升上國二前的春天,事件以物品被野狗叼走、翻入舊校舍尋找卻遇上建設老舊坍塌、爆炸導致受傷為由結案。狗卷和茜都被送進了醫院,但後來回到學校的卻只有狗卷一人。516Please respect copyright.PENANAXIlhSaHQNn
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茜轉學了,什麼話也沒有留給狗卷。516Please respect copyright.PENANAtCF46PmMUH
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因為發生了學生受傷的事故,學校即刻拆除老舊的校舍。活動過的痕跡連同建築被夷為平地,什麼也沒能留下,狗卷每每經過那塊空地時,都會想起茜。516Please respect copyright.PENANATYMCNz4tkc
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苦澀在心頭化開,他甚至沒能得知她的治療狀況究竟如何,卻從此沒了她的消息。在時間流逝下把與茜相處的過往封在記憶的一隅,狗卷只是努力的向前看,不再回望這段過去。因為他唯一知道的是,茜再也不會稱他為紅寶石。516Please respect copyright.PENANAHymLl8RtOb
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再也不會是了。516Please respect copyright.PENANAz9Drpoa0En
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自醫院醒過來的茜一睜開眼睛,只看見家人們一個個滿面笑容。她抬起左手,只見繃帶一層層的裹著,可怎麼看都不像是常人的手該有的樣子——沒有手掌。516Please respect copyright.PENANANezeTAFgBS
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「太好了啊!」516Please respect copyright.PENANABrubC4OLN5
「這麼一來詛咒也會消失的吧?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAWdGtBgNc4X
「這隻手本來就不該存在啊!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAcGmHw7JKVp
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家人們正在慶祝她少了左手掌的事,茜盯著那隻再也不正常的左手,緩緩閉上了眼睛。516Please respect copyright.PENANA6PW4ZvsW1i
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誰讓她別畫了都好,可她頭一次感覺到耳膜幾近破裂、滿腔的炙熱被澆熄、彷彿脖子仍被掐著的那般窒息,現在的她又像是被按入水中,和大石綁在一起,沉入無止盡的深淵裡頭,看不見也不想再盼脫出水面的那一刻。516Please respect copyright.PENANANZi57a5K9M
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「……既然詛咒解除了,我們好好的搬家吧,到新的地方去展開新的生活。」睜開眼睛,面上看起來極其正常,茜只是撫著那隻殘缺了的手輕聲說道,「再也……不會發生詛咒了。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAJzjOsJLmzl
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全家上下自然是欣喜的不得了,開始對未來充滿期待與憧憬,他們深信之後的日子一定會極其順遂,因為再也沒有厄運會纏身了。而茜,只是靜靜的抱著左手臂,側過頭去看著那條原本綁在她頭髮上的亞麻色緞帶完好無缺的躺在桌上。516Please respect copyright.PENANA3aDtWi1LAP
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是要直接扔了呢?還是要再用緞帶把頭髮紮起來呢?茜拿起了沒有溫度的緞帶,低下頭來盯得出神。516Please respect copyright.PENANAaE0lsMq8CR
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她好累,什麼都不想記得了。516Please respect copyright.PENANA3DcUH7mE0G
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過上平凡的生活就是茜的願望。516Please respect copyright.PENANAtjBKhU3N0B
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不需要擔心周遭人認為她是詛咒之女,家人也不再當她是厄運,生活似乎步上了正軌,再也不會與人有所不同,一切看起來都迎來了好運。516Please respect copyright.PENANAa2DKQ9oSIv
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「我的頭髮……咕嗚嗚嗚……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ5cWwL4ev
「鏘!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAYvq7Wn23cL
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順手觸摸了理髮店前的紫色吉祥物,色塊形成的長矛在眨眼間刺穿了毛髮稀疏的咒靈,接著很快的連同咒靈一塊兒消散,誰也沒有發現剛才這裡發生了什麼。516Please respect copyright.PENANAXoDBPJw1kG
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茜將手收回寬大的袖子裡,把自己藏在飄逸的深色大衣之中,像是沒事一樣的經過。516Please respect copyright.PENANA2uLt4cf75j
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她不想讓任何人事物再干擾她的平凡。516Please respect copyright.PENANApKyGkiyW36
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在斷裂處綁上了亞麻色的蝴蝶結,每當祓除一個咒靈時,茜都會伸手撫摸那沒了手掌的左手。她在那一天了解到太多事情了,如果能夠重來的話,她絕對不會對狗卷說出讓他隔一天也要來舊校舍這種話。516Please respect copyright.PENANATnR7D5nrcj
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如果是假的就好了,她這麼想著,過往的每一句話都像是詛咒一樣,讓現在的她就算是虛假的日常都想要維持住。516Please respect copyright.PENANANQjgjxC3mz
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活在謊言裡的她,就連過去對咒術的認知都是錯誤的。516Please respect copyright.PENANAeLLLxsKHYv
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或許,茜其實是知道的,知道自己的咒術根本不是作畫,只是一直催眠著自己就是這樣,過去的自己才能藉此控制好自己的咒力。只要指頭碰觸過色塊,她就能夠直接操縱另一個色塊,所有周遭同色的色塊都為之共鳴了起來。516Please respect copyright.PENANA7rAHkgZo7d
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作畫是詛咒,所以她不再畫圖了,那已經不再是讓她感到快樂的事,從國一至今都過了兩個年頭,升上高一的茜沒有再碰過顏料。她的咒術是不能被人看到的怪異現象,只是為了讓她獲得平靜生活的手段,除此之外她一概不願施展。她不喜歡自己的咒術,非常不喜歡。516Please respect copyright.PENANAXNxsqNxQ72
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「妳咒術用的很上手啊!」一個戴著墨鏡又一頭白髮的高挑男子忽地站到了茜的眼前,擋住了她的去路。516Please respect copyright.PENANAya0cg1yQDK
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聽到關鍵詞,茜只是閉上了眼睛,想快步從他身旁走過。516Please respect copyright.PENANA7SPFCsvMMI
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但男子卻先她一步又擋住了她的去路。516Please respect copyright.PENANAKIiyhCK6MF
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「妳要不要來咒專?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAppsx88Zf9K
「我沒有興趣。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAlkkSKxAjGd
「可是妳很適合欸?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAEImbqIDAW4
「請不要這樣。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAAXdI59OUNe
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跟著茜的步伐左擋右攔,男子一面微笑一面不斷推薦她加入他口中所說的「咒專」。茜看著眼前比自己高大許多的男子一直朝她靠近,意識到對方是個怪人,她必須想辦法脫身。516Please respect copyright.PENANA4d2EfmwLBK
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「變……變態!」茜一面發抖一面向後退。516Please respect copyright.PENANALUyc2pUueV
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「嗯——?」把墨鏡提了起來,露出精緻而明亮的眸子,男子自信滿滿的說道,「妳有看過長成這樣的變態嘛——!」516Please respect copyright.PENANA9EUXmCQuP7
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盯著那雙璀璨的眼,茜的眸子亮了起來,可她猛力的搖了搖頭逼自己不能被顏色給吸引,縮著肩膀大叫,「好看的變態——!」516Please respect copyright.PENANACuoUO83Ytx
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「後面的部分多了吧!啊等一下!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAGA8zEtdBKc
「我並不適合被騷擾!」516Please respect copyright.PENANARagtJ1KoAI
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這麼說著,茜連忙向後逃,很快的逃得無影無蹤。男子待在原地,覺得實在可惜,正想回頭時,只見周遭人紛紛用鄙視的眼神看著他,甚至有人作勢要動手。516Please respect copyright.PENANAFngIYEc6FD
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當時,茜只覺得自己真是遇上變態罷了,事後也沒有多想。可事情不是她想的那樣,接下來連續幾周,茜總會無預警的遇上那名白髮男子,無論怎麼拒絕怎麼閃躲,總是會在下一次又碰上他。男子絲毫不因為被拒絕多次而打退堂鼓,只是不斷的遊說她加入咒專。516Please respect copyright.PENANAr3HYa9edq6
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「我真的對變態沒興趣!」516Please respect copyright.PENANA3EJJzzghTN
「我什麼都還沒說喔——?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAk0ZYMY53xc
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茜正要轉身逃跑,卻感受到男子後方有咒靈正在靠近,她二話不說的蹲了下來觸摸地板,利用橘色的色塊重擊咒靈,咒靈就這麼被重重的敲打變形,隨後便消散。516Please respect copyright.PENANAcswON3NWlA
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「妳這不是在做咒術師常做的事嗎?」男子雙手插在口袋裡,對著轉身要離開的茜說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAfKf18djerf
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停下腳步,茜垂下了頭,「……我只是不想讓咒靈破壞我的平靜生活而已。」她別過了頭,「我……討厭我的咒術。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAw0Qu7JsYy7
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男子挑了挑眉,「討厭?不不不,妳剛才使用咒術的時候,臉上的表情可是高興得很喔?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAG5vv7AJonb
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瞳孔緊縮,茜馬上回過頭來對男子喊道,「不可能!像這樣的東西怎麼可能高興的起來?」516Please respect copyright.PENANA98HYRGhMvX
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「妳平常高興不起來的原因,不就是壓抑自己、接受自己是詛咒嗎?」男子不再像平常那樣笑,他的口吻嚴肅而認真。在茜愣在原地時,他又開了口,「妳真的這麼想嗎?認為自己和咒術是詛咒?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAxVplTB1tz3
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當然不。茜明知道自己的真心話是什麼,明知對方說的是對的,可她卻沒辦法坦然說出口。516Please respect copyright.PENANALrKE6PsnrR
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「我又有什麼辦法?」用力揮開寬大的袖子露出了殘缺的手,茜瞇起了眼睛,「能夠看見常人看不見的東西的我,就一點責任都沒有嗎?」眸子不斷閃動,她緊緊抿唇後接續道,「我只是想過我要的正常生活而已,已經不想再被剝奪什麼了!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAR92V7sUdtW
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「方法是有的喔。」男子很快的回應,「這就是為什麼我讓妳去咒專嘛!」不等茜又提出抗議,他走向了她,「在那裡,有和妳一樣的人在,不會有人搞錯真正生成詛咒的那一方是誰,施展咒術當然是沒有問題的,那裡本來就是學習這些事情的地方嘛!咒靈的祓除也是必要的,那就是咒術師啊,看不到咒靈的人沒辦法理解的吧。」他手一攤,像是在邀請她似的,「怎麼樣?是要在這裡渾渾噩噩的沉淪呢?還是要抓住機會去過妳所謂的正常日子呢?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAXEfYZvh79G
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儘管沒有誰能夠對她說這些,但他說的道理,茜都懂。可正是因為知道,卻沒人真的問過她,她才會允許自己動搖。516Please respect copyright.PENANAIvbAeHFyBo
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「我希望我是黃寶石。」手一握緊,咒力便從茜的身體噴發,「但是,一直以來實在太多人受傷了。」伸出指頭來,她做好了戰鬥準備,「咒專能夠過上正常的生活嗎?我可是,很強的啊——!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7g7mTeOm7
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「咚!」還沒反應過來,男子指頭一敲,茜就這麼應聲倒地。516Please respect copyright.PENANAar6ZFVFJK8
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「她說她很強喔,校長!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAflWfRNavv2
「請不要再說了。」516Please respect copyright.PENANARTMzNQ4dps
「強到咒專可能會拿她沒辦法喔?連我都是喔?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAK4tQNHYXDN
「我已經在反省了。」516Please respect copyright.PENANA7prxFiW7M1
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掩著臉,被五條帶到夜蛾面前的茜臉漲得和紅氣球似的,被五條繞著圈圈拼命的指著。咒專,也就是咒術高專,被五條稱作校長的男人——夜蛾正道看著五條老樣子幼稚,他就是咳了咳制止他。516Please respect copyright.PENANAgqlccQXpi6
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「悟,別老是欺負女孩子。」夜蛾自玩偶堆中走出來說道,「你年紀也不輕了,成熟點。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5O65exu3o
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「才不是那樣,幼稚的是和我玩的茜……」516Please respect copyright.PENANA6U9oN4UFrt
「碰!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAVGyuE6eiwa
「嗚……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAvVHeqf5xhx
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捂著額頭,撞上五條無限的茜蹲在地上,看上去快哭了,對著五條直低鳴。而五條則是像在照護寵物似的,拍拍她的頭,指著她並一副理所當然的樣子。516Please respect copyright.PENANAwfp9DrP7zJ
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「你看,茜很調皮吧!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAmRSyPP8tTU
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夜蛾看茜像是被五條一路欺負到咒專來的,嘆了口氣。他走向茜,依照慣例的詢問她來讀咒專的理由。516Please respect copyright.PENANAXVnNHwSL4L
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抬起頭來,茜揉了揉自己的額頭,眨眼之時把胡鬧的氛圍給褪去。她的神態穩重而認真。516Please respect copyright.PENANAq71zXqW6fa
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「我不想放任咒靈傷害任何人,也不想看任何人受傷。」她緩緩站起身來。516Please respect copyright.PENANASjqHzVKCnE
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「妳應該很清楚咒術師是隨時都會傷亡的工作吧?如果那一天真的來臨,妳要把責任都推到那些人身上嗎?」夜蛾蹙眉說道。516Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6PLNTVtSJ
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茜的表情並沒有變,她毫不遲疑的回答,「如果有誰受傷死亡的話,就會有誰感到困擾。那些困擾堆疊在一起後,總有一天會影響到我的生活,為了不變成那樣所以要祓除咒靈。我想著的只有怎樣能維持我要的正常生活而已。」她伸掌按著胸口,「我,是為了我自己。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAA9N18iF7jN
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凝視了她片刻,那雙眼眸裡映出的就像是在說她所言不假,因此夜蛾伸出了手,「歡迎來到咒術高專。」516Please respect copyright.PENANADl1WfGpq9v
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瑠璃茜,於高中一年級時確定入學。
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寫著寫著516Please respect copyright.PENANAggqK5AzWNm
我有種茜的家人比禪院家還機掰的感覺
茜的壓力來源一直都是「她不能忽視,卻又被限制」516Please respect copyright.PENANAp4BgW3LJ3O
對她來說不能用咒術就好像身體被捆住一樣難受516Please respect copyright.PENANAO5bcifvaRb
明明是天生的、屬於自己的一部份
手掌斷了以後516Please respect copyright.PENANAvkgV24L9ZV
茜都是穿大衣或是oversize的衣服516Please respect copyright.PENANAa7pYp9ODbV
用寬寬的袖子把手藏在裡面516Please respect copyright.PENANACz6tTDAVuT
畢竟一般來說走在路上看到有人手斷了還是會嚇到的吧
黃寶石有示好、友好的意思
明明是寫來當狗卷CP的516Please respect copyright.PENANAZVuyzgND6H
結果我寫五條霸凌茜寫的最開心 這算是一種NTR嘛
原本人設圖那篇是寫茜用光咒力睡著才被抓到高專516Please respect copyright.PENANAgjsb1Ju9uQ
後來想想這樣不太對516Please respect copyright.PENANAdaB5JBUVeF
和狗卷分開以後她一直在袚除咒靈516Please respect copyright.PENANAm02qUInADh
對自己的咒術跟咒力的掌握也有一定程度了516Please respect copyright.PENANA48MVsz6IBZ
還會剛開招就沒拿捏好直接睡死好像不合理516Please respect copyright.PENANA93D4Vitpon
又不是處於驚嚇狀態 胖達:干我516Please respect copyright.PENANAnzUG0MU1gs
所以在這邊做了更動
516Please respect copyright.PENANANTXpNyiOI0
那麼今天就到這裡了516Please respect copyright.PENANALKSSmLHC0l
感謝各位的等待與觀看!