自從那堂新聞攝影課後,班上便開始出現各種版本的謠言,都是說我和哲哲是班對,有著非比尋常的關係,不過沒有人敢來直接問我們,所以我們也不需要花時間來回答傳聞的是與否。
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但是在幾天後的某個中午,我們在學校的食堂裡用餐,同班的馬來西亞女僑生黃豐敏點好餐點,就走近我們打了聲招呼後坐在我旁邊和我們一起用餐。她削著利落的短髮,經常穿著合身的 T-shirt 搭配淺藍色牛仔褲和短筒登山靴,著實一副 T 的裝扮,用一口搭著鄉音的中文和我們交談。65Please respect copyright.PENANAJQB2qIIgAw
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「你們是一對嗎?」豐敏很直接的問,我和哲哲對看一眼後,我繼續低著頭吃飯。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAUBbR52l2Ql
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「是啊!怎麼了嗎?」他毫不猶疑的肯定了我們的關係。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAegJT5guorn
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「沒有怎麼了,只是很羨慕你們而已。」豐敏笑了。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAZxHksrkWrd
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「羨慕?難道妳也是?」我心裡是確認的,但還是脫口問了她。 65Please respect copyright.PENANA0mkalVG1e8
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「是啊,我喜歡女生,而且已經有暗戀的對象了。」言語間她露出一些些羞赧,還有一點無奈的失落感。65Please respect copyright.PENANAOizDEjfE06
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「是秦芯芯吧!」哲哲居然說得出對方的名字。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAkRcYoWmKVw
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「你怎麼會知道?」豐敏也嚇了一跳。65Please respect copyright.PENANACsP1AulSTe
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「我猜的。」哲哲隨口應付。65Please respect copyright.PENANABk0gFSHq0d
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「有這麼明顯嗎?」豐敏臉上露出狐疑的表情繼續追問。65Please respect copyright.PENANAKPPr3Bx7TI
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「妳告白了嗎?」哲哲沒有直接回答豐敏的問題,反倒提出下一個疑問。65Please respect copyright.PENANAKoz29MoOzS
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「沒有,我不知道她是不是?我怕跟她說了,她會嚇到。」她乾笑了一聲,對,就是這種失落感。65Please respect copyright.PENANAtrenzksrpb
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「對呀,這種事急不得的,還是要稍稍冷靜想一下,太莽撞的話說不定真的會嚇到她。」我分析狀況讓豐敏知道要告白之前得三思。65Please respect copyright.PENANAaJux0ic9qT
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秦芯芯是來自宜蘭的女孩,留著一頭長髮,白皙的皮膚,還有一雙大大的眼睛,笑起來甜甜的,個兒不高,時常和豐敏出雙入對。 65Please respect copyright.PENANACB7mskiVhx
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「妳需要我們幫忙嗎?」哲哲神來一句讓人摸不著頭緒。65Please respect copyright.PENANACtn3zmecLg
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「你們要怎麼幫呢?」豐敏好奇的問。65Please respect copyright.PENANAfoSeJdMqvR
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「你想幹嘛呀?不要亂出餿主意喔!」我深怕他直接跑去跟秦芯芯問,以他衝動的個性很有可能會這麼做。65Please respect copyright.PENANA20I3VZJUEX
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「你放心,我自有辦法。妳有機車嗎?」他問豐敏。65Please respect copyright.PENANACbS1GiCrWU
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「芯芯有!」65Please respect copyright.PENANAUnf1hP7jbT
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「那我們週末一起去海邊烤肉,妳去約她。」他心裡似乎已經盤算好對策。65Please respect copyright.PENANA05fhFrvxJX
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「好啊!要去哪邊烤呢?」豐敏露出淡淡的微笑。65Please respect copyright.PENANAFs9jZMbwsu
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「龍洞灣,我們騎車去。」他說。65Please respect copyright.PENANAGViuL7DvSL
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「咦!你不是台南人嗎?怎麼一副很熟的樣子?」我真的蠻好奇的。65Please respect copyright.PENANA3m8Gk27CVI
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「我在網路上看過,可以一邊烤肉一邊欣賞海景,看起來是個蠻不錯的地方!」我看到他的招牌微笑。65Please respect copyright.PENANAurGjVwinx0
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「你知道路嗎?」我問。65Please respect copyright.PENANAVMLPljmDJw
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「不知道啊,可是我有你這座導航呀!」說完他用頭儭了我的脖子。65Please respect copyright.PENANA0yrXMjq3gi
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「你知道從這裡騎車去要多久嗎?很遠耶!」我瞪大眼睛看著他。65Please respect copyright.PENANAXOhYdoTn1h
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「沒關係啦,反正我載你!」他一副很簡單的樣子。65Please respect copyright.PENANAYToZhGZ55p
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「什麼?你還要騎野狼去?那烤肉的東西怎麼載?」我不想坐著野狼一路顛頗到那裡。65Please respect copyright.PENANAu11tNhamPl
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「對齁!那騎你的吧!那就一言為定囉!」哲哲的表情裡帶著得逞的笑意。 65Please respect copyright.PENANARP4PuoxdEc
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約好芯芯也分配好烤肉要準備的東西,決定週六一早七點從學校出發,一路從淡水走西濱北上。 65Please respect copyright.PENANA9pjf09Ttim
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豐敏載著芯芯和我們共兩輛車馳騁在西濱的海岸線上,右邊是高矮參差的山坡,左邊是蔚藍的海。65Please respect copyright.PENANArY8oYDvnTR
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秋初的冬北季風有些冷了,我很習慣的抱著他,雙手插在他的外套口袋裡保暖,遇到紅燈時,哲哲停下車後會將他冰冷的雙手插回口袋裡握著我的手取暖,偶爾還會轉頭問我:「會不會冷?」,我相信這些小動作豐敏和芯芯都看在眼裡。65Please respect copyright.PENANA9dcb0VQTOn
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她們一直跟在我們後面,我們的車速很慢,到達龍洞灣時已經快中午了,可能是天冷的關係,海灘上只有幾個戲水的遊客,付了門票後我們在烤肉區找到一個空位開始準備午餐,男生負責生火,女生負責烤肉。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAYUlI8Ziy38
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「這應該已經熟了吧!你們吃吃看。」芯芯夾起網子上吱吱作響的幾片肉放在盤子上。 65Please respect copyright.PENANA4eaHWQFTqw
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「好燙!好好吃!」哲哲夾了一片直接往嘴裏放,咬了一口後,再吹涼它然後往我嘴巴送。65Please respect copyright.PENANAEYmFF04i4M
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「你吃吃看!」這個在我們之間習以為常的親膩行為,他卻故意將動作做的很大,看起來是要讓芯芯看到。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4XmmMO0qm
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「你們幹嘛那麼親密呀!」豐敏沒意會到哲哲的用意,反而直接開口點破。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAUUPpKq8znd
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「對呀!你們不要故意放閃啦,很恩愛呢!」芯芯倒是很清楚發現哲哲的故意。65Please respect copyright.PENANATQj0x80z62
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「妳們也可以呀,我們不會介意。」我咬了一口後,他拿回去把剩下的吃掉。65Please respect copyright.PENANAE2xpr0G42O
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「來就來嘛!誰怕誰呀!」芯芯也咬了一口肉後往豐敏嘴巴裏塞,這突來的舉動讓豐敏嚇了一跳。。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAZkH6L5xBq3
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「謝謝妳!」豐敏有些難為情,臉頰、耳朵都開始變得紅通通的。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAzB24Q3wfRO
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「黃豐敏妳幹嘛臉紅?」哲哲故意放大音量。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAiJOAfRtbpb
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「你幹嘛欺負我們豐敏?」芯芯拍了一下他。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAYqtjUJPMap
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「這麼快就我們豐敏了!」他沒打算停止,我在旁邊則是冷汗直流,但一直不停的竊笑。65Please respect copyright.PENANAmADs5eDIn6
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「怎樣?不行嗎?」芯芯腦筋動得很快,一一擊破哲哲的攻式。65Please respect copyright.PENANAzzhcoM7to1
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我原本以為芯芯是嬌滴滴個性的女孩,但這才發現她有著海派、爽朗不羈卻又有些草根的性格,什麼玩笑都可以開,相處起來不需太避諱什麼話題。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAeTTLL8AMlP
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「欸,說真的你們兩個到底是什麼關係?」芯芯終於忍不住,直接向我們提問。65Please respect copyright.PENANAMmx35rdO80
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「妳覺得呢?」哲哲故意吊她味口,其實也是要試探她對同志的接受度。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAMj6qlvJpfu
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「應該是情侶吧,哪有兩個男生像你們這樣卿卿我我的。」芯芯邊說邊翻動著烤網上的食物。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAstwSvLBkqb
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「怎會沒有,就是我們啊!」說完後,他把嘴嘟過來親了一下我的臉頰,我來不及躲,只好撕了一片吐司塞在他嘴巴裏。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAAthptrGt2d
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「別鬧了,快吃!」接著又拿起一根香腸塞給他。65Please respect copyright.PENANAn92hERd9Ke
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「好恩愛喔!」豐敏開口了。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAGcgjCXF5F3
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「妳們也可以呀,我們不會介意!」我複製了哲哲的話。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAqC0VDiR346
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「來就來嘛!誰怕誰呀!」豐敏也學芯芯的口氣,夾起一片肉餵芯芯。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAwPkjYnarlp
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「你們是什麼時候開始交往的?」芯芯繼續追問。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAwlsN8QbGSc
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「秘密!走!我們去沙灘上恩愛。」他拉著我起身。65Please respect copyright.PENANAkihiiyEU35
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「喂!快點告訴我啦!」芯芯試圖叫住我們,哲哲回頭扮了鬼臉後拉著我跑向沙灘,其實是想讓她們倆獨處。65Please respect copyright.PENANA1mDR4taoYI
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我們把鞋子放在沙灘上,捲起褲管赤腳踩在海裡,讓海水淹過我們的腳踝,海水冰冷的讓我跳了起來,但哲哲淘氣的捧了一些海水往我身上潑,我也不甘示弱捧起海水潑了他一身。65Please respect copyright.PENANAWwcsLG4wQa
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芯芯她們在烤肉區看著我們倆在嘻鬧,我們向她們招了招手要她們也一起下來玩,她們脫了鞋朝我們走過來,哲哲抓起兩把沙丟在她們腿上,芯芯也捧著沙追逐著他,四個人在沙灘上追來追去,留下許多腳印,最後我們跑累了,便直接坐了下來,任海浪拍打我們的腰間,弄得一身濕。65Please respect copyright.PENANA5aOYPqaBWX
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過了不久,我們又回到烤肉區,把濕答答的衣服換下,換好衣服後,哲哲和豐敏悄悄的躲在一旁抽煙,我沒有制止他,因為他的煙量不大,我還可以忍受,但每次他抽煙的時候,我都會故意靠他很近,他知道我不喜歡煙味,所以隨便抽幾口就丟掉。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAqLtZUW5PAO
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「你抽的是煙癮還是習慣,怎麼抽沒幾口就丟了?」我是真的好奇。 65Please respect copyright.PENANATuWtpqL2Z0
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「我怕薰到你。」他說。 65Please respect copyright.PENANA4Beg2r4TvN
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「喔!不會啦,怕薰我就不會靠近你,你這樣很浪費,還不如不要抽。」我回答的很認真。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAuSPU3vMBOt
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「好嘛,我不抽就是了!」他用一副很任性的口氣回答。 65Please respect copyright.PENANA41mTYfC2kE
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「我可沒有要強迫你為了我戒煙喔,只是既然要抽就像之前一樣大大方方、認真的抽完它!不需要偷偷摸摸、遮遮掩掩的。」我訓斥了他一番。 65Please respect copyright.PENANApdj9kvMEjX
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「你的想法還真是特別,跟其他人不一樣耶,一般不喜歡煙味的人不都是要人戒煙嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANABPXfST26Ah
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「我只是這樣想,認識你的時候就知道你會抽煙了,憑什麼要去改變你,也不想你因爲我改變什麼?也許抽煙對你有什麼重要的意義,當那個意義消失了,你就沒有抽煙的理由了,對吧?」我是真的這麼想的,哪一天他發現抽煙對他沒有意義,自然會戒。 65Please respect copyright.PENANAivcqpaCWVB
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「抽煙的意義倒是沒有,但我想到戒煙的理由了,我真的愛死你了,又可愛又貼心的。」他捏著我的臉。65Please respect copyright.PENANAW4arXUcQoz
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「2012年10月14日。你說你不喜歡煙味,我答應你要戒掉它;你要我不用為你戒煙,我還是戒了,只要是你喜歡的,我願意去做,你不愛的我也會改。其實為了一個自己所喜歡的人去改變些什麼,好像也挺浪漫的不是嗎? 65Please respect copyright.PENANAwiNqWBG0Vg
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