天花傳來朦朧的小提琴樂聲,哀傷的旋律成為冰室的BGM。341Please respect copyright.PENANApdf2y75bxN
沙…沙…沙…小熊不停寫,不斷地寫,試圖忽視胸膛的空洞感。臉上的感受很奇怪,好像被重石壓住,鼻子不能吸氣一樣。安德魯教她,這種感覺叫『悲傷』。341Please respect copyright.PENANAtg8j59YpZP
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枱的對面,智賀低著頭,一手在抄寫;另一手在敲打太陽能計算機。旁邊是安德魯,無所事事,望著天花發呆。341Please respect copyright.PENANApdxjJJwjY0
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樂聲不絕於耳,少說也持續半天了。讀過祐嘉留下的信後,櫻甚麼都沒說,獨個兒抱起小提琴逃到天台,飽含情感的獨奏沒有停過。341Please respect copyright.PENANASkKvFHpOGA
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「智賀。」安德魯輕聲呼喚。341Please respect copyright.PENANAc28R1OSZ4v
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「嗯?」她聞聲抬頭,瀏海前掛著眼鏡。341Please respect copyright.PENANAYijOhoAvFp
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安德魯禁不住爆笑,像堵塞的水管忽然暢通,情感過載,笑到眼淚直流。抱住肚子大笑,像一隻熟透的蝦。341Please respect copyright.PENANATjLIv505rb
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「安德魯,不要哭。」小熊緊張地拉住她的手。341Please respect copyright.PENANAIaaC96h8W7
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「不是這樣的,不過,小熊真温柔。」安德魯用袖子拭去淚水,「智賀,你真會搞怪。」341Please respect copyright.PENANABvMlHUIqLb
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「你知我佈這一局等了多久嗎?」智賀把眼鏡脫下收起,「你肯笑就好啦,不枉我由中午等到黃昏。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAW9yg0tQMFA
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安德魯喘過氣,總算冷靜下來。她又攤開祐嘉留下的信紙,工整穩重的字體,仿佛從字裡行間聞到祐嘉的聲音,平靜地述說著無奈的現實。341Please respect copyright.PENANAySw5wQxYdf
這封信已經讀過幾遍,而今次卻有不同的感覺。祐嘉的豁達開朗傳到心中,既然是深思熟慮後的選擇,應當給予尊重和支持。
日子總要過,自己不能躊躇不前,否則就太對不住她們了。341Please respect copyright.PENANAsyEflCzpGT
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「智賀,記得櫻在上面待了多久嗎?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAlEtTcYyjJK
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「沒有認真數,大概四個小時有多。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAUC8bc5kOcz
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「不行,她需要補充電力。」安德魯撞開椅子站起來,走到儲物箱翻找,掏出幾罐櫻桃味能量飲品。341Please respect copyright.PENANAVkSLItiqfv
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智賀:「要幫忙嗎?」341Please respect copyright.PENANApMv2nw9s8O
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「你留著陪小熊,我去把她帶回來。」341Please respect copyright.PENANA4VrAt4I9Ku
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智賀裝模作樣的以手背擦瀏海,「好像要下雨了,最好速去速回。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAjmaAuCqaEC
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「你是兔子,不是貓。」安德魯沒好氣的說。341Please respect copyright.PENANA2JkfvSvs4e
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她走出冰室外,沿消防直梯往上爬。天台被陽光染成一片淡黃,祐嘉的小帳幕仍在原位,書本在靜候主人回歸。天台中央是櫻的背影,面向熾熱的落日。小提琴演奏的樂章,傳到耳中的是哭嚎,無淚的哭泣。341Please respect copyright.PENANA0xGoLElkpR
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「櫻,休息一會吧。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAgOMkUx4SKb
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她沒有反應,魂魄根本不在這個世界。341Please respect copyright.PENANAVK7o0P98mH
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「整整半天了,喝罐能量飲品補充吧。不要讓電量降到危險水平。櫻,你聽到嗎?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAsux9hveUEg
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音樂沒有停下的意思。音色在廢城迴盪,隨風傳遍每個角落,將空氣染上哀傷的顏色。341Please respect copyright.PENANAgt3DUF5qI5
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「櫻,跟我說話。讓我進到你的思維裡,我想知道你在想甚麼。」341Please respect copyright.PENANARtouyMYvgY
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地上的影子以肉眼可見的速度減淡,夕陽戴上了面紗,世界蒙上一層灰色的暗影。風起了,雲層後傳來悶響,暴雨將近的前奏。341Please respect copyright.PENANAW8lDaSn764
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暖場表演結束,小提琴的演奏停了下來,櫻垂下手,萬般不捨的轉身。安德魯迎了上來,太快,太突然,櫻反射性的後退。341Please respect copyright.PENANAltPU37hOxe
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當意識回來時,她才察覺到嘴唇異樣的觸感,自己正被吻著這個現實。341Please respect copyright.PENANAIErLgCxL60
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猶如一整個伺服器的數據在人工大腦中爆炸,櫻一時之間處理不到現況,像當機一樣無法反應。小提琴『咚』的掉到地上,櫻按住安德魯的肩膀想推開對方,可是,她的力氣好大,緊緊抓住櫻的臉不放。341Please respect copyright.PENANA11hyx724eJ
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朱唇被某個柔軟帶韌性的東西撐開,泥水的味道灌進口裡,滑落食道之中。櫻試圖用舌頭將那不知名物體推開,像打架一樣奮力抵抗。341Please respect copyright.PENANAw1YO5Kf8Th
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大失方寸的櫻腳底一滑,踏了個空,安德魯扶住她的腰,慢慢跪到地上。
泥水的味道依然充斥口腔,但是,是味覺系統壞掉了嗎?苦澀之中帶著一絲甘甜,感到依依不捨,想留得更久,像要舔食那香甜的味道一樣。341Please respect copyright.PENANAFee8TG4tBx
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櫻的雙臂不再掙扎,反而繞過安德魯的脖子,沉醉地抱住她。對方的心跳傳遞到自己身上,好像連心臟也在擁抱對方。341Please respect copyright.PENANAC9i6fqB8Oh
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不想分開,不想分開,不想分開……341Please respect copyright.PENANA1M4B7mD5wr
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腦海一片空白,甚麼也想不到,思想要融化了,之後怎樣都無所謂……341Please respect copyright.PENANAjoz6TgoQUq
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冰涼的雨點喚醒心智,混濁的思緒突然變得清澈。櫻猛然推開安德魯,往後爬退了半米。341Please respect copyright.PENANACBZe98RzVP
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「為甚麼……」安德魯的眼睛湧出淚光,「你討厭我嗎?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAASAAJ9ehYk
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「不是的!不要誤會!我不是討厭你的意思!」櫻欲言又止,眼神閃縮,臉皮下正在天人交戰。341Please respect copyright.PENANASrV2bwhKd4
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噙滿淚水的眼睛望著她,臉上一抹潮紅,頭髮漸漸被雨水沾濕,「櫻,我喜歡你。」341Please respect copyright.PENANA083eAgPRqG
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「為甚麼?」
身而為人最差勁的回答衝口而出。然而,安德魯拿出從未對櫻顯現過的耐心,柔聲語道:341Please respect copyright.PENANADGacg62GDa
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「櫻願意完全接納我的任性。無論我如何為難你,你都不會生氣,這點讓我十分安心。和你在一起,我可以盡情做自己。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAn8jrJDmLou
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安德魯爬向櫻,按住她的膝蓋,用體重壓住她,禁止她逃走。但櫻卻別過臉,手背遮著嘴唇。341Please respect copyright.PENANAHa0A8BjC8q
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「因為我們是女人嗎?」安德魯說,淚水滑過臉頰,「這樣的話,我不會迫你。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAtaEQVpf2sa
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櫻深深地吸了口氣,眼眶又熱又重。
為甚麼…會變成這樣……341Please respect copyright.PENANAKGMQVOowEn
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「聽我說,我…並不是存心騙你們。我三番四次想要說出真相,可是,是我太軟弱了,才會令事情發展到覆水難收的地步。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAHNXVwHUf7B
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嘴唇好乾,舌頭仿佛打結了。不存在的胃袋整個反轉,好像要嘔出心臟。341Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q8BmfMVpT
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滂沱大雨從天而降,水窪快速在腳邊凝聚,大風似是催促她們。341Please respect copyright.PENANAqd0LtbTvei
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「對不起,安德魯……我…341Please respect copyright.PENANAVB8hyPIvTk
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「我是男人。」341Please respect copyright.PENANADB2inUAIqA