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpH5giAhO8
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbFcSuveoR
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gAmPwKbDc
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「你問。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GVR95UtSr
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qvHUuy9kL
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH6ogN45Ih
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGpFKsdYOY
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「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas1WUbiH9p
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EzpADmk0M
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLwSVOJXhq
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1pIMqNLqc
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr181IYXHy
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwFJfMlSSK
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTRzayccIC
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIZQP6Jk8W
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF77oaH6IwF
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBzY74npwC
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVbxEYOeXG
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTyLiH62nQ
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLt7zrmIzk
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他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqeeU62xF0
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa65q8BYvNS
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aKYIoSBYE
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6WgopskCO
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dDgr5uLre
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFVIH2lHQq
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzwP2c0fzH
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotvh0EWwuw
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK3CmBLZ4n
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0bb4cdkeT
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青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOLPiSdDzE
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwYjFFN5Lz
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAm46bcC7q
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkMKQQipur
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjLsZCb6pv
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkGkfUI5ES
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kJBsndhBv
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN966Jd0eU
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「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsfmw7x0ez
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「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeWT4bJSFN
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「會啊。」他點頭。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8C8rSHQbt
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatVV8ZYEv9
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJRi2BQomj
「咁如果唔會呢？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8vMuzCyMZ
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlVUvJQ2YJ
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJvs4QwyKl
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliZ86m8YuL
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJv2OpsafS
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujAAgVr5FE
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4WQgC9uby
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8LTszBFol
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcEiDbabEe
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED0u3pgqul
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡappjxHn5Y4
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XqiR1TjWH
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaV0IHVkSr
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHd85jCeiK
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa5fYUSmEa
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvNF4fZxWB
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y794ecRUu
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMXfdGCXvy
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySPrkOZl9E
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阿行心癢。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2ojsusfnf
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMxFOqX79e
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gpm3zYG5m
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6d1BpZpMz
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIXPzjdyZs
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuqabxfwZZ
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43zPD7miaB
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GdPL51ek5
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKXXgG6NH7
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtgTUZqmlO
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFNs93m9xY
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kXMurpfgO
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