斗大雨粒打到牆壁、簷篷、車頂、垃圾箱,像一場激烈的組合鼓獨奏。295Please respect copyright.PENANAPnzvzH4m30
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雨夜黑街,櫻站在自己的倒影上,任由冰冷的雨水沖刷熱臉。295Please respect copyright.PENANAxcQBzqNfNl
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已經不能回去了。295Please respect copyright.PENANA5jhFoLBPZ9
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沉重的步伐猶如行屍,沒有目標;沒有目的,為了行走而行走,毫無意義。295Please respect copyright.PENANAvPgxos3jX2
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世上首個變性仿真人,這種頭銜不要也罷。她…或他,到頭來都擺脫不到男性身份。295Please respect copyright.PENANAg1OqK0UQtY
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島上的日子,他問心無愧。由始至終未對任何一位女孩產生半分情慾。身體是男性,心理是女性,從懂事起他就覺得自己的性別是錯誤的。靈魂倒模就像一次重生的機會,能夠身心統一渡過屬於女性的人生。295Please respect copyright.PENANASiGm86VVM3
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然而,安德魯沖淡了他的信念。若然接受安德魯的感情,代表男性的性別認同大於想成為女性的決心,變相要承認自己心底裡仍然是男性這一點。295Please respect copyright.PENANAqbuq4p6hjP
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安德魯一定是做出了最大的覺悟,才能跨越性別的紅線向同性表白。而對自己而言,回應這段感情,就只是普通的異性戀,付出的代價根本九牛一毛,極端的不平衡。
他,再無面目面對她。295Please respect copyright.PENANAYwdqdl8MAy
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雙腳只是順應本能地前行,不知何時起,街道的景色變得熟悉,他,走回了冰室。295Please respect copyright.PENANAnsAxTSBsLn
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「笨蛋,就那麼不捨得嗎……我必須一個人孤獨地死去……」295Please respect copyright.PENANA0fGK74HDfZ
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櫻轉身,回頭看見安德魯,冷雨中的身影微微顫抖,嘴邊吐著白霞,緩緩地張開雙臂。295Please respect copyright.PENANAKHUnFdxEB9
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「回來吧。」她說。295Please respect copyright.PENANAwyihP4xl6s
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櫻再度轉身,拔腿就跑,安德魯立刻追隨。暴雨下的追逐,雨水與街道共同合演節奏緊張的BGM。295Please respect copyright.PENANAANf61T5qe9
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「為甚麼要跑!」295Please respect copyright.PENANA1nZZRci85G
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「別管我!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAxa7wuW22WY
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「不論性別,櫻就是櫻!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAvuKEipfOMk
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「我沒有面目再見你們!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAYD0MVi8y3j
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「我喜歡你,你喜歡我,這樣就夠了!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAWIjfSxDzVw
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「你根本甚麼都不明白!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAu8c6Phn6Zh
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「櫻!!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAPWld2nVYUh
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安德魯撲上去拉住櫻的肩膀,她們站不住腳,雙雙倒地。櫻翻身掙扎爬起來,安德魯抓住她的手腕壓在地上,雙膝夾住她的腰,用全身的重量壓制,櫻扭動下身亂踢,除了濺起水花外沒有作用。295Please respect copyright.PENANAubcgBeDCYE
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「放開我!」「你給我說個明白啊啊啊啊!!!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAzdaZNW0jXz
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「嗚嗯…」「甚麼都不說就跑掉,你要我明白甚麼啊啊啊啊啊!!!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAUyot88i59S
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安德魯向著櫻咆哮,連聲音都壓過去。櫻沒有反抗的餘地,唯有不憤的別過臉,以自我封閉來對抗。295Please respect copyright.PENANA9dSCfpsh2u
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暖流滴到臉上,安德魯的熱淚灼熱她的雙頰。295Please respect copyright.PENANA4jksU72q1Y
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「跟我說話啊,不要丟下我啊,我不要連你都失去……」295Please respect copyright.PENANAT1V2w09M8T
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聲音沙啞,氣若柔絲。抓握續漸無力,淚眼埋到櫻胸前,泣不成聲。295Please respect copyright.PENANAhRjt8QAy0M
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櫻無力地仰望夜空,看著雨點往身後消失,好像自己正飛往天上。她把手放到安德魯背上,一個動作,省卻千言萬語。295Please respect copyright.PENANAJUiftSTMUY
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太狡滑;太奸茅。
再硬的道理;再堅強的信念。
在女人的眼淚面前,全部都毫無意義。295Please respect copyright.PENANAEOFXvAxmBT
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「我,始終無法成為女人。」
櫻突然坐立起來,安德魯一時沒抓住平衡,摔倒之際被櫻抱住後腰,擁吻雙唇。
櫻的雙眼閃動藍色光芒。295Please respect copyright.PENANA7gQ5vNaD5a
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「你不要後悔。」她說,「我們回去吧。」295Please respect copyright.PENANAFrMf4d9YyQ
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安德魯點頭,兩人互相扶持站起來。295Please respect copyright.PENANA1cgCjOqcJe
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轟!!!295Please respect copyright.PENANAxjdRffhy6o
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震耳欲聾的雷響!天空一瞬照成了全白!雷電劈中建築物的廣告燈箱!火花四濺!燈箱炸出失控的強光,刺耳的電流聲嗡嗡作響。295Please respect copyright.PENANA9vO3hYkxPV
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她們忽然聯想起,仿真人的金屬義體;全身濕透的衣物;廢城的建築樓高矮細,以上要點在雷雨天加起來變成刻不容緩的危險環境。
幸好離冰室只有一條街的距離……不!在戶外多待一秒都是極大的危機!櫻拖住安德魯,跑進最近的店舖裡避難。295Please respect copyright.PENANAnzA2P8L7Zm
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身上滴落的雨水,馬上在木地板留下大大小小的水窪。這兒似是零售店,空空如也的貨架,無從得知店舖以前的行業。295Please respect copyright.PENANAfkBmepb0qc
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站在櫥窗後向外望,燈箱閃爍的白光照耀住她們,很久沒有見過文明的光了。天上又一道落雷,嚇得安德魯縮起身子尖叫。295Please respect copyright.PENANAHlaKaqcHsW
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櫻:「怕打雷嗎?」295Please respect copyright.PENANA8h2wmtt2Q0
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「不是,」安德魯故作鎮定,撩起頭髮掛上耳背,水珠沿水臂流走,「只是,不喜歡突如其來的巨響。」295Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZJG78pIxM
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「不用怕,有我在。」
櫻下意識地握緊了手,安德魯狐疑的把手舉起。295Please respect copyright.PENANAZOcBoLayPV
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「那個……」295Please respect copyright.PENANAuAykhwAkm0
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櫻握得更用力,「我不會放手的。」295Please respect copyright.PENANAocCPZQNwHu
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安德魯臉龐一熱,皺著眉為難的說,「雖然仿真人不會著涼,」她捏著外套的一角,水流應聲滴下,「但不脫掉的話會很不舒服。」295Please respect copyright.PENANABgstXStVtN
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「噢,是啊。」櫻放手後退,「我說過的話不會反口,就算物理上放手了,我們的心還是連住的。」295Please respect copyright.PENANAXOdPJ9VWWr
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安德魯失笑,「你最會耍嘴皮。」295Please respect copyright.PENANAO22KflOC5j
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她拉開拉鏈將外套脫去,隨手掛在側旁的貨架上。水珠在皮膚上凝結,顯得坦露的手臂更有光澤。295Please respect copyright.PENANA7ggWuEnAcz
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雨水無孔不入,連頭皮都濕透,濕重塌陷的頭髮黏住臉好不舒服。她彎腰前傾,捲起長髮露出後頸,用力扭乾髮束。覺得差不多了,才挻直腰抬起頭。殘留的水珠滑過巧克力色的肌膚,由下巴到脖子,經過深刻有線條的鎖骨,埋入棗紅色文胸裡消失。295Please respect copyright.PENANAMFI7SuQD9q
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櫻看得入神,魂魄都被牽走了。295Please respect copyright.PENANA3WLBcYZo9Y
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安德魯半開眼,嫵媚一笑,「色鬼。」295Please respect copyright.PENANAh7FSOUPlYb
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「才不是!」櫻一緊張便掩著脖子,「我對你們沒有非分的邪念!我敢以我的原型發誓!」295Please respect copyright.PENANA6d9ifqWiA2
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安德魯瞇眼斜笑,「我都跟你一齊了,愛看便看吧。但是不準看我以外的女人啊。哈哈,這樣會顯得我很專制嗎?」295Please respect copyright.PENANAWL3QOH0P8G
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櫻摸著脖子,臉紅耳赤,視線時刻飄向安德魯,但又不敢逗留太久。295Please respect copyright.PENANAJTLpPYgUrW
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「你真的好美,放髮的模樣很賢慧,我真的被你迷倒了。」295Please respect copyright.PENANAR2RoAvRups
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她挨在牆邊,顯得不自在,眼睛不知道該放在那兒,「身體是男性;精神是女性,倒模後變性,結果卻喜歡上女性。真奇怪啊,我都不知道自己算甚麼了。會喜歡你,一定是因為我的內心還是男人吧,你認識的我卻是一個不折不扣的女人。我自己也分不清了,這樣撲朔迷離的我,真的值得你喜歡嗎?」295Please respect copyright.PENANAynqbrzLwfH
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哆嗦傳入耳中。安德魯大大的眼睛再次湧出眼淚。295Please respect copyright.PENANApb3seSR5L3
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「對不起,我說錯甚麼了嗎?」295Please respect copyright.PENANAZxhGDPub5K
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櫻上前,卻被安德魯動手搥打。295Please respect copyright.PENANAbBUebvtO71
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「討厭鬼!口甜舌滑!你要我羞恥到甚麼地步!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAhpMihYNLiT
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「哎呀!不要一邊笑一邊打啊!」295Please respect copyright.PENANAX6JdjlLFaF
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轟!!!295Please respect copyright.PENANAxwj4qpdbYU
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雷電煞風景的打斷玩鬧,安德魯被雷響嚇到尖叫,蹲下來拉住櫻的衣腳。295Please respect copyright.PENANAhCEZlkydfJ
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室外的暴雨沒有停歇的跡象,二人不約而同地擔心小熊,但想到有智賀照料,就覺得沒有必要冒著雷擊的風險外出。295Please respect copyright.PENANAE6zr5UDL0C
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恐怕她們必須有在此過夜的打算。295Please respect copyright.PENANAmVMTmOCX3Q